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"When were you planning on telling me?" Simon asked as soon as Alec and Magnus had left the living room. He was still looking out the window, not daring to look at Isabelle in the eye.

"Soon" She answered softly

"How long have you known?" Simon forced himself to ask.

"Three weeks" Isabelle said so softly Simon almost didn't hear her…Almost.

"You've known for almost a month and you didn't tell me?!" Simon snapped a bit harsher than he intended

"I was going to tell you!" Isabelle defended herself "I was just trying to figure out when!"

"So instead you told the rest of the world?" Simon asked with a sarcastic laugh "Thought it was the perfect way of letting me know? With my band-mates giving me the news?!"

"I didn't tell anyone" Isabelle said shaking her head "It is not my fault you had to find out this way!"

"IT IS MY CHILD ISABELLE!" Simon exclaimed finally turning to look at her "I had the right to know as soon as you found out…You should have told me!"

"I was going-"

"Unless it isn't mine?" Simon asked taking a step back "Is that it? Is that why you didn't tell me?"

"What?" Isabelle asked in disbelief "How can you say such thing?! Of course it is yours!"

"Then why didn't you tell me sooner?!" Simon asked in dismay "You're one-month far almost two…I should have been the first person you told!"

"I didn't tell anyone!" Isabelle cried "It was my secret! The nurse should have sold my story to my father, but I didn't say a thing!"

"And why not?!" Simon asked frowning "What were you waiting for? Were you getting another doctor appointment to get rid of it? Did you though no one would find out?"

"I wasn't going to do that!" Izzy cried, tears running down her cheeks "How can you accuse of that? I would never-"

"You did it once" Simon cut it "Why wouldn't you do it again?"

Isabelle stayed silent. Her sight blurred with all the tears in her eyes. She sniffed trying to stop the tears from falling, but they continued. Isabelle couldn't believe how much he had cried today. She was supposed to be strong. She was a Lightwood! Lightwoods take everything in the face and never shed a tear for anything! But here she was, crying like a small girl…But she couldn't mind at the moment. Her heart was breaking. All her world was crumbling down and the one person she loved that was supposed to understand and support her was just hurting her much more.

"I-It was a mistake" She said finally "I was s-sixteen! The douchebag left me the day after we slept together! He left me pregnant and I had nothing else to do! I was just a girl! I couldn't take care of a child and my father forced me into an abortion!"

"Iz-"

"No! Don't you 'Iz' me!" She snapped frowning "You knew what Merlion did to me! And you throwing it all back in my face is just low!"

"Isabelle…."

"I would never give OUR child in abortion without telling you first" Isabelle said her voice lower than before "And the fact that you though I would just shows how little you trust me"

"Isabelle! I'm sorry, ok?" Simon said "You know I trust you…but all this is too much! The small fan-base my band had just disappeared! They all are saying I'm forcing you into getting an abortion! To everyone I'm the bad you and you're just the victim"

"You would never do that" Izzy shook her head

"I wouldn't" Simon nodded "But they don't know that"

"What are we going to do?" Izzy asked in a gasp, new tears falling down her cheeks and ruining her make-up

"We'll figure it out" Simon said stepping closer to Izzy and hugging her tight against his chest. Izzy nuzzled to her boyfriend, her shoulders shaking with sobs "Together"

Just then the door of the studio burst open and Magnus stormed out of it. He took his jacket from the couch and walked out of the house without a look back. Isabelle broke away from Simon and looked at the door Magnus had just walked out curiously.

Jace and Clary walked out of the kitchen when they heard the doors slamming open and closed. They both turned to look at Simon and Izzy. Clary seemed to be relieved they both were still in the house and seemed to be less tense than before. Jace, too, seemed more relaxed…but it didn't last long because they knew something was obviously wrong.

Minutes later Alec walked out of his studio, camera in hand and the bag of his laptop over one shoulder. He put his jacket on while the rest just watched his movements. He cursed under his breath as he couldn't find his phone and a minute later he found it on the coffee table.

"Alec?" Isabelle asked softly "Is everything alright?"

"Yeah! Fantastic!" Alec snapped "I'm going out to clear my mind….Jace you talk to your manager. she'll know what to do…Izzy and Simon, talk things through"

"Alec, dude" Jace spoke "You're obviously not alright"

"I'm fine!" Alec said "I'll try figuring out a plan to clear all this rumors"

"Alec, you don't need to worry about us" Izzy said "You clearly have your own problems to deal with"

"I started it" Alec said "I pissed Dad off and he sold our secrets…I'll fix it one way or another"

"What about you?" Jace asked "Look, you are always worrying about us and fixing our problems…but when will you fix yours?"

"Jace-"

"No, hear me out" Jace said "I appreciate all you do for us, but we're not little kids anymore…You don't have to take responsibility over our actions because your our older brother. We can deal with it, you worry about yourself"

"And Magnus" Izzy spoke "What happened back there?"

"Nothing that wasn't meant to happen" Alec shrugged. He took his keys from the coffee table and headed to the door.

"Where are you going?" Izzy spoke

"Out" Alec said "On a walk…I might take some pictures…anything to clear my mind"


"You overreacted" Camille said with a roll of her eyes

"I did not!" Magnus exclaimed.

After storming out of Alec's apartment, Magnus had made his way towards the building of his magazine. Almost no one was there since there wasn't much work to do today. Secretaries receiving calls, people asking for a photo-shoot…Magnus should be answering his own phone, which he had disconnected because it had been ringing nonstop, but he couldn't put himself to do it.

Instead he had found Camille, a model that had worked for him since he started the magazine, and they started talking. Camille and Magnus were sort of friends. They had worked together for a long time and knew a lot about each other. Camille knew something was wrong with Magnus, and so they had locked the door of his office and started talking. Magnus had told her everything. From start to end, from the day he met Alec to a few hours back when they had fought on his apartment.

"You did!" Camille snapped "I'm sorry to throw this at you darling, but you were nothing but a jerk"

"Excuse me!" Magnus said "I'm still your boss"

"And I'm your friend" Camille rolled her eyes "You had no right to react the way you did"

"I did!" Magnus said "He let Goldilocks mock me! He took his side!"

"Well you were pretty harsh on his brother" Camille shrugged "Think about it…The boy clearly went to a hard past, almost as hard as yours…and the fact that you told him to be thankful for that is just harsh"

"He ended with a good family! He should be thankful!"

"But look at all the stuff he had to go through to get there!" Camille said "That is hardly something to be thankful for…and then you snap at Alec for denying your relationship? That's low"

"He IS denying it!" Magnus cried

"You're blowing all of this out of proportion!" Camille exclaimed "Put yourself in his shoes…Alexander Lightwood. Older son of them all and the one in charge of everything…I've heard all of them had to fend for themselves with all of the trips their parents made…Now look at it closer. A boy, trying to figure out his sexuality, trying to take care of his siblings, while carrying the weight of being accused of killing his little brother…that's something hard to deal with. And to top it all, he was kicked out of his house for being gay!"

"But-"

"No buts!" Camille said "You can't expect him to come out to the whole world and not expect to be judged…His own parents didn't accept him, how do you expect him to believe everyone else will?"

Magnus sighed, looking out of the window. Right outside was an announcement of the clothes that were now on sale on some store in New York. The photos were of three models laughing while showing off their clothes. Isabelle was among those girls and Magnus remembered clearly when those photos had been taken. It was the first photo-shoot Alec had been part of. He had been there just to look how it all worked, but ended taking the photos that they used for the publicity of the clothes.

"I screwed up, didn't I?" Magnus sighed looking sadly out the window

"That you did" Camille nodded looking at her prefect nails.


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