Dear Diary: Author's Note

Dear Readers,

This is the story is my life. Literally, my life or more specifically my love life. I know I've made huge mistakes in my life, especially when it comes to searching for love. This story is about everything I've been through since I was seventeen, now I am almost nineteen. Every chapter, every paragraph and every word is true. This is the reason why you have so many questions, because my life is one big question. I got the idea to write about it from one of my friends;

Who told me, "Your love life is like a bad romance movie that I would watch over and over again."

While I was insulted I also thought of the possibility of writing about my love life. Being a gay alone in a society that doesn't accept you. It's hard to find love over here, but I've held my head high for the world, but no one knows my struggle within, the emotions that I hide just to avoid personal question.

I inevitably agreed with her. I was ankle deep in Peetato fanfiction writing, so I thought I could use the characters of the Hunger Games as alternate identities for my story. I was destined to be Peeta, and my crush of nine years would definitely be Cato, there is such a striking resemblance between Him and Alexander Ludwig. The rest of the characters would play the people in my life. It was such a perfect fit for me.

You may have noticed that have never said Cato's name in any chapter that I have written.

This story is actually very therapeutic for me; it makes me feel better writing about it somehow. It makes me happy. Today I found out that the private college I had wished to attend to is giving me a huge scholarship to go there, so instead of community college, I will be attending there in the fall. I will be majoring in psychology and minor in criminology in order to achieve my dream of being a forensic psychologist.

I have been debating whether or not to tell you guys, my readers and my extended family, the truth behind Dear Diary. Truth can be a scary thing, but I trust you guys enough to tell you, I love you guys in unique way.

The next chapter, which will most likely be the last, is going to be completely fictional. It's going to be what I want to happen, NOT what is going to happen.

It's my own happy ending.