This is the second chapter of that old story I worked on. I believe I was about 15 when I wrote this? xD Well, I hope you enjoy, oh, and here's a link to my deviantART:
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The Russian looked the Latvian over, "You look exhausted," he said in a childish voice and giggled slightly. "How about I take you to your room and help you into some bed wear? Sound good, Da~?" He waited for a response. A few minutes later with still no answer Russia pulled his pants up, and slipped on his coat, not bothering to button it, and picked the Latvian up, leaving his gloves on the desk. He walked up the cellar stairs, yawning. He then remembered he had locked the door and grumbled. "Latvia Could you unlock and open the door for me ?"
Russia sighed when Latvia did nothing and kicked the door open. He didn't care if he broke it, he'll just get Estonia to get another one for him. He walked down the hall with the Latvian in his arms, bridal style. He turned to the Baltic's rooms and pushed the door open seeing the other two Baltic's in the room as well. Both of them stood when seeing him and their naked brother.
Russia set the Latvian on the bed the Baltic brothers shared and went to get some clean bed wear for him. Estonia and Lithuania immediately went over to their brother once Russia had turned away, asking him if he was alright. Latvia nodded with droopy eyes.
Then Russia came back from the dresser with white pajamas. "Move " He said to Lithuania and Estonia. Both of them moved aside as Russia sat next to Latvia showing him what he has picked out. Latvia nodded, okay with what he had picked and slowly sat up, wincing and crying out in pain. Lithuania got behind his brother and let Latvia lean against him. Russia slipped the top on, buttoning up along with putting on his boxers and pants.
Lithuania pulled Latvia to his side of the bed and laid him down, he winced at screeching sound his brother made, then looked at Russia with hate in his eyes. Russia stood, walking out of the room and called back to Estonia, "I need a new door for the cellar. I broke it taking Latvia here." Estonia grumbled and called back to him, "I'll get right on it sir!" After Russia had gone out of sight Estonia crawled onto the bed looking at Latvia.
Lithuania covered his brother up, and petted his hair. Latvia looked at the both of them and smiled weakly at the two of them. He had such nice and caring brothers. "Are you okay Latvia ?" Estonia asked. He got a nod from the other in response. Estonia sighed, "Well, I better make a call for that door "
Lithuania hugged Latvia as Estonia walked out of the room. "Latvia I know this isn't the best time to be asking but Did you let Russia do that to you ?" he asked. Latvia didn't answer him, he was too tired to speak. Lithuania sighed in understand meant. "I'll talk to you later then," Lithuania said as he stood looking at the time. "Almost time for dinner Think you can stay up till then so you can eat?" he asked, looking at his brother. He then noted that Latvia had fallen asleep. "Oh, he's sleeping I'll come back to wake him when dinner's ready " he thought as he walked out of the room.
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A few hours had passed and Lithuania walked into the room where his sleeping brother was, carrying a tray with food and a drink on it. He set the tray on the night stand and walked over to Latvia, and shook him gently. "Raivis Wake up I brought you dinner " Lithuania said as he tried to wake him unsuccessfully. He continued to try and wake him, shaking him, he eventually got him to wake and he smiled a little.
Latvia looked at his brother questioningly, wondering what he had woke him for. "I brought you dinner I made Putra for you " Lithuania said. Latvia smiled at Lithuania, "Thank you " Lithuania nodded and grabbed the tray off the night stand and brought it back to his brother. Latvia sat up, gasping at the pain he got from doing so and gently took the tray from him, and started eating. Lithuania sat on the edge of the bed watching his brother eat.
Latvia looked at Lithuania, "Have you eaten yet, Toris ?"
"Oh, not yet I'll be fine though " Lithuania responded.
"You should go eat " Latvia said quietly.
"Alright," Lithuania said, standing, "I'll be back in a little bit."
Latvia waved as Lithuania left to go eat. Then he looked back at the food his brother brought him and started eating again. "Mm," he said. He really needed something to eat. He hadn't realized, but he was starving. So he chowed down on the food he was brought and chugged the drink that was on the tray. When he finished he looked at the empty bowl, wanting more. Latvia set the tray on the other side of him on the bed and slowly got out of it. Wincing when he stood, he grabbed the tray and walked out of the room with it, heading towards the kitchen.
Every one was upstairs in the dining room so he could move about downstairs freely until one of them came down. He hoped that Russia wasn't going to be that person. Latvia washed the dishes he had used and put them up. Then walked over to the pot that was on the stove. He sniffed it, "Putra " Latvia thought as the familiar smell flowed into his nostrils. He didn't see anything else on the stove so he thought everyone was eating Putra. He wanted another bowl, he grabbed a bowl from a cabinet and filled the bowl with the soup.
He set the bowl on the counter and started eating his favored food. As soon as he finished he washed what he had used and then walked to the library in the house, pulling a book from a shelf and settled into a chair. He read quietly, hoping no one would find him here.
After everyone finished eating Lithuania took up the dishes, carrying them to the kitchen. Estonia had fallowed Lithuania to the kitchen. Lithuania started washing the dishes and looked at Estonia. "Hey Eduard?" He asked.
"Yes?" Estonia asked.
"Will you go check on Latvia for me?" Lithuania asked.
"Yes," he responded and walked to the room all three of them shared. He looked on the bed where Latvia had been laying, seeing he wasn't there. "Where'd he go?" he asked himself as he looked around the room, "Latvia?" Estonia checked all over the room, he decided he'd go tell Lithuania. He made his way into the kitchen, "Toris Raivis isn't in the room "
Lithuania turned looking at his brother, "He isn't?"
"No " Estonia shook his head slightly.
"Uh Was the tray still in the room?" Lithuania asked.
"No, it wasn't there " Estonia shook his head again.
Lithuania looked back at the sink, "He most likely washed it Along with the things on it."
"Where do you think he is?" Estonia asked quietly.
"I don't know " Lithuania answered.
Estonia sighed and went to go ask Russia. Estonia walked into Russia's office after knocking on the door and told to come in. "Mr. Russia?" he asked the man. Russia looked up from his papers and looked at Estonia questioningly. "Do you know where Latvia is ?" he asked quietly.
"Isn't he in your room ?" Russia hid his worry behind a glare.
"No I thought maybe you would kn-" he was cut off by Russia slamming his hands on his desk as he stood. "Why would you expect me to know where his is? Lithuania told you what I did to him, Da? Is that it?" Russia yelled at Estonia. Estonia backed in fear, as Russia rounded the desk approaching him. Estonia didn't know what to do or say.
Russia raised his hand and slapped Estonia across the face hard enough to make the nation fall to the floor. Then walked out of the room. Estonia picked himself off the ground as soon as the Russian had left and walked out of the office in search for Latvia.
Russia had also went out to look for Latvia, he was slightly freaking on the inside. After Lithuania finished the dishes he walked out of the kitchen accidentally bumping into the Russian. "Oh, I'm sorry, sir " he said. Russia just glanced in Lithuania's direction before moving on. It was obvious Russia didn't like him right now. Lithuania didn't really care though, he wasn't all that happy with him either.
Lithuania was the first to find Latvia, he walked over to his brother that had fallen asleep in the chair. The Lithuanian picked the book up out of his brothers hands setting it on the table the chair was in front of. He then looked at his brothers sleeping body. "Was he trying to hide from us?" he asked himself. Lithuania lifted his brother from the chair when Russia had walked into the room.
"Oh, you found him " Russia said accidentally letting a sound of relief into his voice. Lithuania didn't seem to notice so that was okay. Lithuania held his brother in a protective gentle way and nodded at the Russian. Russia walked up to the both of them and looked at Latvia, he was the only thing he was actually concerned about right now. "Go put him to bed Lithuania "
Lithuania nodded and carried Latvia back to their room and set him on his of the bed, covering him up again. "Good night Latvia " Lithuania said as he turned to go get Estonia.
As soon as Lithuania had left the room, Russia sneaked in without him noticing. Russia wanted to see Latvia, he crawled onto the shared Baltic bed and laid next to the Latvian. He didn't know why he had these weird feelings of wanting to see him so much. Why now? Had he grown an attachment to him after they had sex together? He had only meant that to be a one time thing. Well He actually thought of periodically doing it again. Only when he felt he really had to Release sexual tension It was strange He pulled the boy close to him, wanting to feel close to him. Maybe it was just the sense of loneliness he was getting? Only Latvia seemed to make that feeling go away for a while. Just so randomly though He never had this happen before But he didn't want to let it go. It comforted him. He liked the feeling it gave him.
The Russian looked at the Latvian's face. "He looks so cute when he was sleeping," he thought, "So peaceful " Then he heard the familiar sound of one of the other Baltic states clear his throat. Russia turned to the sound and saw both of the other two Baltic states looking at him. He got up slowly, not wanting to leave the Latvian yet. He petted the boy's golden hair then looked at the other two. "I had to see him " he said as he walked out of the room.
Estonia glanced at Lithuania, who was glaring at the Russian as he left. "You really don't like him right now do you ?" he asked. Lithuania shook his head in response then walked over to their dresser taking out pajamas for the both of them. He handed the one's he picked out for Estonia to him while he changed into his own. Estonia thanked him and started changing himself, bringing the clothes they've taken off to the clothes hamper.
Lithuania crawled into bed when Estonia when to take them to the hamper, tired from a long day. He yawned as he covered himself up. As soon as Estonia came back in Lithuania had to get up so he could get in. He liked sleeping in the middle. Lithuania took up his brother's glasses and put them in the case that sat on the night stand and snuggled into the bed. They both fell asleep pretty fast.
In Russia's room he lay in bed staring at the ceiling, not able to fall asleep. He felt too Alone. He wanted to hug onto something he already tried his pillow. That didn't work. What was wrong with him? Why was he so bothered by this? A thought of him taking Latvia to his room for the night came to his mind. "That would probably work, Da..?" he thought. He sat up, then laid back down rethinking that.
The other two would freak if he was gone. What was he going to do then? Lay there all night without sleep? He tried hugging onto his pillow again, it only brought him little comfort. He thought of Latvia, then decided pretending the pillow was him. He smiled slightly and snuggled the pillow close to him, it made him feel slightly better. It wasn't him, but it would have to do. He eventually fell asleep with the pillow in his arms.
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The next morning Latvia sat up fast in bed, breathing heavily in cold sweat. He had a nightmare, but it seemed so real. He looked over at his two sleeping brothers, he easily pulled himself out of bed, looking at the alarm clock. 4:30AM His brother's would be getting up soon. Suddenly he smelled a bad smell, and realized it was coming from him. He wretched at the smell and got some clean clothes running to the bathroom. A nice bath ought to make the smell go away.
Latvia closed the door and undressed himself, turning the water on feeling it before getting in. Letting the water from the shower head pouring down over him. He sighed at the feeling as he sat in the tub, rubbing at the dried cum on his chest. Looking up at the ceiling, he laid back in the tub. He felt sort of used He hadn't seen Russia sense then and he didn't know if he even came looking for him, which made his eyes water up.
Not knowing why, but he suddenly had the feeling to go see him. But he just laid there, letting water pour over his small body. He was certain on his feelings now, he felt used. Even though he felt more attached to the man now. He hoped he didn't just use him for that one thing. May be he had No That's not it. Suddenly he felt a little weird thinking of him so much and pushed those thoughts aside and sat up not wanting to think too much of him. He stood up grabbing the soap and a clean rag, and started scrubbing down his body.
He head the alarm clock go off in his room and cursed himself for not shutting it off. He wanted them to sleep in a little while. Sighing he tried to hurry up with his shower, rinsing himself off.
There was a knocking on the door, and heard the voice of Estonia, "Hey, Latvia? Is that you?" he asked.
"Yeah! I'll be out in a little while okay?" Latvia answered and heard and 'Okay' back from his brother. He grabbed the shampoo and squirted it into his hair, rubbing it in. Then he heard Lithuania and Estonia talking outside of the bathroom. He tried listening in, but he couldn't hear a thing. Sighing he rinsed the shampoo out of his hair. And then put conditioner in, he did usually do this because his hair being short, but he felt the need to. Lithuania was the only one who actually used it.
After the shower he turned the water off and hopped out, grabbing a towel from the rack and dried himself off. He dressed himself quietly then walked out of the bathroom turning off the light. Then he remembered his bed wear and quickly grabbed that out of the room and took them to the clothes hamper. He thought of doing the clothes, but knew that one of his brothers would be getting in the shower. So that wouldn't be a good idea. Wandering around he looked for something to do. He walked up stairs and thought about setting the table for breakfast for today.
Latvia had settled on the idea of setting up the table for breakfast that day, trying to only focus on this, but thoughts of yesterday in the cellar kept invading his mind. He felt depressed that he let the Russian used him like that. After setting the table he walked downstairs, looking almost in tears, he went outside and sat there on the ground. It was cold out, but he didn't care, he wanted to be alone right now, even if it meant getting in trouble later. He sat there in silence, feeling tears roll down his cheeks.
Latvia rubbed at his eyes, not wanting to cry, but the tears kept falling. He didn't like this feeling at all. Sitting there he sobbed, he had a pretty good idea that Russia had only used him for sex. Though he just can't shake the feeling of wanting to see him. But he knew that Russia would probably only want to take advantage of him again. So he wasn't really sure which he was crying about.
Standing he continued to cry and walked into the woods sitting next to and leaning on a tree, facing away from the house. He had no clue how long he has been out there. But he did know that he was making his brothers do everything around the house. That made him feel worse than he did now, but he remained outside. He didn't want any one to see him crying, or see that he has been. By now his cheeks and nose were red and so were his eyes, he had snot dripping down his face because of the cold weather made his nose runny. Maybe it was time to go inside? No, he didn't want to.
Latvia stood walking further into the woods, not that far though, he could still see the house behind him. Not wanting anyone to find him, he sat on the other side of a tree that was facing the house. He rubbed his arms, trying to get them warm, he felt lazy for not helping his brothers around the house, but he didn't want to see anyone, besides maybe Russia. He didn't know why he wanted to see him. Why did he? It was his fault he was feeling this way. He felt so confused, he sat there, not able to cry anymore.
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It was turning on night now, looking around the tree, Latvia looked back at the house to see if anyone had come out to look for him. Nobody had which made him slump slightly. He wasn't sure what he wanted, it was strange, one moment he felt like he didn't want anyone to find him, but now he's upset that no one had come to look for him. He didn't have anything to check the time with, so he didn't know how long he's been out there.
He suddenly heard the door open to the house, hearing a voice calling for his name, he stayed still then looked back to the house. Latvia saw Lithuania wondering about, looking for him. Latvia wasn't sure if he wanted his brother to find him. Deciding that he did in fact want to, because had been feeling lonely, he called Lithuania's name once and got his attention. Lithuania came running into the woods in the direction he heard Latvia say his name. "Latvia?" Lithuania called.
Latvia, poked his head around the tree he was sitting behind and Lithuania came running to him, sitting next to him. "Hey, what are you doing out here?" Lithuania asked.
"I wanted to be alone " Latvia replied.
"Oh You do know you made me and Estonia do all the work around the house right?" Lithuania asked.
"Yeah, I felt bad about it but I couldn't bring myself to come back inside " Latvia answered.
"Oh, well, that's okay," Lithuania gently hugged his brother, "Latvia, I have something to ask you."
"What is it?" Latvia asked.
"It's regarding to you and Russia, yesterday " Lithuania said.
Latvia sighed, "What about it ?"
"Did you let him do that to you ?" Lithuania asked.
" I did " Latvia answered, choking on his words.
"Why ?" Lithuania asked.
"Latvia ? Can you tell me what happened ?"
"Latvia please "
" I brought him that drink you gave me to give him When I put it on the desk I went to leave He grabbed a hold of my shoulder stopping me in my tracks and asked me not to go. He looked so lonely I didn't like it I didn't leave like he asked After he drunk the drink, he pulled me into his lap and kissed me. First time I was too shocked to do anything, then he kissed me again harder. I pulled away from him and he looked upset and tried kissing me again, he ended up kissing my cheek, then got more upset and pushed me away I fell hard to the floor He looked so upset and so lonely I couldn't bare seeing that look of such sadness I hugged him at least twice, first time he pushed me, second He chocked me asking me why I kept hugging him I told him because that I didn't like seeing him like that He dropped me and I hugged him again and asked if there was anything I could do that would make him feel bet-"
"So you let him have sex with you so he would feel better?! LATVIA!"
"NO! That's not it! Let me finish!"
"I'm sorry, continue "
"He said no and I asked if he was sure and he told me not to worry about him and he kissed me hard wrapping his arms around me tightly so I could get away from him-"
"So it was rape!"
"No I turned my head from him and he let me go and sat down, looking all upset again I ended up hugging him again, he pulled me into his lap and kissed me again and told me not to pull away, I wanted to get away from him, but "
"But what?"
"I There was a part of me that wanted to stay I gave in and let him do what he wanted to me."
"Latvia, you succumbed to his lust His built yours up by his.. Touching "
"I guess so " Latvia said looking at the ground looking upset on verge of crying again. Lithuania pulled his little brother into his arms and petted his hair gently. The Latvian leaned into him trustingly, feeling a bit comforted by the kind petting on his head. Latvia let his eyes close while Lithuania petted his head.
Lithuania looked over at the house to see if anyone had come out. Russia was there with Estonia next to him. He could see them talking and Russia point the opposite direction of where he and Latvia were and then point towards them. Estonia nodded and headed the way Russia first directed and Lithuania watched as Russia headed their direction.
Lithuania stood up fast, causing a gasp from Latvia as he fell, Lithuania quickly grabbed Latvia's arm and pulled him up to his feet. "Russia is coming this way!" he whispered. Latvia looked surprised and peeked around the tree seeing him coming nearer and nearer to them. Lithuania pulled Latvia along as he started to run. Latvia tried not to scream when being pulled, he tried keeping up with his brother, trying not to fall onto his face because Lithuania was going too fast.
Russia heard the crunching of branches and leaves and went after the sound thinking someone was running from him, he hopped it was Latvia. He soon caught up to the noise and realized he had been chasing a deer! Screaming in frustration, he tried to go back to where he was.
Latvia trailing behind Lithuania fell to the ground, exhausted from the run. Lithuania looked around, hoping that Russia was no where around them, then slowly settled himself on the ground next to the Latvian. Latvia breathed heavily, looking over at Lithuania and saw he was panting as he was, looking frightened. Latvia slowly sat up and hugged him quietly, Lithuania looked at him in surprise and hugged him back.
Russia wondered around and saw two figures a bit away and headed that way, making sure to take his steps slowly and quietly. The Russian stared them down stalking up to them slowly like prey, the both of them were humanoid in shape. He kept getter closer and closer, seeing the two getting clearer as he nears them. Seeing the red outline of a jacket and golden hair of a boy, he smiled realizing one of these shapes was Latvia. When seeing Lithuania's arms around the boy his smile vanished instantly, replaced with a snarl, as a ragging sense of jealousy rushed through him.
Neither Lithuania nor Latvia noticed Russia's presence, Lithuania absentmindedly petted Latvia's hair as they sat there. Hearing a rustling of leafs Lithuania jumped. Latvia looked at him, giggling slightly. "You're being so jumpy " he said. Lithuania looked at his brother with a frown and giggled a little, "Yeah, I know. But I'm just looking out to see if Russia found us." Latvia nodded in understandment and looked around.
When hearing what Lithuania had said, Russia growled, which made the Latvian look around. Russia had been hiding behind a tree near them watching them quietly and intently. The Russian crept out from behind the tree catching the Latvian's attention. He did nothing to alert Lithuania that Russia was there, besides shake. Russia grabbed the Lithuanian's shoulders making him jump and shake, leaning his head back to see who had a hold of him. Russia smiled slightly a dark presence surrounding him as he mumbled, "Were you trying to run away from me?"
Seeing that Lithuania wasn't going to respond he looked at Latvia. Latvia looked about to cry, he immediately pulled him from the Lithuanian's arms. Lithuania hadn't been holding onto Latvia that tight because of his fear. Latvia squealed when being pulled away from his brother, tears starting to roll down his face. Russia looked at the boy, tucking him under his arm not taking any mind to his tears. "You're cold, Da?" Russia asked Latvia, "Lets take you inside and get you warm." The Russian picked the Latvian up from under his arm, holding him close trying to get him warm.
Latvia wasn't sure how to act to this, he was scared and shaking. Russia knew his shaking wasn't just because of the cold, and he sighed walking away from the Lithuanian still on the ground not even glancing back in his direction. He knew that Lithuania was going to soon be fallowing him back home anyway.
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As soon as they stepped out of the wooded area and into the clearing Estonia came rushing out from the way Russia had told him to go a little while ago panting as if something had been chasing him, stopping a bit away from the other three. He instantly smiled slightly when seeing Latvia, glad that he was okay, not really caring that he was in the arms of Russia.
Estonia assumed that Latvia might get sick from being out in the cold weather for so long and Latvia nodded knowingly that he might. Russia turned towards the house with the Latvian in his arms and walked causing the others to fallow in short. Latvia didn't really care at the moment, he was really cold and decided cuddling into Russia might help, so that's what he did.
Russia's eyes widened slightly when feeling the Latvian's head nuzzle into his chest and the small nation's body shift towards him in a cuddle, causing him to blush slightly. He looked at the boy as he walked and smiled ever so little at him in a kind way. He knew it was probably only because of the cold but the Russian didn't care. Feeling happy, with a slight bounce in his steps now, he walked quicker towards the house.