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Standing in the same spot that he left her, Hermione's tears streamed down her face. She didn't know what she could do to show him how sorry she was, she needed him to see.
When she could no longer cry, she went into the bathroom. Although she was only gone for a little more than a day, she felt dirty. She was unsure if it was because of who she was with, but she felt like her skin was crawling. The thought of Ron's hands on her, made her sick.
She turned on the shower and let it warm up before she stepped under the comforting spray.
But he didn't do anything, her subconscious interjects.
He could have, though, she thought, pouring shampoo into her hand. Who knows what would have happened, if I didn't have my wand on me... Or the fact that he wasn't here when the spell wore off….
He wouldn't hurt you, her subconscious says. Not like that at least. You know him…
But do I really? lathering the sweet smelling soap into her hair. He has done so much over the past few months. And Draco, he has been so sweet and I accuse him of doing something that he didn't do. All because I want to still think that Ron is a decent person.
The internal battle was getting too much for her. She wanted to shut her thoughts off, but that has never worked too well for her. She has always thought things over and at times over thought. Thinking had never served her wrong, until recently. Her willingness to believe Ron and her thinking that he wouldn't lie to her, was her just being stupid.
Stepping out of the shower, she wrapped a towel around her body. She needed to figure out what to do. She really wanted to talk to Harry about this, but she didn't know how she would get a hold of him. He has been off doing whatever it is he's been doing, for a few years now.
She wondered if he would take her side about Ron. He was usually really good about listening to her when she was upset, but he would sometimes take Ron's side no matter what. She could really use his shoulder to cry on at the moment.
She decided that she would send him an owl and hopped that it would be able to find him. She had sent numerous owls to him before and never received a response. But that doesn't mean that he isn't getting them, he could just be ignoring them. Taking out a piece of parchment and a quill, she started to write:
Harry,
I hope you are doing well. I miss you so much and hope that you are finding whatever it is that you are looking for.
Ron and I broke up. He was cheating on me with Lavender, so I moved out. He has kind of lost his mind over it. He has been trying to get me back, but I am was, seeing someone else. I messed it up, I believed something Ron said, instead of the person I should have believed. I was so quick to believe Ron, hoping that he was back to his old self, but it was all a lie…
I need someone to talk to and I feel as though I have no one to talk to about it. Ginny doesn't know what to say about any of this. She helped save me from Ron and seems to be in bigger shock than I am with this change in him.
I really need you right now. If you get this, please let me know if you can make it here. I am living in a new apartment. Let me know if you can make it and I will send my address.
I really hope to hear from you, I miss you.
Mione
She really hopped that she would hear from him, but she wasn't going to get her hopes up.
Getting up from her desk, she took the towel off and dried her hair with it. If she didn't dry it magically, it would turn into the rat's nest that it was in highschool. But at the moment, he didn't care. She wasn't planning on leaving the house tomorrow. She just wanted to lay around all day, no one was going to come over.
She needed to get her head straight, she needed to figure out how she was going to show Draco how much he meant to her. She loves him and she knows he loves her. He had been nothing but sweet to her and had given her no reason to doubt her. He had changed, he wasn't the same person he was in school. Why was she so willing to forget that?
He deserved better than what she had done to him. She wasn't even sure if she should try to get him back. She wouldn't blame him one bit, if he didn't forgive her. She was so unsure about what she should do.
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