Thanks for all the reviews! Hope you all like this chapter. Sorry it took so long to update! With school, writers block, and not to mention fighting with my friend, I haven't had the time or energy. Enough of my rambling, here's chapter 3!

I ran into the hotel room to explain to Jacob what I was going to do.

"Jake?" I whispered.

"Yeah, I'm here. What's up?" He whispered back.

"I just talked to Edward. I'm going to drive back to Forks tonight to talk with him. I need you to watch Nessie while I go. Just keep her here. Because if I take her and I decide to leave, it'll only make it harder to have her there. So what do you say?" I rushed.

"Um, are you sure you don't want me to go?" He asked

"Please, Jake. For me."

"Um, yeah, sure. But if he hurts you I can't guarantee I won't go back and kick his a- butt."

"Thanks, Jake."

"So when are you leaving?"

"About an hour after Nessie wakes up. Then I'll be back sometime tonight."

"Oh."

He looked like he was about to say something else, but there was a small yawn from behind us. I turned to see Renesmee standing in the doorway, looking from me to Jacob. Her eyes were red and puffy from where she had been crying.

"Your going to see Daddy?" She asked.

"Yes, we need to talk about some things. Now, why don't you go get dressed and we'll go get some breakfast. Anywhere you like." I offered.

She nodded and dashed off to her room. I breathed a sigh of relief once she was out of earshot. She returned a few seconds later having exchanged her blue shorts and tank top for a plain pink t-shirt, jeans, tennis shoes, and the necklace Edward had given her for her fifth birthday .

"Mom, can you help me with my hair?" She asked.

I could tell it hurt her to ask because normally Edward did her hair.

"Sure, sweetheart. How do you want it done?" I asked with a forced smile.

"Just a pony tail will be fine."

I nodded and took the brush and hair tie from her hand. I brushed her bronze hair back into a pony tail. Her hair hung down to the back of her knees loose and the back of her thighs pulled back. I still couldn't bare to cut it. And she seemed to like it long anyway.

I grabbed my car keys off the small coffee table and walked towards the door.

"You guys ready?" I called.

"Bells you may want to get ready yourself." Jacob teased.

I looked down to assess my outfit. I had on the same clothes-jeans and a t-shirt- from yesterday and my make-up was smeared. My hair was still in the same sloppy pony tail as well.

"Oh, I see what you mean. I'll be right back. Just let me get a quick shower and then we'll be ready. Oh, and Jake, put some clothes on!" I mumbled.

Jake was standing there in nothing but a pair of boxers. He stuck his tongue out at me and went to get some clothes from his suitcase. I rolled my eyes and headed into the bathroom.

By the time we left, I only had twenty minutes until I wanted to be on the road. Nessie picked McDonald's which made it easier for me because I could go through the drive-through.I dropped them off at the hotel and set out on the high way.

It was a long trip back. Or so it seemed. It had taken about four and a half hours but felt like a year. I already knew what I would say to Edward. I had this all planned out when I pulled into the Cullen's huge garage.

As soon as I was on the porch, I was engulfed in hugs.

"Where's Edward?" I asked.

"Upstairs." Esme answered.

I nodded and ran up to his room. I didn't know whether or not to knock so I just went in. Edward was lying on his stomach on his huge couch. His face was buried in the cushion and Clair de Lune was coming out of the CD player.

"So, you wanted to talk?" I asked.

He jumped up and ran to kneel in front of me.

"Bella, please, forgive me. I never wanted to lose you. I was way out of line the other day. And for that I am truly sorry. Just, please, can you find it in your heart to accept my apology?" He begged.

Edward Cullen, on the floor begging for forgiveness. That is something I thought I would never see.

"Edward, as much as I want to, I don't think I can. I think it would be best if we took a small break from each other. Just a few weeks. I'll stay with Charlie and have someone drop Nessie off and pick her up over here so that you can see her. Just give me a couple weeks to think." I explained.

I swiftly bent down and kissed him once on the cheek and dashed out to my car. I didn't stop to say good-bye or to hear what Edward's response was. It took all of my strength not to pull over and have a break down. I have a pretty good feeling that somehow, someday, we will get through this. But right now I just needed to be able to think.

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