Full Moon Chapter 7: Morning Bliss, a twilight fanfic

Masen's POV
Damn! I didn't realise how late me and sofie stayed up last night, at first i thought i had to go to school, but that's when i realised that i didn't need to as my sleeping beauty was peacefully sleeping next to me, god i could get used to waking up like this!, i looked at the clock it was 9.30 am, everyone went to school and work except Esme, but my guess is that she isn't in the house, she's probably gardening or doing blue prints! Suddenly i heard my phone vibrate someone was texting me, i slowly shifted so i didn't wake sofia, she's suffered a horrible ordeal she deserves sleep! As i successfully managed to get out of the bed without waking her up i pulled the bed cover over her she started to shift then started pouting i think she must have known i wasn't in the bed.

I couldn't help but chuckle, but i decided to write a note just in case she woke up and i still wasn't here i didn't want her panicking and she ending up hurting herself trying to get out of bed, i wasn't hungry for human food, i was really thirsty i couldn't remember the last time i hunted, so i written her a note.

Morning Beautiful,
If you've woken up and wondered where i've gone don't worry i've gone out hunting i'll be back before you know it! So just rest up as much as you can, and PLEASE for my sanity don't try and get out of bed! I'll know!
See you soon angel

Masen x

Satisfied that this will reassure Sofia i snuck out, i grabbed my hunting clothes and decided to take a shower, i left my phone on the little shelf on top of the sink, again my phone was vibrating, i didn't realise how tense i was until the hot water touched my skin, i felt all my tense muscles relax, as i put my favourite scented shampoo on my hair and washed it off i decided to come out, i felt more refreshed, as i quickly dried myself off and got myself changed it was casual to be honest a pair of grey sweats and a plain black v neck top i don't see the point in hunting in designer jeans its pointless!, plus way more uncomfortable, as i finished brushing my teeth and drying my hair, i finally picked up my phone i had at least 5 text messages off Theo, Samantha, Nessie, Lizzie and EJ. The first one was off Theo.

Hey Mase,
Your sisters told me what happened, i hope your okay.
everyone has been worried sick, Sam was literally freaking out!
Tell Sofia to get well soon, everyone here wishes her well,
when will you be coming back to school it's been 3 days now?
Give me a heads up when you can bro!

Theo

I realised that Theo would be in class now if i text back but oh well!

T BONE!
yeah i had a feeling my sisters will tell you : ), oh don't worry
about me i'm fine, i did pass out at the hospital but that was about it!
tell her to stop freaking out otherwise i will, come down to that school and
shake her viciously until she knows i'm fine haha! :D, yeah! Im sure she'll appreciate
people's get well wishes, and i don't know man! Sofia's injuries were quite serious she had 3 broken ribs, a broken wrist, broken arm, a broken leg and two broken fingers on her right arm, i want to look after her, :/ so i don't think i'll be attending school for a good two weeks maybe,

Mase

I felt happy to know that everyone at school was deeply concerned for Sofia, i read the text that was from Sam.

MASEN!
How is sofia? Has she woken up yet! Omg! Even though i don't know her, but i cant help but be worried for her! Please! Get back to me! Theo told me to relax but i cant you know me! : ( btw, i think me and your sisters are getting along, i approached them today! And they were happy of the fact that i was friends with you, Theo is hanging around with EJ's friend Matt, he wants to meet you! Anyway!

See you soon!

Sam!

i couldn't help but laugh! I decided i'll reply to Sam's text later but the burn in my throat was making me uncomfortable, as i quietly crept past the room sofia was sleeping in, today i just felt blissful, when i grabbed my black high top trainers and my grey hoody i didn't realise Esme had walked in she caused me to jump a bit.

"Oh! Sorry i scared you dear! I'm sorry if i didn't wake you and Sofia up today, you two looked really tired so i thought you two needed your rest! How is she sweetie?" Aww! Grandma didn't need to apologise, i smiled and gave her a hug. She looked like she'd been doing gardening she had her garden gloves on and pair of old jeans that she wears only for gardening!

"It's okay grandma you didn't need to apologise, yeah! We were both up quite late last night, oh! My guess is that she's better than yesterday but she's still asleep, by the way, if she does wake up before i get back will you make sure she doesn't get out of bed, knowing her she'll ignore me and do it anyway, i want her to rest as much as she can!, i want her to recover!, don't worry about making her breakfast i'll cook!" Esme had a motherly smile and nodded.

"Of course dear, i'll keep an eye on her! And oh are you sure, i don't mind cooking for her?" she seemed puzzled at first. "Honestly grandma it's okay, i don't mind making it, Lizzie has taught me a couple of things to cook, I'm not saying your cooking isn't good or anything I just thought it would make it easier for you" Esme laughed and smiled. "Okay sweetie, I'm assuming you're going hunting?" i nodded and with that said my throat burned even more, so i winced, Esme practically shoved me out! Saying that the sooner i hunt the sooner I'll be back with Sofia! I couldn't help but laugh but i didn't hesitate to go hunting.

As i let my instincts take over i hunted down 3 elks, 3 mountain lions, a moose and a grizzly bear! I still haven't got the hang of drinking but still not have a drop of blood on me, i'm still a messy eater but at least i don't look as bad as i used to, seriously i looked like i came from a horror movie it was that bad, my clothes aren't ripped for once but i still had blood all over my sweats, face and hands! I'd love to see Sofia's face if she saw me like this!, i looked at the time and it was 10.00 am sofia would probably be awake now!, it was a bad idea hunting down 3 mountain lions, i felt all slushy but at least my throat has stopped burning!.

As i finally made my way back to the house, i slowly crept into my room, i expected Sofia to be awake by now but she wasn't she was still asleep man! She must have been really tired i saw her toss and turn for a second then curled herself into a ball, then i heard quiet sobs, then her calling out my name, i wasn't sure if she was awake but i had to quickly wipe this blood off me, i cant have her see me like this, Esme was petrified when she saw the state of me she gave me new clothes i didn't have time to have another shower so i just washed my face and hands with a wet cloth that i used earlier, when i finally looked a little decent, i heard my angel still sobbing, i rushed by her side i saw that she was still asleep but she was still calling my name, then she mumbled something else, all i heard was 'Don't touch him. Leave him alone, its me you want' i don't know what she was dreaming about and who else was in it but all i know was that she was crying because someone was hurting me!

"Sofia! Wake up! Your dreaming, wake up sweetheart! I'm here alive! Nobody is hurting me come on wake up!" she still didn't open her eyes but she was still crying so i shook her a little more rough this time.

"Sofia! Your dreaming! Stop crying! Come on! Nobody is hurting me!" i was getting worried now but then she finally opened her eyes, i felt so relieved i exhaled she looked around the room then she looked into my eyes, like as if she was never going to see them again! She shot straight up and was in my arms within seconds this surprised me a bit but i wrapped my arms around her while she sobbed wetting my top, but i didn't care i was stroking her hair, and rubbing soothing circles on her back trying to calm her down, we must have been like this for a good 20 minutes, finally sofia stopped crying, she lifted her head off my chest and looked at me with sad eyes, it hurt me to know that dream and whoever was in it made her like this, i want to see that smile again!.

"I-i'm s-s-sorry masen, i don't know what happened i was fine until i noticed you weren't in the bed, i saw the note but i was just so exhausted so i fell back asleep, but then i had a nightmare, someone, was... hurting you! It-it hurt me! I'm so sorry!" Sofia whispered the last part she was sniffling and a tear broke from her eyes, she turned her head away ashamed. This really broke my heart! She cant keep living like this! She's going to have to tell me at some point whether she likes it or not! I can protect her and i WILL! I wont let anybody touch her! I cupped her face so she she's forced to look at me, her eyes weren't sparkly as normal they were dark purple, and they were full of fear and pain.

"SOFIA! You have nothing to apologise for! If i had known that me leaving your side would cause you to have nightmares i wouldn't have left! My phone was vibrating and i really needed to hunt!, plus you just looked exhausted so i didn't want to wake you, i'm really sorry!" i couldn't help but think that me and sofia were always apologising to each other, were just so similar! Sofia looked confused. "no masen it's not your fault, i just... no never mind!" hey! I'm not having this! This is twice now! What does she want to tell me! "Sofie! Come on you can tell me anything what's wrong?" Sofia thought for a moment then exhaled.

"Nothing's wrong it's just... well... when you was downstairs talking with your sisters last night, i had this... Horrible feeling, i felt vulnerable and alone! I didn't like it one bit, don't blame yourself it's not your fault, BUT whenever i'm in your arms i feel safe... and protected, i didn't have any nightmares when i was with you but when you wasn't here it was like my conscious mind knew.. its hard to explain.." i saw how much she was blushing when she admitted that she felt safe when she was in my arms, i felt happy knowing that she felt that way.

"That is how i want you to feel sofie, safe and protected, i made a vow remember? And i will not! I repeat i will not let anything happen to you! Nothing will touch you! i promise!" Sofia smiled brightly her eyes shone! That's it!, i pulled Sofie back on the bed since she jumped on me i fell backwards so we was practically on the floor, sofia laughed as she realised. "oops i didn't realise i made you fall backwards, he he!" I loved it when she giggled she was so cute i couldn't help but look at her beautiful face and smile, i didn't realise i was staring as i saw Sofia blush really bad.

"Masen why are you staring at me?" it was my turn to blush god i must have been staring at her for a good 5 minutes!. "Oh! Er! Sorry, i just can't help it, your just so beautiful" Sofia laughed a little loud, i playfully glared at her. But that only caused her to laugh more.

"Aw! Mase no need to get embarrassed, i think your beautiful as well" Sofia gasped and she claps her hand on her mouth!, my eyes widened i was shocked, so she thought i was beautiful as well, i couldn't help but laugh, i made her jump a little i fell off the bed, i was laughing so much, i was even clutching my stomach! I just managed to climb back on the bed, i saw Sofia go bright crimson! I am so teasing her for this!

"SO! You think i'm beautiful Miss. Williams?" i finally managed to calm down so i raised my eyebrows at her and she just didn't know what to say, so she just hit me with a pillow!. "Hey! What was that for?" I started to pout playfully, she started laughing. "i hit you with the pillow because you was trying to tease me Masen Cullen, plus i shouldn't have said that!" I smiled brightly at her!. "Me? Tease you? Sofia! I would never! Ha-ha!, and why shouldn't you?, i'm glad you did say it! Now i know how you really feel" i was being dramatic but i was serious about the last part! I was actually glad she admitted that, Sofia smiled but before she said anything else i heard her tummy growl, which caused both of us to laugh.

"Food for the half vampire i think!" she giggled and she was blushing but then was confused.
"Err Masen how am i going to go downstairs we must be 3 stories up?" i was surprised, how did she know, i think she's just too smart for her own good but clearly not smart enough. I chuckled. "Sofia do you honestly think I'd make you walk 3 flights of stairs in your condition? no! I'm going to carry you silly!" her mouthed shaped into an O but first i think she'd want to get herself cleaned up first so i called Esme upstairs when she was finally in the room, i saw confusion across Sofia's face.

"Sofia this is my grandmother Esme, don't worry i just figured that with the condition you're in, Esme is going to help you get in the shower, for obvious reasons, i just figured you'd want to get yourself cleaned up, I'm going to cook you breakfast" Sofia smiled at Esme and me. "Thank you Masen, and Esme do you mind, i mean i don't want to be a burden?" Seriously?! Esme even agreed to help! She reminds me of Nessie her self-less attitude! Sometimes she needs to be a little selfish!

"Sweetheart you're not a burden; it would play on my conscience if i was off doing something knowing you were struggling to just get in the shower! I'm not that sort of person!" I smiled at my granny! She certainly has a big heart! She's accepted Sofia like one of her children, like as if she was talking to Alice, Rose or momma, i couldn't help but smile until i noticed they were both looking at me as if to say you need to leave.

I blushed and told Sofia i was going to make a start, i made my way into the kitchen, now the question that remains is what the hell can i cook?. I don't know Sofia's diet... Well you know!, there's certain foods us hybrids can eat, so on the safe side i decided to make Sofia pancakes with fresh berries, i was in the zone until my oh so lovely siblings intruded my head then caused me to burn my fingers!

*MASEN! How is Sofia? You better not be teasing her!*-Lizzie

*I MISS SOFIE! Tell her that Liz and anna are coming over today after school so don't wear her out too much today!*-Nessie

*Hey bro! Your friend Theo is awesome! I think we should all hang out you know! When Sofie is better!*-EJ

*OKAY GUYS! You're all screaming in my head at one time! I was in the middle of making Sofie's breakfast you lot caused me to burn my fingers on the stove!, Liz sofie is fine considering and don't worry i haven't teased her too much, nessie i'll tell her that, i'm sure she'll love the company, and EJ yeah! T Bone is awesome HAHA! Yeah definitely!*-Masen

After a few other comments i successfully made 2 stacks of pancakes. WHAT? Pancakes are my weakness!, i was about to call Esme but it seems like i didn't have to as Sofie was put on the couch! I didn't want to move her so i gave her the pancakes, with her knife and fork, her face beamed.

"Mmm! They smell delicious thanks Masen, oh! Esme isn't here she said something about a client wanting to see her, so she said that she'll see us later" I nodded, i sat down next to Sofie and we both started tucking in our pancakes, a little moan escaped from Sofie she started giggling again which caused me to laugh. "Honestly this is the 2nd time you've moaned! Maybe i should make pancakes more often!" she playfully slapped my arm. " Hey! No laughing at me! I can't help it, there delicious, who taught you how to cook?" I blushed really bad!. "... Lizzie! But my mom and Esme taught Liz how to cook" i was surprised that she didn't laugh, she just nodded and smiled.

"I think that's sweet, you, your sisters and your brother are just all so close, like how your all bonded... i wish i had an older brother" Sofie looked a little sad but then smiled at me, but i agree me and my siblings are all bonded, this bond we have is unbreakable, though they annoy me sometime but we all love each other! I'd do anything for them, if they said for us to move away my bags would be packed straight away with no questions asked. This caused a smile on my face as i laughed at a memory i had when i was little.

"What is it mase?, mind me asking why your laughing?" Sofia just looked confused. "Oh sorry, i was just remembering something from when i was little you see when we was all young, cause we were all so close, whenever one of us used to walk off somewhere we'd all follow, we were always in each other's company, or if one of us cried we'd all cry, there was a time that my grandpa had to measure Nessie first as we were growing in a rapid pace, he picked her up and took her to his office but then me, EJ and Lizzie started to cry because we wanted to go with Nessie" We both started laughing.

"Awe that's so cute," it was silent for a few minutes not awkward it was nice, i heard Sofie exhale she looked satisfied. We were both finished with our pancakes, i toke Sofia's plate and washed up quickly i sat back down next to her she was staring at nothing, i gently grabbed her and pulled her against my chest, she seemed happier as she buried her head in my chest, i noticed that her fingers on her right hand were better, the advantages of being half vampire, i was stroking her hair, i contemplated whether i should ask her again about where she came from but i think she seems happy to just be with me, i was just thinking whether she wanted to do something or what, we couldn't go outside as her leg is still broken and it's raining.. no surprises there.

"So what do you wanna do?" I looked at Sofia she was thinking.

"What do you have in mind?" to be honest i wasn't sure what to do, we could watch TV, play video games, play 20 questions. PERFECT.

"how about we play 20 questions?, get to know each other you know?" Sofia laughed her beautiful laugh and nodded.

"Okay you first" i smiled evilly.

"Favourite Colour?" she didn't even have to think. "Purple" which is very ironic. "You?" I smiled "Purple" Sofie smiled.

"Favourite music genre/genres?"

"Country, acoustics, punk rock, R'n'B and a little bit of pop" Good genres! Sofia seemed to be enjoying this. "You?" I thought about it for a while, "I like a bit of country, rock, a bit of heavy metal, a bit of rap, punk rock a bit of everything really" Sofie nodded.

"Favourite animal to hunt?" "it has to be moose" Merh it's okay i guess grizzlies are the best though!, "No way by far grizzlies is the best" Sofie just smiled and rolled her eyes.

"can you play an instrument?" she smiled widely.

"I can play the guitar" WHAT! No way! AWESOME! I bet she's awesome!

"WHAT! Really? I can play the guitar!" she giggled.

"I know" wait how does she know?

"How do you know?" Sofia looked at me as if it was obvious.

"your sisters told me" she giggled, oh yeah! Duh!. Maybe i could play her some of my songs.

"Do, do you want to hear some of my music?" her eyes shined, and nodded.

"yeah i would love to if it's alright?" of course!.

"HAHA! Sofia if i didn't want to play i wouldn't have asked." Right on cue she blushed, i stroked her cheek.

"I love it when you blush, you look really cute" she put her hands on my face i was just fixated by her eyes, that cute little nose, those pink, plump, kissable lips OKAY MASEN STOP IT! You wanted to play some music to her remember. I wasn't sure whether to leave her or to just carry her with me upstairs to the music room i always leave a guitar at the mansion while my other guitars are at the cottage. You just never know what's going to happen.

"Er, do you want me to carry you upstairs in the music room or do you want to wait down here?" Sofia looked scared she gripped onto my arm looks like i'm carrying her, no complaints.

"T-take me with you please mase!" she started to shake! I nodded i lifted her small body into my arms she wrapped her arms around my neck, she was light as a feather, she seemed to calm down, soon we were in the music room, i placed her onto the small couch, i then went into my closet finally found my guitar, i grabbed a small chair that was on under the study desk, lucky enough i had my book with all my music i decided one of my new songs would be a good song to sing as this was how i felt, before i started to play i looked at Sofia, why was i getting nervous? she must have known as she was looking at me as if she was encouraging me.

"it's okay mase, take your time" I nodded, wow Sofia is the first person that i've performed to, what am i going to be like when i perform in front of the whole school, i toke a deep breath, the guitar was already tuned, i was starting to clear my head and just get lost in the music.

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreaming'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

I say
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
Not having you here...

I say,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

GUITAR SOLO

"God people just can't keep their hands off me!" I just had to tease, Sofia was laughing and her face was streaming with tears, i guess she felt the music; i always had this effect on people. I smiled and wiped her tears off her face.

"Mase that was beautiful, is that how you feel? About... you know? About what happened?" She was blushing but to be honest it was so i looked away.. who does that remind you of?! I felt Sofia's hands cup my face. "Hey! None of that, Mase i don't know what i could say for you to believe that you didn't cause that crash! Nathan did, but look i'm here, breathing, and i'm slowly healing, you're here with me, helping me get better! I'm willing to move forward from this, are you? i don't want to linger in the past with 'if it was different' or 'if this didn't happen' all i know is that hearing you play, was just.. beautiful" i covered her hands in mine, this electrical flow between the two of us seemed to intensify, it didn't hurt it felt.. good! This girl doesn't realise how much i love her, i started to smile, i really wanted to listen to her play i bet her voice is amazing.

"Sofia is your wrist better?" Sofia nodded her head she looked a little confused.

"Yeah mase why?" i handed her the guitar.

"Would you play? I really want to hear a song!" she looked a little nervous but then gave the guitar back huh? She then smiled.

"Masen my guitar is by the door, Alice must have gone to the apartment i stayed at, my guitar is over there, sorry it's just that, i cant play any other guitar apart from this one!" I nodded in understanding i turned around and saw a small suitcase and her bag for her guitar, i carefully grabbed it i didn't want to break something that means so much to her! She quickly grabbed her guitar out, wow it was nice, it's hard to explain what it looks like but it was nice!, there were some carvings, initials it looked like, but they weren't Sofia's initials, i'll ask her one day, now's not the time.

I watched as Sofia started tuning her guitar, this face looked familiar i could see she was getting lost in her own little world as she started strumming her guitar it was beautiful,

Whoooooooooooooooooooo

You'll remember me when
the west wind moves among
the fields of barley

You can tell the sun
in his jealous sky when we walked
In the fields of gold

So she took her love for
to gaze awhile among the
fields of barley

In his arms she fell as
her hair came down Among
the fields of gold

Will you stay with me
will you be my love
among the fields of barley

And you can tell the
sun in his jealous sky
when we walked in
the fields of gold

I never made promises
lightly
and there have been
some that i've broken

But i swear in the days still
left
We will walk in the fields of
gold
We'll walk in the fields of gold

GUITAR SOLO

I never made promises
lightly
and there have been
some that i've broken

But i swear in the days still
left
We will walk in the fields of
gold
We'll walk in the fields of gold

Whoooooooooooooooooo

Many years have passed
since those summer days
Among the fields of barley

See the children run
as the sun goes down
as you lie in the fields of
gold

You'll remember me when
the west wind moves among
the fields of barley

You can tell the sun
in his jealous sky when we walked
In the fields of gold

When we walked
in the fields of gold

Whoooooooooooooo

When we walked...
in the fields... of gold...

I saw tears stream down her face after she sang, this song must mean so much to her, she put down the guitar and she wrapped her arms around me and started to sob, i started to comfort her. I could hear her mumble something i just about caught what she was saying, 'I killed her, it's all my fault, i killed her!' she killed someone? Who did she kill?. "Sofia who did you kill?" her eyes shot open, and looked straight in my eyes, she didn't answer me for ages, i was starting to get worried.

"Sofia! Please tell me! I told you that i am here to listen, please! I really want to help you, i hate it when you're upset, i start to worry, come on! Please!" Sofia's eyes closed i think she was contemplating whether or not to say. Just before sofia was ready to tell me, the door suddenly burst open and in comes none other than Seth and Jake yeah THANKS GUYS! Sofia screamed a little then grabbed onto me and was hiding her face in my chest. I growled a little.

"What the hell! How did you two get in here?" they looked confused.

"Err. Through the door?" i gave them both death glares.

"No shit Sherlock no i mean... ARGH never mind! Just don't come bombarding in here again okay! You frightened the life out of us!" Seth and Jake thought it was hilarious! I noticed Sofia lifted her head up for a moment she gasped when she saw Jake and Seth though Jake is taller than Seth but they're both still huge! At least nearly 6ft 7 i have no idea anymore. They never own a shirt unless it's an occasion! They both then noticed that Sofia was in my lap and they gasped when they both saw her! Sofia started to blush! Guess it's time for introductions!.

"Sofia! I'd like you to meet these two idiots, Jacob Black, He's Billy Black's son who is Nessie's boyfriend, and my momma's best friend, That goof ball is Seth Clearwater, his sister Leah Clearwater is EJ's girlfriend Seth here is Lizzie's boyfriend they're all Wolves! Well Shape shifters there in the Quileute pack. Well there's two packs, Jake's pack which consists of him of course, his Betas is Leah, and Seth, and there is Quill and Embry, the other pack is Sam's Pack which... well you'll be able to meet them this weekend if your leg heals, Guys this is Sofia" Sofia looked curious and was nodding.

"Nice to meet both of you, i'm friends with both Lizzie and Nessie they didn't mention any of them dating anybody, may i just say how incredibly tall you two are! I don't think i've seen anybody as tall as you two!" The guys barked out loud laughs, i noticed Sofia blushed, i was chuckling myself. "Well it's a pleasure to meet you Sofia, Yeah my ness hasn't stopped talking about you, saying that i need to meet you, it's been annoying, but now i understand why, wow! Your eyes! They're.. really freaky!" I started to growl a little, i started to get into protective mode. But this only caused Sofia to giggle.

"Masen are you getting jealous?" I was shooting daggers at the floor! I wish i had Sofia's power so i could turn myself invisible, i felt a soft, warm hand on my arm, i looked up slightly and it was Sofia giving me a smile as if to say it's okay! Jake and Seth were just laughing! I hate it!. Then out of nowhere Seth ran straight to Sofia picked her up and was spinning her around, she started giggling telling seth to put her down, what the hell is he doing!

"SOFIE!, are you coming to the bonfire?" What the hell is this boy deaf.

"HEHEHE! Seth i think Masen has already told you that if my leg heals then i will come!"

"Seth! Put her down! She's still injured remember! Her wrist and two fingers are healed but not the rest of her!" Seth looked at Sofia with sad eyes he must have forgotten, Sofia looked at him with guilt.

"Don't worry about it Seth, you didn't know!" Seth smiled and nodded. I really want these two out of my room now!. "Guys, you know where the game room is! Can you please scram!" They playfully glared at me. But then finally walked out the door! Stupid mutts! I turned my attention back to sofia, she was admiring the large piano.

"See something you like?" I wasn't teasing i actually thought she liked it. Sofia smiled and nodded. "Who's is this piano?, it's gorgeous" I smiled.

"Well, it was my dad's he plays the piano all the time, when we was young i wanted to learn how to play at first, but i couldn't really get the hang of it, well not just me, Lizzie also, we just suddenly lost interest in wanting to play a piano but we did want to play an instrument, but! My dad taught Nessie and EJ they caught onto it quicker EJ is the only one aside from my dad that plays on the grand piano now, Nessie does from time to time but she prefers to play on a electric keyboard" Sofia's eyes widened.

"WOW! That's amazing, i've heard Lizzie play on the violin and let me just say that she sounds like a professional, so do you! i can't imagine how EJ, Nessie and your dad must sound" I smiled proudly but what is she talking about she's amazing on the guitar to be honest i'm not just saying it because it's her but she can play way better than me!.

"Sofie! You play like a professional as well! You played way better than me!" Sofie didn't look convinced but she nodded. "Well i don't know about that but thanks mase" I nodded. "You're welcome, so what do you want to do now?, it's only 12.30pm" Sofia was thinking for a while, which then reminded me she never answered my question.

"Hold that thought sofie you never did answer my question!" Sofie looked puzzled.

"What question?" Sofie gave me a confused look "the one i asked you not long ago, after when you sang that song. You started crying, then you said that you killed her.. or something on the lines, i don't want to upset you or anything but... can't you tell me what you mean?" Sofia's face fell again she toke a deep breath and nodded.

"Okay!, Well i'm not ready to tell you the whole story yet mase, but! I am going to put your mind at rest, when i am ready to tell the whole story, i think it's fair that your whole family listens okay?" I nodded in understanding i didn't say a word so she can continue.

"The song you heard... i didn't write it... my.. my mother did!, you see.. when she was pregnant with me, she used to whisper things to me, weird thing was that i never broke any of my mom's bones she'd drink the blood that i needed, but anyway, i don't know anything about my mother... i don't know her name, what she did, nothing at all, but all i know is that she used to sing this one song, she named it fields of gold, she'd say that when i enter this world, though she won't be here when i do, but she knows that one day we will be together, she'd used to call me her angel from above..

i cant remember what happened but all i remember is.. being cold, me and my mother were in a forest, deep within, i... i basically clawed my way out of my mother's stomach, i remember laying my eyes on my mother for the first time, she looked weak, her heart was really faint, i just remember her whispering something to me she said, 'I love you... so, so much.

My angel sent from above' my mother wrapped me up in her woolly cardigan, i fell asleep, i suddenly started to cry, though i was only a baby, but... i knew... she... she was dead! She still had her arms wrap around me, then i started to scream out crying because a man found me, claiming to be my father though i never heard a male figure while i was in my mothers stomach but what could i do? He named me, and raised me!" I was in tears at this point, Sofia! Her mother has died, while here i am, i'm lucky to even have mine, momma nearly died from having all of us, but yet she was determined to have us, of course we all loved her very much and tried not to hurt her though EJ was the more energetic one and breaking her bones! But yet here she is.

Sofie will never get to experience that because her mother is dead, but hold on! If she knows nothing about her mother then why didn't she ask her father?, i was cuddling sofia! "Sofie, why didn't you ask your father about your mother?" Sofie's eyes looked down to the floor.

"I tried to, when i had the mental age of 15, i plucked up the courage to ask my father about my mother, but when i did ask he slapped me across the face and told me to never ask him about my mother, he said that all humans were good for was to feed" I growled what the hell! He slaps his own daughter because of what! She only wants to know about her mother! I don't believe that, something's not right! But Sofie obviously never asked again.

"It's okay mase, this happened a long time ago, but it still hurts you know?" I can't imagine how that must feel not having your mother, and well, she doesn't even say anything about her father?. "I can't imagine what that must be like, i salute you for that, you're so strong! But you never mentioned your father, what's he like?" I saw her eyes widen in fear, huh? How can she be frightened of her own father.

"Y-you don't w-want to know a-about h-him" wow she's really scared, that's really strange but i didn't want to upset sofie even further so i dropped it, i nodded. If this is all she can tell me for the moment then i appreciate her even telling me this.

"Sofie, i really appreciate you telling me that, even though i am still confused on some things and i still have a lot of questions to ask you but.. Well thank you for sharing that with me, i'm sure if your mother saw you now, i'm 100,000,000% sure that she will be proud of the woman you are you can trust me on that!" Sofie smiled showing all her lovely white, pearly teeth.

"Thanks Mase, that really means a lot to me, i know one day i'll see my mother, i know she's in heaven, i just got so many questions that i wish i knew, then maybe this guilt can go! But what can i say when i killed my own mother!" I gave her a sad smile and kissed her forehead whoa! Erm that wasn't meant to happen, but sofie looked like she didn't mind. I really need to tell this girl how i feel fast before i really do something stupid! ARGH! But i just don't know how! GOD LOVE IS CONFUSING! I was suddenly interrupted by my siblings.

*Did i just hear correctly that quote 'love is confusing?*-Lizzie

*Hum! That's what it sounds like to me sis!*-Nessie

*OH NO! what the hell do you two want!*-Mase

*Oh well thanks mase, love you too!*-Nessie

*Sorry, guys i'm just a little stressed out, i've learnt a little about sofia and well, she was telling me about her mother, please don't ask me, it's not my story to tell and well! To comfort her i accidently sort of kissed her on the forehead i know its nothing major cause i do it with you two but, i'm having very strong feelings for her but i'm not sure if she feels the same way, i mean! I don't want to... get myself hurt if she doesn't feel the same way! But i think she deserves to know the truth otherwise the longer i leave it the more i'll end up doing something stupid maybe next time it won't be a simple kiss on the head it may be a kiss on the lips and i don't want to ruin this chance sofie's giving me*-Mase

*Wow what a dilemma you've got yourself into bro!, but let me just ask you this, how much do you love this girl?*-EJ

*A lot! I mean! I and she have this... Electrical current that flows between us every time we touch, i don't know if that means something or what!*-Mase

*OMG MASE! Don't you know what that means?*-Nessie

*Humour me ness!*-Mase

*It means my slow minded little brother, since i asked grandpa that ages ago, it means that if a vampire or in your case a half vampire, feels an electrical flow between yourself and a human or vampire or half vampire it means that you two are soul mates! Apparently that is how they find their mates! It happened with him and grandma, under different circumstances and it happened with Daddy and momma while she was still human! You've found your soul mate Mase!*-Nessie

*My soul mate? Sofia! Is my soul mate? Do you think i should say something?*-Mase

*Bro! It doesn't have to be today, Actually i have an idea, I spoke to Alice, regarding the bonfire, according to Ali Sofia recovers a lot faster than we all thought she fully recovers tomorrow! The bonfire is Saturday! Maybe you can tell her then, Alice sees you and her going to school earlier you'd be going to school Thursday!*-EJ

*Good idea EJ, yeah i'll tell her then! And what more romantic way could it be to tell somebody you love on first beach EEEEE!, Alice is already jumping in her seat! HAAH*-Nessie

*HAHA! Tell her lay off the red bull yeah thanks bro! Thats perfect!*-Mase

*Awww i'm so happy for you masey!*-Lizzie

*I'll let you get away with that one BABY SIS! Oh by the way YOUR BOYFRIENDS ARE JERKS!*-Mase

*Who Seth and Jake?*- Lizzie and Nessie

*YES! They came bombarding into the music room! Grandma isn't here so it was just me and Sofie we was both playing the guitar and all of a sudden they scared the hell out of us! And thought it was hilarious! Keep your dogs under control!*-Mase

*Okay! I'll have a talk with Seth! But please DONT call him that! He's not a dog!*-Lizzie

*YEAH SAME WITH JAKE! There wolves!*-Nessie

*WOW! Really? i had no idea! Well there as close as! They smell like one HAHAAH!*-Mase

*OMG! What the hell has Sofia got herself into! Poor girl! OH mase tell Sofie that me Liz, Anna and Sam are going to come to see her when we finish school ok?*-Lizzie

*OH HAR HAR! Whatever guys! And FINE! I'll tell her! Wait your friends with Samantha? Theo's girlfriend?*-Mase

*Yeah! Of course the girl looked lonely while Theo was talking with EJ and Matt We all thought that she could use some company so we asked her to join us and she was more than happy, i didn't even know she was friends with you Mase!*-Nessie

*Of course! What can i say! I pick my friends wisely! Aw! I miss T Bone! Tell him i'll be seeing him Monday!*-Mase

*HAHAHA! Bro! Don't worry he's missed you to! Well actually he misses seeing your Porsche! By the way! Alyssa is asking for you!*-EJ

*HAHA! Oh i'm sure he'll be happy and WHAT! I thought see was all hooked on you EJ!*-Mase

*HAHA! She was but that was when our lovely sisters told Leah about Alyssa and she um! Basically made a statement this morning! Sooo! She's hooked on you now! I don't think she's going to like what's going to happen with you and Sofia! Sofia's got competition HAHA!*-EJ

*OMG! I'd rather not even go back to school if i'm going to have a girl who wants to date me because of how wealthy our family is and because she wants to be popular! Eugh! I love being used! Hence the sarcasm, First Tanya and now Alyssa! You sure they aren't related in any way?*-Mase

*HAHAHA! Don't worry mase me and ness will make sure she backs off from you!*-Lizzie

I was so sucked into the conversation i didn't realise Sofia has been trying to get my attention

"MASE! MASEN! HELLO!" I shook my head.

"HUH? WHAT!" Sofia giggled.

"Sorry, you were talking to Ness, Liz and EJ weren't you? what did they say?" I chuckled and gave her my side smile.

"Yeah sorry, well apparently according to my aunt Alice, you will be fully recovered by tomorrow so we will be able to go to the bonfire, plus we'd be going to school earlier than we thought, oh and Lizz, Ness, Anna and Samantha are coming to see you today! You've never met Samantha don't worry she's my friend that i met well i'm close with her boyfriend Theo, there getting along very well amongst the others, according to Ness and Lizz Samantha is real close with them and she really wants to meet you as she didn't get a chance to Monday! Is that okay? You know cause i can tell them not today if you're not up to it!" I didn't really want to tell Sofia about the whole us being soul mates I'd rather tell her on Saturday. Actually i'm going to need help.

"oh really? Wow that soon, that's great! And OMG! No! that's fine! Wow i really want to meet Samantha now! Whoever is a friend of lizz and ness and Anna's is a friend of mine! I want to meet her now!" I smiled at her enthusiasm, this is just heavenly then an idea just struck. "Sofia... since you'll be fully recovered tomorrow.. um, there's a place that i go to.. when things get to heavy for me, it's really beautiful, you can see the whole of Washington there and there's a massive waterfall, apart from my dad nobody has seen it, would you.. want to see?" Sofia gasped and nodded her head viciously.

"YES! I'd love to!" We both smiled at each other i decided to carry her downstairs we were both hungry, we didn't expect to see Esme back she was busy cleaning the house until she saw us walk in.

"Oh! Hello dears, i didn't want to disturb you both, you two look hungry, why don't you two sit down and i'll make you two some lunch" me and Sofia smiled brightly and nodded. I carefully placed sofia on the couch, her leg and arm were still broken and i wasn't sure if her ribs were still broken so you can never be too careful, i couldn't find the TV remote then suddenly i was concentrating on the TV then it turned on! WOAH! Did i just do that! I turned to Sofia and she saw.

"What the hell! Mase did you do that?" I was more confused than she was. "I don't know i think so, i didn't know what i was doing, i just stared at the TV and it came on!" I was puzzled. I need to call grandpa. But not now he'll be back from the hospital later. "Hum! Maybe this a new part to your gift, you can control people's minds can't you? so maybe not only can you control the mind maybe you can also control objects" Wow, she's really clever. "Sofie! Has anyone told you how observant and clever you are!" Sofia burst out laughing, and nodded.

"Yeah! I've been told! Not the clever part but how observant i am! It's strange i don't know why i am! But when you've had to read people very easily" I couldn't help but laugh, soon enough the air filled with grandma's famous macaroni and cheese! And i don't think me and sofie was the only ones that likes the smell because the goons! Was soon rushing into the kitchen wanting to get a bowl of Esme's food! Sofia was giggling.

"Is that what they are always like when it comes to food?" I burst out laughing.

"Yeah! They're worse when they're in their wolf form they always fight over the biggest lion or any other animal its very entertaining" sofia looked at them with curious eyes.

"I'd love to see them in their wolf form" Seth soon shouted in the other room.

"We'll show you some time!" Sofia's eyes shone like as if she was 5 in a candy store.

"Really? Omg! Thanks guys!" they both had goofy smiles and nodded. Esme finally announced that the food was ready; Esme came in with two bowls of mac and cheese.

"Here you are i hope you like it Sofia, how are you feeling today sweetie?"

"Thank you Esme it looks great, a little bit sore especially on my chest and my leg but aside that i'm fine thank you" Esme smiled adoringly at her and nodded.

"I'll have Carlisle check you over again when he comes back from the hospital" Sofia smiled and nodded.

"Thanks"

"Your very welcome sweetie!"

i love the fact that my family have accepted sofia like one of her own, i just wish sofia would listen and know that she doesn't have to take whatever's troubling her alone! She's got us, who will be willing to help! Us cullens have faced enough danger! But! We'd tackle it straight on if it means to protect the people we love! The sooner she realises that, the better.