There Goes My Life
Chapter 31-Heavy Decisions
A doorbell was heard as he sat and watched TV. Wondering who could be visiting him out the blue he answered the door. As he peeked out, he was shocked who was on the other side. "Didn't expect to see you here" he said as he looked at her with a small smile. "Can I please come in? I think we need to talk." She said as he shook his head yes and let her in.
Paul's Apartment
A cry was heard throughout the apartment from a bouncy seat. "She must be getting frustrated with the seat. I'm about to put her down for a nap so we can keep talking", Paul said as he picked up Aurora from her seat. A.J shook her head and sat back on the couch. Paul returned and cuddled with A.J. "Are you enjoying yourself?" smiled Paul. A.J smiled and kissed his cheek. "I most definitely am!" said A.J as she leaned into Paul. I love being with you! This just feels so right" said A.J as she caressed Paul's cheek. Paul swallowed hard as he felt an overwhelming feeling to do something he knew he would regret later. Paul kissed A.J passionately and then deeply. A.J responded and kissed back. He lifted A.J up to straddle him and they ended up in a heavy make-out session. Paul pulled back and gave her a peck. "Come on, let's go upstairs" said Paul as he smirked at her.
Andrew's House
Stephanie relaxed on Andrew's couch, while Andrew prepared them a snack. "Remember when I used to do this for you all the time?" asked Andrew with a smile. "Yeah, I miss those days" said Stephanie with a tear forming. Andrew heard the sadness when she said that and walked closer to her. "Are you ok?" asked Andrew as he sat next to Stephanie and caressed her cheek. "I don't know! It's like some days I am great, and other days I feel like, 'why is this happening to me?'", cried Stephanie. "Is it because of what happened a few days back, because I am so sorry…?" Andrew replied before he was cut off. "You don't have to apologize! I was just to blame as you were. I just miss the days where it was just peaceful, with no stress. I didn't have arguments with somebody every other week, I didn't have to take care of anybody but myself and I didn't have to worry about having any more responsibilities thrown at me! I just hate this so much that it makes me want to jump off a bridge or better yet, just run away and never come back to this stupid place! I just need someone to make me feel like I am worth something to this world. I need to feel like I have a reason to be here, other than causing chaos in everyone's life!" cried Stephanie. "What about Aurora? She could be your reason to live, to push on and to keep going strong?" asked Andrew. "I used to think she was until I started making her life horrible too. What baby should have to go through arguing parents and grandparents that secretly wish you weren't born or even thought of? No child should, but my little girl has to go through hell every day and she doesn't even notice it! All she knows is she is hungry, need a diaper change or just someone to talk to her. I feel bad for when she gets older and understands what is going on around her. Will she blame me for bringing her into this mess of a life or maybe her father for just contributing to getting her here? I just don't know what to do anymore" vented Stephanie as she leaned into Andrew. Andrew held her close as she cried in his arms. He didn't know what to say to make her feel better, so he did the only thing he knew how. He moved closer and slowly leaned into Stephanie. Stephanie responded and leaned into him and they met in a lingering kiss that became deeper. Andrew began to caress her hips as he kissed her deeper. Stephanie pushed Andrew down on the couch and straddled him as they continued their make-out session.
Paul's Apartment
Paul was grinding against A.J as he entwined their hands above her head and kissed her deeper. A.J responded by grinding back and then pushed Paul back. She took off her shirt and then pulled off Paul's. They twisted around until A.J was on top and then they continued their making out.
Andrew's House
Andrew grabbed Stephanie's hips and grinded her against him. Stephanie moaned and sat up to take her shirt off. She smirked at Andrew as she dipped her finger tips slowly under his shirt as she teased him. Andrew groaned and took off his shirt and sat up and pushed Stephanie back. He sucked on her neck as he brought his fingers lower to unzip her shorts. He unzipped them slowly and dipped his hand in her panties. He used his middle finger to play with her clit. He rubbed it slowly and gently as he sucked on neck at the same pace. Stephanie leaned her neck back in pleasure at the feeling.
Paul's Apartment
A.J kissed down Paul's chest and went lower and lower with every kiss. She kept Paul's gaze as she used her teeth to unzip his jeans. She pulled them down and took out Paul's member. She gave it a nice and gentle stroke before taking it into her mouth.
Andrew's Apartment
Andrew brought that finger lower and entered her with it. Stephanie gasped as she felt another one go in too. He curled his fingers inside of her and started to increase his pace. As he slowly started to increase his pace, he put his forehead to Stephanie's and kept her gaze. Stephanie was about to cum right then and there at this pace. The feeling became too much and those once quiet moans soon turned to loud moans, screams and shudders. Andrew didn't stop until he didn't hear another moan. Stephanie was out of breath from that orgasm. She felt completely sensitive down there to him even slightly tapping it made her want to scream. Andrew took off her shorts as he unzipped his shorts. Stephanie removed his hand from his shorts and removed them herself. She then grabbed his member and stroked it at a steady pace. Andrew leaned his head down next to Stephanie's and buried his head in Stephanie's neck. He thrust into her hands as she stroked his member and groaned louder with each thrust.
Paul's House
A.J felt Paul was close and took him as deep as he could go and then sped up the pace of the stroking and sucking. Paul couldn't take anymore and grabbed her by her hair and pulled her up before they had a messy situation. He grabbed her and kissed her. Flipping them over, Paul got on top and took off A.J's shorts. As Paul kissed her, he got ready to enter her. He opened his dresser looking for his condoms. When he found them, he picked them up and what lied underneath, made him regret what he was doing now. There laid a picture of him and Stephanie on their anniversary date. He put the condoms back in the drawer and cussed under his breath. A.J heard him and sat up worried. "Are you ok?" asked A.J. Paul shook his head and got up from the bed. "Yeah, I'm fine! I just don't think we should do this anymore. I think you should go. I don't want to be mean, but I just need to be alone right now" said Paul as he ran his fingers through his hair. A.J was so confused! She didn't understand what just happened. One minute, they were going to have sex, and the next he wants to be alone! "Ok, just call me when you feel better!" said A.J as she got dressed and walked out the door. Paul nodded and laid back on his bed thinking.
Andrew's House
Andrew began to breathe hard as Stephanie started to stroke it faster. He gripped the corners of the couch ready to explode. He kissed Stephanie hard and grabbed her hands above her head. He used two fingers and fingered her roughly. Stephanie was panting as he thrust those fingers into her. He then pulled out stood up. He leant down and picked up Stephanie. Stephanie wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck as he carried her into his bedroom. Andrew grabbed his condoms off his dresser and put one on. He threw Stephanie onto his bed and then jumped on top of her. Stephanie giggled as he pulled her down to him. He positioned himself at her entrance and intertwined their fingers together. Andrew looked Stephanie in the eyes as he entered her. Stephanie arched her back as he entered her and moaned. Andrew slowly moved in and out for Stephanie to get use to him. When he felt Stephanie begging him to go faster, he thrust into her harder. "Andrew! Yes! Please! Yes! Don't stop! Umm you feel so good!" moaned Stephanie as Andrew kept thrusting. "Stephanie you feel amazing! Shit! I'm about to explode into that pussy right now! You like that huh?!" groaned Andrew! Stephanie hissed as he lifted her leg up and thrusted deeper into her. Stephanie screamed as she felt herself cumming…
Stephanie woke up and checked the clock on Andrew's dresser. It was 1 am and she knew she had to get home. She turned around on the bed to see if Andrew was still sleep. When she saw that he was, she carefully got up and put her clothes back on. She walked towards the front door and took a deep breath before slowly opening the door and walking out.
Paul's Apartment
Paul heard someone coming into his apartment and checked the time. When he saw what time it was, he jumped up and checked to see who it could've been walking into his house this late. When he turned on the lights, he saw Stephanie getting some water from the kitchen, with her purse still on her shoulder. Why is she getting in so late? Paul cleared his throat as he walked closer to Stephanie. Stephanie jumped and almost dropped her water. "Jeez Paul, you scared me!" said Stephanie as she finished her glass of water and put it in the sink. "Well, you scared me! Why are you getting home so late?" asked Paul curiously. Stephanie shrugged her shoulders and walked out the kitchen. "I lost track of time with an old friend" said Stephanie as she walked towards the living room. "What old friend?" asked Paul. Stephanie began to get frustrated with all the questions. "What's with the 20 questions? I don't have to answer to you! We are not married!" screamed Stephanie. Paul began to get angry. "Actually you do! Especially if you are walking into MY house at this time of night!" screamed Paul. Stephanie rolled her eyes and headed towards the nursery. Paul got angry she was ignoring him and grabbed her arm tightly and pulled her back to him. "Ow! Paul, you are hurting me!" cried Stephanie. "Tell me where you were!" said Paul menacingly. Stephanie tried to pull away from Paul but he had a really tight grip on her. "I was with Andrew! OK!" cried Stephanie. Paul let go of her and stepped back from her. "What! Why were you with him?" asked Paul. Stephanie looked away from him and replied. "We were just talking" said Stephanie. Paul got in her face. "Oh really?! Then why do I smell his sweat and your guilt all over you!" screamed Paul. Stephanie felt a tear fall as she looked at Paul. "We slept together! There! Is that what you want!" screamed Stephanie. "How could you?" said Paul. "What? Sleep with someone else?! I am SINGLE, remember! I can sleep with whoever I want!" screamed Stephanie. "OK, well if you feel that way then you can leave!" screamed Paul. Stephanie stood there and stared at him in disbelief and then began to laugh. "What is so funny?" asked Paul as he folded his arms across his chest. "You are angry with me for sleeping with Andrew, when I know you and your precious girlfriend had some fun here too!" screamed Stephanie. "Really! A.J and I didn't do anything. We got hot and heavy, but nothing more and nothing less. I couldn't stop thinking about you and how that would hurt you so I sent her home" said Paul in a gentle tone. Stephanie stared at him like he had two heads. "So you are telling me that when you guys were getting hot and heavy, you didn't think that would hurt me!" screamed Stephanie. Paul shrugged his shoulders. "I don't see how that matters when you spread your legs for Andrew, while I am here with our daughter!" said Paul matter of factly. Stephanie looked shocked. "Are you seriously doing this right now? All those times I was pregnant with our daughter and you was spreading Melina's legs! Or how you admit to getting hot and heavy with our daughter in the same house! At least I did what I wanted away from her!" screamed Stephanie. Paul didn't know what else to say so he just gave up. "What! Cat got your tongue! I had sex with Andrew and I am not ashamed either! I did what I wanted and it felt right!" screamed Stephanie. Paul turned to her. "I don't care anymore, Steph! I'm done! We had a good run! You have an amazing time with Andrew and next time I will remember to not stop A.J. Good night, Stephanie and I hope you sleep well" said Paul as he turned and walked away. "Paul shook his head and walked towards his room to get dressed and then headed towards the door. "Where are you going?" asked Stephanie. Paul smirked at her. "I don't have to tell you where I'm going! It's like we're married, right?!" replied Paul as he continued towards the door and left. Stephanie knew this would happen just not that bad of a reaction. She rubbed her bruised arm as she grabbed a blanket from the laundry room and lay down on the couch. She knew, from this day forward, hard decisions will have to be made.
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