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''No...'' Tony spoke up. ''No no no no...''

''Tony'' Gibbs tried to calm him. He saw that Tony was close to panicking.

''No... no no... I can't believe it.. no...'' Tony mantra, shaking his head.

''Can't believe what?'' Gibbs asked.

''I have to call him, I have to know that's he's telling the truth'' Tony abruptly stood up and started pacing. ''I can't believe it.. I can't believe it...'' He continued.

''Tony!'' Before Tony knew it Gibbs was in front of him, having both of his hands on both sides of his face. Holding him in place and nowhere else to look but his eyes. ''What. Can't. You. Believe?'' He asked again.

Tony looked at him pained. As if it hurt him so much. ''She got a baby'' he answered. Tony saw a wave of utter confusion go over Gibbs' face.

…

Unknown place

The sound of a crying baby disturbed the peace in the damp room. She held the baby close to her chest as she paced back and forward, trying to get the baby to stop.

''Hey! Get that thing to stop!'' A deep voice shouted from the other side of the room. ''People are trying to sleep over here!''

She ignored the man and kept her attention to the sad baby in her arms.

''It's going to be okay, Honey'' She whispered, although she wasn't sure if it was true. She was hungry, so damn hungry and the baby was too, she knew that. How could she have let this happen again? Why now? It was like history had repeated itself, only now she was forced to take care of the baby.

Finally after what felt like an hour the baby had cried itself to sleep. That only made the tears coming from her own eyes. What was she going to do? She had the only phone number anyone was able to give her, and that was from the one person she disliked the most. No... that was not entirely true. She hated her family just as much. Leaving her after they knew her secret and after that she was stupid enough to abandon the only person who knew her more than anyone in the world, with the most hurting words she can't even think of anymore. But that guy! She felt sick to her stomach as she thought back to the time she knew him and going from their conversation over the phone he hadn't changed one bit. Still the asshole and dominating bastard she had always known him from.

And here she was again, in almost the same fucking situation, only now it was so much worse. She couldn't take care of this baby, but she was too selfish to give the baby up. The last time... she couldn't imagine to go through that again, but putting the child up for adoption or to lay it at a hospital, it would hurt her just as much. She got herself in this situation and she was going to get herself out. ''But how the hell am I going to do that, without a house, job or money?'' She thought to herself.

She sat herself down on her bed in the shelter and pressed the baby tighter, but not too tight, against her chest and kissed the top of his head. ''I'm so sorry sweety. I'm so sorry for getting you into this mess'' She sobbed softly.

…

Tony didn't know how long it was until Gibbs moved. It was like he was a statue. He had frozen on the spot, keeping the look of utter confusion on his face.

Gibbs on the other hand couldn't get over the look of shock and pain Tony gave him. He didn't understand it. And he hated that fact almost just as much. Of all the things Tony was going to say based on that weird message, that was the last thing he thought about.

He let his hands slide from Tony's cheeks and took a step back. ''What are you talking about?''

''She got a kid. A baby. A living being!'' Tony said.

''How the hell do you get that out of the sentence ' 'Life' has done it again, but this time succeeded. Doesn't mean it's better then before'?'' Gibbs asked. ''And who is 'she'?''

''Life..'' Tony said. ''Olivia... I can't believe it'' He repeated.

''Come on. Let's sit down'' Gibbs led him to the couch again and sat Tony down. It was like he just got the worst news of his life. Gibbs wanted to ask further, but the doorbell rang. He gave Tony a apologetic look and went down the hall.

A moment later he returned with the pizza and found Tony with his head in his hands. ''Gibbs I have to call my dad... I have to know how he knows about her'' He pleaded, his voice muffled by his hands.

''Who's more important to you, DiNozzo? Me or him?'' Gibbs asked.

''No offense, Gibbs, but right now neither of you are important to me. I have to find Life'' Tony growled angrily.

Gibbs tried to ignore the stinging words and dropped the pizza box down on the coffee table with a thud. ''Can I at least get a explanation?'' He asked almost frustrated that he didn't get any of this.

''Gibbs I have to find her before it's too late'' Tony pleaded.

''Why?'' Gibbs asked. ''Doesn't she have a boyfriend or a husband?''

''Gibbs I have to find her! Otherwise she or the kid are going to starve to death''

''She's homeless?'' Gibbs asked, blinking in surprise.

''She was when I last saw her...'' Tony said nodding.

''When was that?'' Gibbs sat down next to him.

''The summer before I started college'' Tony answered. ''About eight months before I ended up here in D.C. With Kelly and Shannon''

''And you think she's still homeless?'' Gibbs raised his eyebrows skeptically.

''The message said, it wasn't better then before, so yeah. I don't know what she did in the mean time, but she's homeless now still or again''

Gibbs narrowed his eyes. ''Who is she?''

Tony sighed, defeated. ''Olivia Ann Surray'' He began. ''She lived next door to me, with her family. Her parents and her older brother Nickolas. Then after many years Nick and I attended the same college. Olivia's three years younger then Nick and I, so she was just in high school''

''You said she was homeless?'' Gibbs didn't understand.

''Life became pregnant that year'' Tony said quietly. Gibbs could see the sadness in his eyes but stayed quiet. ''After her parents found out, they went all hysterical on her. How she was a disgrace to the family and they threw her out... Nick didn't know what to do about that, and asked if she could stay with us at the college grounds. That went well for a while, until somehow the word came out at her school that I was the father...'' Tony trailed off.

Gibbs took a deep breath. He had to ask that question. ''Were you?''

''No! No, I wouldn't knock up a fifteen year old girl!'' Tony exclaimed. ''She never told me who was... but she didn't deny to the others that I wasn't, saying to me that it was better that they thought I was the father then that they knew the real story. But I wasn't the father. I never...'' He looked straight in Gibbs eyes, pleading for him to believe him. When he saw that Gibbs believed him he continued.

''Nick didn't believe me and he got pissed and kicked out both of us, saying his parents were right. She had no one and even though I was pissed at her that she claimed that I was the father... I couldn't let her go. I know more than anyone what it is like to have no one''

Gibbs nodded somewhat understanding that. ''So what did you do?''

''I had a little saving money that my mom gave me before she... uh... past away, my father never found out about that money by the way... and I rented a one bedroom apartment. She had the bedroom and I had the couch. We stayed there trying to figure out what to do''

''You were trying to be superman?'' Gibbs asked, trying to lighten the mood, but it didn't help.

''If I was... things had turned out way different'' Tony said sadly looking away.

''What happened?'' Gibbs asked. He put a finger on the younger man's chin to make him look up. He was shocked to see a tear trailing down Tony's cheek.

''I couldn't help her'' Tony answered.

..Flashback..

year, 1989

Tony kicked the door closed behind him, as he balanced the grocery bags in his arms. ''Liv! I'm home!'' He bellowed through the small apartment. She had dropped out of her old high school. Tony had called around and she had gotten a job, now she still could. She had to save up money to go back to school next year. They had made some kind of plan.

The place was small and the little stuff they had was old and most of it was ready to fall apart, but they managed. To be honest, Tony had always enjoyed her company. She was calm, but very lively, hence her nickname 'Life'. He had known her since she was 5 years old. He liked her and when she told him that she was pregnant, he was ready to punch the guy, if he knew who it was... unfortunately Tony never found out. Olivia didn't like to talk about it and no one knew she was seeing someone.

''Life?'' He asked again when he didn't get an answer. He sat the bags down on the old kitchen bar. ''Weird it is her day off. She should be home'' Tony thought.

He looked over to the coat rack and saw her jacket still hanging on it. He narrowed his eyes as his stomach twisted. Something wasn't right. ''Olivia?'' He used her whole name as he began to worry. He walked over to her bed room, but she wasn't there.

Just as he wanted to make a call to the pizza place she worked for 3 times a week, he heard a groan coming from the bathroom.

Keeping the phone in his hand, he walked over to the bathroom and pushed the door open slowly. As soon as her face came in to view while she was lying on the floor he hurried over to her. ''Life? What going on?'' He asked worried.

He looked over her and saw that her jeans were half way over her knees and a big puddle of blood underneath and between her legs, and that's when he realized it.

''Shit!'' He breathed in disbelieve.

''Tony'' She cried. ''Please it hurts so much. The baby...'' She was curled up and had her arms wrapped around her stomach.

Tony stroked his fingers through her dark blond hair, trying to calm her while he dialed 911 with his other. ''Hello... my name is Tony DiNozzo... I don't know, my friend... There's something wrong with her baby... She's fifteen... I don't need a lecture I just need help! She bleeding and she can't move because of the pain... please sent someone...''

''Tony!'' Olivia screamed suddenly and cried harder. ''Please make it stop!''

Tony let the phone fall after he had given the address and turned his full attention to Olivia again. He stroked through her hair and her arms. ''It's going to be okay, Liv. Everything will be alright. The meds are coming and they're going to fix this'' He repeated again and again.

Everything after that was a blur.

..End Flashback..

''The baby was long dead before I was even home, the doctor had said in the hospital'' Tony finished.

''She lost everything because of that baby, her family, a home, her school friends and eventually she lost the baby too. She became so depressed, I tried to help her, but it only became worse. She lost her hope and life'' Tony leaned back again. ''Two weeks after she was released for the hospital I came home from school. Their was a letter from her for me. It said that she wouldn't be a burden any longer. She had found all my unpaid bills and said that without her I could afford to pay it'' Tony took a deep breath trying to calm the feeling inside of him. ''I found her in one of the shelters. The place was so messed up, she just sat there between junkies and alcoholics, but she refused to come with me and said that if I called the cops, she would tell them stuff about me, that I would end up in jail... and trust me.. she knows stuff that could do that'' Tony assured Gibbs.

''That will be another conversation for a other day...'' Gibbs said, completely stunned by the story.

''Gibbs I have to find her! I checked up on her the first year, before she ran off to I don't know where. She was in such a bad shape, but I couldn't help her. I don't know why she's again in this situation or still in this state, but I can't let her down! If she's desperate enough to call my dad, then she's not going to keep herself standing any longer! Please let me call him!''

''Okay Tony'' Gibbs gave him. ''But I'm going to get McGee on this''

''What? Why?'' Tony asked eyes slightly wide.

''He can find everything on everyone'' Gibbs explained.

''Why didn't I think of that sooner'' Tony grumbled, being angry with himself.

''Because you didn't know if she needed your help'' Gibbs said. ''She could have been dead. Eighteen years can do so much Tony''

''I gave up on her years ago when I stopped looking for her and I didn't even realize it!'' Tony screamed. ''I should of thought of that''

''This isn't a case Tony. My brain doesn't work properly either if it's personal, that's why I made the rule'' Gibbs pointed out. ''Because when things get too personal you don't think as a agent anymore. Trust me I've been there''

Tony looked at Gibbs, seeing the truth in his eyes. He took a deep breath and nodded.

''Just let me call McGee okay, see what he can find about her'' Gibbs said grabbing his phone and dialing.

''Gibbs, I have to call my father. He didn't know back then I have to know how he found out'' Tony pleaded again.

Gibbs sighed and grabbed Tony's cellphone out of his pocked and threw it towards Tony, who caught it easily. ''Yeah McGee. You at home?'' He asked. ''Good. Are you able to do search on your own computer, like at NCIS?... uhu... okay... I want you to find everything you can find on...'' Gibbs gestured at Tony who mouthed the names. ''Olivia Ann Surray, what she did, where she lived... jobs everything over the past 18 years... No not case related... Doesn't matter just do it and call me back when you have the info about her...'' He hung up the phone and looked over to a frustrated Tony.

''Come on, father'' He growled. ''Pick up the damn phone... Dammit!'' he called as he got the voice mail.

''Not picking up?'' Gibbs asked. Tony ignored him and tried again.

Again the phone went over. He waited and finally when he though he was going to get the voice mail again, the phone on the other line was picked up. ''Junior? That you or is it your boss again?'' Senior growled.

Tony rolled his eyes, but put the phone on speaker. ''Where is she dad?'' He demanded an answer.

''What have I told you about calling me that?!''

''Sorry, sir. Now where is she?'' Tony repeated.

''I don't like the tone in your voice, boy'' Senior said. Tony looked up at Gibbs and saw that he was about to step in so he held his hand up, he was surprised that Gibbs actually stopped and closed his mouth again. ''But I think you mean Olivia''

''You know damn well I mean her'' Tony growled with anger.

''Why do you bother?'' Senior asked.

''Why did you bother to call me about it?'' Tony retorted. ''because he loves to torment you'' Tony's subconscious said.

''So that Gibbs-guy gave it to you'' Senior snarled. ''Gotta tell you, boy I don't like him''

''Good, another reason I like him than. You have never liked the good guys'' Tony grinned at Gibbs. Gibbs raised his eyebrows at that.

''One more time with that tone, boy and you will never know where Olivia is and you then have 3 lives. I have seen her. Poor little thing''

''Her miscarriage wasn't my fault!'' Tony yelled into the phone. ''She was fifteen for God sake her body wasn't ready yet!''

''Should've known that any off spring of you or hers were not for this world, you are both completely the same. I'm surprised that this time it survived''

Okay that's enough! Gibbs spoke up before Tony had the chance to. ''Now you listen to me, you SOB that calls itself a father'' His voice was low, but it made Tony jump in surprise. ''You are going to tell us exactly where to find her, if not and we find her and the baby too late, I don't care what it costs, but you'll be the one ending up between four walls, do you understand!?''

''Are you threatening me, agent Gibbs?'' Senior asked, but he backed out a little.

''He doesn't make threats, Sir'' Tony joined in again. ''He only makes promises. So I recommend you would do as he asks''

''Never took you for a loyal saint Bernard, Junior'' Senior said with disgust.

''I am loyal for the right people, which you are not on the list for'' Tony answered. ''Now stop dodging and tell me where she is!''

''Galway Bay Circle'' Senior answered finally.

Tony looked up at Gibbs surprised. How did she end up there, so close? More importantly, how did Senior know. ''How do I know you're telling the truth?'' Tony asked.

''I never lied to you before'' Senior said.

''Oh don't let me start that conversation'' Tony growled. ''Now how do you know she's there!''

''She called me'' Senior stated.

Tony let out a sick laugh. ''I seriously doubt that... Why would she call you?''

''Because she thought she would get you instead. It's the only phone number under the name DiNozzo'' Senior asnwered.

''Yeah, because my number is blocked. How did you get it anyway?''

''Junior you of all people should know I have friends in high places''

''Yeah who you stab in the back when you don't need them anymore'' Tony retorted.

''I have enough of you, boy!'' Senior yelled. ''Go back that bastard of your boss, who thinks he's better then me and maybe one day you'll see just what you abandoned''

Tony turned off the conversation. ''19621 Galway Bay Cir...'' He whispered. ''How fast can we be in Germantown?'' He asked Gibbs.

''Normally it's a little less than a hour'' Gibbs asnwered.

''And in-normally, Gibbs driving style?'' Tony asked expectingly

Gibbs smirked. ''Give it thirty-five minutes''

''Good, drive me there'' Tony ordered simply. Gibbs raised his eyebrows and glared, but Tony ignored it. ''Come on Gibbs... it's about the life of a little baby and a innocent woman''

''I know the place... it's a bad and not a normal shelter Tony. You get some blankets I will grab bottles of water''

''I don't know what state she's in. For all I know she could be mad if I showed up there''

''She called your father, but she was looking for you, Tony'' Gibbs said disappearing into the kitchen. ''She wants your help''

Tony frowned. ''Yeah i guess'' He thought to himself, then ran upstairs to grab the stuff. When he was back downstairs he realized something.

''What are we going to do with her and the baby, Gibbs?'' He asked.

''We'll figure it out'' Gibbs said grabbing his coat and car keys. ''Come on''

And with that both man hurried out of the house and to the car, leaving the pizza forgotten on the coffee table.

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