A/H: Today has been crazy! It's just one of those nights where I was sleepy by 6:00 but just got home and at the moment it's 11:42 and decided to check my e-mails when I came across a review from tomfeltonlover1991 asking me to update. Truthfully ive been a bit stuck but I know whats its like wanting an update. So here we go.

Also if you want to see my very first stories I co-wrote two stories with 'twihard nerd' they are called Caos with the Cullen's and Camping with the Cullen's . believe it or not they are humour so check them out and you know write how much funnier Alli is the Ray and ill know where you came from ;P

Tomfeltonlover1991 this is especially for you 3

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Rosalie POV:

I wasn't always the nicest person. Shocker I know. But the truth is growing up I never had anyone to show me kindness or compassion for other people.

Mother and father were more interested in showing me what they called useful skills, like housekeeping, and etiquette anything they believed would help me find a suitable husband that could help elevate their social and financial status. Now after many years on this world I know how wrong and shallow that type of thinking is. So whilst I may be able to blame my human parents for that thinking there is now no excuse, whilst now days my family isn't what I thought, for the longest time they really did show me what love and compassion were.

So I genuinely don't understand what the wolves excuses were, I mean let's be honest no, they aren't the richest people in the world but that whole reservation was like one giant family there was not one of them who lived without someone looking out and loving them. At least that's how Leah described her childhood. Now just like with my family they are barely recognizable.

These thoughts were racing around my mind as I was declaring my possessions, being drug tested, and scanned by a metal detector in fact these thoughts had been running through my mind since I left that cave 1 week ago. It had taken me a week before I could sneak out and come visit Leah. I had begged Sue, Esme, and Carlisle even that mongrel Sam to allow me to visit not one of them would allow it. It makes me furious that at 98 (is that right?) years of age I still have to ask for permission like I'm a child but, if I don't there is serious punishments I could face, in the past that wouldn't have stopped me but now? There's more than just me to consider, and it's easier for everyone if I am not confined to my room or worse.

It's better for the people I still consider family (Brady, Emmett, Jasper ,Paul and especially Leah) if my minders (Alice, Carlisle and Edward) believe I'm following the family rules, that way they'll give me freedom and loosen the reins enough for me to actually help.

Besides after my last attempts to break Leah out I couldn't risk the Volturi becoming anymore informed or involved. But honestly who'd think that a simple mental health hospital would be virtually vampire proof?

It wasn't until Jacob came over one day to hang out with Nessie that he heard me request again to go visit my best friend that he interjected and for once actually stood up. He was the one that finally convinced everyone that it would probably be good for Leah to have visitors.

Paul isn't really sure why Jacob finally stood up but was grateful I however knew his actions weren't born from heroics but rather guilt and so whilst I was mildly happy. I just wished Jacob would stand up, not for guilt or otherwise but because it was the right thing to do. Maybe because of his feelings towards Leah? I wasn't to hard on Jacob because I knew deep down he was strong he just needs to step up and realize that. Otherwise I fear for Leah, not just getting her out but for her heart. She loved him and whilst she's strong she wouldn't survive if he shattered what was left of her heart.

Before I know it after all this time I'm standing in front of Leah's door, I can smell her blood more clearly then I'd expected too, which could only mean she's bleeding or has been recently.

The buzzer sounded loud in my ears and the door swung open, taking an unnecessary breath I slowly enter. Stepping over the threshold my eyes scan the room at vampire speed. Truthfully I purposely don't glance at Leah straight away. The reason is purely selfish, Leah was always the strongest person id met , and after all the fighting to get here I truly didn't want to see someone I held up so high weak and defeated. None the less I gather my courage, once I do my heart that has long since stopped working lurched and I swore I felt it break at the sight before me.

Leah was no more. Don't get me wrong she's not dead just unrecognizable. Paul's description didn't do the amount of damage justice. Her skin, once resembling smooth caramel now has a strange yellow tone, marred by an infinite amount of scars tiny white puckered lines that show just how much she's been hurt. Then there are the purple bruises that cover the entire left side of her face. Her legs are covered in open sores that a weeping puss surely infected. Overall I'm surprised Leah was still alive she is so emaciated I could see each individual bone sticking through her paper thin skin.

I had never hated my vampire sight as much as I do in this instant.

She was asleep, no she was unconscious. Her clothes were so dirty I couldn't even tell what their original colours are. Her hair needs a good scrub as does her body it's like she hasn't washed since she was admitted here. I had to close my eyes and fight the murderous rage within me. I wanted to snap each person's neck that worked here, as for the wolves? I felt my lip curl as I imagined how I'd punish them.

I turned towards the door and pressed the buzzer to speak to the surveillance room where a majority of guards sat to watch the many cameras.

"Yes miss?" a sickingly sweet fake voice replied.

"I'd like both the head guard and Leah's doctor here immediately please." I asked sweetly whilst smiling at the cameras, better to catch flies with honey and all that crap.

"Unfortunately that's not possible can I take a message?"

"Yes, you can tell them to come here immediately or maybe I need to make a few calls and get an investigation open on how exactly you treat your patients."

It was silent for 20 seconds before, "they are on their way miss."

I didn't have to wait long before in walked two males one in a cheap ill fitting security uniform the other on a white coat.

"Hello Rosalie unfortunately Leah's head doctor isn't here but I am his superior the doctor in charge of this whole wing Doctor Evan's." He then had the nerve to stick his hand out for a shake.

I had to swallow the bile in the back of my throat at the feel of his sweaty hands as I lightly shook it.

"Now then miss what can I do for you?"

"I want someone to help Leah have a bath, she also needs new clothes and finally Doctor Evan's I request you so to treat Leah's open wounds particularly those on her legs." I said whilst smiling slightly.

Doctor Evans didn't appear to take to kindly to my requests, "unfortunately under section 3.a of the federal laws regarding to patients, we are not allowed to bathe or change a female patient without a registered nurse of the same gender present. However tomorrow as soon as our nurses come in Leah will indeed get what she needs."

I laughed internally, with all the times I've been through both medical and law school I was prepared, "Not a problem I happen to be a registered nurse funnily enough, here's my registration card, so whilst you go check on your computer and get the necessary things ready ill be here talking with Lea." I turned back towards Leah, but couldn't resist just as the two men were leaving the room I turned my head over my shoulder, "Oh and doctor is those guidelines are section 6.a but you were close."

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"I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't wake her, so when they returned they carried her to the bathroom, I help get her under the water, guys if you'd heard her." I began tearing up just remembering, "as soon as the water ran over her it was like acid and I couldn't do anything, she was covered in grime."

We were sitting in our cave later that night as I replayed the earlier events of the day. It was terrible I was as gentle as possible but she screamed like I was killing her. What's even worse after the grime washed away I saw so many more wounds then at first. The worst of which was thin white scar down the side of her torso. Counting them I realized they must be counting her time here.

I felt like vomiting, how under all this security could she be allowed to do this every day? Unless of course they let her. But why? My mind was spinning, as we redressed her it was like she was nothing more than a manikin eyes that once glowed with life and passion are now dead. She would not talk and flat out refused to look at me.

I stood back at the doctor tended to her would she'd let out a little squeak as the antiseptic touched her and would jump if his bare hand made contact with her skin. She was petrified. The girl warrior was no more. It was then I also noticed that she was missing chunks of her hair from what looks like her pulling out chunks of her hair over and over.

I couldn't do this, I have faced the worst people in the world, both alive and undead but the damage this girls has was worse so as soo as the doc was finished treating her and she'd eaten and drunk something I left.

"I'm so sorry I couldn't talk to her I just..." I began sobbing uncontrollably, "im such a coward.."

Paul wrapped his arms around me whispering reassuring words in my ear trying to calm me down.

Jasper finally spoke what seemed like the first time, "Rose you are not a coward I'm proud of what you achieved, and did you slip it in?"

I pulled apart from Paul and smiled, "I sure did it's in place..."

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A/N: there we go another chapter, it is now 1:07 am, my eyes refuse to open properly now so I hope it makes sense and you enjoy.

Also I'm having a little discussion with my friend who doesn't think boys read fan-fic so if your a boy and see this please comment and let me know so I can prove them wrong.