DISCLAIMER: I ONLY OWN BELLE AND A FEW OTHERS THE REST BELONGS TO JAMES DASHNER (THE CHARACTER MURDERER)

Newt POV:

Two days have gone by or at least I think two days I haven't moved except to pee. Tommy, Minho and Alby have come and gone talking about things but I never listened. I think one of them said something about a girl but I don't know. But unless it was Bella I didn't care.

Tommy basically force fed me and forced me to drink but it always tasted bitter. Always bitter. He'd also always stay with me until I fell asleep by talking about klunk that was never interesting but the dreams were never dreams. They were nightmares.

I always dreamed or Grievers ripping Belle apart out in The Maze. I always woke up shaking and sweaty and Tommy, Minho or Alby have to wake me up before I start screaming.

I'm never alone anymore. There's always someone there. It's mainly Tommy or Alby because Minho's running The Maze. I think their scared I'll hurt myself or try to kill myself again. The thought has popped into my head more than once but it always disappears after a while.

I never talked except for telling them to go away. I heard Alby talk about a Griever but I didn't hear much about it because whenever I thought of Grievers I thought of Belle and whenever I thought of Belle I wanted to rip my hair out.

It was getting late when Tommy ran in

"Their not back yet" He said quickly. Panicked

Chuck was with me right now.

It took a second to register what he had said

"Who?" I said well more like croaked the only time I'd spoke was to tell Chuck to stop talking. It never worked

The boys looked at me in surprise

"Minho and Alby" Tommy said

"Where are they?" I was so confused

"In The Maze, Minho found a dead Griever. Alby said he told you" Tommy said quickly

"Grievers don't just die. They need to be killed" I said

"They left at the East Door"

I winced

"The Doors will be closing soon. I'm gonna see if their back yet" Tommy said and left

I don't know why but I followed behind him and following me was a extremely surprised Chuck

When I saw The Door I stopped. The moment replayed in my head of Belle being pulled into The Maze.

I shut took a deep breath and pushed my way through the crowd until I was at the front next to Tommy and Chuck quickly stood next to me

"Can't we send someone after them" Tommy said

"It's against the rules either they make it back or they don't" Gally said in response

"We can't risk loosing anybody else" Even though I said those words it's all I wanted to do. I'd lost Belle I didn't want to loose my best friends too

The doors started to close

"Oh no" I heard Chuck say next to me

That was when Tommy spotted them

As soon as I saw them I knew something was wrong.

"Something's wrong" I said

Alby had been stung and Minho was carrying him on his back.

Boys were screaming

"Come on Minho!"

"You can do it!"

I even heard one person. I think it was Gally shouting

"Just leave him!"

Minho dropped Alby and started dragging him

"Their not gonna make it" I said it quietly so only Tommy could hear it

The doors were pretty close to closing. I saw Tommy tense up.

He was gonna run for it. And he did

He ran I tried to grab his harm but he moved it and I missed he slipped though and the doors closed

"You bloody idiots" I mumbled under my breath I felt tears threaten to spill but I needed to stay strong this time. I felt all eyes on me waiting for another breakdown but instead I walked back to my room and sat back in my spot Frypan came up with food and I ate half of it before it got too bitter and I threw the plate into the wall

I'd lost Belle and my best friends. I barely know Tommy but he was defiantly one of my closest friends. I barely knew him I corrected.

I heard a knock on the door and Zart I hadn't spoken to him since Belle had gone

"Newt be honest with me" He said

"Honest about what?"

"How are you feeling?"

"I feel sad. I just lost Belle and my best friends"

"Your not thinking of-" He didn't get to finish his sentence before I interrupted him

"Killing myself. No I'm not. I promised her I wouldn't" I said a little too loudly. He saw the broken plate on the floor

"What happened?" He said nodding towards the plate and the scattered food

"It tasted bitter. It always does but tonight it was too bitter"

We stayed up all night talking until I fell asleep

Tonight I dreamed of Minho and Tommy being chased by four Grievers until they reached a dead end and they got ripped apart. Then I dreamed of Alby left defenceless against a wall with a Griever climbing across a wall until it finally got him. It cut him up into tiny pieces. Then came the worse bit Belle. She was running from two Grievers she turned a corner and thee was another two she managed to get past two of them and carried on running another two came out of nowhere and scratched her at the back of her leg and she screamed in pain but she carried on running. Well limping. One of Grievers grabbed her again it grabbed the back of her ankle and pulled her along the floor towards them. She kicked at it but it wouldn't let go. She was cut into pieces torn apart.

I was woke up by Zart he stood over me shaking me

I was sweaty. I noticed Clint and Chuck were in the room too

"Are you ok?" Chuck asked

"We spent the last hour trying to wake you up. You were shaking and mumbling stuff. I was pretty sure you were going to start screaming" Clint said

Nelson walked in

"The doors will be opening soon" He told us then walked out again

We all walked towards The East Door. The doors opened and we saw nothing.

They were gone just like Belle

I started to turn around when I heard someone I think Zart

"Look"

Two figures appearing a limp one

They were alive

Hope sparked inside me.

If they survived Belle could of too and maybe Belle even got out of here

The boys showed us where Alby was. Before going to get something to eat and I joined them

I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I wanted Newt to be happier because I hate writing about sad Newt! I might not be able to update tomorrow because I'm going the race for life! Thank you for all your reviews their so a-maze-ing (sorry I had to do)! Review if you love or hate this story! Until next chapter! Byee!