Seeing his mischievous smile, I groaned. Here we go again. But what he said is a lot worse than anything I could've imagined.

"Sex with Adrian is so-" He started.

"Skip that one," I screeched.

Rose looked at me, eyes wide, "That's a real entry?"

I blushed furiously and said to Adrian, "Read a different one. Anyone but that one. Please."

"Fine, I won't read it...out loud," Adrian said.

I sighed as he continued to read it in his head. I knew he wasn't going to stop, so I just buried my face in my hands. I should have just burned that book. Everyone sat in an awkward silence.

"Ooh," Adrian said, a wide smile on his face, "I can do more of that tonight, if you'd like."

I groaned as everyone stared at me. I was so embarrassed. Why did this have to be me?

When he was finished, he had a sweet smile on his face and said, "Aww shux, Sage."

"I'm afraid to ask," I mumbled through my hands.

"Tell us!" Rose said, and then quickly added, "As long as it's nothing over teen that is..."

Adrian read a single line, "All in all, I'm so happy, and would have it no other way than it being Adrian who took my virginity."

I looked up at him, still blushing, "It is true, still to this day."

His face fell, "I just wish I could say the same thing..."

I put my hand on his shoulder, "Adrian, it's okay."

"No, it's not," He said, surprising everyone, "I should've been smart like you and saved it for someone who meant that much to me."

I didn't know what to say to that.

Luckily, Jill spoke up, "I can say that it's the first time he's ever felt that way while...you know..." She blushed deeply at everyone staring at her. Then she said, "I wasn't there of course! I still felt his happiness, and he's never, ever been that happy...it made him happier than anything-including drinking and even spirit."

"Oh, Adrian," I said turning to him, "Is that true?"

He looked at me with a small smile, "Of course it is...and that's why I wish I had waited..."

"He really cares about you," Rose said unexpectedly. Everyone turned to her and she continued, "I mean, I've never seen him like this. Not only did he stop smoking and drinking for you-something he wouldn't even do for me-he even regrets everyone he ever slept with...I think he's changed just as much as you, Syd...It's remarkable...I'm proud of you, Adrian."

Everyone stared at her in surprise. I smiled sweetly at her and then Adrian.

He smiled at her, his smile so broad that I could see his fangs easily, "Why thank you, Little Dhampir. I really should thank you. I wouldn't even be here if it weren't for you...If you hadn't left me for that badass Russian, I'd never had been in Palm Springs at all."

She grimaced, "I'm sorry about that, again."

He smiled, "I've already forgiven you. You don't need to apologize. Besides, I thought it hurt when you left me for him...but really, that was nothing. Nothing compared to what I would feel if Sydney did that to me. If she even did so much as to say she hated me...I'd...I'd fall apart."

"I would never," I said fiercely, "Oh, uh...no offence, Rose."

She laughed, "None taken."

Adrian hugged me tightly and kissed me, "I love you, Sydney."

"I love you too, Adrian."

"Jill?" Eddie said, unexpectedly, "What's wrong?"

Jill wore a pained expression and had a hand over her head, "No offence, guys...like I'm happy for all of you, but could we move on? Adrian, your emotions are up and down...it's giving me a headache. Try to stay happy, couldn't you?"

Adrian put an arm around me, "I don't even have to try."