Sorry for the delay. Yet again been out partying lol. I really need to try and have a night in. Hope you all enjoy the update and please keep the reviews coming its really good getting the feedback.

Chapter 18

Without a word Elliot and Olivia headed out the squad room.

"Yo wait a minute, where the hell you two going?" asked Fin going after them and catching them before they got to the door.

"To get our son and Don out of there, where the hell do you think?" asked Olivia.

"Not alone you're not," he told them. "You're not even supposed to be working this case."

"You really think I give a shit about whether or not I should be working this case, that prick has my son and Cragen, not to mention he could have killed my daughters. So you want to stop me then go ahead and give it your best shot," Elliot told him.

"Fin we can't just sit here and wait, you know that," said Olivia.

"Yeah I know baby girl but I'm not letting you both go in there without any back up. We need a plan we can't just go bursting in there, we don't know what frame of mind he is in or what he is on. I can't risk something happening to one of you or the both of you, what would happen to Spud then?"

Olivia and Elliot looked at each other knowing he was right.

"You're not going there without us," Elliot told him.

"I know man, I just don't want anyone getting hurt, we go there together and nobody moves in alone."

"Okay," said Olivia.

"Okay," said Fin. "Let's get going then and bring your boy home."

On the way to Cragen's Fin called in the SWAT team and the Paramedics just in case. He told them to go in silently and stay back and out of sight until they arrived.

Elliot and Olivia sat silently in the back of the car with Fin and Nick. Elliot reached over and took hold of Olivia's hand and brought it up to his mouth and kissed the back of it.

"You okay?" he asked quietly. Olivia nodded and turned to look at him.

"Just scared," she said her voice cracking. "I can't lose them El either of them. We need to get them out," she said as her eyes filled with tears. "And I don't want you doing anything stupid either, I need you as well. I need you more than you ever know; I can't do this without you. So promise me you won't just rush in there and do something stupid." Elliot turned in his seat to face her and wiped her tears away.

"I promise you, I won't do anything stupid. This will soon all be over and in a few hours all three of us will be home together. But Liv if it came down to me or you and Liam…..I won't have to think twice….."

"Don't…." she said pressing her finger to his lips. "Don't even say that please," she whispered and pulled his head to hers and kissed him softly.

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All four climbed out the car in front of Cragen's house. Their back up and the SWAT team stayed out of sight. They all stood and looked towards the house.

Fin reached into the trunk of the car and handed Elliot and Olivia a vest each which they put on.

"Look El, maybe I should go in alone, try and talk to him," she said her eyes fixed on the beach house.

"Not happening Liv, we go in together."

"Whoa! Who said anything about going in?" asked Nick.

Elliot and Olivia turned together and looked at him. "We are going in," they both said together.

Fin shook his head. "Nick you go round the back, take Rollins with you," he said as Amanda ran up to them. "I will stay out here." Nick nodded and he and Amanda took off round the back.

"Ready," said Elliot. Olivia nodded and Elliot took her hand.

"Be careful," said Fin. They both nodded and turned back to the house, both pulling their weapons out and cocking them at the same time as they walked step for step towards the house.

They stood by the front door and looked at each other. Elliot reached up and cupped her cheek and gave a little nod, his eyes fixed on hers. Olivia smiled and mouthed "You to," as Elliot took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

"It's open!" yelled Cassidy from inside. Elliot slowly pushed the door open and with a final look at Olivia slowly walked in, Olivia followed him in as he stopped just inside. Olivia came beside him and gasped. Cassidy was sat on the couch with Liam on his lap as he pulled the syringe out of his arm. He looked up at them and grinned as he lifted Liam into his arms.

"Well, well the mighty duo at last," he laughed. "Wondered how long it would be until you found me….. I take it you're not alone?"

Elliot scanned the room, as Olivia's eyes stayed on her son.

"Brian is he okay?" she asked him her gun pointing towards him.

"Yeah I guess, got a mouth on him like his dad though."

"Fuck you Cassidy," growled Elliot. Olivia lay a hand on Elliot's arm. "Where's Cragen?" he asked him.

"Taking a nap out the back," he said reaching down and picking up a pistol and pointing it behind him. "He finds it hard to party like he used to, a few drinks and he was out for the count." He started to laugh looking between Elliot and Olivia, as Liam began to cry. He looked down at him and shook his head.

"Here we go a fucking gain; all this brat does is cry."

"He….. He is probably hungry," said Olivia. "When was the last time you fed him?"

Brian shrugged "Don't remember; too busy having a good time." He stood up from the couch with Liam in his arms and walked over the fireplace and picked up an open bottle of vodka and took a drink.

Elliot and Olivia kept their eyes fixed on him and their son. Elliot wanted nothing more than to just go ahead and grab his Son but he couldn't risk it, he just had to bide his time and wait for the right moment.

"Why don't you let Liv take Liam?" asked Elliot. "None of this is his fault, Brian. Just let Liv take him so she can feed him. He isn't to blame for any of this."

Cassidy grinned and took another drink. "Oh I don't know," he said tapping the gun against the blanket around Liam. "If it wasn't for him, Olivia might still be with me. We could have worked through our problems."

"Brian, he's a baby," said Olivia a tear falling down her cheek as Liam began crying again. "Please just let me hold him….. He needs me."

"You want your Baby… then he has to leave," he said pointing his gun at Elliot.

"Not a chance," said Elliot. "I'm not leaving you alone with them."

Olivia looked at Elliot. "Elliot….."

"Oh no it isn't happening Liv, I'm not leaving the two of you alone in here with him."

"Always got to be the fucking hero don't you," said Brian taking another drink.

"I just want my son back unharmed," he told Cassidy. "That's all."

"You know what I don't get," he said turning to Olivia. "You left me cause I was drinking, don't the odd drugs and fucked a few women….. Yet golden boy here," he said pointing the gun at Elliot. "He done exactly the same, in fact he was worse. So how come he gets forgiven and I get kicked to the gutter."

Olivia looked at him not knowing what to say.

"Come on Liv, fucking answer me!" he yelled making Liam start to cry again. "Jesus Christ, just shut the fuck up!" he yelled at the small child in his arms making him sob even more.

Elliot clenched his fist as felt his anger rising even higher as Cassidy yelled at his son and made Olivia jump.

"Fuck this," said Elliot as he began to move towards him. "Give me my Son Cassidy, cause I swear to god if you hurt him or yell at him and frighten him once more it will be the last thing you do. Do you really think you're gonna get out of this. The place is surrounded; you have nowhere to go…." He said walking towards him.

"Stop!" said Cassidy pointing the gun at him. Elliot kept moving towards him. "I said STOP!" he yelled.

Elliot kept moving towards him and Cassidy pointed the gun at Liam.

"Elliot," cried Olivia. "Just stop."

"What you gonna do Cassidy, shoot a baby?"

"Don't tempt me," he said as he backed away from Elliot towards the kitchen area.

"You might be a worthless piece of shit Cassidy, that hurts women, but I don't think even you would hurt a baby, so why don't you just hand him over to me."

"You don't know me," he laughed. "None of you do," he stumbled as he walked backwards.

"I know you," said Olivia. "We were together for almost two years; I would never have been with a man who I thought could hurt a baby."

"Well maybe you don't know me as well as you think you do."

"I know you Brian and all of this, it isn't you. It's the drink and the drugs, its making you do stuff you wouldn't normally do. I understand your hurt. I know I hurt you by leaving you, but we weren't happy together we hadn't been for months."

"Your wrong I loved you, I have loved you for 15 years since the first time we got together, why can't you see that…we were fine until Elliot fucking Stabler came back into the picture."

"Brian you were sleeping with other women," she said trying to keep his attention as Elliot made his way closer and closer to him.

Cassidy shook his head "I didn't love them, not like I loved you…. I….. I only slept with them because, because I …you …you wouldn't have sex with me, you wouldn't come near me. I was so patient with you after Lewis, I gave you space… and what did you do. You fucked your ex-partner, the guy who left you without a goodbye, the guy who didn't get in touch for 2 and half years. He left you Liv but I was there, I was here for you ….."

Cassidy turned quickly and raised his gun quickly, just as Elliot raised his. They both stood and glared at each other the barrel of both guns inches away from each other's heads.

"Drop it Cassidy," warned Elliot.

"You first," grinned Cassidy.

Olivia ran forward when Cassidy was distracted and quickly grabbed Liam pulling him out of his arms. Cassidy didn't take his eyes off Elliot.

"Get him out of here Liv," Elliot told her, keeping his eyes on Cassidy.

"El… you promised me," she said looking down at her sobbing son in her arms.

"Just get him out of here, make sure he is okay."

"Not without you."

"Christ Liv, get Spud out of here…..Now."

Olivia backed up to the door as Elliot and Cassidy kept their weapons pointed at each other. She opened the door.

"It's me, I'm coming out!" she yelled.

Elliot heard Fin yell to hold their fire. Olivia turned back to Elliot.

"Don't break your promise, El."

"I won't baby," he said as she backed out the doorway. "Just you and me now Cassidy."

Cassidy grinned "Yeah, guess it is."

"Put your weapon down Cassidy; don't make this worse on yourself."

"How much worse can it get," he laughed. "I'm screwed no matter what I do. Way I see it taking you out won't make much more difference to my sentence…..and you never know with you gone…"

"What you actually think Olivia would go back to you."

"She took you back after you fucked her over."

"Your even more crazy than I thought."

"Maybe I am crazy, but at least she won't have you anymore….."

Elliot started to laugh.

"What the hell you laughing at?"

"She will always have me Cassidy, she always has, in here," he said tapping the left side of his chest. "And in here," he said raising his hand and tapping the side of his head. "She has had me since the day she walked into the squad room and into my life. It doesn't matter what you do to me I won't ever be out of her life."

They both stood and stared at each other neither dropping their weapons even slightly.

"El…" they both heard from over Cassidy's shoulder. Elliot quickly looked over Cassidy's shoulder and saw Cragen leaning against the door frame.

"Hey Cap," said Elliot putting his attention back to Cassidy. "You okay?"

"Felt better, where's Liam?"

"Liv has him."

"Good," he said his voice just above a whisper.

"Nice of you to finally join us Don, you really can't handle your drink can you?" said Cassidy smirking.

"May be not, but I still know how to handle one of these," he said as Cassidy felt the barrel of a gun to the back of his head.

"Oops guess you didn't check everywhere for weapons," said Elliot.

"Guess not," said Cassidy. Elliot lifted his eyes and smiled at Cragen taking his eyes off Cassidy for a split second. As soon as he did Cassidy spun round and elbowed Cragen in the face and knocked him into the fire place his head bouncing off the stone surround and he fell to the ground.

Elliot reacted quickly and grabbed hold of Cassidy's shirt.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going?" he asked him as he spun him round and his fist connected with Cassidy's face knocking him to the floor.

"That the best you got," laughed Cassidy blood coming from his mouth. Elliot hit him again and straddled him; he grabbed his shirt and lifted him up towards him as he punched him again.

"That is for taking my son," he said as he hit him again. "That is for hurting my girls," as his fist connected again. "And this," he said as another punch connected and he felt his knuckles crack. "That is for all the hurt you put Liv through, you pathetic little fuck." Elliot reached over and picked up his weapon and held it Cassidy's head, as he pinned him down by the throat. "I should just kill you for what you have done," he said looking over at Cragen.

"So do it," growled Cassidy. "Just do it…. you know you want to." He started to laugh. "I should of just got rid of your kid when I had the chance, and him," he said nodding over to Cragen, who was still lying on the floor with a huge cut on his head. "I was even tempted to put your daughters out their misery."

Elliot's hand shook as he held the gun to his head. "You know it would be so easy, all I got to do is pull the trigger, say there was a struggle and the gun just went off. But that would be giving you the easy way out, and I want you to suffer for what you have done. I want you to sit in that little cell for the rest of your pathetic life; knowing Liv and me are together and happy. I want you to think about how that could have been you if you hadn't been such a prick and a total fuck up all your life. And just to remind you of the life you missed out on I'm gonna send you a little reminder every year just to jog your memory. And to make your stay a little more pleasant, I will make some calls just to let people know how you like to beat up women and take a baby from his mother. I'm gonna make your life hell," he hit Cassidy once more and knocking him out and pushed himself off him and crawled over to Cragen.

"Hey Cap you okay?" he asked checking his pulse. Cragen groaned and opened his eyes slightly.

"I'm okay," he said. "Gonna have a hell of a headache though."

Elliot helped him up and put his arm around him "Let's get you some help," said Elliot helping him to the door.

"Hey Stabler," said Cassidy's voice behind them as they reached the door. They both turned to face him and saw the gun pointing at them. "Fuck you," he said as he pulled the trigger. Elliot pushed Cragen back and felt the round hit him, as he raised his own weapon and released the shot, hitting Cassidy in the chest, as he dropped to the floor.

A few seconds later the front door burst open as Fin, Olivia and the SWAT team burst in after hearing shots. Amaro and Rollins entered from the rear of the house.

"Elliot!" screamed Olivia dropping down beside him and ripping his blood soaked shirt open and pressed her hand to his shoulder where the bullet wound was. "Get some help in here," she yelled as she applied pressure.

Elliot opened his eyes.

"You know Baby if you want to strip me naked and touch me you only need to ask." Olivia glared at him tears running down her face.

"I'm okay, Liv," he said to her. "I'm okay."

"What the hell is wrong with you…. you promised me you wouldn't do anything stupid, why do you always put yourself in danger!" she yelled at him.

"I didn't, I swear. We were on our way out, when he shot at us. I thought I had knocked him out. I guess I should have hit him harder… is he dead?"

Olivia looked over at Fin who was with Cassidy and the paramedics.

"He's still alive," said Fin. "Just…."

"Keep the bastard alive, I want to make sure he suffers for the rest of his life," grunted Elliot as the paramedics got to work on his wound.

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Olivia walked into the bedroom holding Liam and stood looking at Elliot who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed.

"Quit staring Liv and get your ass into bed," he grinned opening his and looking at her.

"I was thinking…"

"That you want to bring Spud in here until he falls asleep."

She nodded.

"I was thinking the same thing," he smiled as he pulled back the blanket. Olivia lay Liam next to Elliot climbed onto the bed and lay down facing them both.

"You okay?" Elliot asked reaching over Liam and pushing loose strands of hair behind her ear. "Hey, what's with the tears?"

Olivia shook her head. "Sorry, I was just so scared. When I heard those shots going off…. I … I thought the worst; I thought I had lost you El."

"I'm right here and I'm okay," he said wiping her tears away. "We are all okay."

"I just, I don't know how much more I can take of it. Every day when you go to work I'm going to be wondering if the next call is going to be someone telling me your dead."

"Liv I …"

"Don't try and tell me it won't happen, cause it could. El your luck is gonna run out sooner or later. Since we met you have been shot three times four counting today, stabbed, thrown through a car window and blinded, thrown off a roof and blown up, I can't take anymore."

"Liv….."

"No El," she said stopping him before he could speak. "God I always thought Kathy was overreacting when she used to ask you to leave, I know you love your job and I know you're a great cop, but your also good at being a dad, and if you keep doing what you're doing, your kids could end up without a dad and they need you… I need you," she said looking down at Liam, who lay gurgling away.

"Well then I guess it's a good thing I applied for a job at the academy," he grinned.

"You what?"

"I have applied for a job as an instructor; Cragen is putting in a good word for me. After everything that has happened Liv, I knew things had to change, I had to make a change."

Olivia reached across and cupped his face a huge smile on her face the first one in days. "You have?"

"Yeah, the application went in a week ago."

"God I love you," she said pulling him over to her and kissing him as Liam looked up at them his little hands reaching up and touching their faces. They pulled apart and looked down at him smiling.

"You deserve a happy life Liv, no more worrying, no more stress and that's what I plan on giving you from now on, if you let me."

"I think I can handle that, and as soon as the little man falls asleep you can start by helping me distress."

"And what did you have in mind," he grinned. "I am injured you know."

"Oh I'm sure we will think of something."

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Olivia opened her eyes and looked across the bed. Elliot was lying on his back with Liam cradled in his arm.

"Hey little guy," she whispered as Liam put his fist in his and began to suck on his fingers. "You hungry again?"

She smiled and sat up looking at the clock she couldn't believe they had been asleep for over 4 hours. She climbed off the bed and quietly picked up Liam out of Elliot's arms. Elliot mumbled and fell back asleep.

After feeding and changing her son Olivia sat in the rocking chair and rocked him back to sleep singing to him, before lying him down in his crib.

"Mommy loves you," she said kissing his cheek she double checked the baby monitor was on before walking away. She gave him one last look before leaving the room. She quickly checked all windows were locked and the door was bolted and the alarm system was switched on before heading back to the bedroom.

"Spud okay?" asked Elliot as she began to undress next to the bed.

"Yeah, I thought you were asleep."

"I was, I heard you singing to him."

"Sorry I should have turned the monitor off, I didn't mean to wake you, and you need your rest."

"I really don't mind," he said sitting up slightly

"How's your shoulder?"

"Not gonna lie it hurts like a bitch, but don't tell Fin or Nick I said that."

"You need some more of your meds?"

"I just took some. However I think the dressing might need changed."

Olivia nodded and walked into the bathroom naked. Elliot shook his head as he felt himself getting aroused as he watched her. She came back in carrying fresh bandages and cream. She sat on the bed next to him.

"You're not gonna cry like a baby when I take this off are you," she smiled.

"I will try not to," he smiled back.

Olivia gently peeled away the tape and removed the bandage. She bit her bottom lip as she looked at the wound tears forming in her eyes.

"Hey… Liv, baby I'm okay," said Elliot softly as he put his fingers under her chin and lifted her head. "I'm okay."

Olivia nodded and cleaned the area gently. Before she put on the fresh dressing she leant forward and kissed his shoulder gently. "I swear to god Stabler, the only injury you better get next time is a paper cut, anything more serious and I will kill you myself."

"I promise you paper cuts only," he smiled as she covered the area with a fresh dressing. Olivia put the old dressings in the bin and straddled Elliot's legs.

"You know, I have heard that an orgasm can help with pain relief," she smiled at him as she pulled the sheet down over his already hardening cock.

"Really?"

"Yeah," she told him as she took hold of him and began to gently massage him. "Apparently it releases these endorphin 's which act as a pain relief. It helps with headaches at least."

"What about gunshots wounds?"

"Not too sure but we could give it try and see what happens," she said as she ran her thumb over the tip of his cock and spread the pre cum around that was already there.

"Sounds like a plan," he moaned as her hand went to his balls and she massaged them as her other hand continued to stroke the full length of him.

"Sit forward she told him."

Elliot done as he was told and she left loose of him and put pillows behind his back to raise him up slightly.

"If your shoulder hurts, just tell me and we will stop," she said as she took hold him.

Elliot watched her hand move up and down the full length of him, thinking to himself no matter how much pain his shoulder was in there was no way he was stopping her.

Olivia raised herself up a little higher and lined him up with her wet pussy. She moved the tip of his cock up and down her slit coating it with her juices.

"God that feels so good," he said as he watched her.

"You ready?"

"For you baby always."

Olivia smiled at him before she lowered herself full onto his shaft impaling herself fully.

Elliot hissed as he watched his cock disappear into her tight pussy. "Jesus I love that feeling when I first slide into," he gasped.

"Hmmmm," she mumbled as she began to move her hips and slide slowly up and down his shaft travelling the full length. Elliot rested his hands on her hips but let her do all the work as she controlled the pace. "You are so beautiful," she told him as she looked into his eyes. "So beautiful."

Elliot smiled as he raised his hips to meet her "Just don't tell the guys you said that."

Olivia lent forward and kissed his lips as she continued to ride. "Fancy a slight change," she told him as she sat back up.

Carefully as she kept him inside her she turned around.

"Fuck," growled Elliot as she clenched him tight and continued to move up and down his shaft squeezing him every time she lowered herself. She leant forward and rested her hands on his knees as she began to circle her hips grinding herself against him. Elliot grabbed hold of her ass cheeks and squeezed them as she moved. "That feels so good baby," he panted as he watched his cock as moved in and out her. "So, so good."

He ran his finger down between her ass cheeks making her gasp as she felt his finger brush over her tight bum hole. Elliot parted her cheeks slightly and gently pushed against it. They had never gone that way whilst having sex, even though he had always wondered how it feel.

"Do it baby," she gasped.

"You sure?"

"Yeah, I want you in both. I want you to fill me completely."

Elliot reached into the bedside table and took out the lube they had bought a few days earlier. "Your certain?" he asked her as he covered his finger and squirted some between her ass cheeks.

"Just do it El."

Elliot slid his finger between her cheeks he gently circled the tight hole pushing his finger tip in slowly up to his knuckle before sliding it back out then again a little deeper each time until it was fully inside her.

"Christ baby that feels amazing," she told him as she began to ride him harder. "So fucking good….. I need more."

Elliot removed his finger and pressed his thumb into her "oh god that's it," she panted as she rode him, gripping his tight as she slid up and down him. "I'm so close baby, so, so close." She reached between her legs and rubbed her clit giving her that little bit more as Elliot filled her completely.

"That's it baby, let go," he panted "I'm so fucking close."

"Hmmmm…I'm…..I'm…..shit…..fuck!" she screamed as she came hard her body convulsing as the orgasm ripped through her body, Elliot felt her juices covering his thighs. He came seconds later as he pushed up into her his hot seed mixing with the fluids that were flowing form her.

He slowly pulled his thumb out of her and rested his hands on her hips as they both gasped for breath. He could feel Olivia's body shaking from her orgasm.

"You okay baby?" he asked her once he caught his breath.

"Just give a minute." She told him. Elliot ran his fingers gently up and down her spine as Olivia calmed herself down. She slowly raised herself up and he slid out of her. "I've made a bit of a mess," she told him as she climbed off him and collapsed on the bed beside.

Elliot could feel her juices on his thighs as he pushed himself up and looked down.

"Did you…?" he asked looking down at the wet patch on the sheets.

"Oh yeah," she grinned her eyes still closed. "I have never done that before …."

"What never?" he asked lying down next to her.

"Never…. That was so amazing, I have never cum that hard before…. Thank you," she said reaching up and kissing him softly.

"The pleasure was all mine, trust me," he laughed.

"I can't believe you came like that, the bed is soaked," he laughed. "It's like your waters have broken again."

Olivia hit the good side of his chest. "For that you can change the sheets whilst I run a bath, we need to get cleaned up."

She sat up and climbed off the bed and walked to the bathroom. She stopped and turned around when she realised Elliot hadn't moved.

"You okay?" she asked him. He nodded and looked at her.

"When I had my finger in you like that, did it hurt?"

"A little, at first, but then it just felt so good. I have always wanted to try it but I never felt like I could trust anyone else. I knew if I didn't like it you would have stopped straight away."

Elliot nodded. "I've always wondered as well…. You know what it would feel like."

Olivia walked back over to him and cupped his face kissing him. "When you're not as sore we will give it a go. You won't be disappointed, I promise you," she smiled as she walked into the bathroom.

Elliot grinned to himself as he stood up, "You are one lucky bastard, Elliot Stabler," he said to himself as he pulled the sheets off the bed. "So fucking lucky."

Only one more Chapter to go on this story I reckon, and I already have an idea for another that has been going round in my head. As there is a holiday coming up I will hopefully update this weekend if I can stay away from parties and drink lol.