Chapter II Daddy

Daddy,

I cannot even tell you how sorry I am to leave you this way. Especially so shortly after Harry. I love you Dad. There is nothing you could have done to prevent this. I love you. You are the best of Dads.

You probably blame Edward. Don't. It is not his fault I loved as deeply as I did. It is not his fault I was just not right for him. He has to do what is best for himself.

There is nothing you could have done to prevent this. I am just so lost in darkness. And there is a gaping hole where my heart used to be. I am nothing but a shell, I can only barely remember my name. So deep is my pain. I want to leave this world remembering my name, remembering something other than pain. I want to leave this world still knowing who I am because each day I lose my self a little more.

Please forgive me this selfish act I love you Dad tell mom I love her too.

Love

Your daughter

Bella