Chapter Nine AN: sorry, my last chapter was SUPER short. I wanted to leave you guys with a cliff hanger. So, I'm reading this really amazing fan fiction. It's called The Fangirl Factor and it's totally amazing. The author is the coolest person in the world and she told everyone reading her story about mine so, if you haven't started it, READ IT! Thanks everyone for reviewing! Bye! -Georgia

When I saw his face a little clearer I let out a sad noise. He turned around. "Dan?" I choked out, tears dripping down my face.

"Les. No. It's not- I'm not- It's not what you think."

"What? It's not that my boyfriend is cheating on me?" I was angry now. "He wasn't on the porch, kissing some other girl? How could it not be what I think?" I turned to leave

"Leslie-" He managed out. "Wait."

"Why Dan? Why. I loved you. Even worse, I thought you loved me too."

"I do-"

"I don't want to hear it. Goodbye Daniel." I said turning. As I left, I heard a noise of pain.

I was sobbing as I ran up to the bathroom, closed the door, and cried. After sobbing for a good 8 minutes, the door opened. Carrie walked in and saw me sitting there. "Wait- are you crying? Where's Dan? Do you want me to find him?"

"No. Dan- he was cheating on me." I sobbed.

"Dan? Really? Where is he, I need to go beat him into a pulp."

"No, Carrie it's fine. I just don't know what will happen if I see him again. And I live right down the hall."

"Oh hun. Me and Louise will take you home."

We walked out and hailed a cab. Louise looked at me sadly. "And you two were so perfect for each other."

"No. No we weren't because he didn't love me. He made up everything. He doesn't and never has loved me."

"I think he did and there was just a mistake." At the moment Carrie stopped speaking, we pulled up to the building.

"I really don't think so Carrie. He betrayed me twice. I need to go, thanks for the ride."

"No problem, Leslie." They both said as I closed the door.

I walked up to my apartment, completely miserable. How could Dan do that? The elevator doors opened and I saw someone sitting by my door. I sighed when I saw it was Dan. He turned his head.

"Leslie! You're back! I was so worried that something happened and you were like murdered or something. Are you okay?"

I rolled my eyes and started unlocking the door. I stepped in the apartment and turned to close the door. Dan stopped it with his hand. "I won't go until you let me talk."

"Just go away Dan. You don't love me, why are you trying so hard?"

"Les-" His voice cracked. "I love you. More than you know."

"You want me to get hurt again, don't you? You have no idea how painful it is to see the person you love kiss someone else. I know I was just joking before but now I see, I do deserve someone better. Now go away Dan." I slammed the door in his face.

I slumped down against the door, hearing his cries of sadness and frustration. They broke my heart even more. I sobbed for god knows how long. How could he do that to me? I was led on. I thought we were in love and I thought he was a good person who cared about me but obviously not.

I sat down and turned on the TV. Supernatural was still in the DVD player so I turned on season 2. Dan and I had only finished season 1. I pressed play and watched the episode. The episode that came on was about a monster who dressed as a clown and then tricked children into inviting them into their houses and then ate their parents. It was actually just what I needed. A show about death. I continued watching until I finished 8 more episodes. It was 3 am. I pulled on my pajamas. Earlier I had taken off the dress and shoved it into the closet. I had been sitting in my bathrobe the whole time. I turned on Netflix and scrolled through until I found the perfect movie. Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog.

So you see, this movie is the saddest movie EVER. Dr. Horrible is a wannabe villain who has a huge crush on this girl named Penny. Captain Hammer is his nemesis and he uses Penny to make Dr. Horrible jealous. It turns out really sad. I cried. It's a musical so I (of course) sang along with every single song. I cried even at the beginning because Dr. Horrible is obviously in love with Penny. It isn't fair. Love is obviously a real thing, you see it everywhere.

Then, I did one of the stupidest things I could have done. I turned on Youtube. In the box, I put danisnotonfire. I clicked on his channel and jumped when I heard Dan's voice. It was his channel trailer.

"Sex." Dan said first thing in his video to get everyone's attention. I grinned. That was something he would do.

I sat down and I watched some of his videos. My absolute favorite was photo booth challenge. It was so hilarious. I also loved all of the Philisnotonfire's. I felt weird that I was only just now watching them but before, I felt weird watching while I was still with Dan because it felt like I was being a little over obsessive. And Dan wouldn't watch them with me because he claimed he sounded like a creepy pedophile guy on the internet that was just making a fool of himself. I still couldn't believe how much he told his fans. Basically he just told everyone about how much of a fail he was. He even had a whole segment called "Reasons Why Dan's A Fail (yay)". I felt better after watching them.

I went to his twitter and saw a tweet at the top saying that he was going to do an impromptu live show. I clicked the link and saw Dan's face pop up. He looked sad as he was going over his Spotify update. I made up an alias and typed in the comments 'Dan, why do you look so sad?'

Dan looked up. "Bryony Howell- nice last name-" Dan laughs then his face sobers up. "I made a big mistake with someone I really care about." Dan was choking up. "Phil? Come talk to the people. Okay guys, I'll be right back, Phil will keep you entertained"

"Hi guys!" Phil said. "Alex I. says 'What's wrong with Dan. You see guys, he made a mistake and he lost someone he loves. L, if you're watching this-" I had to turn it off. I was hurt, I couldn't let myself feel bad for him.

I ended up crying my self to sleep and didn't wake up for a while.

AN: Oh my god, this was so hard to write. I had a little help though. The latest chapter of The Fangirl Factor was really sad. I swear I have an obsession with that fan fiction. Sorry if I'm mentioning it a lot, the latest chapter is driving me crazy. AMY IF YOU ARE READING THIS, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE UPDATE.