June 3rd
Nat came back today… she heard what happened too. She walked right up to me then slapped me right in the face. She told me that the guy I killed was angry because when I was under Loki's control, I killed his partner. She said that he and I used to be friends, or at least could stand each other.
When she told me she looked me right in the eyes, like she was searching for something. I told her that I didn't know what I was doing. Like I didn't have control over what I did.
I know this is bad, but, I lied. I actually knew exactly what I was doing. But for some reason I did it anyway.