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Fear crossed her face and before she could think anything else she hear a thud, her head hitting the ground and her sight went black.

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Misaki pov

Uhhh my head hurts. But wait I am missing something... and then it all sink in. My eyes snapped open and first thing I realized was the strange surroundings, something like warehouse. But I didn't had much time to take in the surroundings as soon afterwards when my mind cleared I realized my own position. I was lying on the floor on my side and my hands were tied behind my back. I could hear some voices from somewhere. I strained my ears to hear more closely. I realized it were voices of three men and my instincts told me who they were. I needed to get out of their and that too fast. I gathered all my strength and was about to pull the ropes apart when I felt a sharp pain in my forearm, like a honey bee sting. I turned on my back and saw three faces, faces that I could never forget, their giggling hovering all around me.

I laid there staring at their faces blankly, because I couldnt even muster enough strength to make a face at them. Whatever they had injected me with had rendered me motionless. So I just lay there. But every move was crystal clear to my eyes.

I could see when two of the three guys back off and the third one lean in closer to me, kneeling beside me. He placed both his arm on my either side and bent in and in, his smile getting bigger with the closing distance. He stopped just an inch away from my face, his breath washed through my face and then he forced his lips on mine.

His lips were harsh, they were grazing mine greedily. I felt his tounge against my lips and soon found them forcing their way into my mouth. I could feel every touch and every cell in my body repeled it but my brain couldnt bring my hands to shove him off. I couldnt resist when his tounge danced inside my mouth, roaming around like bees around sweet. He brought his hand and groped my boobs and squeezed them hard. If I could have I would have screamed but now I lay there expressionless.

I was well aware when he ripped my clothes apart and my conscience was screaming to act, to run but all I could do was stare. Unable to even close my eyes as tears rolled down my face.

I could feel and couldn't have repeled any more every one of the kiss that he landed on any and every part of my body. Couldn't have felt less painful when he went about giving me hickeys all over. Not because of the drug they injected me with but because it was nothing compare to what I was feeling inside.

His every move made me think of Usui. What would he think? Would he leave me? He always told me to be more careful. What could have gone wrong if I had just screamed when I had the chance? But now I just laid there like a dead body or even worse, guilt killing me inside.

When I felt the pain in between my legs I felt the worse would be over soon. It will all be over and he would just leave me alone for better or worse. But I was far from it.

When he was satisfied after doing it about for a quite a good time he sat on my stomach and gave me an evil smile. For last time he sucked on my boobs and bit them and then let go of me. I saw him retreating and prepared myself to face my guilt. But I didnt got much time for that because from corner of my eyes I saw one of the other two man coming. They bumped their shoulder's in friendly manner and gave each other a lustful grin. The other man looked towards me and I braced myself, for now I knew it wasn't ending anytime soon

I didn't know how long I have slept there naked but when my eyes open again I was able to move. Due to my tied hands I knew they would come back again and so I mustered the courage left in me and freed myself from the ropes. I got up and dressed myself from whatever was left and menatally prepared the tactics. I knew those three bastards should be somewhere around so I needed to get a hold of myself. I took in the warehouse and finding it empty made my way through the door. My legs aching bad but I ignored the pain. Outside I found it as silent as inside so I ran towards the road.

The road gave two directions, but from one side sound of waves could be heard so I ran to apposite direction. I ran widely around the city reading board and directions, not stopping eventhough my lungs ran out of air. Even if I die now it would be my least of bothers but those bastards won't be the reason for it.

I found the subway and got into the train. Once in train I sat in an empty coach and hugged myself tightly, letting the tears fall. Why am I always such a fool? What would I say to others? No they shouldn't know they would be worried. But Usui? He has the right to know? Or should I simply breakup? But that wouldn't be fair? Doesn't matter he would leave me when he would come to know. But I need him... Tears flowed uncontrollably and I sat there trying to get a hold but failing horribly.

My stop came and I got out. It was still dark and I walked home. Dragged myself would be more appropriate to say. In this safe region, when all the fear was gone, only guilt was left behind.

When I got into my home I found suzuna and mom sleeping. It was good. I looked at the watch and it showed 3:30 in morning. I still went to the bathroom and filled the tub with cold water.

I shrugged my torn clothes and made a mental note to dispose them. I stepped in the tub and sat in letting the cool water wash my sore parts. I brought my legs to my chest and sealed them in position with my hands. I blankly stared at the water. Three faces feeling my vision again and again. Smiles that I hate most in my life flashing in front of my eyes. My eyes bleeding tear.

I felt a sudden urge to scratch myself, to scratch the feeling that was lingering on my body. I let go of my hands and laid down in the tub on my back, my face submerged under water.

The scenes from before flashed again. Their pleased face making me feel even more disgusted. A feeling of insects crawling all over my body wouldn't leave even beneath the water. My lungs burned for air, but I didn't move an inch. With lungs my brain burned with the images like it was being washed with acid. A strong and burning acid. My eyes remained open and from under the water I could see the ceiling and on it I literary saw a video of a helpless girl being raped by three guys, again and again, again and again, so many times that she even lost the count. My lung screamed for air and I gulped in water, but i didn't come out.