First off, thank you Tori and Sydney for giving me ideas and inspiring me over again. I love you guys.

April 21st...

It'd been nearly three months since Tianna was born. I missed my baby boy. I'd been feeling down all week, and it wasn't PMS. I'd managed to stay quiet, but every night I cried. I didn't want anyone to know. It would just make things worse. Especially Eric. He'd try to cheer me up but it would just make it worse.

"Jenny? Are you in there? Can I talk to you?" Lily asked me through the door of my bedroom.

"Yeah come in if you want." And she did.

"Oh- you didn't say you were nursing." She started to back out.

"You don't have to leave. I can cover it with a blanket if it makes you uncomfortable."

"No, it doesn't. I just figured you'd want your privacy."

"What did you want to talk to me about?"

She closed the door behind her and sat on the end of my bed. "Jenny, you haven't been outside in over a week, and you've barely left your room."

"What are you getting at?"

"Last night, I heard you crying. What's the matter?"

"Nothing. I was just a little sad." I lied.

"If you were just a little sad then why are you being the way you are? Not eating much, sleeping whenever the baby is, not leaving your room, and weren't you wearing that shirt last week?"

"Yeah, I like the shirt."

"Eric said you've been spacey lately."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"He told me you pushed him away when he tried to kiss you, many times. And he said you were unusually pale, and he was right. What's wrong?"

"Nothing. What does it even matter?"

"We're worried about you, Jenny. We want to help you."

"I don't fucking need help." I said, rearranging my baby.

"Normally I would listen to you, but I think you need to try to have fun, be more social, and maybe go outside?"

"Why? Can't I just want time alone with my baby?" I asked, starting to cry.

"You're grouching at me. Whatever. If you won't listen to me, I'll get someone you will." And she left my room.

What the hell did she mean? She would get someone I would listen to? Who exactly was that? If they were going to make me leave the apartment, then hell no. I don't fucking care who they are.

The apartment was comfortable. No other place was. Also, I really did want to spend time with Tianna, since I actually liked being a mother.

I laid Tianna in her bed and managed to stop the tears. Then Eric knocked on my door. What is up with people bothering me?

"What do you want?"

"Jenny, can I come in?"

"Why?"

"Can we talk?"

"Fine." I said, as he walked in with a bag in his hands. He sat on the bed by me.

"Jenny. I love you. Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?"

"No, you did nothing."

"Then what is it?"

"Losing Laurent- it just really hurts, and I really feel bad about it." My voice quivered.

"It wasn't your fault."

"I know, but it still happened, and he had more to do with me than anyone else. It feels like it was my fault."

"I know, I know. But Jenny, I don't think you see how much I love you. I love you more than Romeo loved Juliet. More than I've every loved anyone. I have more love for you than there is mass in the universe. I want to wake up beside you every morning for the rest of infinity." He got down on his knees. He pulled a box out of the bag. "Jennifer Tallulah Humphrey, will you be my beautiful bride?" Then he pulled out a bouquet of black roses too.

What? Just- what the fuck just happened? Was this for real? Was I dreaming? I pulled my blanket over my face and shoved my face into my hands. Yeah, it was for real. I looked at him. He looked my straight in the eyes.

"I'm serious. I love you Jenny. More than anything." He promised, not breaking eye contact.

I sat up. I felt tears in my eyes. Tears of joy and love. "Yes. Yes I'll be your bride." I said meekly, and I hugged and kissed him. I laid on my back and pulled him on top of me. We kissed intensely, and we knew what would come next.

"VANESSA!" I screamed, sitting up with Eric.

She ran in my room. "Are you ok? God what are you doing?"

"Can you help me and watch Tianna for a bit?" I asked nicely.

"Yeah, sure. Do what you need to do." She replied, picking up my baby and leaving the room.

"THANK YOU!" I called after her. "Now we can." I whispered to Eric as I put my hands on his shoulders and starting kissing him again.

He slid his hands into my shirt, leaving them on my hips. We started kissing more passionately, and I slipped my hands into his hair, and started toying with it. He ran his hands down my arms, up my sides, around my chest, down my back, to my legs, and started rubbing my inner thighs, turning me on even more.

I pulled his tee shirt off and threw it to the other side of the bed. I rubbed his shoulders, to his chest muscles and to his lower back. He kissed my face, and down to my collarbones. I removed my shirt, and Eric gently sucked on my right collarbone, and I knew it would leave a hickey. He kissed down to my boob, and gently kissed it, careful to not make it leak.

I slid out of my pajama pants as he took off his jeans. He was a little hard, but not completely.
He was sitting plainly on the bed, when I sat on his lap and started kissing him on the mouth again. He let his hand slide down to my ass, and he ran his fingers across it slowly. Out of nowhere, he gave it a light squeeze, making me cry out in surprise.

I touched his clothed erection gently, and wrapped my hand around it, making him moan slightly. I tugged his boxers off and gave him a mini-handjob to get him harder. Eric ran his fingers across my ass again, making my pussy throb. He must've seen the need on my face, and he pulled my purple underwear down my legs and off my feet.

He got his index finger, and traced the outer crack of my pussy, making me squirm. I laid back down, pulling him on top of me and kissing him all at the same time.

"Can you just get in me? Right- now?" I asked, horniness overwhelming my voice and making it crack. "Please?"

Eric didn't answer, but he brought himself to my slippery opening, kissing me and tracing my belly button with his thumb. He gently pushed himself into me, going in just past the head, coming out and going back in again. Then he slowly started riding me. He began thrusting into me faster and harder, making us both moan and fuck harder.

Randomly, he pulled out, crawled down, held my legs apart and kissed my pussy, making me shriek. He kissed a few times, and then started sucking my clit. As I was whimpering and moaning, he tongue fucked me a couple times, making me moan and cry out "Eric- Eric- oh my- FUCK!" He went back to sucking my clit and stuck two fingers into me, and started shoving them in and out, and in again. "Eric, I'm so fucking close!" I exclaimed, breathlessly.

Eric started fucking faster, and sucking harder. After a minute I came and squirted, my whole body shaking with love. He jumped back on top of me and started thrusting into me again. My pussy had just stopped throbbing when he said "I'm about to come."

"Are you going to pull out?" I asked tiredly. He stopped thrusting.

"What? I was planning on it. Why?"

"No reason."

"Jenny- you wouldn't have asked without a reason. Do you want me to come inside you?"

"Uh- yeah. I sort of do."

"You want to have another baby?"

"Yeah. But if you don't want to yet that's ok."

"I actually agree with you. But are you sure?"

"Yes!"

"Ok." Eric said as he started thrusting into me again. He went harder and faster, until I felt him harden up, twitch and come inside me. "Fuck! Jenny, you are a sex goddess!"

"I love you." I whispered in his ear.

"I love you too." He whispered back. "Everything's gonna turn out." He told me as he kissed me and pulled himself out.