A/N I do not own anything from Divergent. I am just borrowing it for a bit of entertainment.

Thank you for the reviews! As for the question about why Tris had to leave and get help there were a few reasons. Tris was still overcoming the deaths of her parents and friends. Also it was a massive shock when she realized she had been planning to sentence her brother to death until she had found her double and then to see someone who looked exactly like her dead was disturbing. She had to deal with a lot of different issues in order to be the person Tobias was in love with and that she herself use to see in the mirror. I hope future chapters might clear this up more. Please let me know if it is still unclear. Again thank you to my readers and reviewers. I will be trying to post a couple of chapters a day.

And now the chapter!

Chapter 4 Fears Revisited

The next day they moved into the Prior home and Tris reported to Johanna at around noon. "Miss Prior, so good to see you again!"

"It is great to see you again but please call me Tris." She replied as she shook Johanna's hand. Tobias at that moment appeared. "Hi Tobias!" She said and he walks over and hugs her.

"I am sorry Johanna I just can't stop touching her whenever I see her. It feels more like it's been a lifetime rather than three years."

"Why don't you take the rest of the day off and show her where her parents' remains were scattered?"

Tobias smiles at his boss. "Thank you Johanna." He says then leans over and kisses her cheek before turning to Tris. "I just have to grab my jacket and bag. I'll be back in two minutes."

About thirty minutes later the two are walking into the fear landscape room. "What are we doing here?" Tris asked softly.

"I wanted to show you two things." He whispers back as he grabs the needles he had checked with her doctors to ensure he wouldn't cause her mental pain if he did this. They went through his fear landscape for the second time ever. But this time it was different. He first saw himself becoming Marcus while his own son kneels at his feet but before he can move his belt to crack it at Torin, Tris squeezes his arm. "You aren't him and you will never be him. Look good and hard at the boy on the floor it is not Torin." He looked again and saw it was himself. "That's right you would rather hurt yourself than hurt your son." As he realized what she was saying was true the scene shifted.

The second fear was the walls closing around them. "Well this is cozy." She whispered. "Maybe we should make love in this tight space so that you have a better memory of it." He laughed and relaxed quickly. The scene shifted again and this time it is them standing on a building. "Still have this fear even after zip lining to scatter my well Gina's ashes?"

"I can't help it." He says softly as Tris takes his hand.

"Think about the zip line and it will appear." She directs him and he does as she says. She then straps him in and he nods for her to push him. He flies away and somehow she is the one there to catch him when he hits the end.

"I love you." He whispers as he kisses her and jumps out of her arms. "Damn you are strong my love."

She kisses him again and smiles at him. "You didn't think I would go soft after having your child did you?"

"No I never would think that." He whispers as the last scene comes into view but instead of it being a woman he has to shoot it is him trying to do something on one knee. "I can do this but I won't do it while we are in the simulation ok?"

"Ok I trust you to do what you have to." She whispers as the room comes back to the original room.

Once they leave the room he takes her back to the rocks near the chasm where he first kissed her. They sit for a while before it finally hits him the perfect place to propose to her. They leave on the train and when they reach the place they had jumped off the night they played capture the flag they hopped off. He takes her to the Ferris wheel and he begins to climb up. She follows him until they reach the platform. "Forgive me Tris for not climbing higher but I don't want a repeat of that night where the bars broke under you." With that he kneels on one knee next to Tris who is standing carefully on the side of the platform. "I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to build our family with you. I want to always be there for you and Torin. Will you marry?" He pulls out a ring box with shaking hands.

"Yes of course I will marry you! I love you and I want my life to be spent waking up to you every day." She whispers as she leans down and then presses her lips to his. His shaking stops suddenly and she realizes it wasn't nerves from the height but rather nerves from the proposal. He slips the engagement ring on her finger and then carefully stands up. They hold one another tight for a few minutes before climbing down. "I can't wait to tell all of our friends." She says but then sadness casts a shadow in her bright eyes. "I can't share this with one of my friends I most want to share it with."

"I know sweetheart but in time we can." He whispers just as they see a shadow moving near the carousel and they reach the ground quickly. They walk over to the carousel and find Christina sitting toying with a knife in her hands.

"Please Christina don't do it!" Tris shouts and she moves to sit next to Christina. "I love you and care about you. I am sorry I hurt you but I had to do things this way or I might have done things we all would have regretted. I was suicidal when I first started to recover until I learned I was pregnant then it was important for me to have the baby but that almost broke me too. I just want to be happy and to not cause others so much pain. If my happiness is going to cost you your life I will let the bureau do what they wanted to do originally." Tris says fast.

Christina tosses the knife and looks at Tris. "Oh Tris I am sorry for my anger. You were right I was falling for Tobias but it wasn't so much him it was the way he could dull my pain. Also I was hurting that you kept yet another secret from me well not just one but several." Christina was crying openly.

"Ok how about I make up for that by sharing a secret with you that no one else but Tobias knows yet."

Christina looks at her carefully. "What is it?"

"Can you be a girl for a few seconds?" Tris asks the same question Christina had asked her when she went to tell her about Will.

"I'm always a girl." Christina says with a goofy grin.

"You know what I mean. Like a silly, annoying girl."

Christina twirls her hair around her finger and says "Kay."

"I am engaged to be married to Four! You know like our instructor." The girls laugh as Tobias rolls his eyes.

"What? When did that happen? How did he do it? What happened?"

They laugh and the tension slips away. "Well just happened and he faced his fears to do it by taking me up on the Ferris wheel to propose." Tris tells the story as Tobias sits beside her holding her hands.

"Congratulations Tobias she is an amazing woman and Tris you have my sympathy. I mean Four was a scary guy."

"I never was scared by him well other than when it came to sex but even that is no longer scary with him." Tris replies.

"Yeah I always saw how you looked at him and I knew quickly that he was feeling the same way. You two 'Stiffs' are perfect for one another. So let's go spread the word."

"One more thing Christina, will you be my maid of honor?" Tris asks nervously.

"Absolutely!" She replies then they get up and going back on the train to gather their friends and share the exciting news.