PPOV (PAUL)

WOW! That is all I could think right now as I hugged Bella, I had a sister not just a sister but I twin sister. I always wanted a sister but every time I asked my perants when I was little I would get told to piss off or hit, I was kinda glad Bella didn't grow up with me, home life was so bad I was not upset when they died two years ago.

My mum and dad if you could call them that were the most abusive perants you could ever think of. Mum could not keep a house the place I called home was smelly, dirty and all round disgusting. I would never have any friends round, I was way to embarrassed. We had very little food in and any that we did have was rotten and old. The clothes I had were dirty and had so many howls in and they never fit. I asked her once if we could get some new clothes and she beat me with a belt saying I was a ungrateful basterd. I was six years old. My mum worked at the local supermarket gossip was she was sleeping with most of the men round la push. She use to say having kids was the worst mistake she ever made .At the time I never knew she has twins but she said it there and I never though anything about it.

My dad was worse he was drunk and into all kinds of drugs, every time he came home he would beat me. He never had a job but he always had money to spend on drugs or drink. I remember watching him beat mum sometimes I would try and pull him off her but I was never that strong. Now you might be thinking if his mum beat him why try and help her? Simple I don't think that you should ever hit a woman. But as much as I tried I could never help her. Did she deserve my help? No but would I sit back and just watch her get ten tons of shit beat out of her? No.

It was two years ago when they died, I was walking home one night from Jared's house he has always been my best friend. When I got home mum and dad were fighting again, dad had mum pinned to the wall. I ran up to my dad and tried to pull him off her, I could see her turning blue trying to get her breath, I tried to pull him off her but he was so strong. Next thing I know I am lay on the floor with my dad hitting me with a bat and kicking me. I looked over at my mum and she was lay on the floor , her face with blood running down it with her left eye swollen shut. I must of passed out with the pain becoming to much.

I woke up two days later in hospital with jared sat in a chair next to me. I was told I had five broken ribs a crack skull and I had to have a operation to relive swelling on my brain. A police officer came in and told her what had happened. Jared had come round with his dad and seen my dad beating me. Matt jared's dad had pulled my dad off me but then my dad had pulled a gun out and shop my mum in the head then shot himself in the chest. Thankfully jared had called the police and ambulance and they had come and brought me hear.

I found out my dad was high and drunk and flipped out on mum about her sleeping round. The doctors told me there was so many drugs in his blood that it was a miracle he had not over dossed. I don't even think I felt upset I just didn't feel anything.

I spent just over a week in hospital and then I went to like with jared. I sold the house and put the money in the bank for when I wanted to find a place to live. I found out my parents did have money but just did not let anyone know about it. All that went into the bank as well. I stayed with jared and his family for about six mouths. I moved out the day I phased. I hears some people talking about my mum being a prostitute and just lost it. The pack know everything but never talk about it.

When I first heard about Bella I hated her she had willingly dated a vamp and it made me sick, but when Sam found her in the woods I felt sorry for her she looked so small and hurt. Then she slapped me and god I was so pissed I phased, Sam nearly killed me over that but Over time after Sam imprinted on her I found that we had a lot in common. Bella loved to read and was very stubborn just like me. Not a lot of people knew I liked to read only the pack knew and now Bella. I felt like I wanted to protect her, I found I felt like I was meant to protect her. But to find out she was not only my sister but my twin, I was over the moon. But having Sam as a brother in law when the time comes that might be a little hard to get use to. Looking at Sam I could see the love her had for my sister, WOW that feels weird to think .

Letting go of Bella she went to sit on Sam's lap, I looked around at everyone and I could see the shock on there faces. It made me want to laugh. Everyone sat in silence for what seamed like forever until Bella asked the question I didn't know how to answer. "why did they not want me" I could see the tears fall down her face.

"Its not like I did not have a good life and I don't blame Charlie or my mum I loved them so much and still do but why did they want to get rid of me? " I wish I could of told her the answer but I don't know the answer. Bella did not know our perants and I did not want to tell her hot they were or what they were like. So I had to tell her.

"Bella out parents were not nice people as you know they are dead" I went on to tell her about everything, about how the house was like how mum was, the gossip about her and the beatings she and dad gave me. I told her about hot our dad was a druggie and how he drank to much. I went on to tell her about the night he killed her. Jared filled in the gaps on what happened when I was passed out. By the end of it Sam had a crying Bella on his lap face burred in his chest. The volturi were all trying to calm Bella down, I wanted to pull her away from them but I kept reminding myself that they loved her and would not hurt her. After about a hour Bella had fell asleep, Sam took her up to bed and came downstairs. We talked for a bit and sat around watching TV, Bella woke up about 6:30pm and we ordered pizza. I once thought of Bella as a sister but know I know she really is my twin sister I couldn't be happier. One good thing is I will never forget her birthday.

A/N

OK SO YOU FOUND OUT ABIT ABOUT PAUL AND HIS PAST. HOPE YOU LIKE THE STORY SO FAR, I KNOW MY SPELLING IS PRITTY BAD BUT IM TRYING MY BEST

WILL TRY AND UPDATE SOON

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