Chapter Forty Seven

Bella

When I went up to bed that night I had a pretty good idea that Charlie wouldn't be listening out for noises from my room, he and Tanya were pretty heavily into one another. I thought he'd have his own guest! I felt very nervous when I showered and went into my bedroom trying to decide what to do, what to wear. My old sweats didn't seem right for seduction somehow but I couldn't be naked when Jasper came to join me, that would be way too embarrassing and unthinkable. Laying on my bed was a small parcel wrapped in pink holographic paper and I picked it up. Written on a small gift tag was a message from Rose

"I thought you might like these, best of luck."

I opened the parcel with shaking fingers wondering what I would find inside, after all the package wasn't exactly heavy. I sighed in relief when I saw the pink silk pyjamas. I'd had visions of lots of ribbon and lace but Rose knew me better than that so I slipped them on. They felt surprisingly comfortable and nice against my skin although because they were so thin they didn't leave too much to the imagination especially when I was so nervous but excited too. I slipped into bed and read by the light of the lamp glancing at the clock every few minutes. I heard dad come up and by his not so quiet whispers knew I'd been right about him having a companion. Jasper never came up until dad was asleep and I wondered if that would make him really late tonight. If he took too long to join me I'd be a babbling wreck not a steamy temptress! Eventually I turned out the light and lay in the darkness and it suddenly occurred to me that this room wasn't sound proofed at all, it had been a fib to spare my blushes. Should I take these off and put my sweats back on? If I didn't we might be heard by everyone, including Emmett. I was just climbing out of bed when I heard Jaspers soft tap on my door and pulling the blankets up over my new night wear I called for him to come in. As he slipped in the moon came from behind a cloud and illuminated his angels face, taking my breath away. Without even thinking I lifted my arms to him and he came to join me.

"Are you sure this is OK Bella? You feel a little tense."

"I'm sure."

My voice was husky and I cleared my throat then leaned in close and kissed him but this time it really different it was as if something inside me, a hidden part of my psyche was taking control of my body. The kiss was hungry and passionate and I ran my tongue across his lips which parted for it and I tasted him as I explored his mouth with it, savouring the slight numbness his venom caused. After a minute or so he leaned back with a smile.

"Well, what can I say?"

"Don't, don't say anything,"

I noticed his eyes were darker than usual but it wasn't the same thirst as usual. I knew it without even knowing how I knew and I decided to go with my instincts. His hands came round me and I heard a gasp as he felt the silk on my body.

Jasper

When I approached Bella's door the emotions coming from her room had me puzzled, she seemed on edge, nervous, but excited at the same time and I couldn't decide what was going on so I tapped and waited for her to invite me in rather than just tapping and slipping round the door. Her room was in darkness but I could see her perfectly as she lay in bed tense. Had I worried her somehow? Had she felt my desire for her more strongly? I would have to be very careful if I didn't want to scare her off. As I hesitated she opened her arms to me and I went to her, wrapping my arms around her only to be shocked by two things, the hunger in her kiss and the feel of warm silk under my hands. Desire hit me like a boulder, flooding my senses and making me reel slightly. What was going on? As I pulled back so she could breathe I saw the clothes she was wearing, thin silk which clung to the contours of her body and set my body aflame. Her eyes were sparkling with a kind of hungry excitement and I realised she had decided now was the time for us to take our relationship to the next level but I was ready to pull back if I felt her become reluctant. As we lay down on the bed her breath came faster and her hands struggled with the buttons on my shirt fumbling in her eagerness.

"Let me."

I stripped off my shirt and the first touch of her warm hands on my cold skin made me shudder, then she pushed me away but not to get free of me but to look at me and run her hands over my chest,

"You know I always think of Emmett being the muscular one but you just hide yours while he likes to flaunt his. Why is that?"

"Flaunting your strength is a pretty good way of finding challengers, those who think they are stronger than you. I've done my fighting Bella. I know what I am and what I'm capable of. I don't want it any more."

Bella

Jasper's words were like a shard of ice in my chest, he sounded almost weary and I understood how much his past had taken from him.

"Well I think you have a beautiful body. Come lay beside me"

He lay down and closed his eyes as I ran my fingers up and down his chest seeing his muscles contract as I touched them and felt my own stomach muscles react too. There was a terrible ache that I couldn't stand any longer so I touched the waistband of his pants then undid the button and pulled the zip down touching his belly as I did so and his eyes flew open then he slid out if them and lay naked beside me. I hadn't known how I would react to his naked body, in pictures the male body always looked slightly ridiculous but the real thing was something totally different. He looked glorious in his erect state and I touched him with my fingers seeing him react, he took a deep breath and groaned,

"Bella I'm having a really hard time not taking you right now."

"Good"

I wasn't even sure I'd said that as I stroked him gently then found myself on my back with him above me, his erection throbbing against my thigh,

"God Bella I love you,"

He kissed my throat as I felt him enter me a little at a time and with each movement I felt myself become wetter allowing him easier access. When he was fully inside me he stopped giving me time to become used to the strange sensation but I clawed his back then grabbed his hips unable to wait any longer and as he began to move I felt a great wave of pleasure crash over me and I must have cried out because his hand came up to rest over my mouth,

"Shh Bella."

I nodded to let him know I'd heard him but it was almost impossible and the next cry was stifled by a kiss as sweet as I'd ever tasted. The sensations seemed to go on for an eternity before he went very still and then I felt it, a coldness deep within me and I knew he had come too, so I relaxed into his embrace feeling his body slowly relax too and smelled his scent surround me like a warm comforting blanket and I drifted off to sleep that way.