Grimmjows POV
Even though my memories were taken from me, my body feels the time that has passed since I have felt her body next to mine.
How perfect she felt in my arms, the strong willed woman she was, able to let herself give in to me, what a lucky bastard I am...
Back to flashback-
I woke up to the sound of someone banging themselves against rocks. My eyes slowly opened and the Hollow Humans that were awake were watching someone. I turned my head in the same direction as theirs and there she was, pounding her fists against rocks, not giving a damn about the blood she was shedding, nor reacting or making a sound to the pain she must've felt.
"What is she doing?", I asked the others. "I don't know but she's been at it ever since you fell asleep" one replied.
She jammed her fist again and I heard a crack, her arm had broke , but she didn't falter. She started jamming her sides instead until another crack and her shoulders had broken as well. She didn't even flinch, she just continued on with her back, until her back broke too and she fell on the ground from loss of balance.
I rushed over to help her but then a glow of energy came from her body, her wounds had healed and blood had dissolved away. She stood up quickly, and repeated the same process.
"Was this her training?" I questioned. "Looks like it" one replied, "Seems like she's trying to improve purely her physical strength, I can't feel any reiatsu from her at all to enhance her strength. If she was using even a speck of her reiatsu she would be able to break that rock with a finger"
I heard a crash, she'd had broken the rock in front of her with her fist now, a smirk formed on her face. She glowed again and the rock returned whole again before she broke it and instead of her first she was trying to attack the rock with a finger now, her fingers broke quickly, but she resumed the same process of healing herself and hitting the rock again.
It was kinda a turn on to watch her to be honest, never thought I'd see a woman so dedicated to gaining strength. She must've finally broke from her concentration because she caught me watching her. She smiled at me and flashed over.
"When'd you wake up?" She asked me. "Not too long ago," I shrugged.
I continued to ask, "what was that you're doing?"
She shrugged, "I never noticed how naturally weaker a Shinigamis body or Quincys body was compared to a Hollows. You have natural strength from your skin armor, it's pretty cool but it makes me feel lacking in strength immensely. I may not be a Hollow but, I don't like feeling insignificant in any area of ability" she smirked. "so might as well make use of my time to gain more natural physical strength"
I just stared at her, she's such a cocky fucker but somehow she makes it seem so subtle. What a little shit.
She had a look on her face that made it seem like she knew what I was thinking "Did you want to fight again?" She asked slyly.
I scoffed at her but replied , "yea sure why not" she laughed and I pounced onto her.
She was still toying with me, I know it. I know she's strong, I want her to take me seriously but how? She was able to kill ten Vasto Lordes all to herself... No I have to get stronger and become a Vasto Lordes myself, stronger than the ones she fought with.
We must've went on for three hours straight because the others have fallen asleep again after their own rounds of fighting. Man I haven't ate any hollows in a while, I'm hungry. How can they not need to eat any hollow either?
"Their agony has been fulfilled because of me, they don't need to eat hollows anymore" she said, smiling.
"Can you read my mind or something?" I said annoyingly.
"nah " she smirked" I can just tell from the expressions on your face"
I scoffed at her. "Go hunt, " she said "I'll be here when you satisfy your hunger"
"What about you? You don't eat?" I wondered.
"Just like your friends now, I can survive by regulating my body with reiatsu, it's what I've been doing most of my life anyway" she answered. "Now go on, I'll be waiting to fight you again" she said smirking again.
I growled at pounced away to go hunt for some food.
When I came back the others were fighting amongst themselves not really noticing I had returned. She wasn't with them.
I saw a large rock pillar nearby, was that there before? I climbed up, it must've been higher than 500 feet jeez.
There she was at the top, the atmosphere must've dropped at least twenty degrees. She was in a complete trance meditating and levitating off the ground.
"would you like to join me?" She suddenly said.
I scoffed, "WhAt for?"
I can feel her smirking as she replied, "to tame your emotions".
I hesitated but I sat on my hind legs next to her , unsure of what exactly to do.
"Let yourself feel nothing and think nothing" she told me.
I must've sat with her for at least half an hour fidgeting and growing impatient as time went on... I was about to leave until I felt her reiatsu grow out to me. My own reiatsu competent escaped my body and I levitated with her. My mind felt free and my body for the first time in my life was not tense at all.
An hour passed quickly while I was in this state, my mind never felt so revitalized and my body felt completely new.
She extended out her legs and stood on the ground while I did the same. "A technique i practice not only to control my emotions but to improve my health regeneration powers, it'll help yours as well . Hollows have very impressive regeneration.
"Why all the way up here though?" I asked.
"Away from the noise and distraction, plus I like the cold" she replied then continued, "Come lets make houses today."
She hopped off the cliff and I followed, the rock crumbling apart as we reached the ground. She made that?
"When you have reiatsu control like its part of you, you can control reiatsu in a way like...telekinesis." She smirked as reiatsu flowed out from her body and she started to form out sand dunes. The others had stopped what they were doing as they watched her sculpture out a hole within the sand dunes and form a...room? With candle lights lit inside and furniture sculpted out from sand. Then finally a staircase that led down to the room as she buried it deeper in.
She made another with several rooms in them. "Houses" she said "for you guys , shelter". We went to explore the one that had multiple rooms, I'll be honest, they were quite nice and a good place to rest in after a day of hunting or training.
A wave of reiatsu suddenly flowed into the dune from outside, we quickly made our way to see who was coming to give us the home warming visit.
Out on the dessert we saw a mantis looking hollow, probably have achieved an adjuchas stage like me, his reiatsu was quite immense.
My blood flowed heavily in me and excitement rushed thru my veins. I had lunged at the mantis and his six crescent shaped swords without thinking. He blocked my attack easily but I maneuvered his sword strokes quickly and was able to stutter his from attacking behind.
His eyes grew with lust and he sonidod quickly to the side of my I couldn't jerk away fast enough and I braced myself for the impact of his attack.
It didn't come. I looked at her holding his sword opposing his strength with ease. He backed away and smirked. "You the one that created these?" He asked.
She shrugged "maybe" she said slyly. His eyes grew thirstier with lust and sonidod towards her the same with he did to me. "Tsukia!" I yelled out to warn her, surprised at myself for doing so so naturally.
Tsukia smirked not even turning to the direction he was coming at her, blocked his attack, swirled her arm so she would grab all six of his swords in one swing and swung him across the land from us, making him hit the ground 100 feet away at a immense impact.
He got up, anger in his eyes,"Who are you...you're not a Hollow...and a woman...I WILL NOT LET A WOMAN OVERPOWER ME" he yelled out and sonidod back towards again. Tsukia looked unconcerned with his feeble attempt on injuring her.
He appeared next to her and stuck his tongue out, a cero started to form and my eyes widened in concern for her.
She smiled, held out her hand and absorbed the Cero as it came on her, the Cero had disappeared and he stood there dumbfounded. She took a deep breath and punched out right next to his head, his cero fused with her own reiatsu shot out behind him , his eyes widened in shock, so did mines. She took a deep breath and turned her back towards him, walking away.
"Wait! Why didn't you kill me instead?" He shouted out.
Tsukia spoke softly, "I have no reason to kill you."
He growled, "Who are you?"
Tsukia turned to look at him, a stern look on her face, "That doesn't matter"
He snarled at her, "How can I... HOW CAN I BE DEFEATED BY A WOMAN"
He lashed out towards her again, Tsukia blocked his blade with her bare hands, "does it really matter what gender I am, I don't aim to be stronger than all males or something nor am I a devout feminist. I am concerned with only myself and improving my own abilities, don't concern yourself so much on who you beat and how strong you are compared to others, especially demeaning a gender as the inferior, but rather focus on your own capabilities." She pushed his blade against him, making him fall on the ground.
"Could I at least know your name?" He inquired.
She looked at him, "Tsukia " and paused for a moment and softly continued "AkikoArisu..."
He backed away, frightened, "You're ...you're the one that managed to stop the infiltration we had on Soul Society single handedly ...! What... What are you doing here..."
She looked away, "to help these guys get stronger ... I made Hueco Mundo weak , I need to restore balance in its power, see them? " she directed her arms at the hollow humans she created, "I filled their pain and now they're able to control their powers more efficiently."
He stared at her, "can...could you train me as well?" His eyes had an apologetic look, almost pleading towards her.
She smiled, "what's your name?"
"Nnoitra " he replied.
"Yea sure, if you promise to get along with them " she gestured towards us, "and if they approve as well of course"
The others shrugged not really caring. I snarled , "sure gives me time to get back at you"
He smirked at me.
Tsukia walked towards him, being as tall as she was, her arm had to extend to her fullest to reach his towering height.
She was close to him as she hovered her hand over the hole he had in his left eye.
My body burned..., why? Was it because she was close to him...what was this feeling ...
Her body glowed and slowly his hole filled up, his body forming into more humanlike body so that he would only have two arms rather than six.
He stared at her, shocked at his own transformation, taking a moment to soak in the new sensation, "thanks " he said smiling at her.
She backed away, "sure" she said.
"I do have a question though" nnoitra inquired "why haven't you done this to him?" He pointed at me.
Tsukia s facial expression perked up, "he doesn't want me to, he wants to gain power on his own accord rather than be given it, it's admirable isn't it?" She said smiling.
Nnoitra stammered, "I ...I guess so"
Tsukia said back to him, "for now he'll be a good sparring partner for you too , despite not having his hole filled up, he's still stronger than the others , pretty cool huh"
Nnoitra shrugged.
I smirked at him and I proceeded to fight him. Tsukia did her own thing now, reiatsu absorption and control practice is how she gains her strength she said , she heals us every so often when we fought for a while and our energy replenished.
At the end of the day the others retreated into the sand dune with multiple rooms Tsukia had made for us. I followed them but Tsukia stopped me, holding my shoulder blades, "stay with me" she told me, "otherwise nnoitra would be without a room" I looked at her, confused. I thought she liked being alone.
Nnoitra looked at us confused but shrugged and retreated into rest as well.
I followed her down the stairs into her own sand dune. She had made herself a large bed, a room with minor walls separating the area that a hot spring, I don't know how, but she made it work. Minor sand furniture and that was about it.
Her reiatsu glowed around her and from her black v neck tshirt and loose shorts she changed to a long baggy white tshirt and another pair of black clean shorts. She sighed and collapsed on her bed.
"Sorry, filling up another Hollow hole tired me out quickly." She spoke to me.
I came to sit next to her bed, "why'd you do it then?" I asked.
She turned to look at my, her body was so perfectly curved as she laid on her side giving me a cocky smile, "trust me, you'll have fun playing with him" she laid back on her back and snoozed off quickly.
I stared at her for a moment, curled up next to her bed and fell asleep myself.
She was right. Nnoitra was extremely fun to fight against, having Tsukia nearby meant we didn't have to hold back at all, we were both having a lustful fight of violence.
As the days passed and the more attuned I became to her scent, her sleeping patterns, her attitude, her quirkiness, the more... Attached? I felt? Slowly I developed a burning feeling every time she would heal nnoitra , I never felt it before? Why now?
One day when she created her high rock pillar again for meditation I took a break from fighting Nnoitora and followed her up there.
She looked so peaceful but this time she didn't Ask me to join her, she stopped her meditation and stared at me , motioning me to come over. I walked over and sat down in front of her, she sat down with her knees bent facing me also, hugging her knees, staring into my eyes.
I was breath taken, I couldn't speak, or rather, speech wasn't needed, I just looked into those beautiful sparkling violet eyes.
Finally, breaking the silence, she said, "Forgive me if I am being forward for I don't have much knowledge of hollows but...are you able to have emotions of affection?"
I looked at her, confused. "What do you mean?"
She looked away for a second, no...don't take your eyes away from me...I begged in my head...her eyes returned to lock onto mines, "I like you" she said softly to me.
I was breath taken , frozen, indescribable emotions that I have never felt before ran through my body , did she take my reaction the wrong way? She sighed in disappointment and started to get up but I put my paw on one of her knee to get her to stay.
"I don't know what affection is but I am attached to you and very attuned to your presence, being near you now, I feel a wave of warm sensations run throughout my body, if these are the feelings you are referring to then yes; I like you too."
She stared at me with such an awed expression, never have I seen her been so surprised about anything ... It was kinda... Cute that she looked like this.
Her face then changed to a cocky smile, "then ...could you kiss me?"
I stared at her, "but how ...I am a..."
She cut me off, bring her face close to mine, "animal...? That's one of the reasons why I like you, your predatory instincts are rather... Sexy. Besides, you've got lips don't you..." She brought her lips closer now just a centimeter apart.
She continued in a soft voice, "and those lips,"... Even closer now, "can touch mine..."
Her cold but silky lips brushed onto mine. My body felt a surge of heat and my mind started racing, instinctively I pounced onto her, knocking her onto the floor and me on top of her, she didn't mind she wrapped her arms around my shoulders and brought our lips tighter together.
Then my body grew hot, really hot, I felt my hollow hole filling up, my form changing, my paws metamorphosing into hands, my lips changing into a size that matched hers.
She pulled away for a second, staring at me , "wow, not bad at all..." She mummered.
I looked at her again confused, she was looking at me funny.
"I didn't do anything I promise , maybe that's what happens when a hollow finds ...love " she chuckled.
I just grinned at her, excited now and smashed my lips onto hers again. She responded with eagerness.
When we let our mouths slightly open for another, our tongues slithered into each other, playing around and exploring the other mouth, tasting every bit...
My newly formed hands dug into her hair, other behind her back, clenching her tightly against me.
She did the same, tightening her grip around me. My body grinded onto hers and she let out a soft moan, the sound drove my body insane. I purred out a growl and I felt myself getting hard... Which made my body tremble in anticipation.
Her movements started to slow, hesitant on my actions. Reluctantly I backed off and stared into her eyes.
She sighed, "you're intoxicating... I'm sorry"
I looked at her confused. She gave me a soft kiss on my lips.
"I can't , unless you want my powers then, feel free to take me" she smiled, "I don't mind"
I was frustrated. She didn't make any sense, "What are you talking about?"
She somehow made black pants from the sand and handed it to me, while looking away. I looked down, blushing, apparently my metamorphosis didn't come with clothes, I quickly put them on.
I was still lying on top of her and started to get up but she pulled me down, keeping me there. "Jeez make up your mind...you said you couldn't"
She smiled, "oh trust me I do ... Very... Badly..," she kissed me again, "but to respect your wishes I'm controlling myself..."
I snorted "hah, my wishes? My wish would be to take you right now then..." I kissed her harshly and she spoke to me from under our kiss, "my powers ...will be transferred to you if you do, Grimmjow , and you don't want power to be handed to you ..."
I stuttered, "what?how is that possible ?then are you saying we can't..."
She chuckled, "we can, one day, if you wish to marry me..."
I got startled, staring at her again , "well I wouldn't mind...one day... But you're right, I wouldn't want you to lose your powers , you bring stronger than me turns me on , but why is that anyway?"
She sighed, "I don't know, maybe it's cuz I'm the heir to something I don't even fully know the details but I was engaged in the soul society you know.., they wanted me to give my powers to the most prominent nobleman there...it was an arranged marriage, I never even had a conversation that lasted ten minutes with him."
I stared wildly at her, "and you were going to let them , him do that freely?" I started to feel my blood boil... Having the thought of my girl being treated like that... My girl ... Heh
She shrugged "power sometimes is a burden... Yea it's great I'm strong but... It upholds a lot of responsibility... And the people of soul society ..." She sighed, " don't believe in a female power figure , wasn't really amped up on the fact I was stronger than the captain commander ..."
I growled, " I'll kill those bastards"
She giggled at me... She never laughed before... She wrapped her arms around my shoulders again, "I'm sorry this is...really unfair to you and extremely selfish of me to want you so badly...I've never felt like this either towards another ...these emotions are as new to you as they are to me..."
I smiled at her grabbing her hand and placing it on my cheek , "what makes me so special," I purred out, making her hands caress my cheek.
"Well for one thing..." She blushed a little, "your 'human' form turned out really...fucking sexy"
I snorted , "is that it"
She chuckled, "no, you're very noble and not a greedy man like many others I've encountered . Just like me you don't want things handed to you , but rather to earn it yourself and I find that trait of yours very alluring…"
I stared at her, "I'm noble?" I smirked.
Tsukia: "in your own sadistic way, yes" she smirked back at me.
I drew my lips closer to hers and whispered with our lips brushing, "and you don't care about the thirst I have for fighting"
She kissed me, "like I said , that part of you is just like me..." She flipped me around so that I was on my back and her on top of me, oh god I was getting aroused again..,"and I love that part of you " she finished as she kissed me deeply and grinded her body against mine with her back arched , god she's such a tease...
She backed off and stood up, pulling up against her and holding onto my shoulders , I held onto her perfect waist. I stared into her eyes again.
"I'm sorry, I'll try to hold back... I just can't... Get enough of you..." She brought her lips next to my neck and brushing her lips up and down before giving me a small nibble ...her touch sent chills down my spine...
"You and me both" I growled out, biting her on the neck, she let out a deep moan ...it made my head spin
"Grimmjow please...I can't hold back if you..." She said moaning, God her moaning out my name was so sexy ...
"AYYY GRIMMJOW WHERE ARE YOU YOU'VE HAD ENOUGH TIME TO REST ALREADY" we heard Nnoitra yelling from below the cliff.
I growled near her ear and she held onto my hands, chuckling, "come" pulling me down the pillar with her.
When we reached the ground Nnoitra stared at me, "what the fuck I thought you said you didn't want power handed to you" the rest of my fracction stared as well.
I growled at him, "it happen automatically you idiot when I..," I stopped suddenly , feeling my face getting red.
Nnoitra looked at my annoyingly "what?! Why the fuck are you blushing you stupid fuck"
I scowled at him and before I could continue Tsukia spoke, "it happened automatically when",... She chuckled, and came in front me my and wrapped her arms around my shoulders , " when he kissed me" I felt my face get super hot when she leaned in to kiss me in front of everyone , I felt all their eyes staring but when her lips touched mines again, my face calmed down, we escaped into our own little world again not caring about our surroundings in the slightest.
When she pulled away I still held her by the waist as she turned around with a relaxed smile on her face.
I couldn't read Nnoitra expression... Was he mad? He began to scowl out, "what the fuck woman you chose him over me..."
Tsukia looked at him with twitching eyebrows and I growled at him.
"What the fuck?" She said confusingly "I asked him to stay with me in my sand dune when you came over get a hint idiot "
Nnoitra stammered back ,"but but you're the only woman that I've met that can actually put up a fight and doesn't act like a total bitch about it"
"Hah" Tsukia snorted out,"give me a break " and rolled her eyes.
Nnoitra made a big fuss, "FINE if I lose the girl at least I'll win the fight"
He charged at me, I let Tsukia go and she moved out of the way expertly for me to block Nnoitora's attack which I did easily, I felt so much more powerful with the hole in my stomach closed up, Nnoitora's eyes widened at my newfound strength .
I smirked at him, "in your dreams buddy"
Nnoitra scowled "fuck you"
And we went, fighting like we do, except now Nnoitora felt awkward asking Tsukia to heal him, I found it funny cuz Tsukia didn't make a big deal out of it like he did, she was just healing so it was whatever to her.
After our kiss she asked me to sleep with her in bed now, it was such a tease but it was really nice... Her toned body against mine as we slept felt like I was sleeping in heaven... I loved it... I love her...
Tsukias POV
The more and more I watch him fight, the more and more I feel attracted towards him...
His movements ... His style... If I hadn't had to control my emotions, are exactly like mines...
When I asked him to stay inside my sand dune with me... I wanted to be closer to him, is that selfish of me to ask?
His body scent fills up the room as I sleep ... It's riveting...
My body has never craved a presence of another like so... The emotions and thirst for him was so hard to handle...
My stomach jittered when he caught meditating again ... I couldn't concentrate with his presence lingering nearby...
Would he be able to return these emotions of attraction towards me? Are hollows even able to have them?
I decided to ask him. He said he did. I've never felt such jubilance from another's speech... Could he kiss me?
I wanted his lips... I wanted him... Human body or not...
His lips didn't fit well in mine but lips were lips regardless ...
And then something magical happened.., he body turned into that of a humans... I don't know why but I was afraid that he thought I would've done that to him..,,
He was rather ecstatic about his transformation... Not for the power but so that he could embrace me in his arms and I onto him ... And those lips... Warm and soft... Felt so perfectly fitted on mines...
And my God did he turn out sexy... His human presence is more attractive than any man I've ever seen in the soul society...
I could feel his manhood now growing... Good and not good...
I told him about my engagement... My power transfers before marriage...
Wow ? A guy like him would be able to hold it in for me? Was he that into me?
I wanted to stare but... I knew then it would be me that wouldn't be able to hold back... Heh.. Fuck I'm horny...? Wow first time to feel like this...
Sigh... Reluctantly I have him a pair of pants... So I'd have less of an urge to rape him... Hah...
God but he started to kiss me again... And now my neck.., I had no idea that I was so sensitive there...
Moaning out his name felt so good... But that probably drove him crazy as his grip on my toughened and he was getting aroused again... Oh god at this rate we'll really...,
Luckily Nnoitra broke us apart, unintentionally... We came down and everyone stared at him, oh yeah, he changed into a sexy fuck I forgot
Wait what ? Nnoitra wanted me too? Since when did that happen ... Whatever he isn't the least bit attractive to me... I treated him the same way but he was more,.., awkward towards me now it was really weird...
But now... I wanted him as much as I could...
How he's able to hold himself back I don't know...
But that body against mine as we sleep.., God I wanted him so badly..., I probably slept wet every night we slept now... Wonder if he was able to tell...
In the end however I realized one thing... I loved him ...