For the past 120 hours straight I did nothing but train, I just wanna kill Cinder but it will take me a while before I can kill someone with a maiden's power. I won't tell Yang I'm alive until I kill Cinder, she doesn't need to mourn me twice. Right now I had every last Demon head out and search for more White Fang bases and destroy them, mostly I just needed to be alone so I can cut. Cutting is just how I cope. Kissing Yang use to help me cope but I don't have that now.
I opened Heaven's Door with my new maximum of 3000 weapons. Yin was in my hand with the 2999 other weapons faced at me. Every second I'd fire one at myself and use Yin to knock it out of the air and turn it back to gold dust. I got tired when I was down to 1582. I was exhausted at 674. As I slashed the last weapon out of the air I fell to the ground in exhaustion.
I could barely breathe and was gasping for air, I feel like I'm gonna die. The intruder alarm for the base went off at my moment of weakness. I don't have the energy to fight which left me with one choice.
I got up off the ground and headed towards an exit of the base. When I opened the door a cold blast of air and a strong gust of snow hit me, probably should have worn more than a tanktop and jeans. I did my best to hide in the trees as I heard the door open again. I started moving away as fast as I could, I won't be killed here. Without aura, I can't use Heaven's Door which made all my weapons go back into it.
I leaned against trees and struggled for breath, the fear made it harder to breathe. I could hear Grimm start to come towards my fear. It's useless, I'm going to die like a mongrel here. The slippery ground below me shattered as I fell into an icy lake and blacked out. The last thing I saw was gold.