Well here is the next part, sorry its been forever but like I've posted on my other updated chapters, I'm going through something and well, I don't have much motivation to work on the stories... Don't worry I do want to finish them, thus the reason for this update. I'm also going to be posting two more chapters, I don't know if I'll get them out today, or tomorrow, but their will be more. So thanks for being patient.
This chapter has some sexual themes in it... This is why its rated M.
Chapter 6
People believe that everything that are killers always kill, never change... Well in a sense its true, for their own means. Reed had admitted to me that he cares for me as though I was his, and is confused by it, he don't understand it and that is what I had realized as I blacked out.
While I lay their, not really knowing where I am, or if Reed is even in the same room as me.. But it don't matter to me, not in the slightest. But like him, I too am also confused by the feelings I have toward the creature. I know I had only recalled just actually being able to see him once, and it never bothered me, I had been curious about him.
I'm curtain that his fixation on me was nothing but the same, and some how we ended up falling for one another even if we don't understand why, its their, and we are both aware of it now. I breath in a deep breath and let it out with a loud sigh.
Feeling relaxed enough, I slowly open my eyes to see that I'm still in my room, then I sit up, and look around and the first thing I notice is a large bug laying in the corner of my room. Looking as though he is asleep. I smile, he toke this opportunity to turn back so he can go a few more days without having to turn. I then slide where my legs are hanging over the bed, and get to my feet. I smile seeing that he is fast asleep.
I grab the blanket from the bed and slowly walk over to him, not wanting to wake him. Once I get their, I can see the slight rise and fall of his body, showing that he is still alive. I smile, and reach out, placing my hand just above one of his many eyes. His human skin and bug skin feel so much alike, it's rather scary.
"How had I gotten some one like you to be in my life"? I whisper and take my hand away and walk to the side of him, I sit down and lean against his side, feeling the warmth that comes from him. I put the blanket around me and rest my head on one of the legs that is slightly sticking up. I smile seeing that its rather soft not hard as his body is. I sigh and close my eyes, letting sleep take me again, even if the first time was due to me blacking out for some strange reason.
I woke that morning from some one knocking rather hard on my door. I felt slight movement from the body I am laying on, and when I open my eyes I am shocked to see the human version of him, holding me against his chest, while he leaned against the wall.
"Your bed not comfortable enough"? He asks a smile on his face.
"Not that, you looked lonely", I answer and get more comfortable. Then groan when I hear the knock again.
"I know you're in their, Hikaru, Reed"! Yells Liz's voice. Reed groans and leans his head back against the wall.
"This is my doing", he says.
"No its mine, for stopping you yesterday", I say trying to sit up and finding that I can't, Reed keeps me in place.
"Hey", I say smiling some and looking up at him. His eyes are closed, but the only indication that he is still awake is the large grin on his face.
"You know you could have walked us over to the bed", I say. He just nods, and then the door is pounded on harder.
"Well I have to get up so I can hide them", I say as I try to point over to the tank, only for him to grab my hand and place it on his chest where his heart is. I look at the hands for a long moment then my eyes widen, I feel the heart beating their.
"One of these days, I will be able to explain to you why I had mentioned to you that my kind is more human then you all know", he says.
"I'm looking forward to it", I reply, and then after a few more moments, the door is knocked on again and he lets me go finally. I get up and walk over to the tank and push a button, as the tank hides with in the wall, Reed gets off the floor and walks to the bed, deciding it would be best to see him laying their instead of sitting on the floor in the corner of the room. I then walk over to the door, and unlock it then open it, and without any word from me, Liz rushes into the room.
"You sleaze ball", she says pointing her finger at Reed. He just looks at her a smile on his face. She glares daggers at him and then I could swear I see smoke come out of her ears as she says this next part.
"Why the hell did you just rush off like that and leave me their half-naked"? She asks, anger raging through her voice.
"Well your body didn't interest me", Reed says flatly.
"And you think you can get this thing here to show you her body"? She asks I narrow my eyes but take a step back when Reed gets off the bed.
"Why is it that all you seem to be concerned about is getting down to business... Don't you have any self a steam"? He asks.
"For sex, its fun and enjoyable.. If you don't know this then I laugh at you", she says as she balls her hands into fists.
"Why laugh when some one wants to wait for the right moment"? He asks as he takes a step closer to her, she don't move, or even see the threatening steps he is taking toward her.
"Because at any moment we may die... Why die without haveing any of that kind of fun, and besides she is nothing but a tease, look at what she had done with Josh", Liz says.
"That maybe true, but I would rather die being a virgin then die after having sex with a whore... And has it only been Josh's side of the story you heard"? He says, now inches away from her.
"Yes, she is nothing compared to him", Liz says. This is the reason I have no other friends, because every one else just listens to what every one else has to say about me.
"No, she is nothing compared to you", Reed says darkly. She goes silent, then she glares over in my direction, and was about to storm over to me, and hit me maybe when he grabs her arm.
"I suggest you leave, and now.. I do not tolerate people like you", Reed says glaring at her. She looks at him and her eyes widen to the look he is giving her, she jerks her arm out of his grip and storms out of the room. The door closing behind her.
"She knows nothing about Josh", I say and look to the side at the ground, for some reason I didn't want to face Reed.
"I will not judge, from the stories he told me, about what had happened between you two, I didn't believe him... The things he said you did, don't sound like you at all", Reed says.
"Well he made me out to be the bad one, and him out to be the good one", I say and walk back, leaning against the door, as I let myself slide down.
"The only reason why I never gave him what he wanted is because I fear it, I always have", I say still not looking up but knowing he is listening.
"He knew this, and still he had insisted even if it had been a few years that I was with him, he didn't give me a reason to trust him", I say slowly starting to break even though I don't want to. I hear Reed walking over to me, and then he sits beside me an arm around my neck for comfort.
"I don't get it, why is it that every one tries to force these things out of others"? I ask, putting my head on his shoulder.
"Because your human", he says. I then look at him and he smiles at me.
"You humans seem to have a lot of standards and trust issues when it comes with stuff like this, partner situations... Your no normal animal in this area, your more complex", he says.
"Then what does it make you"? I ask.
"Human", he stats. My eyes widen, he does have the human complexities, but also animal ones too.
"My kind usually, more often than none, breed with the same female when the time arises", he says. I put my head back down on his shoulder.
"It's not quit mates, but its enough to let us know who it is to be with for that situation", he says.
"What about you, have you"? I ask though I'm curtain about the answer to it, just want to hear him talk.
"No, like I said there is no way I'm going to do the deed with my sister, its wrong... That is why I take on anything and everything I can", he says. I close my eyes and add, "Well I'm glade you wanted this mission".
"So am I", is the last thing I hear before I end up letting sleep take me yet again.
When I awoke, I look around, I'm laying on my bed, and see that I'm alone, Reed must have left. I sit up and look over and smile, the tank is no longer in hiding. I then get up and walk over to the door, then open it, walk out and lock it then walk down the hall. I make my way to the lunch hall, and walk in, every one is sitting down eating and talking away.
I couldn't care less about what any one is talking about, I walk to the line and wait to get something to eat.
"So how is that sleaze ball"? Liz asks from behind me. I turn to look at her and shake my head.
"He isn't a sleaze ball", I say. She narrows her eyes at me and shakes her head then laughs.
"Well I guess you both deserve each other, because as I recall you didn't do no better with Josh", she says. I keep my mouth shut, I didn't want to start an argument with her, of all people, I hate her so why would I bother to tell her about anything in particular. She isn't my friend, far from it. I gather a few things on my tray then walk over to a far table, to get away from her and sit down. That freedom was short-lived as she sets her tray on the table right across from me.
"Go away and leave me alone", I groan.
"Nope", she says.
"He didn't even seem interested in seeing me naked, I mean look, I have a way better body then you do, and he still refuses to do anything with it", she says. I put down my fork now lost my apatite, and get up, knocking my seat to the floor, making the room considerably quiet.
"I don't give a rats ass about what you think, Reed is a nice person, and if he isn't interested, then he must not be interested in something that is fake"! I snap then take my tray and leave the room, hearing cheers and woohoos from the others. She still don't get the fact that I'm still morning my friends, and all, and no one wants to be around me because of it, usually I would have just sat there and listened to her bitching, but now, I just don't want any of it, don't have the patience for it. I sigh and stop in the centre of the hall, looking down at my feet after moving my tray aside.
I should hate him for what he had caused but I don't, and I don't understand why, I mean I know I do like him, and he likes me, but... Its confusing in the least.
"Hikaru, where is your lover boy now"? Asks a voice snapping me out of my thoughts. I gasp and turn around to be face to face with Josh.
"He'll be here soon", I lie hopping he'll just pass me by. He smiles and shakes his head and walks over to me. I back up, hitting the wall, and before I could move, he blocks my way, smiling evilly and suggestively at me. Instantly my stomach turned for the worst and then I hear the tray fall to the floor, the food splattering all over the place, a girlish laugh behind him, and then a blind put over my eyes as I get cuffed and dragged to who knows where.
I can hear my heart beat in my ears as though it's beside me, that's how scared I am, I know what Josh is capable of, and I fear him because of what he is still trying to get from me. At least that's why I got the restraining order on him, and it hadn't helped. We had walked for what felt like hours but more than likely a few minutes, before I'm tossed on something that is soft.
"So what are we going to do first with her"? Asks a female voice. My eyes widen under the blind to the realization of the voice, its Liz. But why is she with Josh?
"Well you can hand cuff her hands to the bed frame", Josh says as I hear the rattling of metal, and then it stopped, and a few seconds after that, I feel small hands grab mine, and pull me up, into a sitting position. Then I feel her unlock one of the hand cuffs and then I feel the backs of my hands press against the cold metal as she locks my hands again.
After I feel her move away I pull at my hands only to groan in slight pain, as doing so made the cuffs scratch at my skin.
"Your not going anywhere", Josh's voice says. Then the blind is removed and instantly I look around noticing that we are in a storage room. But why had their been a bed put in here. I look over and just as I had, Liz kiss's Josh, shoving her hands beneath his jeans. He moves his hands around her body, and when they part she kisses down to his neck, he looks right at me and grins.
"Wait, I believe Hikaru deserves to give me the attention she refused to give me", he says as he pushes himself away from the willing woman. She looks over at me and chuckles, then she walks over to the bed, and looks me over.
"So how are we to undress her"? Liz asks. Josh walks over and pulls out his knife. My eyes widen and I try to struggle to get away, only to cause some more pain. I wince as I feel a sharp metal cut and look up seeing my left hand bleeding. I feel the bed sink and look over, Josh had removed his shirt before he had knelt on the bed.
"Lets see what your hiding from me", he says waving the knife around in his hand a large grin on his face. I shake my head not able to find my voice, and all he does is laugh. He grabs my shirt with one hand and with ease he slices through the fabric. Moving it aside and looking at my bra.
"Please"? I manage to plead. All he does is grin wider, as he grabs the front of my bra and cuts it. I squeal at the sudden skin that had been exposed and pull my legs up in an attempt to hide my breasts.
"Tsk, tsk", he says as he drops the knife, and looks over to Liz, then smiles and reaches down to my pants. Liz grabs my legs and straightens them out across the bed, as Josh unbuckles my jeans, and unzips them.
"Please I beg of you.."? I plead again almost a child like sound coming from my mouth.
"How many times had I begged you"? Josh asks as he roughly pulls down my pants. I try to hide what I want to keep hidden, only to get Liz to spread open my legs. She starts laughing as I feel Josh's hand on my stomach making its way lower.
"I had wanted to touch this part of you for the longest time my sweet", he says as he plays with my curly hairs, for a brief second before rubbing that little nub that even I haven't actually fully played with. I held in a gasp, not liking this feeling, but also loving the feeling, my body is betraying me with this simple motion. I stop any reaction though that my body wants to make, because as much as I like this feeling, I just don't like the fact it's from him, and let alone there is some one else in the same room.
Then he stops after a few minutes and my eyes widen when he leans down and brings his face closer to down their. I had to struggle, his fingers touching me was bad enough, I do not want his mouth anywhere near.
"Stop squirming", he growls and out of pure fear I do just that, and Liz starts laughing at me. The thing that she don't know is how abusive he actually is. As soon as he lets out that tone, that's the end of that. Not once had he actually manage to get my clothes off, so this is new, and very scary. I hold in a surprised gasp when he sucks that nub into his mouth.
"Stop"! I scream and try to move my hands to hit him, only forgetting about the cuffs. Tears start to form my eyes a few seconds into what he was doing to me, and then he raises himself, and stands on the bed, smiling down at me as he licks his lips. My eyes widen when I see where his hands are. I look away, I do not want to see that part, most defiantly not, if that is what scares me then no, not at all.
"Wow Josh your all ready hard", I hear Liz say in admiration. I didn't want to look and if I had it my way I wouldn't, but Liz forces me to look and I take in a breath and look horrified at what is right in front of me.
"Make sure her mouth stays open", he says as he brings himself closer to my face. Knowing what is coming next I try closing it, but then Liz stops me, and he shoves that dirty part into my mouth, and the first thing I had done, was bite down.
"You bitch"! Josh yells as he puts his hand around his wound, and slaps me hard in the face. My head had jerked to the side at how much power he had put into it. Then he holds either side of my face pushing Liz aside and thrusts his cock into my mouth, making me chock and thrusts back in after taking it out. At least my mouth is a better choice then the alternate part. I close my eyes, tears just falling from them, and the only thing I can do is think desperately for Reed to save me.
As I walk down the hall, I stop and turn around at a constant pull I can feel, and its strange because this pull is only what the queen can do. I shake my head and continue down the hall, only to stop and look down at a mess. A tray on the floor with food scattered all over the place. I sniff the air, since I'm not actually human, I have a deeper sense of smell.
I feel the pull even stronger and turn. There are three senses, and one of which is Hikaru, another is Liz and the other, I growl. I then bolt down the hall, following where this pulling is coming from. It took a short while to make in front of a door, what I can hear just angers me more, Hikaru pleading for something, I can hear sorrow and fear in her voice, then another voice female also laughing so hard.
"Josh"! She yells, and instantly I put my hand to the handle and growl finding out its locked. Well looks like I'm going to have to use my strength, because by the sound of it Hikaru will not last long. As soon as I broke through the door, I look around, Liz is horrified, and instantly I feel like killing him with the position he and Hikaru are in, she has her eyes closed, tears falling from them, her hands cuffed to the bed above her head, and she is nude, as much as I would love to see her, right now just isn't the time.
"Josh"! I growl.
"Get lost", he threats and just moves ever so slightly and I get an uncomfortable sound coming from Hikaru. I know too well what is going on here, I had been able to see the way that the humans mate from my queen. With speed that no lesser has I go over and push the off of her, knocking him into Liz along the way, and jump on the bed, I didn't care if I showed that I'm not one of them, he was going to defile Hikaru and that's one thing I will not stand for.
"Holly hell, how did you push me that far and let alone break down the door"? Josh asks. I don't do nothing, but look at him, glare at him, all I want to do is tear his head off, but the thought of Hikaru seeing it scared me. Me of all creatures afraid of something way weaker than me seeing something so horrific scared me. I started laughing.
"Eh"? I hear Josh say as he gets up and hides himself, looking at me, not caring if Liz is hurt, and I know for a fact that she is, because I smell blood. I couldn't help but close my eyes and before Hikaru managed to make a sound I feel a punch hit my face, and from the shock, I stepped back, and on the bed is Josh glaring at me.
"I am not lgoing to let lover boy in the way of my great plan", Josh says. I had to smile, because he lined himself up perfectly fine for Hikaru to do something and knowing that he may have done more than just tease her in a sense, he is in for a lot of pain in the nether regions.
"Hey shit head, you're forgetting about me"! Hikaru screams and I watch as her foot comes up and hits him where the sun don't shine, and with the force and the look on Josh's face for some reason my first reaction was to flinch. Josh falls back groaning in pain on the floor.
"Oh my gosh, Josh", Liz's voice says as I watch her move over to her new toy. She helps Josh up and they both slowly leave the room, but before they leave view Josh turns and glares, then says, "Hikaru this isn't over". They leave, and for the longest time I just stared at the door, waiting for them to return, only for my focus to be turned to the noise that the prisoner had made. After seeing what was going on, I get off the bed and walk over to her, then grab hold of the chain between both the cuffs and pull, breaking the chain with my strength.
I smiled when she looks at me amazed. Just so I don't get tempted, I pull off my shirt seeing that hers is torn, and hand it to her, then turn around.
I looked at his back questioning when he tossed me the shirt and then it hit me, I feel my face warm up and I put his shirt over my head and through the arms my arms go, and then I kneel on the bed.
"Thank you", I say as I try to stop the tears from falling, but for some reason I can't and it scares me dearly. My mouth feels dirty, the opening to my part feels dirty, hell I feel completely dirty. I slowly scoot off the bed, and pull up my panties and pants. I hear Reed walk over to me, since I moved over to the other side of the bed. Then without needing to ask, he puts his arms around me, and I put my hands on his firm chest then rest my forehead just above my hands and started to sob.
I knew what was coming next so I did the only thing I know humans do, and it seems to calm her. As soon as I feel her skin on mine, something with in me just jolts and it took me a while to figure it out, since I'm in human form that part feels really strange. Then I realize the smell in the room is coming from her, all most as if she where in heat.
I clear my throat and pull back some, then say, "You should go get cleaned up". She just nods, she seems broken, at least more so then usual. I move to the one side of her and put my arm around her shoulder then help her walk through the door, then hall, heading to the showers.
We walk in and I lead her over to a private shower knowing that she would rather that. She walks in it, and closes the curtain and as I see the clothes she had worn tossed over, I knew she was now in the water. I nod at the curtain and turn to walk to her room to get a clean set of clothes.
I stand under the water, letting it just godown any part of my body, replaying everything that happened and shuttering from it. My body liked it, but I didn't want it like that, and it had been too close to be losing the only thing I am saving for the right man to take. Everything in me feels numb, like I don't care. I look down and see a plastic sharp thing on the ground, and just stare at it, wondering if I should or shouldn't.
I do recall Reed leaving the area, more than likely to get me a new set of clothes. So I'm left here all alone, with what I may do or not do. I lean down and pick up the object and just stare at it, knowing if I do it, no one would miss me. I've lost everything and almost the thing I hold dear the most. I'm proud that I'm still pure, and I had almost lost that purity.
O.O, what is she planning on doing? And why? What of the pull that Reed felt, how is it possible for him to feel her need? You'll have to keep reading to find out... Muahahahah cliffhanger.