I walk in the door with a plastic bag in one hand, the wine Lucian gave me in the other. I head straight for my room to set everything down, but as I do feelings of guilt start to come over me. Its not that I didn't feel guilty at the beginning of our relationship; but I guess I got so caught up in the excitement of being in a relationship with the one I love that I pushed the feelings away. Seeing Lucian again today made my guilt surface and now I can't help but feel a little bad about what we're gonna do tonight. It is gonna be Dahvie's first time with a man, so its kinda like I'm taking his virginity. I can't help but feel as if I'm forcing him into something he doesn't want; after all if it wasn't for Lucian's deal, me and Dahvie would never be together.

My phone rings, making me abandon my thoughts to answer it.

"Hello?" I say into the phone.

"Hi Jayy," I hear Dahvie say on the other end.

"Hey baby," I reply, "How's the shopping trip?"

"Just about done," he tells me, "I'm gonna drop Haley off at her place then I'll be home."

"Ok, no problem, everything will be ready. How long til you get here?"

"Twenty, maybe thirty minutes."

"Alright. I'll see you when you get here."

"Ok, see you in a few."

"Love you baby."

"Love you too. Be home soon."

The line goes dead and I start to pull things out of the shopping bag on my bed as excitement pushes the guilt away. I take out several white candles and scatter them around the room. After that, I go to the kitchen and grab two wine glasses, then return to my room. I place the glasses and the wine bottle on the nightstand next to my bed. Lastly I pull out a bouquet of roses and start to pull the petals off all but one of them. I set the untouched road between the wine glasses and scatter the petals on the bed. I look around the room for my lighter and light all the candles. The candlelight envelops the room in glowing ambience and I smile. Dahvie's gonna love this.

I walk out of the room and shut the door behind me. Now all that's left to do is to wait for Dahvie to get home.

Soon enough, the door opens and Dahvie walks in toting a shopping bag. I smile and get up to greet him.

"Hey handsome," I say softly, "Get anything good?"

"Just a few things," he says quietly, looking down at the ground.

"Something wrong boo?"

"No," he insists, "Everything's fine."

"If you say so," I say uncertainly. I take Dahvie's hand and squeeze it lightly. "Come on."

Dahvie says nothing but follows me down the hall to my room. I open the door and we walk in.

"Oh Jayy," Dahvie gasps as he looks around. "Its so romantic."

"You like it?" I ask him, "I wanted everything to be perfect."

"Jayy, you didn't have to do all this," he insists.

"I wanted to. I wanted our first time together to be special."

Dahvie says nothing but sits on the edge of the bed. I sit beside him and grab the wine bottle off of the nightstand. I pop the top off and fill each of the wine glasses halfway. I pick them up and hand one to Dahvie.

"Here's to us baby," I say raising the glass slightly. Dahvie returns the gesture and takes a long drink from the wine. I do the same and take the glasses and set them back on the night stand after the violet red liquid is drained from them. The next thing I do is catch Dahvie's lips with mine. He tenses up at first but relaxes and returns the kiss after a minute. My tongue runs over his full bottom lip; begging for entrance that he hesitantly grants. Our tongues dance as I run my hands down his chest and around his back. I pull him closer to me and my hands find their way under the hem of his shirt. Dahvie tenses up a bit at the action, but allows me to pull his shirt over his head. I toss it to the floor and move my lips from his and start to kiss his neck prompting a moan to escape his lips.

"Jayy," he moans out as I suck on the skin under his earlobe. I push him back on the bed and plant small kisses along his collarbone. Dahvie lets out a small squeak of approval; prompting me to bite down a bit on one spot.

"Ah!" Dahvie's cries out in shock in pleasure as I kiss the spot gently before leaving a trail of soft kisses down the center of his chest and over his stomach. My fingers move up his legs to the top of his jeans; which I quickly pull open. I pull his pants and boxers off of him and throw them on the floor next to his discarded shirt. With a few kisses along Dahvie's hips and inner thighs; my eyes fixate on his length. I run my hand lightly over his arousal and press a light kiss against the head. Dahvie moans and bucks his hips in response; which prompts me to run my tongue up the full length of his shaft.

"Fuck Jayy," he moans hotly, "Don't tease."

I look up at him and smile, "Whatever you want, baby."

I refocus my attention to Dahvie's arousal and take the tip of it into my mouth. I start to suck and slowly take as much of him into my mouth as I can. Dahvie gasps and moans as my mouth surrounds him and I start to suck him even harder. His hips twitch and buck as pleasure overtakes him. The motions drive him deep into my throat causing me to gag a bit. I pull back a bit and I feel Dahvie's fingers run through my hair.

"Ah, Jayy," Dahvie pants as I take the face fucking he gives me, "Yes. Don't stop."

Dahvie's cries of pleasure fill my ears as I continue to suck him. His fingers pull my hair as pleasure completely overtakes him. After a while, Dahvie tenses up and I feel him fill my mouth with his seed. I recoil a bit and swallow the salty substance as Dahvie releases his grip on my hair.

"Fuck, Jayy," Dahvie says breathlessly.

"Don't give up on me already," I tell him, "We're only just starting."

I press my lips against his again before he gets the chance to respond. Dahvie moans into the kiss as my hands run down his chest and grind my hips into his. The friction feels amazing; and I notice Dahvie starting to get hard again.

"Ready for more?" I ask, pulling away from the kiss.

"Yeah," he says breathlessly, "I think I am."

I smile and shed off my clothes. Dahvie's face turns bright red and he turns his gaze away. His shyness is so adorable; it's making me want him even more than I already did.

"Dahvie, look at me," I tell him. Dahvie does as I say, and shakily reaches out to me before pulling his hand away.

"It's ok, don't be shy," I encourage him, "Touch me anywhere you like."

Dahvie places a hand on my chest and runs it lightly over my skin. The gentleness of his touch causes a gasp to escape me and his hand moves down my body. He stops just above my own aching arousal. Dahvie looks up into my eyes, almost as if he's asking for permission from me and I nod. I feel Dahvie lightly grasp my shaft and move his hand down the length of it. My breath catches in my throat and a chill runs up my spine at the feeling; Dahvie repeats the motion and sets a slow steady pace. I moan and buck my hips into Dahvie's grasp and after a while; I feel my orgasm come close. I place a hand on Dahvie's to get him to stop the motion.

"No," I tell him, "Not yet."

"Are you sure?" Dahvie asks me.

"Yes," I tell him, "I want to be inside you when I cum."

Dahvie says nothing in response and I plant a light kiss on his lips.

"You ready?" I ask him, "This is a big step."

Dahvie stays silent for a moment before answering me.

"I think I am," he says softly, "I want this, I want you."

I smile at him and run my fingers up Dahvie's legs. He lets out a small sigh and opens them slightly. I crawl between them and tease his entrance with the tip of my arousal. As I'm about to enter him, Dahvie runs a hand through my hair.

"Jayy?" he says nervously.

"What is it?" I ask him.

"Be gentle," he tells me. I press a gentle kiss against his forehead and tilt his head up to look me in the eye.

"Of course baby," I say before I press my length into him. Dahvie's hold on my hair tightens a bit and his hips rocoil away a bit; unsure of what to do about the intrusion. Once I'm fully buried in Dahvie I stop moving and kiss his closed eyes.

"You ok?" I ask Dahvie and he nods.

"Yeah," he gasps out, "To be honest it doesn't hurt as bad as I thought it would."

"I'm gonna try moving," I warn, "Let me know if it's too much."

I slowly pull halfway out of Dahvie and gently push back in; trying not to hurt him. Dahvie lets a gasp escape at the motion and his arms move to wrap around my waist. I continue a slow pace and Dahvie starts to moan in pleasure. God, he's so tight; he feels so good! Better than I ever imagined he would! I pick up the pace a bit; much to Dahvie's pleasure.

"Ah, fuck Jayy," he moans out, lowering himself in time with my thrusts to get me deeper into him.

"That's it baby," I pant, thrusting into him harder.

"Ah!" he cries out as I hit a particularly sensitive spot, "More Jayy, give me more!"

I brutally assault the tender spot and Dahvie's arms tighten around me. He digs his nails lightly into the skin on my back as sweat starts to coat our bodies. I thrust into Dahvie harder and faster as he shamelessly begs and screams for more; his voice is going to be gone tomorrow for sure. After god only knows how long at this pace, I can feel my orgasm coming close. Dahvie's not gonna hold out much longer either; With every stroke I can feel his inner walls tightening around me.

"Fuck, Jayy," Dahvie manages to gasp out as my thrusts get even harder and faster. I reach down and start to jerk him off in time with my thrusts; which sends him completely over the edge. "Ah, shit, Jayy!"

Dahvie cums with a loud cry of pleasure; coating my hand in his seed. His walls clamp down hard on me as the sheer force of his orgasm tears through him. After a few more strokes I cum deep inside him; filling him to the brim with my own seed.

Exhausted and out of breath, I collapse on Dahvie and steal a sloppy kiss from him. He tiredly returns the kiss and I pull out of him. I lay on the bed next to Dahvie and he snuggles up close to me. I pull the blankets up and over us as Dahvie throws an arm around my waist. Dahvie rests his head on my chest.

"That was amazing," he tells me hoarsely.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it," I whisper to him.

Dahvie lets out a cute yawn and I kiss his forehead.

"Get some sleep," I tell him.

"Good night Jayy," he says quietly, too tired to argue, "I love you."

I look into his eyes and run my fingers lightly through his hair, taking in his beauty. He's just too perfect.

"I love you too."