message from miwa: well here's the next chapter. the ending even made me a bit sad. i hope you enjoy it. i hope to get another chapter up today if i can. i'll also be starting on a new fan fic today. love game. um i dont own shugo chara. if i did amu would have been with ikuto ages ago. not tadagay.... i mean tadase... *sweat drop*
Chapter 7
Normal pov
Amu lay in the bed. Her pink hair was completely messed up. Ikuto watched her sleep, His arm around her protectively. "Now there's no way she will want to leave me. Maybe I shouldn't have listened to her." He muttered to himself. At the sound of his voice Amu stirred a bit, moving closer to him for warmth. Ikuto smirked and kissed her forehead. "Amu love it's time to get up" he whispered in her ear. He started to run his finger over her back causing her to get goose bumps. Her face turned red.
"Good morning Amu" he said smirking. Amu opened her eyes. The first thing she saw was his chest. Her face turned pinker than her hair as she stared at his perfect chest. "I…Ikuto! G…good m...mor... morning" she stuttered. Ikuto chuckled and kissed her forehead. "Did you sleep well Amu-koi!" he said seductively. Amu blushed and hid her face in the pillow. Ikuto chuckled again and moved closer to her. He licked her neck suddenly causing her to squeak in surprise.
"D…don't do that ik…Ikuto" she stuttered. Ikuto pressed his lips against her neck, wrapping his arm around her and pulling her closer. "But Amu you didn't object last night" he purred. Amu sighed and then rolled over. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him down, his head resting on her bare chest. "Do you remember anything Amu?" he asked quietly. She shook her head no. "I tried but my head started to throb and… I think something is keeping me from remembering you, Ikuto. Will you tell me everything that happened?" she whispered. She ran her fingers through his soft blue hair.
"Yeah I'll tell you everything I know about you" he said. Amu smiled down at him. Her cheeks a bit pink. "So start from when you first met me" she said staring at the ceiling. "When I first met you, you had black hair and your eyes were dull and lifeless. You didn't talk and it's like you didn't even know what was going on. I transferred into the school. I had to leave my last one because a girl committed suicide saying it was my fault. People started to call me a murderer and it was annoying. I had actually hurt her on purpose. Back then I thought it was funny to make girls become happy again and then ruin it. When I saw you that's what my plan had been. That's why I got close to you. I was able to start healing you and you started talking. Apparently you had been seeing your dead friends and family members and were convinced they were still alive. You freaked out when I told you they were dead. You came to school one day with your hair returned to pink and a new student came that day as well. Fujisaki Nagihiko. He recognized you apparently you had gone to elementary school together. You started to cry and my brother showed up. You knew him too. You never met me because at the time I was in middle school. But you and he started going out. Then your family and closest friends died and you left that school and no one knew where you went." Ikuto looked up at amu and saw that tears were running down her face. He sat up.
"Maybe I should stop there for now" he said quietly. Amu looked at him her eyes wide. "i..my head it hurts Ikuto it hurts a lot." She sobbed. She pressed her fingers against her temples. Ikuto stroked her hair. "Close your eyes Amu it will help a bit" he reached out to touch her cheek but she slapped his hand away. "Don't touch me!" she said staring at him as though he had tried to hurt her. "It's your fault that I got hurt. You did it on purpose you ruined my life and…and" she started to cry harder and pulled the blanket over her head. Ikuto looked down at her sadly.
"Amu I know it's my fault. I know I hurt you. I tried to make it better by leaving. But I thought Yoru would be with you when you woke up. I didn't think I would ever see you again. I wanted you to move one with your life and be happy. But then you came to me. You didn't believe me when I said I only knew you because of my brother. I was happy that you wanted to remember me. But I knew that if you remembered you would hate Me." he admitted as he stood up and got dressed. He laid some clothes on the bed next to Amu. "I will call Yoru to come get you. I'll just tell him you just showed up. You should put those on and fix your hair. If it's for you he will come right away" Ikuto said before walking out of the room.
Amu pulled the blanket off her head and stared at his back as he left the room. She felt sad but angry at the same time. She just sighed and pulled on the clothes, and then ran a brush through her hair. She heard a knock on the door and Ikuto opened it.
"That was fast Yoru" he said leaning against the door frame. Amu watched from the bed room door. Yoru pushed past Ikuto and walked over to Amu.
"Amu is you ok nyaa!? You should have had the nurse call me I could have come get you yesterday." He said placing his hand on her shoulder. Amu stared up at him. She tried to remember him but she couldn't. The only person she could remember was Ikuto. She glanced at him her eyes showing that she didn't recognize Yoru. "Hey Yoru remember that dilemma I mentioned to you on the phone?" he asked walking over to the two of them. "Yeah I remember nyaa. But you didn't exactly tell me what it was." He said placing his hand on Amu's shoulder. Ikuto's hands curled into fists and he shoved them in his pockets. "She doesn't remember anything… I got her to remember me. That's why I had to call you. She doesn't want to be near me… she hates Me." he said. Amu barely picked up the sadness in his voice. She wanted to hug him and tell him she wasn't that upset. But her anger kept her from going near him. Yoru wrapped his arm around her shoulder. "Come on Amu I'll take you home" he started to lead her towards the door.
Ikuto reached it first and leaned against it. "Yoru I expect her to know the truth by the end of the week or I'm taking her" he said his eyes narrow. Amu stared at him wondering what he meant by the truth. "I can't tell it to her if she doesn't remember nyaa." Yoru objected. Ikuto grabbed the front of his shirt lifting the back of his feet off the ground a bit. "Then make her remember everything. Bring her by her old house or something?" he growled. Yoru glared back, His hand still on Amu's shoulder. "Leave him alone Ikuto!" amu said loudly trying to pry Yoru away from Ikuto. Ikuto stared down at her. And saw that her eyes were watering. "Yoru let me speak to amu alone for a minute." He said releasing Yoru's shirt. He then opened the door and pushed Yoru out.
"You're crying Amu are you going to miss me that much." He smirked. Amu looked up at him confusion clear in her eyes. She looked back down. "Are you sure it's Yoru that I love?" she asked in a quiet voice. Ikuto stared at her. "I'm sure you remember last night. Or maybe that really didn't mean anything to you." He growled his eyes showed his anger. "I think it meant something but I don't know if I love you or not. I mean your hurt me on purpose. What kind of person does that to someone they love. I think that at some point I may have loved you. But I also think that you're the reason I don't remember anything. You're the reason I don't want to remember, because if I do remember I don't think I will be able to live. The pain may be too much for me. And I don't think anything would cheer me up." she said her eyes spilling over with tears. Ikuto's gaze softened as he watched her cry.
"Amu go with Yoru. Forget about me. As long as you don't remember me your pain won't come back. I'm fine with not being a part of your life. As long as you're happy, I'm happy. Live your life as best as you can. I promise you will never see me again. I'm going to do all that for you, because I love you more than anything in this world. So this is good bye Amu" when he finished he stepped towards her and pressed his lips against hers gently. It wasn't like the kiss they had shared the night before. There was none of the lust or hunger, only sorrow and good bye. Tears ran down Amu's face as Ikuto pulled away. He wrapped his arms around her one last time and kissed the top of her head, taking in her scent her warmth, everything about her.
Amu stood there not moving, letting him memorize everything. She could feel his heart beat quickly. She could hear him whisper her name and say one last good bye. "Sayonara Amu, Aishiteru" he let her go and walked into his room, closing the door behind him. Amu didn't move for a minute letting herself calm down. She wiped the tears off her face then walked out to where Yoru was waiting.
"Are you ok Amu?" he asked. Amu shook her hand and walked away. Yoru followed her. A worried expression on his face.
end message: well how was it. review if it made you sad. =P well time to get to work on love game.... i dont own shugo chara. R&R