AN: Wow all these reviews are absolutely amazing and really surprise me with the complements and really inspire me to write more but I need your HELP. You see when I first started working on this story I was sure that I wanted Leah with Jacob but now after seeing peoples reactions and thinking that maybe I should change so it would mean a lot if you let me know... I would also like to apologize for my spelling I know its horrible half the time I spell my own name wrong ha-ha

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!

Leah POV:

I woke up with a pounding headache, yay, I lost control I tried to tell them, anyone but him I really did but would they listen to their mentally ill patient noooo they just let him walk in and tell me all about how great life is without Leah.

But that's not the worst thing about him visiting. It was the way he looked at me a mixture of pity, pain, regret love and most prominently disgust. Yep Jacob was disgusted in me. Of course that was only made worse when he brought up his beautiful imprint.

I shook my head and decided that I had sulked for long enough so I gingerly stood up to test if my bones would hold me. Apparently they would, so I walked across my room to the food tray but before I could make it over there the buzzer sounded and once again the door swung open to reveal my breakfast guest. I looked at the face of my visitor. Aw crap looks like one of those days.

Sue pov

I passed out in the car before we even made it out of the car park. The stress of it all and the horror just overwhelmed me I couldn't cope it was too much to bear. So I closed my eyes and escaped reality inside a dream. But before too long I was brought back to the world of the living with a slight shake and a husky voice informing me we were home.

I got out of the car and approached the front door inside I could hear chatter but as soon as I stepped inside all was silent and every pair of eyes were trained onto my face every wolf and every print was waiting for news but I could, I didn't know what to say.

So instead I turned to Jacob. "I think it's best if you take the boys and show them."
Jacob didn't want to share his thoughts I could tell well to bad he is the rightful alpha and Leah is his responsibility so he can do it. "Now!" I added for good measure.

Slowly all the boys left with Jacob trailing up the rear.

I turned to the remaining imprints, "Now girls we are going into the kitchen and are going to cook the boys something to eat. But there is to be no talking about where I just went and who I just saw until after the boys return." They quickly followed because whilst Leah may be alpha female and Emily and Nessie are in love with the 2 alphas I am boss.

Jake pov (this part reads out as a kind of script)

I was the last to phase but as soon as I did I felt everything that occurred with Leah and I being replayed and shown to everyone.

The last detail of the visit played out then nothing. Finally the boys seemed to the come recover and their thoughts seemed to start to start again.

Brady was the first to recover, "Hmm so will she be out soon?" he asked with such hope that I delved a little further and saw that he thought that since she could hold conversation that she could get out. Poor kid must have missed the whole scratching herself till she bled part.

I was thinking about how to nicely tell this kid the truth when Embry cut me off, "Are you crazy did you see her legs she's gone worse round the bend she's not getting out ever. Thankfully!"

Collins voice sounded quietly in the background, "Damn Alice was rights Leah is a menace!" Sam finally found his voiceand it was strangely filled wonder not at how bad it is but at how good he is, "Who knew after all this time my imprinting still impacts her like this. I mean I knew I was a big part of her life but damn I'm better than I thought. Emily did always say... oh Emily I cant wait to go back to her..."

Bringing up an imprint seemed to trigger the others imprinters.

Seth's voice sounded it was filled with slight sadness but more than anything love not for his sister for his imprint, "I wish Maya got to meet her before this. Maya's amazing I bet she could have helped my sister stay sane.", "She needs to imprint. That'll sort her out" Quil seemed to think was the answer.

And whilst Quil seemed to have the answer Jared had they why, "we can't be surprised she was the only girl in a group for guys. Girls just aren't as strong as us." (A.N complete crap since I'm a girl and know how strong we are but it worked)

I was stunned but I just I couldn't say anything Paul however didn't seem to have a problem.

"Are you guys freaking kidding me? Leah I in there because of you Sam and no you egotistical douche' not because she still loves you. She hasn't in a long time. NEWSFLASH you aren't that great if you were as good as you think then you would be rightful alpha and you would choose who you love not forced into it! Embry of course she's crazy did you not notice that place anyone would go crazy and the fact that its not even her fault shes in there all she's doing is telling the truth because Sam cant say no to sues every request why is that Sam? Why does your every decision have to do with her? You really are gutless! And as bad as the rest of you are Collin especially, Seth you are the absolutely the worst. She is your sister for god's sake! She should come before your imprint. You know what you guys, screw you all seriously screw you! You should all be sick with yourselves. I'm out of here."

"Where are you going?" Brady asked but his voice seemed different so I looked up at him and noticed he'd been crying silently.

"The Cullen's I'm going to get Leah out!" Pauls voice seemed to soften a little, then noticing Embry's train of thought he growled out, "And Collin you say anything to Alice and I will kill you AND her, trust me."

Paul ran off and everyone just stood around awkwardly not really saying anything new just thinking over what Paul had said.

When the leaves started moving we all looked over to see Paul's head now in human form he looked straight at me and without a shred of warmth he said, "and Jacob you need to grow some balls, step up fix this and think for you god damn self!"

Brady nodded vigorously then ran off to follow Paul. Oh god I wanted to follow them I really did. Instead I just phased back and walked to my house wanting nothing morw then to sleep.