I sat speechless on Edd's bed thinking over what he just had told me. Sweat threatened to fall down my forehead, he had described it in detail like he was there, right now in the present. Had he even thought about me for a second while I stepped into his life? had he felt the desire for me as I have for him? Was I forcing him with my selfishness? Because clearly I doubt that Edd would want to start a relationship right now when the guy was invading his life once again.

-Edd, did you feel ..forced when I kissed you?.

-N-NO!" THAT ISN'T THE CASE...I-I..Just don't know right now..Okay?...But im 100% sure that I do not feel forced or anything of that sort.

Some sort if relief welled over me when Edd said that, for a while I was worried.

-Thank goodness. Well...Thanks for telling me dude.

Edd nodded and I could see a tiny smile appearing on that cute face. I stood up from the soft bed that I would rather lay down in myself and pin Edd under me in, but I knew better than following my stupid animalistic instincts. Edd was having a hard time right now so the least I wanted was for Edd to feel uncomfortable or tense. Turning to look at Edd was the last thing I did before exiting the room and sliding down the wall beside the door. The control I had over this whole deal was about 1% out of 100%, atleast thats what it felt like. But one thing I wanted to find out was who that Nathan was, and I knew who may know him. Nazz. My Bi ex girlfriend, she knew almost everyone in this huge city, believe it or not. Even I was surprised when Nazz called me and said that she had moved to the exact city I was moving to, but not by herself. With Marie, they got into a relationship not to long after we broke up apparently. Picking up my phone from my pocket I stood up and went towards the kitchen the furthest room away from the dorks and Edd. I dialed the numbers as I walked to the kitchen. The beeping from the phone was a torture for me.

BEEP BEEP BEEP.-

-Hi Kevin! Whats up?.

-Uhh, Hi Nazz, you seem happy.

-Of course, you see Marie just gave me tic-

-Yeah yeahhh, so I need your help.

I leaned on the counter as I switched the phone to my other ear.

-RUDE...Depends on what you need.

-Do you happen to know who Nathan Goldberg is?.

-Who doesn't! Why? you interested? Sorry pal, he's interested in someone else.

-Umh, no. kind of just needed to know a few things.

Oh his stalker senses was tingling or was he one of those yandere people deep inside.

-First, who's he interested in?

-You're acting weird dude...But, he hasn't told me even though were close he wont say a single thing, Only that he did the shitties thing to that guy and he totally regret everything and wanted to go back in time. Its kind of sad seeing him being depressed, first he can be all "Yeah parrttyy" Then he goes "Someone stab me and tell "him" him sorry." Its really strange that you actually ask that y know because hes been deep in the mud the past few weeks.

-Thanks Nazz.

-No problem dude!" But I really want to know, why u interested in him?

-A Friend wanted to know if he had someone..

-...You're lying arent you.

-Nope.

-Hmm...Oh I almost forgot! He was reading the news when he went into the mud again, and I totally believe that had something to do with what that person he likes so I checked out what he was reading and guess what! He likes a SUPER ADORABLE Top notch writer. Not everyday someone meets someone like that rig-
Kevin you still listening?.

-Y-Yeah, Um Nazz. you don't happen to have that news thingy still do you?

-Your lucky, Marie saved the newspaper she was going to use it for something for our cat, RIGHT KEVIN! WE GOT A CAT!" You need to mee-

-Can I have it?

-I'll ask her. MARIE!

Shuffling was heard in the background and the phone switched to Marie.

-yeah?

-Sup, you had a paper about a writer somewhere right?

-What about it.

-Can I have it?

-Sure, I guess..Where ya wanna meet up?

-Is it possible right now?

-Hey, Its in the middle of the night.

-Dont care.

-Geez fine, i'll send you the address. Bye.

the phone shut off and immediately a message popped up,

"ChesireP South 3f."

Jogging I went to the hallway and got dressed, before making it out the dorks had to ask.

-Where ya going?

-You want to be be kidnapped Kevin? The shadow monsters live their night as we do in the days you know!.

-Just going home for a short while, tell Edd I wont be long in case he asks.

With that I was out the door.