L-Loki?!

Summary:" Are you sure you want the truth? If I show you would you panic? Would you react as you normally do? How can we possibly go back to what was before? This is the truth…..I'm sorry…Bro-…..Thor."

Warnings: Au, ooc, Odin A+ parenting, Loki angst, harsh truths, implied pre-slash


"Loki" Thor calls out to me as I continue walking swiftly in the snow high of the mountains within Asgard.

I couldn't look back behind me. I tug the cowl closer to my face hiding my blue skin of my true heritage from the one I consider a brother and at parts more. My heart races in my chest. I couldn't say the words. Why couldn't this damn oaf get it? I'm not of Aesir but Jotun? Did he known before? Has the All-Father told his golden boy any of this?

"Loki come back!" Thor roars from behind making my ire rise and unease.

I stop in the distance gazing at the snow that is comforting and painful. I sense he stops several feet away at least obviously wary of what I'll do. My eyes feels water and small bits of white breath escape my lips. I have to know.

"Tell me the truth what is going on? Why did mother seem so stricken? And Father seem to be ill of ease? What has caused this Loki?"

Are you sure you want the truth? If I show you would you panic? Would you react as you normally do? How can we possibly go back to what was before? This is the truth…..I'm sorry…Bro-…..Thor." I asked finally turning around throwing back the cowl showing my Blue Ridge skin and fire red orbs.

I see the shock and fear enter those blue eyes. He fears me. Hates me. My own brother…no not…yes….what is he now?

"L-Loki?!" Thor chokes taking a few attentive steps to me.

I duck my head fearing for the blow. It never came. I look up seeing he's in front of me. He pulls me into his chest running a hand through my hair making me whimper as my conflicted emotions rises in my heart.

"I'm here Brother. I'm right here," He assures me rocking me in his arms making me feel safe and love.