After Eddy's statement we ate in silence, even when we decided to watch a movie that I couldn't concentrate on. I sat in the couch of my livingroom and blankly stared at the actors that moved along the screen. My thoughts at wandered of to my past experiences with Nat. I replayed the events like a video tape in my mind all from the beginning..
I was sitting and reading in a library about quotes when I met Nathan Goldberg. Feeling a tap at my shoulder I looked behind me and upwards to meet the
gaze of a pair of curious blue eyes. His hair stood out with the teal color.
-Hello, can I help you?
I had asked silently.
-You dont know where there are any books about Microorganismes? Some people said you were knowledged about where most of the books are. Sorry if I bothered you cutie.
Blushing slightly I stood up and closed the book as i stood in front of the man.
-I actually do know where those are, its a bit hard explaining so if its alright, I could show you the way.
-Thanks!
When we were at the section that he was looking for the man started blurting out things most people didn't understand but of course he was smart and knew how to answer the teal haired person. At some point he had completely fallen for the person in front of him, just as much the teal haired had.
-I never got your name.
-Right!" Sorry about that, Names Nat! Full name is Nathan Goldberg.
-It was nice having a conversation with you Nathan. It would be rude if I didn't state my name to you, Names Edd but called double D and the full name is Eddward Vincent with two D's.
-Rad name Double Delicious.
We were walking towards the exit of the library late at night, before we went of, we exchanged phone numbers to keep in touch.
The air was chilly as I walked home, my phone buzzed and I picked it up, not so much to my surprise it was Nat.
"you up for cofé ?"
-"I would love to"
"Tomorrow around evening?
-"Sure, where should we meet?"
"you heard about Joker's Cafe?"
-"Yes, shall we meet there?"
"Yep. I'll text you when im done with work so we can meet up"
-"sounds lovely, Good night Nat."
"Night cutie!"
That night I had a hard time sleeping due to being excited about tomorrow's events.
The day went by, Nat was done with what he now was working with and I was ready to head out. We managed to meet up and we talked as we had known each other for centuries. Not to long after that Nat would invite me to more places and eventually he managed to slip me around his finger completely. Things were great and I was as happy as I could be when he asked me out. My whole being felt warm whenever he came over. the way his hands caressed my whole being the way he made me feel like I was on cloud 9, everything he did was for me and my eyes only, he made me feel special. And when I was down he rushed over, one time almost breaking the door down to just do something stupid to make me laugh until my stomach and cheeks hurt. it lasted for 2 whole years. Those two years felt like an eternity. Unfortunately he did something i could never forgive him for, he cheated on me for a girl. I knew he was pansexual but it hurted,
even if it was a one night stand because she had pleaded for Nat to do it with her with tears stained eyes, he actually went and cheated on me for some slut. And he thought I wouldn't find out, but words travel faster than one knows. I was heart broken and went into depression for who knows how long, I even thought about suicide for more than one time in my life. I could still remember everything clearly. I had sat by my reinforced front door with Nat banging on it pleading to open it. But I sat there crying while blocking my ears only to hear my hearts thumping and hurting feeling in my chest. The sorrys and sobs echoed in my whole being. after that I broke up with Nat and didn't see him since then, but then suddenly showing up at my doorstep was something I wasn't prepared for...