CHAPTER 2
RITSU
"What's with that gloomy face? You should be happy. Everything is going as planned. He is really a fool to think that you love him." A ruthless person now stands in front of him, laughing at his own speech." But... he... really love me now. I... I...don't want to hurt him." Ritsu stumbled upon his speech, afraid to speak up. " Love?! You must be kidding right?" he found that 'his' speech was amusing. "If he really had love you, he would not be toying with you! You would not have been so upset, crying yourself to sleep every night,putting on a brave act around people when you are already crumbling inside! Ristu stop it! Don't be so naive! You would just end up like the last time." His mirror self warned him. " No! This time I know its different. He really love would always encourage and comfort me when I'm down. He is always there by my side.I know this time would be better than the last time." Ritsu answered as a blush crept onto his face." Look at you, blushing like this! You have already fallen into his trap! Can't you see that he is only being nice now!" The mirror self raised his voice at Ritsu." He doesn't love you!" This repeated in Ritsu's head like a charm." No! No! I don't believe it! I can't be true!" Covering his ears as he shouted. Tears started to flow as he began throwing things at his mirror.( Sound of mirror breaking) Even though the mirror is now broken into several fragments, the mirror self still huants him. " Always remember that I am you. That fact will never change. You are who I am . HAHAHAHA!" " No, no,no!I'm not you! I'll never be like you! Ritsu yelled.
TAKANO
It was a busy day for Takano as uasual even though it was their off day. Reading and editing manuscripts, calling his authors to summit their manuscripts was a trend for him. He never really had a day off. But he cannot seem to focus as he was thinking about his Ritsu." What is he doing now? Should I go pay him a visit?But I still have things to do. Maybe I can take a break before continuing? No. If i were to go there I know I would not be able to resist. Its been like forever since I saw him. ( Which was just Yesterday) Haaaaaa~ " Why must it always be so hard when its about Ritsu. Takano sighed as he thought to himself.
Just as Takano was about to get back to his work,he heard Ritsu shouting and the shattering of glass. Takano jumped as dashed out of his apartment within split furiously at the brunette's door. " What's happening in there? Is is alright? Did he hurt himself? Why is he not opening the door? Did he faint?" Now a thousand thoughts raced through his mind, he could no longer think straight. He always had been like this when it comes to his beloved. He could imagine the worst even when it cannot happen in reality. " Ritsu are you okay! Answer me! Hurry up and open the door this instant!" Takano shouted worrying sick about his Ritsu.
RITSU
" No,no,no! Stop it!" Somewhere in between hearing the voice, he could hear his lover calling him." Ritsu are you okay! Answer me! Hurry up and open the door this instant!" " Takano! Takano! Where are you, where are you?!" Ritsu mentally yelled, stumbling almost every step, he ran as if death was chasing him.
TOGETHER
Ritsu finally made it to the door( Even though the distance is quite short)to open it and there stands a shocked and worried Takano. Takano's eyes widen seeing his lover gasping for breath with a face as white as paper,tears rolling down his cheeks and he was trembling uncontrollably. " Ritsu what happened?" Takano asked with concern. " Ta.. Takano... th...there" Ritsu tried his best to speak up but the words just couldn't form. This just lead him to cry more. ( Such a baby)" Its okay. You don't have to say anything. Everything will be fine. I'm here with you now. I LOVE you, Ritsu." Takano went closer to hug him just like how a mother would hug her child. " LOVE?! He must be crazy rite? No way will I go back to being the naive Onodera Ritsu that falls head over heels for his Saga Sempai! I will make you regret for toying with me!" Within a few minutes, the angel Ritsu was gone, replace by a spiteful devil.
Summary: ( If you do not understand)
Ritsu was in the bathroom, when his mirror self/devil self started talking to him. The mirror self/devil self said that he should be happy as he has already made Takano believe that he love him but the "angel" Ritsu says that he doesn't want to hurt Takano. And they had a liitle 'argument' about this, which lead Ritsu to be afraid of his mirror self/devil self. Then Takano finally come to the 'rescue' While comforting him, the word LOVE triggered Ritsu, hence leading him to change from a 'angel' to a 'devil'
Sorry if I did not do a good job in writing out the split personalities.