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Chapter 9

"God I love that ass," said Olivia coming up behind Elliot in the kitchen and wrapping her arms around his waist. "Do you always walk around the place naked?" she asked him as her fingers lightly stroked his semi hard shaft as he leant forward against the sink.

"Figured I would make the most of it, while I can. Once the baby gets here, I'm gonna have to be sensible parent again. Not the horny guy I am right now when I'm around you."

"That's a shame," she said as she took hold of his shaft and began to massage it gently….." I quite like this horny guy, he's fucking hot," she whispered against his ear. "I'm always so wet and ready around him."

Elliot turned to face her "You are huh?" he asked as he lifted her up and turned around putting her on the stool next to the bench. He slid his hand from around her waist and slipped it between her legs. Olivia spread her legs to give him access. "See you came prepared, Miss Benson," he grinned as he slid his finger the full length of her and coated it in her juices as he slipped it inside her.

"Yeah ….well after last night I figured it wasn't worth putting a pair of panties on." Elliot grinned as he moved his finger slowly and deep inside her as he thought back to the previous night.

They had been flirting and giving each other slight touches in the car, that by the time they had reached the elevator they were both so turned on. They had stood apart both leaning against opposite walls facing each other.

Olivia grinned over at Elliot and slid her hand into her trousers and began to rub herself as Elliot watched licking his lips. Olivia undone the button on her trousers with her other hand and spread her legs a bit further apart as she continued to touch herself. She looked over at Elliot and smirked.

"Your trousers are looking a little tight there Detective."

"What the hell do you expect?" he asked her as he massaged himself over the top of his trousers with one hand as the other held the pizza box. As the elevator stopped Olivia quickly removed her hand and walked out the doors, she turned to Elliot and licked the juices from her fingers.

"Fuck," he grunted as he quickly followed her.

No sooner had they got into the apartment Elliot had put the pizza down and had her pinned against the door, he fully undone her trousers and dragged them to the floor and Olivia kicked her shoes off as she stepped out of them, whilst undoing Elliot's trousers and reaching inside and freeing his now rock solid cock.

"Fuck this," growled Elliot as he grabbed her lace panties and ripped them from her throwing them on the floor. He gripped her ass cheeks with his hands as he lifted her up her back against the door and lowered her onto his throbbing dick.

Olivia slid down his full length "Christ baby, just do it," she panted. "Fuck me hard."

And that's what he did, he fucked her hard and fast against his front door. Apart from Olivia's panties and trousers they were both fully dressed, Elliot still in his full suit and tie.

After they had both had cum they held each other tight as they both caught their breath.

"Jesus Christ," he chuckled into her neck, "You okay?"

"Yeah," she grinned. "That was…"

"Amazing," he finished for her as he lifted his head and kissed her softly.

"Amazing," she smiled as she kissed him back.

"That's was pretty amazing," he said to her as he removed the t-shirt she was wearing and kissed his way down her naked body.

"Yeah it was," she sighed as he took her nipple into his mouth and gently sucked it as his finger continued to move inside her. "So were the next few times."

"Yeah they were," he mumbled as he made his way lower. He removed his finger and put both his hands on her thighs as he dropped to his knees. He placed a kiss on her slightly swollen stomach, before he dropped his mouth to her pussy and licked the full length of her. "I will never get tired of tasting you," he said his voice muffled as his tongue lapped between her lips.

"Good cause I will never tire of you tasting me," she said as she leant back against the bench and lifted her legs over his shoulders as she looked down and watched him as he licked and sucked her clit. "Oh yeah," she moaned as she moved her hips slightly pushing herself against his mouth.

She jumped as her phone rang on the bench just along from her. She tried to ignore it, but it just kept ringing. She felt Elliot chuckle against pussy lips. "You best get that it could be important," he told her before covering her again with his mouth.

"Fuck," she cursed as she answered the phone. "What!" she snapped.

"Sorry to bother you Sarge," said Rollins as Olivia snapped at her. "I know it's your day of and everything."

"Just spit it out," she gasped as Elliot slipped his tongue deep inside her, swirling it around inside her.

"I Erm, I need some paperwork signed," she told her. "I meant to get you to sign it last night but I forgot after everything that happened.

"Shit baby" said Olivia moving the phone away from her mouth, as she grabbed the top of his head and pushed his head further to her as she felt her climax building.

"I could just bring them over if that would be easier," said Rollins smiling to herself when she heard Olivia moaning down the phone.

"What…. Yeah …. That's fine," said Olivia not taking any notice at what Rollins was saying as Elliot inserted two fingers into her and his mouth went to her clit sucking hard as his fingers pumped in and out of her. "Just do that," she panted as she hung up the phone just as her orgasm ripped through her body. Her thighs clamped Elliot's head between her legs as she came, her body shaking. She released her grip with her legs and Elliot removed his fingers before using his tongue to clean her up. When he was done he sat back slightly and looked up at her smirking.

"So who was on the phone?" he asked her.

She looked down at him shaking her head "Rollins, I haven't
a clue what she said to me," she laughed. "The only thing I heard was paper work, needed signed."

Elliot stood up and wrapped his arms around her "I guess if it's important she will get back in touch," he said kissing her nose.

"I guess."

Elliot held her to him for a while "Why don't I grab a quick shower then make us some breakfast," he said to her.

"Or we could grab a shower together," she replied. "I think someone needs the same release as I have just had," she said as she felt his hard shaft pushing against her.

"Hey you won't hear any arguments from me," he said kissing her forehead.

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"Liv will you relax," he said to her as she walked into the kitchen then straight back out again.

"I can't. What if they are pissed at us? I mean Dickie already asked me out right if I was sleeping with my partner, and I said no…"

"Well….." he tried to answer her but she just kept talking.

"What if he thinks I was lying, what if he thinks we have been having an affair for all these years…. Maybe you should just tell them by yourself. I shouldn't be here… your kids are goin to hate me."

Elliot looked up from where he was lying on the couch and watched her as she grabbed her coat.

"Whoa ….Whoa…. where you going?" he asked jumping up and going to her.

"I'm going to work, so you can tell your kids alone…."

"Just stop," he said taking hold of both her hands and pulling her to face him. "You need to calm down and listen to me…..okay….. I said okay."

Olivia nodded "I'm just scared El, I don't want your kids to hate me… to hate you."

"And they won't. Liv, Maureen has already told them all we are together, and they are happy about it. Dickie knows nothing happened between the two of us when I was married to his Mom. We had a good talk after I got out of rehab about everything that happened. He knows he shouldn't have said what he did that day. Dickie was the one who tried his hardest to get me to call you; he even took my phone one day and threatened to call you myself. Only when he went through my phone looking for your number he couldn't find it."

"You got rid of my number out your phone?" she asked looking upset.

"I didn't need your number stored in my phone Liv; I think I know your number. I took it out so nobody else could call you. When I knew the time was right I wanted to be the one to call you."

Olivia nodded.

"I'm not gonna lie and say they won't be shocked about the baby, I mean they were shocked when Kathy fell pregnant, but when they see how happy I am I'm sure they will be fine."

"And if they're not, what then?"

"Then I don't know, I guess that is something we will have to work through if, and that's a big if, that happens."

He pulled her close to him and wrapped his arms around her waist and dropped his head to hers.

"I love my kids Liv, but I love you as well and our little one, and I don't want to lose any of you. I have a good feeling that everything is going to be fine."

"God I hope your right," she said holding him tight. "Because the last thing I want to do is come between you and your kids."

As they stood holding each other they were interrupted by a knock at the door. Olivia looked at the clock.

"That can't be the kids already," she said. "They said they wouldn't be here till two its only just gone one."

She pulled out of Elliot's arms and he walked to the door and smiled at her "Calm down," he told her when he saw her starting to panic again. "You have a reprieve," he grinned as he opened the door and Rollins and Amaro were stood there.

"Not interrupting anything are we?" she smiled as Elliot invited them in.

"Erm no….has something happened?" asked Olivia coming towards them.

"No just that paperwork that needs signed."

"Paperwork…. Right," said Olivia taking the envelope from her and going over to the kitchen. Rollins followed her leaving Elliot and Nick alone by the door.

Elliot held his hand out to Nick "Elliot, we never really met properly last night," he said as Nick shook his hand.

"Yeah it was a bit crazy," said Nick. "I can't believe the mess Cassidy is in. I mean I never liked the guy, he was totally wrong for Olivia, but I wouldn't have wanted this for him."

"Yeah, well hopefully he will get the help he needs. It won't be easy for him, I've been there. But if he wants to get clean he will."

Nick just looked at Elliot "You were…..."

"Yeah, after I left SVU I kinda went downhill. That's why I never got in touch with Liv, I was a mess. But I sorted myself out, with help and Cassidy can do the same."

Nick looked over at Olivia and Amanda talking. "You know when I first got to the Unit, Olivia was finding it hard, and she wanted nothing to do with me. She kept waiting for you to walk back in to her life. It took her a long time to accept you were actually gone. If something was to happen and you were to leave her again…."

Elliot glared at him "That isn't going to happen," he said raising his voice.

Olivia and Amanda both looked up and over at them.

"Guess the boys are getting to know each other," smiled Amanda.

"Yeah I guess," said Olivia still looking at them. Once she was happy nether of them were going to throw a punch she went back to reading the paperwork.

"Look, all I'm saying…." Said Nick. "Is that after everything she has been through I don't want to see her hurt, and if you suddenly decide this isn't what you want and leave her again…."

"And you think that's what I'm going to do?" said Elliot lowering his voice to just above a whisper so Olivia couldn't hear. "You think I'm just gonna disappear from her life."

"Well you did it once before. What's to stop you doing it again?"

Elliot took a deep breath. "Because 3 years ago I was a mess. I was with a woman I didn't love, and couldn't tell the woman who I did love how I felt. When I pulled the trigger and shot that kid…I finally broke, I snapped. After years of protecting kids I killed one and I couldn't handle it. Everyone kept telling me I done what I had to do to, that she was out of control, but all I could see was a teenage girl bleeding to death in my arms, and Olivia looking at me across the room as she held Sister Peg."

"So why leave her, why cut her out of your life, not a word, not a call?" Elliot looked back at Olivia and walked over to the far side of the room by the window as Nick followed him.

"Because….. Because I got it in my head that she hated me. I thought she would hate me the way I hated myself and I didn't want to hear her say that, so I cut her out completely. I turned to drink, drugs and sex to try and put her out of my head. I even tried to kill myself, because I thought she would be better off without me in her life."

"But she didn't hate you Stabler, she was in love with you and she needed you."

"You don't think I know that now. You don't think I know that I have wasted 3 years of my life because I was an idiot and too scared to admit how I felt. I have been in love with Olivia Benson since the day she walked into the precinct and Cragen told me she was my new partner. So I get why your so protective of her and I understand why you're looking out for her. Hell If the roles were reversed I would be exactly the same as you."

"I just don't want her hurt anymore," said Nick looking over to her.

"Neither do I. I love her more than life its self. She is carrying my baby, I would never do anything to hurt her again, and I'm definitely not leaving her again. I need her in my life, she completes me."

"Ditto," said Olivia from behind as she wrapped her arms around his waist making him jump.

He turned to face her "You weren't supposed to be listening," he told her.

"Couldn't help it, I had to make sure you both didn't start swinging the punches." She said looking between the both of them. "And Nick, you have nothing to worry about, I know what I'm doing."

"Yeah I know I just don't want you hurt again."

"Trust me, that's the last thing I want as well," said Elliot putting his hand out for Nick to shake. Nick took his hand and smiled.

"You know that if you do hurt her I will kick your ass," he told Elliot.

"I wouldn't even try to stop you," smiled Elliot.

"Okay," said Amanda coming over to them. "Now that's all sorted and territories have been marked, you ready to go," she said to Nick. "I want to get rid of this paper work and then you can buy me a drink."

"Sure," said Nick stepping forward and hugging Olivia. "See you Monday," he told her, before smiling at Elliot and heading to the door.

"I'm really happy for you," said Amanda as she hugged her as well. "And really jealous," she whispered. "You really need to hang up the phone quicker if you don't want people to hear what you're doing," she grinned as her and Nick walked out.

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Olivia took a deep breath and leant against the fridge taking a drink out of the bottle of water. She listened as Elliot and his kids talked and laughed in the living room. He had been right about them being happy with their relationship; all of them had given her a hug as they had come in. Dickie had told them none of them were surprised when Maureen phoned and told them. All they needed to do now was tell them about the baby. She heard a knock on the door and Elliot talking to the pizza guy delivering the food.

She re opened the fridge and took out some sodas and water. She looked at the bottle of wine, the one time she could do with a drink to calm her nerves and she couldn't. She jumped when she felt Elliot wrap his arms around her waist.

"You okay?" he asked kissing the side of her neck as he rested his hands over her stomach.

"Yeah," she smiled. "Could really do with a drink right now," she told him.

"I know that feeling," he smiled back. "Do you just want to get it over and done with and tell them now as we eat?"

She nodded her head "Yeah, I can't sit any longer waiting to tell them."

"Let's do it then," he said picking up the sodas for everyone. He turned back to her and kissed her softly. "Just remember no matter how they react I love you," he smiled at her.

"Yeah, I know," she said back to him and followed him back to the kids who were all sat round the table.

They both sat down next to each other and took some pizza, Elliot looked at her and gave a small smile and mouthed "You ready" to her. She took a deep breath and nodded.

"Erm guys," said Elliot interrupting their chatter as they ate. "There is another reason why I asked you all over here tonight."

The kids fell silent as he talked and looked at him, and noticed his worried face.

"Dad, what's wrong?" asked Lizzy as she looked over at Olivia and noticed the worried look on her face as well.

"There's nothing wrong," he said. "I …..We just have something else to tell you all."

"Oh my god…. You're getting married," said Maureen grinning.

Elliot smiled at her as he took hold of Olivia's hand and she looked up at him "No sweetheart, were not getting married, well not yet anyway. No it's …" he took a deep breath and gripped Olivia's hand harder.

Kathleen started laughing "Jesus Dad the last time you looked this nervous was when you and Mom had to tell us she was pregnant, and we know it can't be that, even you couldn't work that fast."

They all looked at Kathleen as she spoke then turned back to their dad and Olivia. Olivia went to stand up.

"I need to go," she said but Elliot kept hold of hand stopping her from leaving.

"No you don't," he said softly. "You need to stay." She sat back down but couldn't look at anyone around the table.

"Dad?" said Dickie. "What the hell is going on?"

Elliot cleared his throat. "Okay I'm going to explain everything but I need you all to listen and let me finish before you say anything." All the kids nodded and looked at him and Olivia. "This week wasn't the first time me and Olivia had seen each other. I went to see her at her apartment just after her case in court. We talked, we argued, and I explained why I left and what had happened. I told her everything. Any way one thing led to another and we…well we ended up…. We sort of….."

"Slept together," said Kathleen filling in the part Elliot couldn't seem to say.

"Yeah," he said. "We didn't mean for it to happen it just kind of did"

"So you guys slept together 3 months ago, I don't see what the big deal is," said Dickie biting into his pizza. "I mean were not little kids anymore, I think we all kinda guessed you were doin it when Maureen told
us you were together and Livvy had moved in."

"It's not the sleeping together 3 months ago that's the big deal Dickie," said Kathleen looking at her Dad and Olivia. "I think it's what has been happening since that night, right Livia?" she said looking at Olivia who had been sat quiet through everything.

"Well obviously nothing has been happening since then, as they only got back together this week," said Dickie with his mouthful of pizza oblivious to what was being said around him.

"That's why you were at the station that morning," said Maureen. "You were there to tell him. And that's why you had a drink isn't it?" she said looking at Olivia and then her dad.

"Yeah sweetheart," he said giving her a small smile. "Olivia had been at the station to tell me. I didn't handle it very well. I was a bit shocked at first and then as it sunk in I realised how happy I was."

"Is that the only reason you guys are now together?" asked Lizzy.

"No Honey, we are together because we love each other. It's just took us a while to realise this."

Dickie looked around at everyone his mouth full of pizza. "Am I missing something here?" he asked.

Kathleen shook her head a smirk on her face. "Yeah Dickie you are, it looks like Dads super sperm has struck again," she laughed.

"Kathleen!" said Elliot, as Dickie nearly choked on his pizza.

"You…" he coughed. "You, knocked up Livia," he grinned. "Straight away…way to go," he said raising his hand up for Elliot to give him a high five. Elliot glared at his son, who was sat with a stupid grin on his face. Dickie put his hand down and looked at his three sisters. "What?" he said picking up his slice of pizza.

Elliot turned to Olivia "You okay baby?" he asked her. She nodded and gave him a little smile.

"So let's get this straight," said Lizzy. "You get Olivia pregnant 3 months ago, but only get together this week. Why? If you love each other like you say you do, why wait 3 months?"

Elliot was about to speak but Olivia got there first. "That was because of me," she said looking at them for the first time. "I panicked, and I pushed your Dad away. I was in a relationship the night your dad came to see me and after we slept together I just panicked and told him to go. I threw him out and told him to leave me alone. Then I broke down and cried."

"Why not just go to him when you realised you were pregnant, why wait so long?" asked Maureen. "You told me the morning I came to you that you loved him, so why wait?"

"Because I was a mess. Because I didn't know how he would react. But mainly because I needed to sort it out in my own head first. I was with someone else, but I was in love with your Dad, I just felt like I had messed everything up. I thought your Dad would hate me, and would think I was trying to trap him. I mean I was the one who kicked him out and ignored him for 3 months. He had told me he had got his life sorted and he was closer to you guys than he had ever been. I was scared if I told him I was pregnant he would hate me."

Elliot let go of her hand and wiped away the tear running down her cheek.

"Do you love my Dad?" asked Kathleen. "I mean even if there wasn't a baby, would you be with my Dad?"

Olivia sniffed and looked at Kathleen. "I have loved your dad for years, when there was no baby. And if there was no baby now I would still love him," she smiled looking at Elliot. "I don't think I know how to not love him."

Elliot smiled and dipped his head kissing her lips softly.

"Please children eating here," said Dickie making Lizzy laugh as they broke apart. Kathleen stood up and walked around the table to Olivia.

"That will do for me," she said pulling Olivia into a hug. Elliot smiled as he watched them hug and Maureen and Lizzy came over and hugged him then Olivia, before sitting back down again.

"Still can't believe you got her pregnant the first time you did it," said Dickie. "You would think two detectives from the sex crimes unit would know how to have safe sex," he laughed.

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Olivia stood in the kitchen putting the plates and glasses into the dishwasher. The rest of the meal had gone fine with lots of chat about the baby and how stupid her and Elliot were for not getting together sooner. Maureen said she would tell Kathy the next time she phoned her but Elliot had told her he would tell her.

"Hey Livia, here are the rest of the plates," said Dickie handing her the few plates.

"Thanks," she said taking them from him and placing them in the washer. Dickie jumped up on the kitchen bench and sat looking at the floor. "You okay?" she asked him.

He nodded his head but kept looking down. "I'm really sorry," he said to her.

Olivia stopped and turned to face him. "What for?"

"Being a prick to you that day you were trying to help me. When I asked you if you were sleeping with my dad….. I shouldn't have done that. I know you wouldn't have done anything to harm our family or hurt my Mom, I was just really angry, and lashed out before I even thought about what I was saying."

"I know you were," she said standing in front of him. "You were just like your dad that day," she smiled at him. "You know, when we talked about telling you guys about the baby, it was you I was worried about."

Dickie looked up at her. "Why?"

"Well, I was scared you would think I had lied to you that day in the squad room and that me and your dad had been sleeping together for years."

Dickie smiled at her. "Nah, dad kinda put me straight on that one. He told me how he loved you but never told you or acted on it because of us and mom. I tried loads of times to get him to call you."

"Yeah he told me," she said to him. "Dickie can I ask you something?""

Dickie nodded and slid off the bench.

"I know you were making jokes in there when we told you about the baby, but…. How do you really feel?"

"A bit shocked, but then I think we all are…. I'm just happy to see dad smiling again, I mean really smiling. He hasn't done that for long time. You make him happy Liv and that is all that matters."

"Come here," said Olivia opening her arms. Dickie walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her.

"Just look after him," he said to her as they hugged.

"I will," she told him kissing his cheek.

"And please try and have another little brother for me, need to level the playing field," he chuckled.

Olivia laughed "I will see what I can do."

"Everything okay in here?" asked Elliot walking in and seeing them both hugging.

"Never better," said Olivia as they let go of each other. Dickie gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked up to Elliot.

"Love you dad," he said hugging him. Elliot smiled and hugged him back.

"Love you to son," he said as they let go and Dickie joined his sisters.

"So you going to tell me what all that was about?" he asked her as he wrapped his arms around her.

"He was apologising for that day in the squad room," she said resting her head on his chest as he held her. "You know I think today is the first time we have spoken since then."

"I can't believe it has been that long… I'm proud of him for talking to you and apologising, he is finally starting to grow up."

Olivia lifted her head and looked up at him. "I guess after everything that happened and what you went through he had to."

"Yeah, I guess he did, I opened up quite a bit to him when I was in rehab, unloaded a lot onto him. Things that he didn't really need to hear, not from his dad anyway."

"Well he seems to be fine," she said capturing his lips with hers as she ran her fingers over the back of his head and neck. Elliot moved them so her back was pushed up against fridge. He slipped his tongue into her mouth and moaned as it met hers and he kissed her passionately.

"I love you so much Liv," he whispered to her as their mouths separated.

"I love you to baby, more than you will ever know. Your back in my life again, which I never thought would happen, and you have given me the one thing I thought I would never have. And I will love you forever for that. I never thought I would be this happy again after Lewis and that is all because of you."

"I just wish I hadn't waited so long to come to you."

"I think everything happens for a reason. If you had come back earlier who says we would be here like this. You came to me when I needed you and you never gave up on us."

Elliot smiled at her and took her hand leading her into the living room with kids.

"Yeah well you always said I was a stubborn bastard," he laughed.

Okay can't have everything running smoothly so time to start adding a bit of dramain the next chapter.