May 14th

Doctor says that I have to write again. Well fuck you Mrs. Andrews. I told you that this book wasn't going to "bring something to light"! I am not the problem! The problem is that I had someone play hide-and-go-seek in my brain!

It's like having someone organize your kitchen for you while you're away. You can never find anything in the fucking mess!

Natasha left today. Said she had to deal with something that I should be doing. But can't because I wouldn't remember them.

Sometimes I wish that I wasn't so damn in the dark about everything! I mean, At least Nat told me what she was doing unlike everyone else on this stupid base.