DISCLAIMER: I ONLY OWN BELLE AND A FEW OTHERS

Belle POV:

"What do you mean she got stung on purpose?" My eyes scanned over Rachel she had rips in her t-shirt where the places she was stung were revealed as purple veins strung themselves along her body.

"She saw a Griever and basically dived on it but escaped before it took her," Rosa explained. "I just don't understand why."

"She wanted to remember," I mumbled under my breath.

"Belle, take her to the Med hut and wait for Florence to come and check her out," Harriet ordered. "Sonya go with her."

I grabbed Rachel's legs and Sonya grabbed her arms we pulled her up gently but she was heavier than expected so had to pull her rougher, we carried her to the Med hut I would be lying if I said we did I gently at one point we hit her against the wall and even dropped her.

I'm a terrible friend.

We got to the Med hut and set her on one of the beds, this room was almost identical to the one in the boy Glade I almost expected Jeff or Clint to walk through the door to give Rachel the Grief Serum.

"I'll be back in a minute I'm just gonna get some water," Sonya said before mumbling "If the Creators haven't cut it off already."

She walked out leaving me alone to my thoughts.

I looked over to the bed to the left of me and realised it would have been the bed Newt was on when Andrew attacked him.

Was Newt even alive?

How was he after I left?

I didn't want to think about if he was dead, if he died a part of me would die.

As cliché as that sounds.

I stared at the bed as tears started to form in my eyes and I couldn't help but remember my life before this.

My life with Newt.

^0^

I stood by the window of Frypan's kitchen looking out and I could see the Track-hoes working the messy scars on Newt's arms still stood out dramatically on him pale skin. I then looked over to the Doors where Andrew had been Banished as I remembered the words on the wall

IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT. I WILL FINISH THIS NEWT.

It had been two weeks since then.

"Belle, stop daydreaming and call everyone for dinner," Frypan commanded.

After serving everyone I took my seat next to Newt on the table as him and Minho joked. I watched Newt out of the corner of my eye, scared he'd disappear or Andrew would come and attack him again.

"Belle, are you alright?" Chuck asked in a worried voice I looked over at him and his eyes shone in worry.

"I'm fine."

I suddenly felt someone pull me away from the table I was about to panic when I saw it was Newt. He pulled me into the Deadheads before putting his hands on my shoulders him brown eyes looking magical the way the light shone on them.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"What? I'm fine," I said shaking it off, trying not to worry him after all we've been though.

"Belle, you aren't foolin' nobody. Now tell me what's wrong with ya or I'll force it out."

I sighed in defeat. "I'm scared about Andrew. What if comes back and tried to hurt you again." I looked away from his eyes but he gently pulls my chin up to look at me.

"Belle, I will never leave you. Even if I die, even if I'm a million miles away, I'll be right beside you, always," He said softly his brown eyes locking with mine. "I won't leave you, Belle. Promise."

He pulls me into a kiss which lasts for a few minutes before we were rudely interrupted.

"Do I have to cove my eyes?" Minho shouted. "And my ears."

I blushed but Newt seemed fine. "It's fine Minho."

Minho emerged from the bushes winking at me and Newt. "Newt, Alby wants you."

"Alright," Newt said walking towards the tree line before turning to me and mouthed "Always."

^0^

I felt tears fall down my face as the memory remerged from my memory. I reached into my pocket and found the photo of Newt which was creased a little at the corner.

"Belle?"

I whipped my head around to see Sonya in the doorway her blonde hair falling in waves in front of her face. She looked beautiful and I couldn't help but feel jealous.

Sonya could have Newt in a heartbeat if she really wanted, I didn't deserve him.

"Are you alright?" She asked me softly.

"What? I'm fine," I said shaking my head before looking back at the picture in my hands. I pulled up a chair next to Rachel and so did Sonya.

"Tell me what's wrong," Sonya said looking over at the picture of Newt.

"Nothing."

"Belle, what's wrong?"

I sighed loudly. "I don't want to loose anyone else. I've already lost everyone from the boy Glade, I don't even know if their alive."

I felt a comforting hand on my shoulder as I continued. "I miss them so much! Chuck, Alby, Minho, hell even the Greenie and Gally."

"I know," Sonya whispered.

I looked down at the picture of Newt. "I would trade a whole year of my life just to spend five minutes with Newt." A tear escaped my eye and landed on picture.

"He's cute," Sonya observed I looked over at her. "You're not going to slap me now are you?"

I laughed a little. "No I'm not going to slap you."

"You should probably get some sleep Belle, it's been a long night."

"I think I'll stay here with Rachel until Florence gets back," I said looking back at Rachel.

"Alright, see you tomorrow." Then Sonya walked out the door.

Rachel stirred a little in her sleep but she relaxed again. I suddenly stood and looked around for paper and a pen. I saw a pencil and paper and decided that was good enough.

I scribbled words across the paper after a few minutes I looked at them again.

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbye

I nearly do

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower

We don't have time for that

All I want is to find an easier way

To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear

We're bound to be afraid

Even if it's just for a few days

Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

I made myself a promise that when I found Newt again I would show him this. With new found hope I stuffed the paper in my pocket and fell asleep.

I'm sooo sorry I haven't updated in forever but I am obsessed with this story on Wattpad called To Love it's a Newt fanfiction and I love it sooo much! Anyway I'm so sorry I haven't updated it's a really bad excuse and hopefully I will update again tomorrow but I have to go shopping for my Dad's birthday so it might be a bit late! I missed writing Bewt/Newelle/whatever-their-shipname-is so I absolutly loved writing this chapter and I feel like Belle hasn't missed Newt enough! Thank you for all your reviews and for reading this rediculously long Authours note! Review if you love or hate this story! Until next chapter! Byee!

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