I removed the blanket that was placed over my legs and stood up.
-Sorry, im not feeling to well..
-You need anything D?
-Umh. No thank you. Some rest will probably help.
I was actually starting to break down silently, but I didn't want Kevin to know. I walked silently went to my room and undressed and laid down in my bed. I kept my eyes on the lights coming of from the Tv thru the door spring and then at the shadow that stood in front of my door.
the silhouette showed Kevin's built after a few pacing steps he knocked.
-Yes?
The door opened and then closed behind Kevin as he stepped inside, due to the darkness I couldn't read his expression so I stretched for the lamp standing on top of my nightstand but my hand got stopped by his.
-Kevin.
He let go and I turned it on. His expression was unreadable.
-Edd, you really need to tell my why you broke down like that.
-Kev-
-I know you don't want to talk about it, but it really aint easy for me to watch you cry, not once have I'vee seen you so god damn hurt and broken down.
I knew that Kevin tried to break thru my shell that I builded up to protect myself from the past pain to come back but Kevin was different.
He had managed to crack my shell and pull me out bit for bit, that was something that scared me a little that he managed to break in so quickly. Eddy and Ed already know about Nat and me but I still hadn't told them who it was by the door, so why would I tell Kevin.
Then the rustling of clothes caught my attention, it was Kevin and he was sitting on his knees with a determined expression. Knowing that one only goes down to the knees if they really mean it broke me even more.
-K-Kevin..
-...I-i...I will tell y-you..But...I dont want any questions after I told you...Okey?.
-Promise.
He crossed his heart and sat down on the bed, pulling at the fabric of my White T-shirt I prepared myself to tell Kevin everything even that Nat came over. after 2 minutes of silence I opened my mouth to tell my story.
-It started when...