BTW J and E DO NOT live in the same building as their parents, and they actually have a door, not an elevator.
The next night...
"So, should we do a toast to celebrate the wedding of you two?" Chuck offered, holding up a bottle of champagne.
"Why not? Even though we already did at the wedding reception." Eric agreed.
"I'll pass." I told them, getting a confused look when I did.
"Really? Since when do you pass up a little fun? We're not getting crazy or anything, since we have a baby here, but still-" Chuck went on.
"I just don't want to drink." I interrupted him.
"Jen, you're acting different. Is something up?" Eric asked caringly as he took my hand.
"No, nothing's up. What would be up?"
"I don't know. Just, maybe you knew something that I didn't."
"Like what?" I wanted to know what he was getting at.
"Nothing. You don't have to drink if you don't want."
"I know that. It just wouldn't be very smart with the baby."
"The baby- oh, duh. Tianna. I forgot you're still nursing." Eric said.
"Well no duh! I'm not pregnant!" I said, my voice shaking at the memory of losing our baby.
"Are you completely sure?"
"Yeah."
"When was the last time you took a test?"
"The beginning of summer."
"You could be then, since we haven't been using any protection, and we've been doing it a lot."
"Eric, stop! I'm not fucking pregnant!" I held back tears.
"Jenny, I'm sorry. I really am. I shouldn't have even brought up you being pregnant. I know, it's really hard for you, but it wasn't your fault. And I love you. A lot." Eric apologized, hugging me.
I melted into the hug for a few moments, before letting him kiss me gently.
The next week... August 28th...
Our honeymoon was amazing, but it had to end eventually. Finally, we were back in Manhattan.
Eric and I were at our new apartment with Tianna. She was taking her afternoon nap and Eric and I were talking in the living room.
"I think I should get a job." I stated.
"Why? You don't need a job."
"I know, but I want to have a job. To do something besides sit around and take care of the baby."
"What kind of job were you thinking?"
"I want to go back into fashion, but now that I dropped out of school, I really can't because I have no diploma. Also, I'd have to start somewhere new, since there's no way in hell Eleanor would want me after everything."
"Eleanor isn't like Blair, Jen. She can actually forgive people, and I don't think she even knows what happened."
"I'd think Blair would tell her."
"Don't be so sure. You think Blair Waldorf would go and accept defeat that easily? Admitting that Chuck cheated on her would be admitting she failed to satisfy him. I don't think she'd do that."
"You do have a good point-"
"Damn right I do." Eric interrupted me before leaning across the couch to kiss me. Then Tianna started crying. I got up to go get her and Eric followed.
A bit later, we were settled back on the couch, and I was nursing Tianna.
"I need to stop this soon." I stated, gazing intently at my baby.
"Stop what?" Eric seemed confused.
"Nursing her. She's going to be getting teeth soon. Even though I'm going to stop nursing her, I'll still pump milk for her until she's a year old. I don't trust any formula shit. Plus, it's healthier for her this way." I explained, as Tianna pushed away from me.
"You've definitely learned a lot since you found out you were pregnant with her. Remember that? When you barely knew anything about parenting or pregnancy?"
"How could I forget? That was when we fell in love." I said, smiling, and kissing him affectionately.
"I love you Jenny."
"I love you Eric." I replied, kissing him again.
Randomly, Chuck knocked on the door. Eric took Tianna so I could answer the door easier. "Hello? Can I come in? Or are you love birds too busy getting down and dirty? If you are, I can come back later-" I interrupted him by opening the door. "Why, hello Mrs. van der Woodsen. I came by to see my daughter, is that alright-" I covered his mouth with my hand.
"Shut the fuck up about what Eric and I do, and stop talking like a goddamn businessman!" I exclaimed, annoyed, but laughing.
"But I am a businessman-" He argued.
"No, you're Chuck Bass. There's a difference." I corrected him. "But Tianna's here. She just got done nursing." I walked over to Eric, picked the baby up and carried her to her father.
"Good afternoon, baby girl! Daddy loves you very much!" Chuck cooed at her, kissing her cheeks and making her giggle.
All of a sudden, Chuck's phone rang. He pulled it from his pocket and started to answer it, but pressed ignore instead, and sat it on the end table by the couch.
"Who was that?" I asked casually.
"It was no one-" He started, stopping when his ringtone went off again. I glanced at the screen. BLAIR.
"What the fuck? Why is that bitch calling you? Are you back together or something?" I demanded, raising my voice a bit every other word. Tianna started crying. I took her in my arms, but she started screaming and reaching for Eric, so I gave her to him. "If you're in any way involved with her, then I want you to stay the hell away from Tianna. I don't want her to have anything to do with that bitch, ever! If they're ever even in the same fucking building, someone will get fucking hurt, and it definitely won't be my little girl!"
"Jenny-" He attempted, but I wasn't having it.
"Just fucking don't! I don't care if you're not dating! SHE'S FUCKING CALLING YOU! THAT'S INVOLVED WITH YOU!" I escalated to shouting.
Eric stepped over beside me and put his hand on my arm. "Babe, calm down-"
"DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! I DON'T WANT BLAIR IN TIANNA'S FUCKING LIFE!"
"Technically, she wouldn't be-" Chuck insisted.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET OUT!" I yelled as I pushed him by the shoulders with both hands. He just stood there, looking irritated. "GODDAMMIT!" I screamed, throwing my hands on my face and beginning to cry as I ran to our bedroom.
"I think you should just go and try to talk to her when she's calm." Eric suggested to Chuck. Then I heard the door close, Eric putting Tianna in her bed and footsteps coming into the room. A moment or so later, Eric layed on the bed beside me and pulled me into his arms, facing me.
"I know, you feel like you failed at protecting Tianna, but really I think you did a damn great job at it, even though it may not have been completely necessary to yell at Chuck like that."
"I know, but I can't let anything happen to her. She's the only baby I haven't lost. And it's not like I tried to get that out of hand."
"I know, and Chuck does too. No one is mad at you for that. You're just being a responsible mother." He told me, kissing my jaw and hugging a little tighter.
"You're sure he's not mad?"
"I'm sure."
"I love you so fucking much." I told him for the millionth time.
"I love you more." He said back, kissing my mouth.
"Wanna bet?" I joked.
"Sure! How do I prove it?" He played along.
I pulled his body against mine, wrapped my legs around his waist, rolled him onto his back and kissed him seductively. "Fuck my brains out. Make me scream. You know you want to." I gave him a devilish grin.
"Ok, I'll fuck your sexy pussy so hard you'll be screaming my name, and you'll come harder than ever before." He went along with my dirty-talking. "Your pussy will be so wet, the sheets will be soaked."
"I like this plan." I said, smirking at him.
"How about we get started?" He suggested, tugging at my shirt playfully. I pulled it off, along with my bra. I rolled over onto my back and pulled him on top of me, putting my chest in his face.
Eric kissed my chest, and I decided to make this even more fun, and him more horny. "OH FUCK ERIC YES! FUCK YES!" I cried out, teasing him.
