That moment when you feel..
"I'd be better off dead."
SK
Something like Suicide
Night Fourteen- 045
Tuesday
Natsuki's gaze linger for a moment on the small pale body beside him. Rubbing his curly hair he tried to remember when he had met up with the cute blonde, but his memory seemed to fail him. He took a moment to look at his surroundings, not quite sure of where he was.
Maybe it was because they were so far away from a big city but the stars shown brightly against the white snow. His green eyes widened in awe at how pretty it was. Sure he had lived along time and been to many places but this was one of the sights that were normally invisible due to the advancement in the world. Even though the night sky was in clear view it seemed and if the trees over head loomed in to hide this spot
Until a small groan broke him from his trance, he had forgotten he wasn't alone. Blue hazy eyes looked up at the sky. At first, Natsuki didn't know what to say. He didn't know what he had already said.
But a snow-like hand caressed his face, as Kaoru softly said. "You look better in the moon light."
The vampire stared at the boy. It was strange, such a compliment from some one who had never see him in the day light... Yet, he couldn't help but feel a little flattered.
With a small chuckle, he brushed away some snow from the younger male's cheek.
Cecil'a green eyes skimmed the book that he happened to be holding. His leg bounce and fingers tapped and the hard cover. If it weren't so cold, he swore he would be sweating. For a mere moment he let himself glance at his boyfriend, Camus, who somehow remained completely calm and composed.
"Stop." Camus said. He didn't open his icy blue eyes as he took a sip of tea. His clothing as elegant as ever, hair styled perfectly.
Cecil's own brown hair made him look like he had just gotten out of bed. He often complained about Otoya's hair looking like that, knowing full well his looked the same. He also peered down at his own clothes. They were messy, worn, and rugged. Hand-me-downs for Reiji probably going to Otoya next.
Often times Cecil wondered how he ended up with the richest guy in the whole village. Camus could have anything or anyone he wanted. Yet, he chose Cecil. It made the younger of the two question their relationship. Of course they hadn't done anything like That, but Cecil couldn't help but to wonder. Out of everyone' why him?
Of course he could never ask his boyfriend. He was always to afraid of the answer. But thinking about it made him nervous, and his nerves going haywire pissed Camus off.
"I said stop." Camus' think blonde eyebrows furrowed, his voice even colder than it naturally sounded.
Almost instantly Cecil stopped drumming his book, the light thuds, fro were his heel would hit the floor, all but halted. His lips formed a frown. "Sorry."
With an exasperated sigh, the blonde haired man stood. He gently set his teacup on Cecil's, less than sanitary, nightstand. His stride somewhat fast, only so to make it before Cecil turned his head. His long, snowflake white, fingers tasseled the younger male's brown locks as he placed a soft kiss on his head. "Don't worry." His voice rich and silky, showing no signs of frustration.
The pale hand slid down over the brilliant green eyes, covering them completely. The blonde landed down further, resting his other arm around Cecil's neck. At first Cecil thought he would whisper sweet nothings in his eat to calm him down, like he had done so many times before, but this time he could feel his boyfriend's soft lips nibbling at his ear.
His breath hitch up. "M-my dad will b-be home soon."
Camus straightened with a frown. "Of course." With that he went back to his spot on Cecil's bed.
At first the brunette felt bad. He had probably turned the older one off for quite sometime with that. But if things went right they would have a whole week to themselves in Camus's house in Permafrost. So he just had to wait. Besides, Reiji was smart enough to never be walked on on by their father, Otoya didn't have a significant other, and Cecil didn't want to be the first one to see his dad's reaction.
Lucky as they were, Shining walked in moments later. Camus didn't even get to finish his tea. Like a lightning bolt, thought, he was up and out the door.
Cecil's jaw dropped. It took his all of thirty seconds to get up and follow his boyfriend, hoping he hadn't said anything wrong yet.
"Sure, why not!" Shining's voice boomed through the house as the brunette made it to the living room. "It's about time he stopped living only in that room of his. You kids have fun!"
Camus was shocked, and Cecil utterly dumbfounded. There was no way either of them thought the old man would say yes.
"But let Reiji know. I'm going out for the scouting party. Hopefully everyone is OK. Tell your brother that for me too."
"Y-yeah." Cecil nodded.
If only he would have known, if either of them knew, I can't help but to wonder if they would have still left for that trip. If any of us knew, would we have run away right then. Gone to Permafrost to escape? I guess it doesn't matter now. I still wonder how those two are. I don't see them often anymore... I wonder how long it's been since I've seen Cecil smile...