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Chapter 6

Elliot blinked against the morning sun coming in the gap in the curtains. At some point during the night they had moved and he was on his back with Olivia lying half on him, her arm draped over his stomach. His arm was wrapped around her holding her to him.

"Morning," she said quietly.

"Morning, you sleep okay?"

"Yeah, first time in months…. You know since Lewis."

Elliot kissed the top of her head. "Liv, I have never asked you what happened with Lewis, all I know is what I read in the papers and what you told me that night. I won't push you, I learnt in the past you don't like that. But just know I am always here when you are ready to tell me."

"I know you are. Just so you know though unlike with Sealview I am getting help this time. I have been seeing a shrink since it happened."

"That's good," he said hugging her tight.

"And I will tell, just give me time," she said lifting her head and looking up at him. She put her hands on his chest and rested her chin on them. "I thought it would be weird waking up with you this morning, but it wasn't."

"I woke up a few times and had to touch you to make sure you were really there," he said running his fingers through her hair.

She pushed herself up and was just about to kiss him with the phone next to his bed rang.

"Sorry," he said as he reached back for it.

"Stabler," he said his eyes not leaving her.

"Hey dad it's just me," said Maureen.

"Hey sweetheart you okay?"

"Yeah, just thought I would call, see how you are?"

"Really, I can't remember you calling me this early any other mornings."

"Yeah well…. You know, you have been a little upset lately."

"So it has nothing to do with you going to see Olivia at work yesterday morning after we talked."

The line went quiet for a while

"She told you huh."

"Yeah she told me."

"Well…. That means she talked to you, so that good right?"

Olivia moved out of Elliot's arms and sat up. Elliot watched her as she sat on the edge of the bed.

"Where you going?" he asked her, not wanting her to leave his side just yet.

"Need to pee," she grinned. "And if you don't mind I could do with a shower?"

"Dad! Dad who you talking to?" asked Maureen yelling down the phone. "Is that Olivia?"

"Yeah Honey, it's Olivia," he said as he watched her disappear into the bathroom.

"Oh my god, what happened? Did she stay the night? What did you say to her? Obviously you must have said something right cause she stayed."

"Your faith in me is amazing," he said sitting up on the edge of the bed.

"I'm sorry dad, it's just you do tend to speak before you think."

"Yeah well I have learnt from my mistakes. Now as much as I would love to talk to you ….."

"No its okay, you go. I need to call Kat and the twins and tell them what's happened anyway. Bye dad love you." she said hanging up.

Elliot shook his head and picked up his phone and dialled his Captain. There was no way he was going into work today. Once he spoke to his captain and had been given the day off, he stood up and walked towards the bathroom. The door was slightly open and he could hear the shower still running. He took off his t-shirt as he pushed open the door and stepped into the room pushing his sweat pants down to the floor and stepping out of them. He looked down and cursed himself when he saw he was already hard.

The shower cubical was steamed up but he could just make her out behind the screen.

"You gonna stand there all morning or get in here and wash my back for me," she called to him.

He grinned and opened the door climbing into the spray behind her. He stood just behind her and rested his hands on her hips.

"God your gorgeous," he told her as his eyes roamed over her back. He licked his lips as his dropped to her ass cheeks.

"Your checking out my ass aren't you," she laughed.

"What can I say? I spent years watching it never thought I would see it like this," he said moving closer to her and kissing her shoulder, then her neck.

Olivia felt his erection pressing against her lower back as he moved closer and wrapped his arms around her waist resting one hand on her stomach.

"I still can't believe there is a little me and you in there," he said resting his chin on his shoulder.

"I know," she said putting her hand on top of his. "Your sixth Kid El. Are you sure you're up to it."

"Might be my sixth, but this little one is my first with you. And I will love it and care for it just as much as I do for my other kids."

He continued to gently suck and kiss her, as his hands moved over her stomach, hips and tops of her legs.

"Jesus El," she sighed as he slipped his hand between her legs and his fingers lightly stroked over the top of her shaven pussy.

"Oh baby," he moaned into her neck as she parted her legs slightly slipping his fingers between her folds. Olivia lifted one arm and wrapped it around his neck holding him to her neck. She gasped as his slipped a finger into her.

"I thought I said you could wash my back."

"Sorry I must have misheard you," he grinned as he moved his finger in and out of her adding a second finger as he pushed them as deep as he could into her.

"Christ El," she gasped leaning forward and rest her hands against the shower wall to support herself. "It feels so good." She could feel his hard cock pushing against her as he moved his fingers in and out of her, flicking his thumb over her swollen clit.

"You okay?" he asked her.

"Hmmmm."

"I can't wait to make love to you again, to slide deep inside you. I need you so bad," he told her his voice deeper than she had ever heard it before turning her on even more.

"So do it," she panted.

"Uh," he smirked against her neck. "The next time I make love to you it is going to be in our bed, not in the shower or on the kitchen floor, I want to do it properly… but first I want you to come over my fingers, you feel so good Liv, so hot, wet and tight. Come for me so I can take you to bed and make love to you all day."

"You…..we…..we have work."

"No I don't," he said moving his hand faster. "I asked my Captain for a personal day."

"Fuck El," she cursed as he pressed against her clit harder.

"And your acting Captain so you can give yourself the day off. We have 15 years to make up for. I plan on exploring every inch of this amazing body… now let go baby, I can feel it, and you're so fucking close."

Olivia's body began to shake as she came, clamping Elliot's hand between her legs as her body convulsed.

"There you go" he grinned as she released her grip on his fingers and he slid them from her. He raised them to his mouth and putting them in his mouth he sucked her juices from them. Olivia looked over her shoulder and watched him as he tasted her.

"God you taste so good, I can't wait for more," he said his eyes heavy with lust and love.

Olivia turned around to face him her legs shaky. She kissed him softly on his lips tasting herself.

"El, take me to bed and make love to me," she said against his lips.

"Nothing would give me greater pleasure" he smiled.

Elliot reached forward and turned off the water and they both climbed out the shower. Elliot grabbed a towel and began to gently dry Olivia.

"This feels so right," she said as he wrapped the towel around her.

"Like it was meant to be."

"Yeah… You know everyone kept asking me if we were together, or would tell me you had feelings but I just laughed it off, because I never thought it would happen and it used to hurt too much thinking about it."

"Remember that time Dickie asked you if you were sleeping with your partner?" he asked her as he wrapped a towel around his waist.

"Yeah I remember."

"Well even though I knew nothing had happened between us I felt so guilty, because I had dreamt and thought about making love to you so many times. I felt like I was having an affair with you."

Olivia wrapped her arms around his neck "Who would have thought when we finally did sleep together it would be me having the affair and not you."

"Yeah well after today it won't be an affair when you leave him," he said putting his hands on her hips and lifting her up easily his towel falling from his waist as she wrapped her legs around him. "And move in here with me," he said as he carried her into the bedroom pulling off her towel on the way.

"You mean you're willing to give up your bachelor life already?" she asked kissing his neck.

"I would give up the world for you Liv, you our baby and my kids are all I need and all I want," he told her as he lowered her onto the bed her arms and legs still wrapped around him.

She could feel his erection pushing against her.

"El….."

"Mmmmm" he mumbled into her neck as kissed and bit her softly.

"I know you want to take your time but…."

Elliot lifted his head and looked down at her.

"I need you, now. Inside me. I want to feel you cum inside me…. I don't want to wait."

Elliot smiled down at her and reached down between them taking hold of himself. He guided himself to her entrance and keeping his eyes locked on hers he gently eased into her.

Olivia bit her bottom lip as he pushed fully into her.

"You okay?" he asked her.

"God, yes," she smiled as he began to move just slightly inside her. "You feel amazing," she told him as he raised himself up slightly on his arms, as he withdrew almost all the way out her before sliding back in.

Olivia clenched around him as he pushed in "Damn Baby you're so tight, so so tight," he gasped as he pulled back and thrust back into her.

"Faster baby," she told him. "I need more of you."

Elliot lifted her left leg over his shoulder as he continued to pound into her over and over. He dropped her leg from his shoulder and she wrapped her legs around him pulling him to her, as she lifted her hips to meet his every thrust, her nails digging into his back as she gripped him tight. She moved her hand between them and rubbed her clit a few times, it was all she needed as she came. Her body convulsing under him and she squeezed his cock hard inside her.

"Christ, Baby" he panted as he pushed into her harder and faster unable to hold on any longer as he felt her cum beneath him.

Olivia grabbed his face between her hands; she knew he was close to his release.

"Open your eyes baby," she told him. Elliot forced his eyes open and locked onto hers as he gave a final thrust inside her as he came. His hot seed coating her walls as he came over and over, his body shaking. "I love you Elliot Stabler," panted Olivia. "I love you so much," she said as a tear slipped down her cheek.

Elliot dipped his head and kissed away the tear "I love you to, more than you will ever know."

They lay together for a while longer Elliot still buried deep inside her.

"El… I know you want to stay in bed all day, and I would love to do that….."

"I feel a but coming on," he said raising his head and looking at her.

"I don't want to wait to tell Brian, I want to tell him today and get it over and done with. I want to be able to come back here tonight and be with you. I want it over with him. Please don't be angry with me, I know you had plans for us today."

"Liv, why would I be mad at you. All I want is for us to be together and the sooner the better. Do you want me to come with you?"

"No I think it would be best to do this alone. I will tell him, pack a few things and leave. I will be back here before you know it."

"I'm just worried about you facing him by yourself, what you going to tell him?"

"Just that it isn't working between us. I mean it wasn't even before you turned up, there were problems."

"Are you telling him about me and the baby?"

"No not yet. I will just say I'm going to stay with a friend. I think telling him everything all at once will be a bit much."

Elliot nodded. "When you going?"

"This morning, the sooner I go the sooner I get back, and the sooner we get back to bed and exploring each other," she grinned.

Elliot smiled at her and kissed her lips "Can I at least make you brunch before you go, can't have you and my kid going into battle without being fed."

"Okay, you make us something to eat whilst I take a quick shower, so I'm not turning up smelling of you and sex."

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Olivia sat in her car and looked up at her apartment building. Despite what she had said her and Elliot had made love again before she got her shower. She had then banned him from coming near her. She had thought about just staying with him, but she needed to do this, she needed to end it with Brian.

She climbed out the car and entered the apartment block, she looked at her watch it was just past 2 o'clock. Deep down she hoped Brian would be at work so she could just leave a note for him explaining everything.

She took a deep breath as she opened the door to the apartment and entered closing the door behind her. Brian was sat on the couch staring at the TV.

"Hey your home," she said dropping her bag on the counter and going into the kitchen.

Brian stood up and turned to face her. "More than you were last night."

Olivia took a drink of water and looked at him. "Yeah I stayed over at Melinda's," she lied.

Brian walked towards her and stood just apart from her "Would this be the same Melinda that was at a crime scene last night."

Olivia backed away from him and rested against the sink.

"So come on Liv where were you?"

Olivia looked up and glared at him. "I don't know Brian, where was I. Maybe I was at the same place you have been all these nights when you don't come home."

"I told you I was working."

"That's bullshit and you and I both know it. All these late nights and working late cause your undercover is a load of bollocks."

Brian glared at her, his face getting red with anger.

"So how many girls did you have to fuck on these undercover missions?" she asked him.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"

"I mean, I know how much you like to get into character when you go undercover. I heard you that night when you took that girl up to her apartment. I had to sit and listen as you fucked her."

Brian stepped back with a shocked look on his face.

"You said….. "

"Yeah I know what I said, but I heard everything. I just didn't want to admit to myself or anyone else that you would sleep with someone else when you knew I would be listening."

Brian reached out for her arm but she moved away "Liv I was undercover, if I hadn't …."

Olivia raised her hand up to stop him "Save it Brian I don't want to hear it" she said. "I don't care anymore, sleep with whoever you want," she told him as she walked past him and out the kitchen.

"Well maybe if you put out and gave me what I needed then I wouldn't have to look elsewhere!" he yelled. Olivia stopped and turned back around to face him.

"What the hell… your blaming me, your saying it's my fault that your banging anything with a pulse instead of being at home."

"Well what do you expect? I've tried to be patient, to stand by you. But a guy can only go so long without sex. I had needs but you just weren't interested it was all about you."

"I had been kidnapped, assaulted and tortured for 4 days. He degraded me and made me feel worthless, the last thing I wanted to do was to have sex. What I needed was someone in my life who would look after me, care for me and make me feel safe."

"Yeah and we all know who that was."

"What?"

"Oh come on Liv, I was in court, I heard what Lewis said to you, about who you thought about and who you wanted….. Stabler, it's always Elliot fucking Stabler. Well I got news for you Liv, he isn't here. He left you years ago, he didn't care for you then and he doesn't now, he wasn't there for you I was."

Olivia couldn't help the small smile that appeared on her face when he mentioned Elliot.

"That's what you think," she said as she turned and headed towards the bedroom. She felt Brian's hand grab her arm as he spun her to face him.

"What the hell do you mean, that's what I think," he growled gripping her arm.

"Let go of me," she said ripping her arm from his grasp. She could see he was angry, but she didn't care. She turned to leave again but he grabbed hold of her arm again pulling her round to face him. "Let. Go. Of. Me." she said her voice hard as he released her arm.

"Did it ever cross that tiny mind of yours, that maybe the reason I never wanted sex with you was because I was getting it elsewhere," she smirked at him. "Now if you don't mind I'm going to pack a few things and go. I will come back for the remainder of my things when you're at work."

"You….. You have been cheating on me" said Brian. Olivia shook her head in disbelieve as she looked at his face. He looked like a little kid who had lost his puppy. Olivia turned yet again to head to the bedroom, all she wanted to do was get out of there and get back to Elliot. She didn't have time to react as Brian grabbed her and spun her to face him. She lost her balance and fell against the coffee table, her face banging off the corner.

She looked up and saw Brian bending over the top of her, at first she thought he was going to help her up and apologise but he just glared down at her.

"Who was it?" he asked her his face red with anger.

"Go to hell," she told him, she reached up to her face as she felt the trickle of blood running down her face.

"I can't believe I wasted all this time over a bitch like you," he growled.

Olivia pushed herself back away from him and rested herself against the wall. Her head was pounding from where it had hit the table. She wanted to stand up but her legs were shaking, in fact her whole body was shaking.

She felt the tears running down her face as they both just looked at each other. She had never seen Brian like this before with so much hate in his eyes. The silence was broken by Brian's phone ringing.

"Cassidy," he said calmly into the phone. "Yeah okay I will meet you there," he said hanging up. He looked down at Olivia.

"I need to go into work, we will talk about this later," he said turning away and grabbing his jacket and keys. He gave her one last look before he left.

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Elliot sat on the couch waiting for Olivia to return, it had been a few hours since she had left. He had thought about calling her but decided to leave it and give her space to finish things with Cassidy. He smiled when he heard the knock on his door and jumped up to answer it. He should have given her a key he thought as he pulled the door open.

His smile disappeared when he saw Olivia stood in front of him. She had a large cut above her eye and the side of her face was black and blue. She looked up at him and gave a small smile. Elliot pulled her to him and held her tight, as he pushed the door closed.

"Before you go all old school Stabler about this let me explain first," she said into his neck. She could feel his body shaking in anger, but she felt him nod against her.

He guided her to the couch and they sat down. "Just stay calm till I finish, okay."

"I can't promise you that but I will try," he told her honestly. Olivia nodded and proceeded to tell him what happened. So far through Elliot stood up and started to pace the room, but he didn't interrupt or say anything.

The room went silent as she finished and she looked at Elliot as he stood with his back to her staring out the window.

"El…." She said quietly. Elliot turned to face her and she saw that look, the one that said he was going to seriously hurt someone. "El, please," she said as he walked past her and grabbed his coat and car keys. "Please don't do anything stupid."

Elliot turned around to face her and walked back to where she was sitting. "He hurt you, it may have been an accident but he shouldn't have even grabbed you. But then to leave you on the floor shook up and bleeding….." Elliot shook his head. "He could have seriously hurt you and the baby, Liv. I can't let him get away with that."

He bent down and kissed the top of her head "I won't be long," he said walking out the door and slamming it behind him.

"Damn it, Stabler," she said jumping up and following him out the door.

Next up time for some Cassidy damage and then for Elliot and Olivia to explore there feelings a bit more.