Derek had been worried about Stiles for a few days now. It's been a few weeks since they blackout and Stiles has been acting strange ever since. It was Tuesday morning and Stiles was still asleep in his bed. He walked into Stiles room and laid next to him. Stiles stirred and opened his eyes. "What's been going on with you?" He asked.

"Nothing." Stiles mumbled out. "I just don't feel like going to school today so I'm going to stay home."

"Stiles come on I know something is wrong with you." Derek said. "You can tell me anything, you know that right?"

Stiles looked away from Derek and sat on the edge of the bed. "Why are you with me?"

Derek sat up. "What do you mean?"

"I mean why are you with me?" Stiles said again. "You can do so much better than me." He looked back at Derek. "Are you with me because you feel sorry for me?"

Derek moved over and sat next to Stiles. "Why would you even say that?"

"I didn't." Stiles said looking down. "Some guy at school told me that. He said someone like you would never want someone like me. I didn't believe him at first but then I saw you in the hallway with him."

"Stiles-" Derek started to say but he was cut off by Stiles.

"It's okay Derek." Stiles said. "I knew this would never last." He went to get up but Derek stopped him by grabbing his arm.

"Stiles will you let me talk." Derek said smiling. He let go of Stiles arm and took his hand in his own. "That guy was Jake and he was just messing around with me. Yeah he still has his little crush on me but I don't feel the same way about him. I care about you Stiles and you could even say that I'm falling in love with you."

Stiles looked over at Derek and smiled. "No one has ever said that to me before."

"Well I do." Derek said. He leans over and kisses Stiles. "And only you."

"Will you stay here with me?" Stiles asked.

Derek nodded "Yeah I'll stay here with you."

…...

One hour later the house was empty, except for Stiles and Derek. They were still up in Stiles room. Derek was lying on top of Stiles under the covers. Their bodies covered in sweat as they made love for the first time. Stiles nails dug into Derek back and arms. Stiles felt like he was floating on air. He never thought his first time would feel so good. When he was with Derek he always felt like he was home. Caught up in the heat of the moment he pushed Derek onto his back. Moaning out when Derek's nails dug into his hips so hard it would bruise later. His hands gripped the headboard as Derek moved inside of him. His eyes closed and he let out a strangled moan as he came on Derek 's chest. Suddenly he was back on his back. He watched as Derek slowly pulled out of him and pulled off the condom. With fascination in his eyes he watched as Derek started moving his hand up and down. He even almost got hard again just by watching him.

…...

"Wow." Stiles said. "That was really...wow."

Derek chuckled. "I'm glad that you enjoyed it."

"Why?" Stiles said looking over at Derek. "Did you not enjoy it as much as I did?"

"Trust me when I say it never felt this good." Derek looked over at Stiles. "It was amazing Stiles, you were amazing."

Stiles looked away and blushed. "So were you." He moved closer to Derek and laid on his chest. He felt Derek's arms go around him and he smiled. Not long later they fell asleep.

…...

Stiles woke up some time later in different clothes. Looking around the room he saw the two windows were open and the sheets on his bed were changed. Wiping his face he started to get up but winched slightly. He smiled at the memory of a few hours ago. This was something he would never forget. Getting up he headed downstairs. He found Derek in the kitchen making food. "Hey when did you clean up?" He asked.

Derek smiled. "Stiles you were out cold in the bed. I tired waking you up but you wouldn't budge. I knew you'd be hungry when you woke up so I'm making us something to eat. I woke up hungry as hell my first time too."

"Is that normal?" Stiles asked sitting on the stool.

"I honestly don't know is it is but it use to happen to me a lot." Derek chuckled.

Stiles frowned. "Derek can I ask you a personal question?" He nodded so Stiles continued. "How many guys have you been with?" He looked away when Derek looked at him. "I don't mean to be nosy or anything and I'm sorry I just-"

"No it's okay." Derek said. "To be completely honest with you besides you I've only been with three other guys. Jake is my ex-boyfriend and he's been trying to get back together with me. That's what he was talking to me about in the halls. I know this might be hard to believe but I don't jump into bed with every hot guy I meet."

"So did you love any of them?" Stiles asked, afraid to hear the answer.

"Jake was the only one I loved." Derek said. "The other two it was all lust but that was a long time ago Stiles. Even if you weren't here I would never get back with him because it didn't work. I don't love him anymore."

Stiles decided to change the subject. "So do you have any plans for after graduation?"

Derek fixed Stiles a plate and sat it in front of him. "Not really." He said fixing his own plate and sat next to Stiles. "I want to say college but I'm not sure for what. What about you?"

"I don't think college is for me?" Stiles said. "Well not yet anyway. My mom wanted me to go to college because she never did and she wanted a better life for me." He looked down. "He use to always bring her down because she didn't go to college and he did. Part of me wants to prove him that I'm going to be something one day and another part wants to make my mom proud of me."

"I'm sure she is." Derek said. "When it comes to that time we'll figure all that out but for now I just want to be with you." He said smiling. He leans over and kisses Stiles. They sat there and ate the food that Derek cooked for them.

…...

That afternoon Stiles and Derek were sitting on the couch watching TV when the others came home. Isaac headed right for the kitchen.

"Man he could eat a whole house if he wanted to." Stiles said looking over at Danny. He looked away when Danny smiled at him, like he knew something.

Danny noticed how there was something different with Stiles and then it hit him. "Hey Stiles can you come upstairs there is something I want to show you."

"Yeah sure." Stiles said following him upstairs.

Jackson looked over at Derek who was staring back at him. "Um well I'm going to go to my room."

"Wait." Derek said. "Look I don't know why it's so hard for us to sit down and have a decent conversation but can we talk for a minute?"

Jackson sighed. "Fine." Just then Isaac walked in with a plate that had three sandwiches on it. "Dude seriously how can you eat so much and not gain one pound?"

"I don't know." Isaac said sitting next to Derek. "So what were you guys talking about?"

"Nothing." Jackson said going up to his room. He really wasn't in the mood to talk to Derek anyway.

…...

"So what was so important?" Stiles asked sitting on Danny's bed.

"Oh my god you totally had sex with Derek!" Danny yelled.

Stiles froze. "No I didn't." But the blush on his face gave him away. "Okay fine I had sex with him."

Danny squealed. "How was it?" He asked sitting next to him.

"I don't know I've never done it before but it was amazing." Stiles said. "He also told me that he's falling in love with me."

"What?" Danny said. "Well did you say anything back?"

Stiles shook his head. "No but I wanted too." He couldn't stop smiling.

"I'm so happy for you though." Danny said.

"I never felt like this before." Stiles said looking down. "It kind of scares me though."

"It scared me too." Danny said. "But it's also the best feeling in the world."

Stiles just smiled like a kid with candy. "Yeah."

A/N Thanks for reading and please review. The next chapter will be up soon.