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Amu's pov

I scrambled to cover myself. "Tsukasa !" I practically squeaked. His eyes were wide at the state he caught us in.

Briskly he covered his eyes turning away. "My poor innocent child." He was muttering while practically sobbing. I rolled my eyes and quickly started pulling clothes on.

Not realizing my shirt was inside out. I was trying to soothe my hair out. I felt so embarrassed, like a daughter being caught by her father. Ikuto only bothered to slip his boxers and pants on. "You can turn around now." Ikuto said with a bored tone.

As if being caught naked didn't phase him. I however couldn't act so nonchalant about the matter. Tsukasa turned glaring at Ikuto. "You defiled my innocent Amu-Chan!" He yelled in a whiny voice.

"We don't have time for this! Where were you ?" I said trying to distract him. It worked.

He explained how he went to seek allies. "Tsukasa do you know why this is happening?" I asked handing him a cup of tea. We had got the others up and we're all in the living room.

He nodded solemnly. "Well Spit it out old man!" Ikuto said. I smacked his head. "Amu... you aren't going to like hearing this. It's... Nagi." My eyes widened at his revelation.

"What no! There is no way he would do this." I cried out. I ignored Ikuto's comment about Nagi.

Tsukasa's shoulders slumped. "I'm afraid he has... he invited demonic possession. They plan to free the demon king..." I cut Tsukasa off.

"Why!?" I yelled already feeling so upset that my best friend could have done this. "Amu... he felt... well through the bond he felt what Ikuto did and... when you gave yourself to him Nagi lost it... he plans to destroy this world and the demon king said he would spare you both." Tsukasa looked so broken.

"Basically he wants to destroy everyone and everything so he can have Amu." Rima said bluntly. This was all my fault I realized. "What bond!" I heared Ikuto yell and I knew he was going to snap.

"Calm down. It's nothing like your thinking." I said as calm as I could we didn't have time for this. I knew later he would make me explain and I would but I needed him to stay calm right now. "How can we fix this?" I asked Tsukasa.

There had to be a way. Tsukasa looked up his eyes meeting mine. "You have to kill him." He said.

I shook my head I couldn't kill Nagi. "No... there has to be another way!" I protested out loud. He shook his head sadly.

:I'm sorry Amu there is no other way he is gone... I can't do it, he is like a son to me. Your the only one he will allow close. So it has to be you." He said almost begging me with his tone to understand.

"He's my best friend." I sobbed. "My child he was... he is no longer the Nagi we knew." He said taking my hand.

I couldn't believe it not till I saw it myself. Tsukasa left saying he would be back in the morning with the allies. I was upset and wanted to be alone but the moment the others left and Ikuto remained I knew that he wouldn't let me just think. "What bond Amu?" He said it quietly this time but his tone suggested he we barely holding on.

When I didn't answer he picked me up in a second we were back in his room. He closed the door dropped me on the bed and asked again. So I explained how I had met Nagi. How it wasn't a romantic bond but a bond of friendship.

How Nagi was a demi demon. He listened quietly. Yet even with me explaining this he still seemed mad. He grabbed me roughly. One hand tangled in my hair as he pulled it roughly to the side exposing my neck.

I was scared as I knew what he planned to do. I was scared because I knew it wouldn't be the same as when I willingly let him bite me. No this would hurt. I bit my lip not wanting the others to hear as he forced his fangs down into my neck.

I felt the burning course through me as if being burned from the inside out. I felt the blood dripping from my own lip as I bit down hard to stop my sounds of pain from waking the others. I knew he would be sorry later and I hated that there was this darkness that consumed him at times. When he did remove his fangs I fell to the floor unable to support myself.

The burning wouldn't stop for a while . I curled up in a ball on my side. Trying to lock down and ignore the burn. I couldn't hear as the pain consumed me.

I felt Ikuto's hands on me and I knew he was horrified. As he realized what he did. Yet I couldn't move or speak as I focused on not alerting the others. I didn't need them involved.

Finally after minutes that felt like hours the pain subsided. Ikuto was clinging to me upset begging for forgiveness. Right now I didn't have the energy to try to talk it out. I stood up ignoring him and left to go to my own room.

I sobbed silently. It's a good thing that he knew better then try to come in right now. I knew he was outside my door. Wisely he didn't come in.

I was trembling still and my throat was sore. I would need blood soon to replace the blood he had stollen. I didn't sleep I just laid there waiting for Ikuto to leave. He didn't though he stayed outside the door.

Finally I couldn't take it and I opened the door myself. Immediatly his tear filled eyes met mine. I wanted to shove him away when he pulled me against him. He was being as gentile as he could.

Yet I didn't shove him instead I did the opposite clinging onto him. He picked me up holding me close. He shut my door and laid on the bed holding me gently. "I'm sorry I love you god I'm so sorry." He whispered in my ear.

He also like always promised to never do it again. It was then that I realized I'd always forgive him even when I knew it was lies. I didn't speak instead I kissed him softly. I pulled back though after the pain in my neck became to much.

He softly kissed the wound. "I'll go get you blood." He said softly already leaving to get it. He was back less then a minute later.

I drank it fast. It relieved the pain and I felt the wound close. I didn't feel like talking so I just laid there. He climbed back in the bed and pulled me close to him again.

It was so odd that in his arms I always felt safe yet scared. Such contradicting emotions.

Ikuto pov

I couldn't believe that I did that again. I hated myself. I kept screwing up and it scared me. One day she wouldn't forgive me.

I needed to control the darkness till I could find a way to stop it. I stared down at my lover. I kissed her cheek softly. She hadn't spoken since then and I wasn't sure what I could do to fix this.

The pain I caused her was horrible and even then she took it silently. She had bit her lip till it bled to keep quiet. She was protecting me even when I was giving her one of the worse pain a vampire can experience. It killed me to know that even then she thought of me.