Words and deeds

Well...you know what kind of chapter this is. The usual warning of smut.

Charlie wasn't talking while Aliza was driving. The radio was on and both girls sang along to the big hits of ages ago. They both agreed the new generation of music was crap, so they went crazy at Bohemian Rhapsody.

But apart from the singing, they didn't talk about matters. Aliza was nervous beyond anything she had ever known. The 'butterflies' felt like they were eating their way out of her stomach. It was maddening. So she hit the gas even harder as they sped back to the bunker.

On the other side of the massive steel door, the lights were on. It was somewhere between 3 and 4 O'clock now, but that didn't seem to stop the Winchesters. Sometimes Aliza wondered whether they found a magical solution to their need of sleep.

'Evening, gentlemen,' Aliza tried lighthearted.

Both boys looked up from whatever they were doing at the table. Mostly talking, it seemed.

'Brought a friend over, if you don't mind,' Aliza joked. She smiled mischievously as she threw her bag on the table showing the world map.

'What?' Dean said, at the brim of getting angry.

Then Charlie rushed down the stairs. 'Hey boys! Good to see you again!'

Slowly, a smile appeared on both of their faces. 'Charlie!' Sam called out before pulling her in a hug.

After she released Sam she moved over to Dean. 'Hey kiddo! What are you doing here?'

Charlie talked over his shoulder, looking at Aliza. 'Found a chick. Took her for a drink. Now she is taking me home with her.'

Aliza rolled her eyes, unable to stop the smile. She liked her humor. 'Shut it, little bitch.'

Dean looked over his shoulder at Aliza, raising an eyebrow. Aliza opened her mouth as she stared back.

'Seriously Dean?'

Sam tried to calm the situation down, clearly not in the mood in the middle of the night.

'Okay, okay. But how did you two meet?'

Charlie looked over at Aliza. 'Long story. Over some coffee maybe?'

Aliza looked down, then back up at the brothers. 'Where is Cas?'

They exchanged a look before Dean answered. 'In his room. Wouldn't come out to talk to us.'

Aliza felt a rush of guilt going through her. Dean noticed and stepped in her direction, to put a soothing but firm hand on her shoulder.

'Hey, don't feel bad. He was the one that did a bad thing.'

Aliza looked up in Dean's eyes. They were so soothing and friendly. She wished Dean was her big brother in that moment.

'I have to talk to him,' she stated.

Charlie looked at her with the smile that said: I know your secret and they don't. Sam saw it and tried to get Charlie to speak her mind. She wouldn't bail, though.

'Sure. It's in the east section, down the hallway to the end. Don't you want us to come? For support or something?' Dean asked with concern.

Aliza gently shoved his hand from her shoulder. 'No Dean. This is something between him and me.'

So, how long has she been standing in front of that door with her hand raised to knock? A second, a minute or an hour? She couldn't remember. In the very end, she managed to actually knock. Her heartbeat quickened even more.

She heard a shuffling noise from the room. Then the door opened. Cas stood in the opening. He had disposed his trenchcoat and overcoat, and now only wore the white shirt and blue tie. His shoes were gone too. His hair looked tousled, like he had been running his hands through it quite some times. His eyes looked wild and lost. And the moment he saw her, those emotions grew stronger with a mixture of fear.

'Aliza,' he said at last. He looked bewildered down at himself, searching for any dignity.

'Can I come in?' she asked, trying to keep her voice steady.

Cas stepped aside and let her in. The room was in the same state as the guy who stayed in it. The blankets were all over the bed. The TV was on, but Cas turned it off. Aliza closed the door behind her. Then she took a deep breath and looked Castiel over once more.

Seeing him in this state, devastated, broke her heart. She wanted to pull him in her arms and sooth him. Actually, she really wanted to kiss him again. His lips had felt so good. And he looked so flushed in this moment, it turned her on a bit.

'I…I apologize. I'm not decent, the place is a mess. I…I don't know-,' he kept on blabbering.

Aliza walked over to where he stood next to the bed. She took his shoulders gently, but he tensed completely. He was afraid. Truly afraid. She could almost hear his heartbeat. However, she pushed him down so he sat on the edge of the bed. She sat next to him.

'Cas, look at me,' Aliza said softly. Cas looked anywhere but her eyes, too afraid to face her. She took his chin between her finger and thumb, and kindly pulled his chin up.

'Look at me,' she said again. This time he did. His eyes looked so sad.

'Aliza, I am so sorry,' he said. She believed him completely. Truer words weren't spoken.

'I know that,' she told him, 'and I forgive you.'

Castiel gasped slightly. 'You…do?'

Aliza nodded. She tilted her head to the side, looking at Cas again. He looked back in her green eye and her blue eye. To him, it always looked like there was a kind, human side to her, displayed in the one eye, and the fierce warrior Nephilim in the other. Aliza was a matter of imbalance. No mix of two things: you got the one or the other. And slowly, he started to see he was on her good side now. She was so calm, in contrary to earlier at the burning house.

She moved her fingers away from his chin, to let them travel over his body. She stroked his neck, collarbone, shoulder and down his entire arm. Castiel enjoyed the feeling.

'In the end I saw that you never intended harm. You thought it was the right thing to do, even when you knew it was wrong. I'd like to deliver a personal punch in the face to Metatron might we find him, but not you. So far, you haven't done anything bad to me. Not intentionally, anyway. All you did, was protect me and safe me. But why, Cas? Why are you going against your basic instincts for me?'

Cas tiled his head and gave her the puppy eyes. In that moment, it took everything in her not to jump him.

'You know why. I already told you. I truly care about you, more than anyone else. Not the way I care about Sam and Dean…but different. More…personally.'

'I think the word you are looking for is intimate,' Aliza said. She surprised herself with how husky and flirtatious her voice sounded. She swallowed and licked her lips without noticing.

Cas had a hard time not staring at her lips. The way her tongue wetted those full, kissable lips…no. They were having a serious conversation.

'So…did you get angry?' Cas asked, his eyes cast downward.

Aliza didn't respond, so he looked back up. She was looking him over again, and it drove him crazy.

'I didn't kill anyone,' she whispered, clearly not interested in the topic.

Cas stared back at her. 'How did you get calm again?'

Aliza groaned and moved her head close in to Castiel. She hung her face inches in front of his.

'That is really not what I want to talk about.'

Cas swallowed. 'What do you want to talk about?'

Aliza smiled, and Cas could feel her lips stretch against his cheek. 'You don't ever shut up, do you?'

Before Castiel could give another meaningless response, Aliza closed the distance and placed her lips against his. At first he didn't move, too afraid she would blame him for everything. But when Aliza groaned in disapproval he did as she pleaded. He moved his lips against hers, giving little kisses and pulling away. Aliza moved her hand up his arm to his shoulder. The other hand did the same. She gripped him a little tighter, circling her thumbs over the stubble on his neck. Cas copied her behavior, but placed his hands in her hair instead. He stroked her scalp with his fingernails and tugged gently on her curls. Aliza moaned in approval. Her tongue pushed against his lips, and he gained her entrance. Their tongues circled at the same pace Aliza's thumbs and Castiel's fingertips moved. With all of that in rhythm, Aliza started to move her body along. She shoved her leg over the bed, to place it partly over his leg. There was some friction, closing in to his crotch.

Castiel gasped when she touched his cock for the first time. She took immediate advantage, biting down on his lower lip. Her mouth abandoned his mouth to trail down. She pushed his head back, so she could kiss along his neck, over his Adam's apple. Cas his mouth was open and he made little gasping noises. Aliza thought it sounded cute, and she smiled against his skin.

Her hands reached for the tie and undid the knot enough to get it over his head. However, when Aliza moved her hands around his neck Cas took the opportunity to push her down in the pillow. She fell back and looked up at the angel hovering over her. They both laughed like idiots before Aliza pulled the tie off.

Once again, they ended up staring into each other's eyes. In a flash Aliza thought back of Jimmy. Castiel was so different from Jimmy in any way, that she often forgot she already made love to this body. But the grace shining from Cas, made him look different even in the same body. Another thing that was completely different, was that Jimmy had been for fun. Having a good time.

Cas was for real. She never loved anyone romantically before.

In that moment, she was scared.

Castiel noticed the shift in her features. He held his body up on his elbows, and moved his hand over her cheek. He softly caressed her jawline.

'What's wrong?' Castiel asked, a little afraid she would quit on him.

Aliza's eyes racketed over his face. She seemed to be looking for answers. Then she inhaled deeply. Cas watched her chest move up and down.

'Nothing,' she smiled. The joy was back to her eyes. Cas noticed she had just let go of her worries.

'Is it because of Jimmy?' he asked, as the gentleman he was. Lines of worry painted his brow. Aliza placed her fingers on them, trying to smooth them away.

'No. I just realized something. I have never…been with someone romantically. Sure, I had short term relations, but they didn't mean anything. I didn't care about them the way I care about you,' she breathed. The words were hard to speak.

Cas smiled. A truthful, joyful smile on his lips. It was the most beautiful thing Aliza had ever seen.

'I truly care about you too,' he told her, forming the words with ease.

Aliza chuckled. 'How is it so easy for you? You're an angel. The last person you should be with is me.'

Cas sat up so he could move his hands under her sweater. He found the clasp of her bra and released her breasts. Aliza gasped when she felt his cold hand touch her under her shirt.

'I'm a rebel,' he said with a chuckle. That little mischievous smirk on his face in that moment, turned her on so badly.

Aliza smiled broadly as Cas worked his hands over her sensitive nipples. She still had the friction of her sweater, and wanted to get rid of it. She moved her hands to the edge of her shirt, but Cas pushed them aside and removed the piece of clothing himself. For a second he just stared down at her, enjoying the view. Then he bend over to start kissing her belly button. He moved his mouth over her belly, up to her breasts. He kissed her collarbone and sucked little marks in her neck. Aliza groaned and moaned in pleasure. Cas looked up at her, his eyes questioning.

'Am I doing this right?' he asked, unsure of himself.

Once again, Aliza humored herself with his dorky adorableness. She smiled and pushed herself up on her elbows, so her face was against his.

'When I make those sounds you are doing everything right,' she told him as a tip.

Her nose stroked against his. The feeling was tender like a feather. Those little intimate moments were a whole new world to her. Cas noticed how she loved the light touches. He moved his face up to kiss her on the head. Then on her forehead, traveling down to her nose. He placed a thousand little kisses on her cheeks and nose. Aliza smiled, happy about the contact.

'That's really sweet, Cas,' she encouraged him, 'but I am really turned on right now and I need more friction. Or I'll go crazy.'

Cas took the suggestion on right away. He removed his shirt and trousers. Aliza enjoyed the view of an angel stripped down to his boxers. Damn, he was hot.

He gently pushed her back down in the cushions, and worked his way on her fly. On the little extra exposed skin, he kissed her. So far south to her lady parts was even more maddening. She bit her lip before a loud moan could escape. Cas pulled her pants away, leaving both of them in their last piece of clothing. He pushed her feet up, and started kissing the inside of her knees. His hands massaged the skin of her upper legs. His mouth travelled – way too slowly – up her leg. Aliza trusted her hips up, eager for some contact. She felt her knickers getting wet.

Cas lingered extra on the skin at the edge of her underwear. Aliza groaned in protest, and he removed the last piece of clothing. Once exposed, Cas placed his hand over her, cupping her. Aliza trusted up eagerly. He grabbed her and kneaded her flesh. Before she could protest again, Cas moved two fingers in her. He pushed in at once, without a warning. Aliza wasn't in time to muffle the load moan escaping her throat.

Cas was pleased with the sound she made, and wanted to hear more. He pushed in and out, first slowly, but picking up the pace. Aliza started to speak little words without meaning. Cas could only hear the sounds, but not make out actual words. After some time, he started to realize she was talking Enochian. Castiel hadn't ever heard these dirty words before in the old language, and wondered whether they were invented or whether Aliza just made words out of nothing.

It didn't matter: it turned Cas on even more. He moved his fingers out to replace them with his tongue. He pushed his tongue in deep, and tried to trust as hard as he could. The words coming from her made place for simple gasps and 'yes' and 'deeper'.

Cas was growing very hard in his boxers, and his cock begged for attention. He moved his mouth away and removed his boxers. Aliza sat up straight, and made it her time to push Cas in the pillows. Cas lay displayed on the bed. After decennia of existing, this was the first time he was this intimate. And it was addicting.

Aliza laid down on him, supporting her weight on her toes and elbows. She kissed Castiel again. There was no tenderness to the kiss now, she was lustful. And so was Cas. He placed one hand on her head, and the other on her bottom. He pushed her down so there was friction between their bodies. They both moaned in each other's mouths as Cas his cock rubbed against her lower belly. It started to become too much for both, so Aliza sat herself up. She grabbed his hard cock and placed it under her. In one motion, she sat down, shoving down his length. She exclaimed loudly in pain and pleasure. Castiel loved the sound and sight so much he nearly came at that moment, but he pushed himself to hold on a little longer. He wanted to move in her.

Aliza started riding his cock. She supported herself with her hands on his chest. Although the sight was wonderful to Cas, he was too far away from her. He moved up, and rolled them around, so he was on top. Aliza wrapped her legs around his back to get at a better angle. Cas trusted eagerly in her. He looked down and saw her eyes roll back in their sockets. Her breasts were bouncing on the rhythm of his thrusts. He groaned and started licking and biting on her ear. At first he was afraid to hurt her, but reminded himself she wasn't human. Her nails digging in the skin of his back was a reminder that is was okay. He talked on the lowest tone he could manage in her ear, speaking about how pleased he was with her there pinned under him.

His voice on that low, seductive tone, was her trigger point. She screamed loudly as she felt herself climax. Hot liquids streamed down over his member in her vagina. She told Cas he was the best goddamn being that ever fucked her and she felt him come too. He didn't even try to be quiet as he growled loudly in her ear. He collapsed on her, and she didn't mind. She loved all the places they were touching. She wrapped her arms protective around Cas, afraid to let go.

They both caught their breath, before Cas tried to move out of her. Aliza stilled him with her arms, begging him to lay still. Cas waited another minute before trying again.

'I'm not going anywhere. I just want to get my weight off you,' he assured her.

She succumbed, and let him pull out of her. The plop indicated he was gone and she suddenly shivered from the lack of contact. Cas pulled the blankets up and crawled under them, pressing himself to Aliza. She snaked her arms around his torso and snuggled her nose in his chest, inhaling his scent. Cas started stroking his fingers through her hair.

'That was magical,' Cas said at last. His voice sounded rough and still a little out of breath, and it was the hottest thing. Aliza smiled and looked up at his face. Then her face grew serious.

'I need to tell you something.'

Cas' eyebrows furrowed. 'What is it?'

'I..,' she started, but the rest was harder to say. Why was it so hard? It was obvious, wasn't it? She just had to form the words. But somehow, she was still afraid.

'I…I don't want you to go. I want you to stay with me,' she said. It was the truth, but just not what she meant to say. Not enough.

Cas smiled down at her. His face looked so calm and loving. 'I don't want to go anywhere else. I want to be with you too.'

Aliza snuggled her head back against his chest, not wanting him to read the worries off her face. Was that really all she could do? Always find another thing to worry about, even when things were good? Like, really good?

'So, did you notice you were talking in Enochian?' Cas suddenly asked.

Aliza was surprised. 'I did? Damn. I don't have any control over that shit.'

'I can teach you, if you want,' he offered calmly.

Aliza nodded against his chest. 'Yeah. I'd like that.'

Cas moved his head down so to bring his mouth closer to her ear. 'It was really hot, though. I really love to hear you speak in an ancient tongue with dirty words.'

Aliza chuckled. 'Gosh, I'm so weird.'

Cas laughed with her. 'Yes you are. So am I, remember?' He moved to lay on his back, and pulled Aliza on top of him.

'The angel and the Nephilim who fell for each other,' he spoke, thoughtful.

Aliza's heart skipped a beat hearing him almost say he loved her. If he could do it, why couldn't she?

Are you satisfied with your story?

After my last chapter I received some reviews saying you like Charlie a lot and would love to see more of her...yeah...

I love Charlie and she will still be in the next chapter but then she is out of the main plot. So, enjoy it while she is here!

I also noticed some returning reviewers! Glad to know you are still reading! Thanks for all the lovely words!