"Jenny, what's wrong?" Chuck asked worriedly.

"She had a contraction, dumbass!" Blair told him.

"And my water broke." I added.

"Well shit!" Chuck exclaimed. "Do you need a wheelchair?"

"No, I can fucking walk!"

They helped me into the building as the doctors got me settled and in an obnoxious gown thingy.

Soon after, everyone was gathered around me and Eric called my cell phone.

I talked to him for a while, then we decided to Skype chat during the birth so he could be there in a way.

When the doctor measured me, I was three centimeters dilated. Still a ways to go.

Once I was 5 centimeters, I had Blair, Chuck and Nate go with Tianna and Kalika to the park so they would have something to do, plus I couldn't have as many people in the room at that point.

Dad, Lily, Dan, Serena and Vanessa were left in the room (and Eric on the laptop). Fiona and her baby were at home.

Eleanor called Dad to tell me I had her best wishes of luck.

By noon, I was 6 centimeters. I told everyone to go eat, that I would be fine without them for a bit.

Then it started to really hurt. Each contraction got increasingly stronger.

Once everyone was back, Dan, Serena and Vanessa were asked (by the doctor) to leave the room because I was getting much closer to giving birth.

Only my parents were allowed to stay in with me.

Around 3, I was allowed to start pushing. It hurt like fucking hell, but I had to.

On the sixth push, the baby's head began to show.

The next push, I was allowed to touch her.

Four pushes later, she was born, and I picked her up, and held her close.

I held her for a few moments as her umbilical cord was cut, then the nurse took her to check her over, clean her and wrap her up.

"She's beautiful, Jenny." Dad told me.

"Yes, she definitely is." Lily agreed.

Eric wasn't saying anything because he was sitting there, crying with joy (and he was quite sad he couldn't be there).

"So, what are you two naming her?" Dad asked Eric and I.

"Madison Rose van der Woodsen." Eric and I replied in unison.

"What a beautiful name." Lily told us.

"A beautiful name for a beautiful baby." Dad added happily.

Then the nurse brought her back to me, wrapped in a fuzzy pink blanket.

I held her close, and fed her for the first time.

After that, Eric had to go, but he'd seen the best of it.

The next afternoon, I got to take our new baby girl home to meet her big sisters.

I was back to the days of having a newborn: no sleep, no alone time, barely any fun.

At least I had my sweet little girls with me in it.

Taking care of three under three alone was difficult, but the next day, Lily, Blair and Chuck came to help me with them, and celebrate Kalika's first birthday! (June 30)

I had Tianna (little over two years old, Kalika (just turned one) and Madison (just three days old). I was quite busy.

Luckily, my family was there to help.

When Madison was six days old, (July 3) I took her to see Eric for the first time, while Lily and Chuck watched Tianna and Kalika.

The way his eyes lit up when he held our baby girl for the first time was amazing. I loved seeing him so happy.

Eric still had a week left in Ostroff before his evaluation, but the doctors were estimating that he'd be ok to come home.

Serena was about to pop with the twins, and they were due in about two weeks.

July 10... Monday...

I went to Ostroff (while Dad and Lily watched the girls) for Eric's evaluation and we came to an agreement: he could come back home, but he had to go in three times a week.

We were both so happy to finally be together again that as soon as we were out of the building, we started to make out. It was fun and playful, something that we hadn't done in way too long.

We went out to dinner to celebrate, then picked up the girls from our parents.

July 15...

Serena went into labor a couple days early, but it was ok.

After 17 hours of labor, she gave birth to two healthy baby girls: Emily Sarah Humphrey and Bethany Alexa Humphrey.

Both of the girls had fuzzy blonde hair and were tiny! They were so cute I started crying a little. Apparently they were identical twins.

It was later that day that I got a call about the modeling shit I'd completely forgotten about.

I was needed to fill out the rest of the paperwork, but I didn't want to model. I never really had. I just thought it would've been good to have the experience for our girls in case they ever wanted to know what it was like.

Lucky for me, nothing was set yet, so I could still back out easily, and I chose to.

Eric and I had a lot of work with three little girls, but there was nothing we could complain about.

Lily threw a wedding anniversary party for Dan and Serena on the 20, since it was their one year mark.

Serena threw a party for Dan to celebrate the release of 'Inside' on the day before it came out.

July 29... Saturday...

Eric and I went to my one month postpartum checkup at the clinic, and everything was well. Also, we got the go-ahead for sex, even though we weren't in any hurry.

When we were at home with Kalika and Madison (Tianna was with Chuck and Alison), I was nursing Madison and Eric was holding Kalika as she slept in his arms on our bed, and we were sitting together, up against each other. We finally felt like a family again.

During his stay at Ostroff, Eric had felt bored a lot of the time, but he got better, which was the whole point. During that time, I was frazzled with work and the girls and worrying about my husband, and it was a lot on me, but in the end we made it out happy.

August 13... Sunday...

"Good morning gorgeous." Eric greeted me as I walked sleepily into the kitchen on the morning of our two year wedding anniversary.

"Hello." I laughed awkwardly, hugging and kissing him sweetly.

"Look at your spot on the table." He instructed me giddily. I did.

There was a little black box. A jewelry box.

"Open it. You know you want to." He said, and again I followed.

Inside was a beautiful, shiny, silver and white diamond necklace with a heart shaped pendant.

"Oh my fucking god, babe, it's perfect! Thank you!" I exclaimed, hugging and kissing him again. "You didn't need to do this."

"I wanted to make you happy. I'm glad you like it."

"Seriously Eric? All you have to do to make me happy is be nice to yourself and help take care of our daughters." I laughed.

"Well I wanted to do something extra."

"And that extra is very much appreciated. Now, your gift- wait I have to go get it. I'll be right back!" I told him, before running to our bedroom and taking it out from under our bed.

I went back into the kitchen and handed him a box.

"Open it!" I demanded with a smile.

It was a watch. A gold watch.

"Aw, babe, it's amazing. Thank y-" I cut him off by grabbing his face and pulling him into a deep, sexy kiss.