2 weeks later... June 8... Rufus and Lily's Apartment...

When was my dad going to stop making a big deal over the fact that both of his kids are going to have kids of their own soon? Dan didn't even know about his kid though. None of us could get ahold of him. Eric still couldn't get ahold of Chuck either, and there was no way we were getting Blair into this.

"Jenny? Now that it's over, and you've recovered from it, can I ask you what it was about Chuck being Alison's father that made you so upset?" Vanessa asked me as she sat down by me.

"He's just a devil. He'll never accept her as his daughter."

"You're probably right there. So, you're going to be a mother too. This is interesting. When are you going to tell us the father of your baby?"

"I don't ever want to. but I'll tell everyone else after I tell him."

"Wait, it's not Eric?" She asked, confused.

"No, but I wish it was."

"You guys weren't dating then?"

"No, we aren't now either."

"But, you guys kiss all the time, and friends don't do that." V pointed out.

"Yeah, but Eric says that we shouldn't date until we know that my baby's father doesn't want to be with me. It's not like he ever would though. The only time we ever were more than acquaintances was the night we fucked, and plus, he's happy with someone else."

"Why can't you tell us who he is?"

"I can, I just really don't want to. I don't even think he'll care about the baby, or he won't believe it's his. I'd think Blair would've told him what she walked in on that night."

"What did she walk in on?"

"Eric and me, together, you know- like that."

"Oh. Wait, this guy is close enough to Blair that she would tell him that? And he's happy with someone else? Goddamn Jenny, is he who I think he is?"

"Nevermind. I've already said too much." I said, as I started to get up."

"It's Chuck's baby isn't it?"

"Fine! You got it right. Just don't tell anyone, ok?"

"Just tell me, what the hell were you doing with him?"

"We were both sad, so we sat down together and started drinking a little and talking and next thing we know we're naked, he's on top of me and going in and out. Then the next thing I know, I'm being told by a doctor that I'm pregnant." I explained.

"Jenny? Can I just ask you one thing?"

"Yeah, what?"

"While you two were- you know, did you like it?"

"Well, it hurt at first, but after a few times in and out, it wasn't actually bad."

"You liked it didn't you?" Vanessa asked, with a smirk on her face.

"I guess I did. Why?" I asked her, laughing at her strange question.

"I just was wondering if he was good with everyone. You know when I did it with him we did it twice cuz it was so good?"

"Nice."

"At first I was a little nervous, but really? With a dick that big anyone would be nervous!" She exclaimed, laughing.

"Oh my god V! I've never heard you say something like that before!"

"Well now you did. Wasn't Chuck bigger than Damien though?"

"I wouldn't know. I never- wait how do you know about him?"

"I read Gossip Girl back in Vermont. So, you never- wait! You lost your virginity to Chuck?" V asked, not believing what she was hearing.

"Yeah. Isn't that why it hurt at first?"

"Wow. And your first time was good. That rarely happens Jenny. You're lucky."

"No I'm not. I got pregnant my first time."

"You know that's not all that bad? I thought the same thing at first, but when I started shopping for baby stuff around 24 weeks, I felt better, since the clothes sort of made me want her right then. Then when I had her, I was so happy I cried. Sure, I don't get much sleep now, but it's worth it for my baby girl." She explained to me.

"Didn't giving birth hurt though?"

"I'm not going to lie, it hurt like hell. Like something was ripping my vagina apart slowly. But in the end it was all over and just a memory. And it was more than worth it." As she said that, Alison woke up from her nap and started crying in the other room. "I'll be back." Vanessa said as she went to go get her baby. Alison had Vanessa's tan complexion and green eyes, and Chuck's hair color and mouth. She really was a pretty baby, the perfect mix of her parents.

"Don't you get tired of taking care of her?" I questioned Vanessa as she walked back in with her baby.

"I'll never be tired of taking care of her, but I do get tired of the headaches from when she cries for hours, having to work all day on no sleep because I was up taking care of her, and missing her when I'm working. But that's just all part of being a single mother."

"That's exactly what I'll be doing." I said quietly.

"Jenny, even though Eric might not be your baby's father, he isn't going to leave you. He'd help you with the baby if you let him."

"How do you know that?"

"I heard him talking to Lily. He was saying that if Chuck doesn't step up and take responsibility of the baby then he will, but before you freak out, he didn't tell anyone about Chuck, he referred to him as your baby's father. But really, I think you have a good guy." Vanessa admitted.

"I guess I do. I think I'm just scared of how Chuck will react when I tell him the baby is his."

"He can either accept it, not believe it, or deny it." As she said that, someone knocked on the door. It was Lily.

"Do you girls want to go get some coffee?" She asked us.

"Um, ok." I responded.

"Why not?" Vanessa agreed, standing up with Alison on her hip.

"I just have to get dressed." I said, pointing to my pajamas.

21 minutes later...

"So, Lily. Why the random coffee trip?" I asked her. She always planned things ahead of time, and this had been completely random, so she probably wanted something.

"Can't I invite my daughter and her friend to coffee without a reason?"

"Technically I'm your step daughter." I corrected her.

"Whatever. You caught me. But Jenny, when are you going to tell us who your baby's father is?" She asked seriously.

"After I tell him he's going to be a dad."

"Why haven't you told him yet?"

"I can't exactly find him right now." I was telling the truth. I had no idea where Chuck was. All of a sudden, my phone rang. I looked to see who it was. It was Damien.

I know, that's a weird chapter ending, but hey it's a good story idea. So I might update once more before the holidays, but I don't know for sure, so in case I don't update again before then, happy holidays!