Chapter Nineteen

(Auhors Note: Now, I've been getting messages that say I know nothing about One Direction because they were put into a group on the X Factor and didn't know each other and shit and it needs to stop. I know Simon put them into a group when they came through as solo artists. I know they didn't know each other before X Factor, but it's my story, so just stop. And also, in this chapter, the judges are going to be Demi Lovato, Katy Perry, Louis Walsh, and of course Simon Cowell. And I apologize for sounding a bit rude, but I'm sick of it. ~Kay)

When I pulled up to the Audition I was shaking from Harry's previous comment about Simon not liking one of us.

I was nervous because this is my dream. I either wanted to become a singer, or a writer. I tried writing before, but I couldn't sit still long enough to write. And now was my chance to actually follow my dream, and Simon could easily take that chance away from me.

I took a deep sigh and shut the engine off. I saw Liam pull up in the parking spot next to me. Willow smiled widely as she came around the front of his car and into my view.

"Guys, you go a head. I wanna talk to Jade real quick before we go in." Niall told Harry and Louis.

They nodded and opened the door to exit.

"Jade, I can see you're nervous. Don't listen to Harry. I'm sure you'll do great." He smiled over at me.

I smiled and nodded. "Thanks, Ni."

He leaned over and pecked my lips quickly before we got out and walked inside.

We got our papers and signed in, then the stage manager told us when we'd be going on and what not.

We waited for about an hour before he came back and grabbed the boys.

"Is it alright if we come back stage to watch?" Willow asked, biting her lip.

"Not a problem, right this way." The man said and we followed him to the back where we stood in front of a couple tv's.

The boys walked to the edge of the curtains and waited until the manager told them to go.

Willow and I couldn't take our eyes off the tv.

"Hello." Simon said.

They boys all said their hello's and their hi's.

"So, what's the group name?"

I saw Niall smirk and he held the mic up to his lips. "One Direction!" He said in his annoucner voice.

I giggled a bit and watched.

Simon chuckled and Demi and Katy were laughing along with Louis.

"And what are your individual names?" Louis asked.

"I'm Harry."

"I'm Louis."

"I'm Niall."

"I'm Zayn."

Before Liam could speak Simon smiled. "Hello Liam."

"Hey Simon, you alright?" Liam replied.

Simon nodded.

"And what will you be singing for us?" Katy asked.

"It's a song we wrote and it's called What Makes You Beautiful." Harry replied.

"Alright, good luck to you." Simon nodded and the music started.

Surprisingly, Simon let them sing the whole song.

It was a bit funny seeing Harry shake at his solo. But I was a little dissapointed because Niall, nor Louis had a solo. But it was amazing.

"Wow, you guys are amazing." Demi said into her mic.

I saw the smile grow on Willow's face.

"I loved it!" Katy smiled.

"That was incrediable!" Louis cheered.

Simon smiled widely and leaned up to his mic. "I love you guys."

Willow and I were practically jumping in our places.

The boys all had giant smirks on their faces as the judges began to vote.

"It's a yes for me."

"Yes for me."

"Definitely a yes for me."

"One, big fat almighty yes."

Willow and I cheered loudly as we hugged each other.

The boys siad their thank you's and byes as they came back stage to us.

Niall ran up to me and hugged me tightly. "You guys were amazing!" I said as Niall squeezed me.

I kissed his lips happily as I saw Liam pick up Willow and kiss her.

"Jade, you're up next." The stage manager came up and told me.

I nodded and took a deep breath as Niall put me down.

"You'll do great." He pecked my lips and I walked to the edge of the curtains, the stage man handing me the mic.

He pointed at me several seconds later and I walked onto the stage.

"Whao, I like this girls style!" Demi said into her mic.

I smiled brightly. "Thanks."

Simon on the other hand, didn't look pleased at all.

I was mentally screaming. Of course he isn't happy with me.

"What's your name?" Simon asked, a bit rudely into his mic.

"Simon, stop being so mean!" Demi said.

"I just don't see her style, or looks." He shrugged.

Oh gee, thanks.

"My names Jade, Jade Wolf." I said.

"Alright, and what will you be singing?" Louis asked me with a cheerful smile.

"I'll be singing Bring Me To Like by Evanescence." I replied.

"Alright, good luck." Louis nodded.

I took another deep breath and sang right on que.

After I finished Demi, Katy and Louis were all clapping and cheering, while Simon sat there, looking displeased.

Of course.

"I absolutely love your voice!" Katy smiled.

"Thank you." I smiled back.

"You're a great singer, I could see you becoming big." Demi told me as she leaned forward.

"You are definitely becoming a pop star!" Louis shouted.

"Thank you guys, so much." I replied.

Simon sat up a bit. "I don't like you."

My heart sank and I stared blankly.

"You don't have any style, I don't think you're that good looking and your voice is a bit too high pitched." He continued.

Of course, he would just sit there and trash talk everything about me.

I nodded and waited for them to vote.

"Well, Jade. I'm saying yes." Demi smiled.

"It's a yes for me." Katy smiled.

"You have three yeses." Louis grinned.

"I;m saying no." Simon replied.

I heard everyone in the room boo him.

I nodded and walked back stage. My eyes were filled with tears and I didn't feel like talking to anyone. I know even though Simon said, I still had three yeses, but it's Simon Cowell.

I sat over in our waiting area, just staring the ground. Niall came and sat next to me, Harry sitting on the other side of me and everyone else crowding around us.

"Jay?" Liam asked.

"What?" I mumbled as a single tear fell down my cheeks.

"You okay?" Zayn asked.

I shook my head then looked at Harry. "I guess you were right."

Harry frowned and looked down at the ground.

Niall wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me to him.

"Jade, don't listen to him." Willow said.

I shook my head and sat back up. "No, you don't understand. Simon Cowell just told me I have no style, he doesn't think I'm pretty and he doesn't like my voice. I'm highly dissapointed right now and would appreciate if you could just lay off." I snapped at her as I got up and ran out to my car.

I honestly felt like a piece of shit right now.