It's been a few weeks since Dahvie and I started dating. Things couldn't be better. We made our relationship official the day after our first date. The two of us made a Youtube video explaining the situation and sent it out on every social network site known to man. A lot of the fans were completely thrilled with the news; although there were a few that weren't too happy to hear it.

Me and Dahvie spend just about every minute of every day together; I love being around him so much! Our relationship is everything I've ever wanted it to be, it's just too good to be true! There's really only one thing we haven't done that is driving me crazy. We haven't had sex yet. I want Dahvie so much it hurts; but Dahvie doesn't seem he's ready to take that step yet. The last thing I want to do is push him about this; I don't want him to rush into it to make me happy. I want him to do it because he wants it; it'll be more enjoyable for both of us knowing it's what he wants.

Dahvie walks into the living room and I push the thoughts away. I'm happy just being able to be here with him.

"Hey baby," I say as he sits down on the couch and snuggles up close to me.

"Hey," he replies, running his hand down my chest, "What're you doing?"

"Nothing," I tell him. Before I let my mind wander I was watching tv; but nothing's been on.

"Sounds boring," Dahvie tells me.

"It really is," I say with a smile.

"We should do something about that," Dahvie whispers before pressing his lips on mine. I return the kiss and gently bite Dahvie's full bottom lip. I shift our position so that Dahvie's underneath me and I start to run my hands lower on his body. Dahvie hesitates a bit but doesn't tell me to stop. I move my mouth from his and start to plant light kisses on his neck.

"Jayy, wait," he says, pushing me back lightly.

"What is it baby?" I ask.

"It's just-" Dahvie hesitates.

"What's bugging you?" I ask him, trying to urge him on, "Do you not want this?"

"That's not it!" Dahvie says hurriedly, "That's not it at all Jayy, it's just, it'll be our first time together and I want it to be perfect."

"That's all you're worried about?" I ask and he nods, "Dahvie, it's gonna be perfect just because I'm gonna be with you."

Dahvie says nothing but he turns a bright shade of red.

"How about we do this tonight?" I ask him, "I'll make sure everything is perfect."

"I don't know," Dahvie says nervously.

"That's only if you feel like you're ready," I assure him, "I don't want to rush things."

Dahvie says nothing but turns away from me.

"What's wrong baby?" I ask him.

"It's just," he says, "I just, feel like if we do this you won't see me as anything but a toy."

"Dahvie, how could you think that?" I ask, a little hurt at his words.

"I don't know, Jayy!" he yells, "I'm just so confused, I want you so bad it's killing me, but I'm afraid that after we, you know, you won't want me anymore!"

"Dahvie, look at me," I say, bringing his gaze back to mine, "I could never not want you. You're the only person I want, and nothing will ever change that."

"Let's do it," Dahvie says after a moment of silence.

"You're absolutely sure?" I ask him, "We can wait."

"Yes," he says softly, "I think we're ready to take this step."

"Alright then," I say with a smile, "Why don't you call Haley up and see if she wants to go shopping? I'll take care of everything here."

"You sure?" he asks me.

"Yeah, just leave everything to me."

"Alright."

Dahvie takes out his phone and calls Haley up. While he's on the phone with her, I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. I look at the screen and see I have a text message. I open it up and read it.

How are things going with your little friend?

You don't have to reply,

I'll be seeing you soon enough

It's creepy and from an unknown number; must be Lucian. I don't know what he's talking about when he says he'll be seeing me, but I'm sure I'll be finding out soon enough. Dahvie clicks his phone off and looks to me.

"Haley's down with a shopping trip," he tells me, "I'm gonna meet her at the mall in an hour."

"Sounds fun," I tell him.

"Yeah."

"Well enjoy yourself, just text me when you're on your way home so I can make sure everything's all set."

"Alright, I will."

"You're absolutely sure you want this?"

"I am. Jayy, I'm ready for this...I want this."

"Just had to check again and make sure. I'm gonna run out and grab a few things, I'll see you later."

I give Dahvie a light kiss and walk out the door and head downtown. It's a good thing we live so close to so many shops; it makes sharing a car a lot more convenient.

"Hello Jayy, it's been a while," an eerie voice says and I turn to see Lucian standing behind me.

"Where did you come from?" I ask, "You weren't here a second ago."

"What can I say, I get around quickly," Lucian tells me playfully, "What brings you downtown?"

"Just, need a few things," I tell him.

"So you're gonna take the next step with your boyfriend tonight," he says.

"How'd you know that?" I ask.

"Let's just call it intuition."

"Ok then."

"Here," Lucian says, handing me a bottle of wine that appeared out of nowhere, "Take this."

"Why?"

"Its a gift. Have him take a drink and it won't hurt as bad. It is his first time with a guy is it not?"

"Yeah."

"Nothing in my power can make this completely pain free for him, but that should take the edge off."

"Thanks, but why are you being so nice? I thought demons were supposed to be cruel."

"What can I say, you two are cute together. I'll be seeing you around."

Just as quickly as Lucian appeared, he vanished. I sigh and start to walk the downtown strip. Even with the wine Lucian gave me I still need a few things to make tonight perfect.