A/N: Hey everyone. I hope you enjoy this chapter! :) Also this song in the story is from Carly Rae Jepson and it's called This Kiss. I will try to update as soon as I can so look forward to the update. :D Also I do want to say something. Lindsay and Draco won't stay in the relationship forever. Probably in the next few chapter they will be split up. Sadly. I just guess I have been forgetting to break if off with those too. I am sorry about that. Anyways enjoy.

It's been some weeks now sense I talked to Matthew. Everyone asked me what happened to me? Why I am so quiet? But I just smile and tell them I have things on my mind. To be honest, I had shut down. It felt as if my eyes were opened for the first time and everything I knew was a lie. Teachers tried talking to me but they also knew that I had a spell put on my mind. Only they didn't know that my mom had been doing it for years. I guess it's why I was having those panic attacks.

Rumors went around that I must be controlling the weather for the colder the days became, the more I become distant. I barely speak and I sit on my bed studying.

"Mia!" Snowflake shouted. My head shot up from my book.

"What?" I snapped. I sigh before correcting myself, "Sorry, what do you need?"

"What are you doing? It's Christmas break and you are studying!" Snowflake said.

"I know." I mumbled, looking back down.

"Anyways! I finally finished my song. You want to hear it!" Snowflake smiled. Closing my book, I smiled before giving her a nod. I remember when she started writing that song. Apparently she had been working on it sense summer.

"And please don't get mad." Snowflake said and bit her lip.

"Why would I get mad?" I asked. Snowflake smiled weakly and pulled out her guitar. She strung a few notes before singing.

I went out last night

I'm going out tonight again

Anything to capture your attention

And she's a real sweet girl

And you know I got a boy

Details we both forgot to mention

And you, I always know where you are

And you always know where I am

We're taking it way too far

But I don't want it to end

[Chorus]

This kiss is something I can't resist

Your lips are undeniable

This kiss is something I can't risk

Your heart is unreliable

Something so sentimental

You make so detrimental

And I wish it didn't feel like this

Cause I don't wanna miss this kiss

I don't wanna miss this kiss

You know you're just my type

And your eyes are lock and key

To my heart, tempting my confession

And you're a real hot thing

But you know I've got a boy somewhere

So can you feel the tension?

And you, I'm dancing to where you are

And your dancing to where I am

We're taking it way too far

But I don't want it to end

[Chorus]

But if you ask me to I couldn't, I couldn't, I

You lean in closer and I shouldn't, I shouldn't, I

But if you ask me to I couldn't, I couldn't, I

I shouldn't, I shouldn't

I don't wanna miss this kiss

[Chorus]

Finishing the song, she looked up at me before speaking, "It's because of your relationship with Draco I was able to finish the song."

Next thing I knew, tears streamed down my face and I felt like my chest was caving in. Two arms rapped around my shoulders and pulled me in. Knowing it's Snowflake, I hug her and cry. I don't even know why I was crying. All I knew was that I felt something and it's been a long time sense I had.

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It was finally Christmas morning but for me it felt like another day. I wondered down the hall of the lonely castle. Not many people stay during Christmas break and I wouldn't blame them. Even I don't want to be here but it's better than facing Clare right now.

I was watching the ground when I was wondering the halls so when someone grabbed my hand and pulled me into a room, I had no idea who it was. I tried to pull away but they ended up holding me from behind.

"Hufflepuff! Calm down." A familiar voice whispered in my ear.

"Draco?" I said. He let go of me and I turned around.

"Merry Christmas." He said softly. After that last kiss we had, we agreed that are feelings were lust and we probably shouldn't act on them anymore. I knew my feeling were a bit more then lust but maybe it's only one sided.

"What are you doing here? You should be with Lindsay." I whispered. Draco moved some hair that was in my face behind my ear.

"I have some things I have to do first. Also I wanted to give you this." He said and pulled a book out of his bag. When I saw it, I gasped. Beauty and the Beast.

"Where did you get that? I have been missing it for months." I said and grabbed it. He let me take it and shrugged his shoulders.

"I think you left it in the Slytherin common room or something." He said. I threw my arms around him and kissed his cheek before pulling him into another hug. Finally, I release him and held the book to my chest.

"I don't see why you like that book so much. It's a ridiculous love story too." He said.

"I have my reasons, and I find the story beautiful. Beauty falling in love with a beast. He was hated and feared yet the kindest person saw something no one else saw." I said, with my eyes fixed on him, "She saw beauty in his darkness."

"It sounds even more ridiculous when you put it that way," He smirked. I smacked him lightly in the arm.

"You are ridiculous!" I said and turned towards the door. I opened the door only 4 inches before it slammed shut.

"What are you doing?" I raised my voice and turned around. Draco stood there smirking with his hand on the door.

"Wait, the fun is just beginning." He said.

"Perv," I said.

"It's good to see you are somewhat back to normal." He said.

"I don't think things will ever be normal again." I paused, "especially me. I should probably go."

I might have said I should go but I actually had no intensions of moving. Draco moved his hand from the door.

"Leave then." He said. Typical guy.

"Fine." I turned towards the door and put my hand on the handle.

"Hufflepuff." Draco whispered. I turned around and looked at him. His gaze was above us so I followed his gaze. I felt my breath caught in my throat. Above us was a mistletoe. I couldn't take my eyes off it. A hand touched my cheek causing me to peer down at him.

"We told ourselves no," I told him.

"We can't break a Christmas tradition," he whispered. I felt my heart beat faster as he stepped closer pinning me to the door. My hand left the door knob before I touched the fabric at the end of the jacket.

"I'm sorry Draco but I can't. I can't keep doing this to Lindsay." I mumbled before letting go of the fabric.

"Right." He said and took a step back. Instead of taking his hand of right away, his hand slid slowly down my cheek before his hand found the door knob. I don't move from the spot when I heard the door knob click. The song flood in my mind that Snowflake wrote. She was right, this kiss was something I can't resist. Also it's something shouldn't do but sometimes I just can't help ourselves. Maybe what I am felt for him was just lust.

Dropping my book, I grabbed Draco's jacket and pulled him in. One of his arm rapped around my waist and the other behind my head.

Just as his lips were going to touch mine, I whispered, "This has to be the last time."