I woke up feeling warmth against my cheeks... I opened my eyes slowly and what I saw made my heart skip a beat. I was lying once again to the love of my life. I instinctively smiled and relaxed my eyes once again to embrace the feeling of his body next to mine.

I then forced myself up to freshen my face it was starting to burn and swell up. After a few steps my body froze and an unbearable pain started burning on my back. I screamed out in agony and lost feeling in my legs and fell against the floor. The last thing I could comprehend was his voice screaming my name...

I passed out... I think? Only when my eyes were closed it wasn't dark...it was white...and I heard noises...voices? Speaking...but I couldn't make out any words...

The next thing I knew was my back resting on something soft but...UGH what was thing pain...I felt my body reacting on its own... And I heard a voice yell out in desperation...

Something...someone grabbed my legs and I felt a warm sensation on my lips...and then something on somewhere I never felt on my body...was it there?...

Then I felt something... Something HUGE enter me...it hurts...my body reacted instinctively once again...but it also felt unbelievably amazing...it went out a bit and came back in...I heard a pop...and my inner thighs felt wet...

A voice was speaking to me... I slowly regained consciousness and it was him... But he looked apologetic about giving me one of the most incredible sensations I've ever experienced... I looked at him with great desire... As I caught on to what was happening...

I had to have more of him... No I wanted to have all of him...I begged him to give me it all but he was afraid of the pain he might've caused me... He's so silly... Nobody will ever be able to give me a physical pain that'll over come the amount of pleasure that his body is giving throughout my body...

Destroy me... I told him and he gave in... AHHHH what incredible feeling this was...ramming his into him constantly... I could've never comprehended this sensation unless I felt it myself even if someone gave me a 1000 page novel on the experience of sex...

Even with all the power and knowledge I have I cant describe how love worked... Our intimacy felt so complete...so fulfilled now...our bodies becoming one and the sparks flying thru my nerves constantly the result of my love...

I don't want it to end...I never want to leave his side again...as strong as I was...I'm still a woman...who desires a man...a man to comfort her and one that understands her..,and one that can love her the way she wanted to be loved...and it was him...

As I lied down after our fun...I gazed into his eyes as he slowly drifted asleep...his bangs moving down to cover a part of his peaceful face...I chuckled to myself...he's so sexy with his hair down... I smuggled myself into his arm and dozed off into a slumber with him...reminiscing about our past together...

I fell face flat...tasting something gritty in my mouth...not really caring much anyway...I was just permanently banned from my 'home' ...not just that..they even tried to kill me...God I hate Shinigamis...

"Hey what's this? A human?" I heard a voice say. "I don't know...but can we eat it? Would be a waste just to leave free food anyway" I heard another reply.

My voice muffled thru the sand "Sure why not I might as well be dead anyway"

"Wha? You're alive?" Something said.

It took all my willpower just to turn my body over... Why couldn't have they just eaten my right away so I can end my pathetic existence... I opened my eyes... A whole bunch of hollows ... No, adjuchas were in front of me but I didn't falter... Didn't really give a shit...

"Here" I said to them as I ripped off my right arm and blood squirted put . Despite being hollows who haven't eaten and ripped up God knows how many bodies they watched in disbelief of what I just did. "Eat it" I told them... And they all took a bite except for a jaguar looking adjuchas...

"You don't want any?"I asked he had a glare in his eyes. "A prey that can't give up a good fight doesn't interest me" he said coldly. I shrugged my shoulders "eh..., did you want me to fight you?" I asked. "You already down an arm, fight wouldn't be fair..."he said.

"Fine..." I said and raised my reiatsu, my arm started to reappear . "Is this good then?" I asked him "I have nothing better to do right now might as well let you have fun with me to pass time... You look like you have fun fighting... So do I" I gave him an evil grin.

His eyes widened with bloodlust and charged towards me. I was able to block his body easily with my arms. The hollows behind him awed in astonishment, was this guy their leader or something?

The jaguar growled at me and pounced again. My head started to hurt from my excessive reiatsu usage in Soul Society so my body staggered and I fell onto the floor holding my head with one hand and with the other I blocked his attack again.

"I'm sorry" I said softly to him who was relaxing his stance now "my body isn't at its best right now..."

He glared at me, "who are you" he demanded. I looked at him with cold eyes..."will you kill me if I tell you?" I asked.

"I already told you I don't take pity lives like this" he said, I could hear the impatience growing in his voice.

I sighed "my name is Tsukia AkikoArisu, I'm the captain that single handedly defeated the ten Vasto Lordes that infiltrated the Soul Society but I am also a Quincy, despite saving Soul Society from the attack they banished me and tried to kill me in the precipice world on my way to the world of the living."

The stared at me in awe, not quite sure which part they were most surprised about.

"Why are in the Hueco Mundo?" One of them asked. I shrugged my shoulders, "When the Precipice World was about to collapse on my a portal opened up and sucked me in and here I am... " I replied, "I'm sorry I shouldn't have killed them, I regret saving Soul Society... Should have just let them kill all the Fuckers in Soul Society" I scowled out.

They looked surprised by my distaste for Soul Society. "So what do you plan on doing now?" The Jaguar asked me. I sighed "hmm, maybe I can train you guys to become stronger ... You guys just lost ten Vasto Lordes... Hueco Mundo is vulnerable right now..."

"Hmph. You would help us?" He said to me.

I chuckled "I'm more surprised at the fact you don't care I killed them"

He scowled "they don't deserve to live if they were so easily defeated"

I smiled "it took a toll of me but in time I'll recover... But I can still train you... I might not possess the powers of a Hollow but I've studied them and I can give you the instructions on its mechanics and also...I can..." I walked to one of the hollows and put my hand over his Hollow Hole and my body glowed golden and it started to fill up, his appearance slowly changed to that of a humans.

"whhat...what did you do?" He asked with a shaking voice.

"It's a Quincy thing...taking your pain away from your body so you can manifest your powers more fluently... Can you feel it?" I asked him.

He lifted his fist and shot a Cero into the horizon and widened his eyes dumbfounded by his powers.

I smiled at him and did it for the rest of them until I reached the jaguar. He flinched back a snarled "I don't want power given to me I'd rather work for it on my own thru my own strength."

I looked surprised at him and then smiled, "what's your name?"

"Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez" he said.

I smiled at him and said "Grimmjow... That's very admirable of you, I commend you for that, you like challenges don't you?"

He smirked in agreement and lunged himself at one of the hollows I turned human, he got knocked back easily but he didn't care he jumped back in with just as much force if not more than his initial attack. I watched in amusement he reminded me of myself, not wanting to be spoiled but to push myself to gaining more power no matter how many times I will fail or falter... I slowly started to daze off while watching him fight and finally lost consciousness... Too much power exertion for one day...

I woke up to someone yelling out in pain, "Arggh Grimmjow that was too hard!" "Humph you weakling" Grimmjow had replied. They were still at the same place a few napping Grimmjow was bleeding immensely and his partner was badly wounded as well. I got up slowly, and looked at the ground I fell asleep on , someone had made a pillow out of sand for me? I walked closer to the two that were fighting.

I put my hand on the heart of the human Hollow he was fighting and his wounds healed completely and I flashed over to Grimmjow I kneeled down to him and placed my hand under him to where his heart would be he flinched a little but my eyes reassured him it was fine. My body glowed with my power and Grimmjow's blood cleaned off and he was completely recovered.

"There, now you can resume fighting at your fullest" I smiled at him. Grimmjow smirked at me.

"Ayyy Tsukia can't you fight him for a bit I wanna take a nap" the Hollow behind me called out. I turned to look at him then at Grimmjow whose eyes grew eager for a challenge.

I chuckled "alright get some rest I'll entertain him for now"

"Thank god holy shit" the Hollow laid down and immediately passed out.

I turned to Grimmjow whose eyes were growing with lust and swiftly lunged at me, I blocked his attacks easily and he kept coming, not trying to just wound me, but trying to kill. An hour must've passed because he was tiring from exhaustion, I could tell from his heavy panting.

Grimmjow: "how can you dodge everything so easily?"

I replied, "your attacks aren't very thought out, you're trying to fight with pure strength it's too obvious to tell which direction you're coming from"

Grimmjow growled.

I smiled at him "I'm not trying to demean you, it's just, you're just like me...it's hard, I know , to contain your anger and use your strength in a controlled manner"

He calmed down and sat staring at me with interest.

I continued, "power comes with a price, I can't let my emotions take over me, I got into trouble cuz I killed fifty civilians on accident you know," I chuckled, "couldn't keep my attacks contained"

Grimmjow scoffed "humph their fault for being weak and getting in the way"

I smiled "perhaps, but still, I don't like not being in control, frankly I agree with you, I couldn't care less if those idiots died, but I'm frustrated at myself for being weak and giving in to my anger"

Grimmjow stared at my comment and said ," how should I improve my attacks then?"

I replied "just be more inconspicuous about it" I ran towards him, lunging the way he did but I pivoted myself to his left and then launched myself in the air grabbing him to pull myself down faster and striked him across his face harshly causing him to fly back against a sand hill a few dozen meters away.

He rebounded fast and smiled , imitating my attacks instead of coming straightforward all the time.

Another hour past before exhaustion finally kicked in on him and he crashed down, curling into a ball and falling asleep.