Chapter 7: Vision & Panic
Bella's POV
I still have that uneasy feeling. I just can't seem to shake that something bad is going to happen. Maybe the whole pregnancy thing is getting to me. I was putting away some dishes when a vision hits me.
I see my whole family in a clearing fighting for their lives. Then I see them die
I cry out and the dishes I was holding fall to the ground and smash. I'm in Edward's arms in seconds with everyone surrounding me.
"Love what is it what's wrong?" Edward asks me frantically
I can't say it out load so I project it to everyone. Everyone gasps and Edward tightens his grip around my waist.
"When?" he whisperers
"I feel like it has already happened. You know my powers have developed and I can see some of the past now", I tell him
"Look for the family. You have to be wrong. They can't be died", Edward chokes out
I lower my barriers and look into the future looking for the family but I'm coming up with nothing. I try harder and I still come up with nothing. This can't be happening. I can't lose my family.
"I can't find them", I whisper
"This can't be happening we can't lose them", Edward replies
"Maybe someone is messing with you?" Nick asks
"I can normally tell when someone is messing with me. But this feels real", I reply
"Why don't Stella, Kyle, Jamie, Tasha, Laura, Mike and I go out and see if we can locate them. Just in case you vision is wrong and let us all pray that your vision is wrong", Nick suggests
"Go. I need to know if my vision is correct. Please go and find them. Even if you only find their ashes we need to know", I whisper
"Don't worry Mum I'm sure this is just a bad dream", Stella says
"I hope your right", I whisper
Edward and I watch them go.
"Mummy is Nana and Papa ok?" Jackson asks
"I sure they are", I lie to him
"Thomas, Madeline please take the kids out. Please", I beg
"Sure. Call us if there are any news", Thomas says
I just nod my head and they quickly leave. Edward and I lapse into silence. I keep thinking about when I left them 20 years ago. Maybe we shouldn't of left and this wouldn't have happened. Maybe if we stayed we could have saved them. I can't lose them. Marcus, Eleazar and Carlisle are like my fathers and after what Charlie did to me I can't lose the only fathers I have left. Esme, Didyme, and Carmen are my mothers. Renee wasn't much of a mum and when I found them they looked after me and took me in. I didn't have to be the adult when I was them. I can't lose them either they basically raised me. Peter and Charlotte saved my life and I trust them more then I trust anyone. They bought me back to life after I was tortured and raped. I owe them everything I have. I love them both deeply not like I'll admit that to Peter through. Aro may be a pain in the butt and acts childish but he has always been there for me. Tony my be a joker but he is my brother and he pulled my out of one of my depressions. Be was my rock for many years and I can't imagine life without him.
I run over the memories of the family over and over again. Each event playing heavily in my mind. I think back to the vision. How could they be dead? I can I live with the guilt and pain of their deaths.
"I can't lose them Carlisle and Esme are my parents", Edward says brokenly breaking me out of my thoughts
"I know. They are my parents too. I can't lose them any more then you can", I reply
"Can you see anything at all?" Edward asks me
"No I can't. I only saw them die. Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, Rose, Jazz, Alice, Sarah, Natalie, Eleazar, Carmen, Tanya, Stuart, Kate, Garrett, Irina, Laurent, Peter, Charlotte, Siobhan, Liam, Maggie, Zafrina, Senna, Kachiri, Ben, Tia, Athenodora, Sulpicia, Jane, Chelsea, Heidi, Renata, Didyme, Aro, Marcus, Caius, Felix, Demetri, Alec, Afton, Santiago, Anton, Svetlana, Boris, Tony, John, Samantha, Jake and the pack everyone", I say sobbing
Edward quickly takes me into his arms.
"Shh love it will be ok", Edward chokes out sobbing too
He begins to rock me back and forward our tears never stopping. Please for once let me be wrong. Please let them be alright…