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Summary: Vampires are real. I attend Cross Academy, a school where the student body is populated by the human Day Class, and the vampire Night Class. This was all supposed to be fiction. A story I read for entertainment. But it's real. It's all real. SI, OC Insert.
Disclaimer: Everything to do with Vampire Knight is owned by Matsuri Hino. I only own my OC Maya.
Warning: this fanfiction includes dark themes, swearing, mentions of death, serious injury, murder and suicide.
Chapter 3 - Being Normal
I gasped, shooting up in bed.
What the actual fuck?!
"Maya-chan?"
I looked around with wide eyes to see I was in the infirmary and Katsumi - the nurse - was asking if I was okay.
When I asked why I was here, she said someone had brought me in, saying they found me passed out on the Sun Dorm's first flight of stairs. Something about sleep deprivation.
What-? That's such a fucking lie!
I find out that vampires are fucking real and they just expect me to just 'orget it?!
Fuck that. I'm going to the fucking Chairman about this! I will not be ignor- whoa. Okay. Fuck... my head hurts.
Katsumi assisted me back into the bed and then insisted I rest here for the day when I told her my head was absolutely killing me.
What the hell is going with this school?! And what the hell is with this sudden migraine from hell?!
I closed my eyes and tried to get some rest... maybe if I fall asleep again it'll just all go away.
"What"
I glared over the top of my glasses at the silver-haired guy standing in front of me. He was probably just annoyed that I'd escaped the nurse's office - seriously, that woman can be annoyingly naggy like a mother sometimes.
"... nothing"
Then he just fucking walked off. Ugh! I stomped off, continuing on my way towards the Chairman's office.
I am so done with this fucking school.
Migraine or no-
"Oi-!"
Shit.
"You're an idiot"
"... shut up" I growled, eyelids still closed as I laid on the infirmary bed "I was sleeping, you arsehole"
"No, you weren't - you think I can't tell when somebody's sleeping?"
I sighed, opening my eyelids slightly, looking to see if Katsumi was around.
When I saw the room empty except us, I slowly turned my head towards the silver-haired prefect.
He was watching me with hardened lavender eyes, it was kind of unnerving to be honest.
Considering he was the Kiryuu Zero.
Yeah, that's right. I remembered.
I remembered my whole life. My family, my friends. How I would probably never see them again... all that was left blank was that night.
The night I got these jagged scars.
All I had of that night was vague feelings of being terrified and defenseless. Then just the pain and falling to the ground - basically everything I could remember from my dream.
Nothing else though... still not even a glimpse of the attacker - though I was sure now it was a vampire. If Zero was using his anti-vampire weapon, the Bloody Rose, as I saw in the dream, then that's the only conclusion that makes sense.
Slowly, I sat up in the bed, pushing the sheets back to reveal my black school uniform.
Vampires, huh? Cross Academy, eh?
I smiled bitterly... at least it's not Weeping Angels.
Just being scared to death, torn apart or both.
Yay...
What should I say to him? They tried the memory replacement thing with me before and I just faked my way through it, but this time... should I say anything?
"Kiryuu..." I began.
Should I tell him I remembered?
"What?"
... no. Not, yet.
When I didn't say anything else, Zero stood from his chair and went to leave.
"... why are you here?" I finally asked, frowning at him as he stopped, the door half open.
Seriously. Why is he here? To make sure the memory thing worked?
Cause it didn't... not that I'd tell him that.
"Just sleep"
God, he can be annoying. I glared at his back as he left, closing the door behind himself.
I sighed, pushing a bang of brown hair behind my ear, before I moved to stand. My legs felt a little stiff, but some stretching quickly fixed that.
Then deciding I wanted to get back to my dorm room - while not as comfortable as my real bed back home, at the very least the dorm bed was better than this one - I straightened my uniform, only just realizing my ribbon tie was missing.
Great. At least I have a spare...
Sighing again, I walked across the room and opened the door to the hallway.
I stopped, shocked to see Zero collapsed against the opposite wall, his breathing sounding ragged and pained.
"Shit- are you okay?" I asked, moving to help.
"Stay back!" he hissed, slapping away my out-stretched hand.
I flinched when I saw his red eyes hidden behind his arm - a hunger attack? It's around, what? Volume one for the manga? Episode two for the anime?
Shit, he's going to loose control soon and attack Yuuki.
Yuuki, who I now considered a friend.
Damn it, logic. Why do you make such bad desicions when you don't have all the facts?
Now I actually care what happens to her... fuck my life. I'll be so guilt ridden if I don't do anything...
Biting my lip, I crouched down on the floor in front of him. I decided to focus on the here and now.
"... something's wrong" I started slowly, choosing my words carefully "you don't have to talk, you don't have to tell me anything. But I'm not walking away"
He peeked over his arm, his red eyes met my determined ones and he must've realized I was serious or something because he just sighed in defeat.
That, and he knows me well enough by now to know I'm incredibly stubborn when I want to be.
I got myself as comfortable as one could on wooden floorboards, and just waited.
Slowly, his breathing began to return to normal, and his posture began to relax, his tight grip on the window sill loosened and his hand fell to the ground.
It took me about a minute after that to realize he had actually fallen asleep.
... well, shit. What do I do with him now?
Um... after some careful thinking, I decided that instead of dragging him off to my or his dorm room - either way, it would just be really awkward - I decided to drag him back inside the infirmary and over to the bed I'd been sleeping on.
I'd like to note here, that despite his 'toned physique' he's actually pretty fucking heavy.
By the time I'd got him into the bed, I was even more exhausted then before - to the point where I just slumped into the chair Zero'd been sitting in before and fell into a dreamless sleep.
Or so I thought.
So much for this all just going away.
Snow?
I was standing in a clearing, surrounding by randomly spaced dead trees. Snow drifted down slowly from the grey clouded sky and the ground beneath my feet was blanketed thickly with more snow.
The moonlight reflected off the snow, giving an odd glow that allowed me to see a cloaked figure walking through the trees.
With nothing else around and the wind beginning to pick up, I followed her into the woods, jogging just to try and catch up.
I saw a glimpse of long silver hair blowing in the wind from beneath a cloth hood and then the figure was gone.
In the distance was a house, the front door was left open and light spilled outside. I moved closer, curious, then stopped as I noticed something on the ground.
Kneeling to get a closer look, I realized it was blood.
Red blood splattered across the snow.
My eyes widened, I looked up as a tall figure blocked the light coming from the door.
Pink eyes. The sound of bells rang in my ears.
What-
When I woke up, it was early morning and someone had moved me from the chair to the bed.
Sunlight was streaming through the window at the end of the room and illuminating the room enough for me to see there was noone else here.
I honestly felt like I hadn't slept at all. And my neck was killing me for sleeping in that stupid chair. And what the hell was with that dream? Is horrible blood filled nightmares all I'm going to dream about now? Bloody hell...
Groaning, I dragged myself from the infirmary for the second time in as many hours, and took the shortest route back to my room in the Sun Dorms, where I collapsed into my bed.
I was so tired, although I knew it was approaching 8AM, I didn't want to get up and go to class. I didn't want to move.
But at the same time, my stupid body just wouldn't fall asleep.
Just laying there, I decided to try meditating to calm myself down, then maybe I could sleep. It had been an eventful night after all.
I woke to the sound of banging on my door.
Groaning, I rolled over to check my clock - 11AM? I must've fell asleep... and then someone woke me up.
Oh this better be fucking good. I was actually sleeping, damn it!
"Yuuki?" I blinked, staring half asleep at the brown haired girl standing in my doorway.
"Oh thank god!" she cried, wrapping her arms around me in a hug.
I just stood there, feeling really awkward with my arms trapped by my sides "uh, Yuuki? What's going on?"
"We went to see you in the infirmary and Katsumi-sensei said you weren't there when she arrived this morning! We were looking everywhere for you!"
"What? Why?" I asked. Honestly, if I hadn't woken up barely seconds ago I would've been more attentive - in the first five minutes (at least) after I wake up, I'm basically in Robot mode. Seriously you can ask me almost anything and I'll answer pretty accurately and truthfully.
... that's kinda bad with my future knowledge thing, now that I think about it.
"I was worried after what happened last ni-! Uh- wi- with you collapsing on the stairs!" Wow. Nice save there, Yuuki - they're sarcastic thoughts by the way.
"Last nigh-?" began my mouth without my permission- wait. Last nigh- holy shit, Zero!
"Is Ze- Kiryuu. Is Kiryuu okay?" I asked. Wait. Shit. Stop talking mouth! Yuuki doesn't even know about that yet!
"Yes... Zero is fine..." Yuuki began slowly "why would you ask about Zero?"
Damn it, slow brain. Think think think-! Go away Winnie the Pooh - not freaking now!
"I- um-" I stuttered "it's nothing" wow, thanks brain "just a weird dream. It's fine. Just forget I said anything" well, I guess that's a 'little better...
Yuuki took a step back, watching me curiously for a minute, before marching into my dorm room, pulling a clean uniform out of my closet and insisting I come to lunch with her.
At the mention of food, my stomach gurgled impatiently. I glared at it. Traitor.
... well, I guess I haven't really eat much since dinner last night... and I didn't even really finish that either... I sighed. To the cafeteria it is then.
Yori was happy to see me up and about - and Yuuki piled enough food on my tray to feed a viking, so I'm pretty covered on the food front.
I have yet to see Zero. Hmm... I wonder if he went to classes today?
"Maya-chan?"
I blinked, taking a second longer then I should have to recognize the name as mine - I mean, really. Why couldn't I pick a name closer to my real one? Honestly, 'Maya'? Where did that even come from? Or 'Matsumoto' for that matter?
I turned my head from scanning the cafeteria to face Yori "hmm?"
"You look distracted and you keep glancing around, instead of eating something" she continued.
I looked down at my tray- wow, I've barely even made a dent - though I'm not sure if it's because there's so much food, or if it's because I've barely eaten anything.
Hmm. Interesting conundrum.
Taking an apple from the tray, I cut it up and began eating the pieces, before turning back to scanning the room. There were lots of other Day Class students around, talking and chatting in their little cliches. But no Zero in here. Actually, does he even come to Caferteria for meals? Can't really remember if they even showed the cafeteria in the anime/manga, let alone if a specific character actually went there... maybe he goes to the Chairman's house for lunch? I do remember he's supposed be a pretty good cook.
Okay. Stop, brain. Why the hell are you thinking so much about someone - let alone a guy.
I should be eating, and you should be trying to figure out how the hell I'm going to stay away from this vampire politics clusterfuck Kuran Kaname's made for himself.
I didn't like politics before, and I still don't. Just because I'm in some alternate post-apocalyptic reality where vampires are real and I sort of know a version of the future doesn't mean I will suddenly like politics. Or vampires.
Or people.
Anyway. Food. It needs to be eaten.
So Valentines Day is apparently coming up soon.
Yuuki is being her usual self and has made me promise to help her make chocolate - which not only means lots of socializing (I don't mind Yuuki, really, I just like spending time by myself), but being in the Chairman's house for an extended amount of time - I mean, she only caught me reading that cooking book 'one time when the cafeteria food made me sick and I was considering cooking my own meals again like I did at home.
Now, it's not that I don't 'like the Chairman. The complete opposite actually. I just feel like he can tell I'm lying about being oblivious to the whole 'Night Class are vampires' thing. He's a thousand years old, for fuck's sake - every time I lie around him I feel like he's staring straight through my soul. It's creepy. And unnerving.
That, and considering his history with students who find out the school's secret... look I'm just concerned okay? The last person I know of that saw the Night Class as vampires twice - mind you, I've seen them at least three times by now - suddenly transferred to another school.
Except I can't do that. Since I can't go home. Because it's in another reality. Something I'm also concerned about him finding out.
So what if I'm paranoid? Considering there are freaking blood sucking vampires on campus and my amnesiac self decided to befriend the fucking main character who is also Kuran Kaname's god damn sister and a freaking pureblood- I think my paranoia is justified, thank you!
Anyway. So I was in class, some guys behind Zero and I are complaining about the Night Class getting all the chocolates, and Yori and Yuuki are talking about whether they would give chocolates to anyone.
Yori didn't have anyone in mind, and I already knew Yuuki was planning on making some for Kaname - not just because of the future stuff mind you. She asked me to help her, remember?
"You know, there's been someone glaring at us from behind this whole time"
I glanced to my right to see Zero glaring down at the two in the row in front of us. I rolled my eyes, sighing.
"Even though you're a Prefect, you're still going to give him some?" Zero asked, leaning on his right hand propped up on the desk.
"This is just a chocolate given to someone whose helped you as a thanks!" Yuuki retorted indignantly "and I haven't decided whether to give him anything. Isn't it fine?"
Hmm... maybe I should make one for Zero too? He did save my life after all.
"What about you, Maya-chan?"
"Hmm?" I blinked, looking away from my exercise book and back down at them. I was saved from answering the question when some students to our left started gossiping about how Zero was their only hope of a Day Class student getting any Valentine chocolates.
Zero just glared them into silence. Obviously.
Stupid Valentines Day.
In the end, I decided to just help Yuuki with her chocolates and then make some extras with the left over ingredients. While I like chocolate - a lot - I'd decided to give them to Yori, Yuuki, the Chairman and Zero.
Yori and Yuuki are my friends, so why not? And the Chairman's helped me out quite a bit, offering me that scholarship and all. And Zero... Zero saved my life. A homemade chocolate might not look like much, but it's a start at least.
As thanks. And nothing else.
I showed Yuuki how to chop up the chocolate, then I retrieved the rest of the cooking utensils we'd need from the cupboards and began heating up a saucepan on the stove top while she finished chopping.
It'd be interesting to see how these turn out this time around with me helping.
Loud banging and a clattering sounded from behind me and I turned my attention away from the now melting chocolate to see a dizzy Yuuki sitting on the floor, surrounded by pots, pans and chocolate bits.
Sighing, I kneeled down to help her up, an amused smile curling my lips.
A few minutes later, found me emptying the contents of a dust pan into a rubbish bin and Yuuki staring intently at the now liquid chocolate simmering in the saucepan she was holding.
My smile grew.
See, this is why I shouldn't make friends when getting thrown into an anime/manga - anything with a set bloody future.
I get attached.
Ohhhhh crap, I am so fucking with the story more to try and save people now, aren't I?
The sound of shattering glass, made me turn my head to hallway.
... what was that?
With Yuuki distracted with not burning the chocolate, I slipped out of the kitchen and started moving towards where the sound came from.
I almost tripped over my own freaking feet when I saw Zero collapsed at the end of the hallway, and the Chairman wrapped in a blanket, talking to him.
I hid myself behind a corner, one hand over my mouth.
"Lately, the time between these attacks has been getting shorter and shorter... please understand what will happen if you keep continuing like this"
There was pause, then the Chairman continued "no... you already know"
I was shaking.
Am I afraid...?
I ate one.
I don't know how Yuuki did it, but they tasted really... dull.
Hmm... maybe we left them on the stove too long? Damn.
All the same, I still gave one each to Yori, Yuuki and the Chairman. I mean, it's the thought that counts, right? Right.
I was actually on my way to give the last one to Zero, since I figured he'd be too embarrassed if I gave it to him in class - translation; I would be too embarrassed.
I couldn't give it to him after class though because I was excused from my last class today because Katsumi-sensei wanted to see me. Apparantly the nurse was going to be out of town for a while and wouldn't be able to make our usual appointments.
Which is why I was going to see Zero now, rather than earlier.
Coming to the classroom, I opened the door to see only one person there "Yori?" I asked "Where's Ze- uh, Kiryuu?" shit, I really need to fix that.
"They left for prefect duties already" she informed me "if you hurry, you can catch them before they leave the building"
"Thanks, Yori" I replied, already moving to leave "see you at dinner, okay?"
She nodded "bye, Maya-chan"
Well, shit.
I didn't make it before the Night Class came out.
Now what the hell do I do? I can't walk around with this! Zero'll think I'm giving chocolates to one of them!
Not that I think they're gross or anything - quite the opposite when it comes a to certain vice dorm president - but I have been having horrible bloody nightmares about vampires for the last six months.
Tends to put a dampener on that kind of thing.
Since I could more or less remember how the scene goes, watching it from the distance was kind of hilarious. Especially the part where Aidou gets scolded by Kaname. I always thought that part was freaking hilarious.
At least she gave him the homemade one this time, Kaname would've loved that more than the bought one anyway - since his beloved Yuuki made it for him and all.
... well, I did help a little. But it was mostly on the utensil and the technique side - she did the actual cooking.
Damn it! I got distracted and now he's gone! Great... it doesn't mean anything if I don't give it to him on the day...
"Maya-chan~!" Yuuki called, noticing me over on the side of the path near the trees.
I quickly hid the small box in my pocket. No reason for her to get the wrong idea. I was just being nice, and thanking him.
... I just sounded like a broken record of Yuuki from yesterday, didn't I?
"Eh? What's that in your pocket?"
Seriously, Yuuki? Now you get attentive?!
"Nothing" I mumbled, feeling the heat of a blush creep up onto my face.
Why the hell am I blushing? Hell, why am I even hiding this from her? Didn't I just say it was only a thank you gift?
I sighed, pulling the small lavender box out of my pocket "it's a Valentine chocolate... for Kiryuu - it's just a thank you gift though!" I quickly protested, seeing the smug expression on her face.
"Well, either way. I'm sorry, Maya-chan, but I don't know where he went off to... he was here a moment ago..." she grumbled to herself, an annoyed look slipping into her expression as she remembered earlier.
"It's okay" I sighed "I should be getting back anyway, I've got homework waiting"
The girl's annoyed look disappeared to be replaced by a look of surprise.
"You know, if you need help, Yori and I would be happy to tutor you" I offered, an amused smile on my face.
"Really?!" she asked, looking ecstatic.
"Duh. We're friends, aren't we?" I replied "that's what friends do, isn't it? Help each other out when they need it?"
I honestly don't get it when people ask me that - why would I offer help and then take it back? And don't friends help each other out? Can you really be called a friend if you don't?
Ah, the things I don't understand about life. Despite being a few years older than Yuuki, in some things I'm about as dense as her.
"I can give it to him for you, if you like. The chocolate, I mean" she said, smiling brightly "it's the least I can do"
"Really, Yuuki" I began, shaking my head "it's okay. It's doesn't ma-"
"Don't say it doesn't matter!" Yuuki protested, holding both my hands together with a hug grin on her face "I'll give it to him, okay? It's not the same if you don't give it to him on the day!"
I sighed, handing her the Valentine's chocolate. This girl...
Dorm inspections.
I could barely keep myself from cracking up laughing as Yuuki and Zero made the rounds in the Sun Dorms. Though Maki and Aoi did not appreciate the sniggering that I couldn't help slipping out.
What? I can't help it if my brain decided to choose now to remember what's going on at the Moon Dorms with Kaname, Aidou and his 'beloved collection' of stuff the pureblood broke.
I freaking love that part.
All this in the Sun Dorms is just icing on the freaking cake! The rest of the day was pretty boring though. I just did the minimal amount of study I could get away with - the teachers actually checked your homework at this school, so I had to do it - and then crashed out on my bed.
In you hadn't noticed, I really need the sleep.
Why does it always have to be snow?
I mean, I love snow and all, but these nightmares are starting to make me afraid of it. Which just sounds silly, but that doesn't change how I'm beginning to feel about it.
I was in a snowy forest again, but a different one... I'm not sure how to explain the difference... it was just different.
I'm not explaining this very well, am I? Well, excuse me for not remembering my dreams exactly.
Right, so I'm in a different snowy forest with all the dead trees.
The cloaked figure is there, and I'm following like always. Following to the scenes of blood and fear.
Except this time the figure comes a building much like the Sun Dorms, and then stops.
I see another figure standing in the window on the second floor - is that Zero?
A feminine hand reaches out from under the cloak, beckoning me forward. Then a voice echoes in my ears as if the person were standing right next to me.
"Wake up, child"
My eyes snapped open.
I'm still in my bed.
Everything's fine.
There's nothing wro- shit!
Yuuki getting attacked in town! Zero attacking Yuuki! GOD. WHY DO I NOT REMEMBER THESE THINGS EARLIER?!
I stumbled out of bed and towards the door, throwing my blazer on as I went - the one time I would not curse the fact that I feel asleep with my uniform on.
I almost ran towards the staircase, before I managed to consciously slow myself down - if I ran, I'd wake up the whole bloody floor.
Not exactly what Zero needs right now.
"Maya-chan?"
God damn it, I really need to work on my situational awareness. I saw the bandage wrapped around her hand, and then suddenly her arms were wrapped around me.
"Maya-chan-" she cried "I just-"
"It's okay" I murmured, my own arms reaching up to hug her back awkwardly - to be honest, it's been a while since I've hugged someone "whatever it is, it's going to be okay" my arms tightened around her as she began shaking, crying into my shoulder.
That was not the first time I lied to Yuuki. Nor would it be the last. I bit my lip to stop myself from telling her everything. I can't stand crying people. Or crying kids for that matter.
I just wanted to tell her the truth... but you know what really held me back? Not the idea that she might reject me for lying to her - though that was a real fear of mine - but that in her current fragile state. After what happened today.
That her hearing the truth about herself, about everything... it would shatter her.
And I didn't want that.
I wanted to protect her... if only for a little while longer.
So I took her back to her dorm room and standing in front of her closed door, I told her to get some sleep. That Ze- ahem, Kiryuu would be fine on his own with patrol. That she just needed to sleep this off and she would be fine.
Mentally, I knew that wouldn't work. I mean really, who ever heard of the effects of a deep seated childhood trauma being slept off?
Let me be delusionaly hopeful for five seconds, would you?
Then I can go stop the vampire hunter turned vampire, who is being driven crazy with blood lust, from attacking anyone.
Yeah. So this 'plan' is just sounding even more stupid by the second. I know.
But it's all I've freaking got.
I would've lifted that nifty anti-vampire retractable staff weapon - Artemis? - from Yuuki, but it looked like she kinda needed it as safety blanket at the moment.
So! Off we go to confront the at-his-breaking-point vampire hunter vampire, eh?
... honestly, why do I have to care about people? Really. It only gets me into shitty situations. And in this world?
Freaking death defying ones. This is two I'm counting now, people. Two.
Well, here goes nothing.
"Kiryuu?"
The silver haired boy looked up from the ground, hands clutching at his head. For a second his expression looked terrified - Zero? Terrified? I must be wrong, right? But before I could blink, it changed to a pained expression.
"Maya?"
Hang on, since when were we on first name basis? I mean I know it isn't my real name or anything, but still... I frowned, moving forward a few steps.
"Are you okay?" I asked, trying to ignore my instincts that were telling me to make a break for it. Though with his keen senses he could probably see my limbs ready to run at a moments notice. Not that it would help, now that I think about it...
Think! Think of something to talk about!
"Um... wha- what did you think of that chocolate Yuuki and I made?" Really. Really, brain. That's all you could come up with? "I mean was just helping, she did actual cooking but yeah..."
I warily had taken another few steps down the stairs.
"Uh, Kiryuu-?" Shi-!
Typical me. Slipped on the fifth step. I was so bloody nervous and so focused on Zero, I didn't see that my foot missed the step.
I fell.
And, of course, since I was biting my lip in my anxiety, I bit my fucking lip open. I managed to catch myself on the banister, but the damage was already done.
Red eyes flashing, Zero had me on the landing between the stairs and in his grip before I could blink.
My heartbeat skyrocketed along with my anxiety meter. I was freaking out.
I was freaking the fuck out.
I struggled. Uselessly. As standing behind me, he licked the the blood from my chin.
Oh god. Oh god.
He's- I- NO!
I renewed my struggles, desperate now. Terrified and defenseless. My mind froze as the thoughts crossed my mind.
Just like that night.
Before I realized I'd zoned out at the worst fucking possible moment, Zero's fangs pierced my neck.
The pain was unreal. My mouth fell open in a silent scream as he drank.
The pain. The thoughts. The situation. It all triggered the memories of that night.
I could see the vampire who attacked me then, her image burned on my mind, was now superimposed over what I could see of Zero's face from the corner of my eye.
The shock of it gave me one last spurt of strength, and with it I threw him off me, one hand reaching up to cover my neck as I turned to stare at him with wide eyes.
He stood in front of the window, moonlight streaming in, his eyes glowing red, fangs exposed, my blood dripping from his mouth and running down his chin and neck.
"Maya, I-" he began, sounding broken "I'm so sorry!"
I collapsed, falling back to sit on to the steps as a migraine hit me.
Memories from that night rushed through my head as I clutched my ears in a futile attempt to block it all out, the blood now dripping from my neck on to the wooden floor far from my mind.
A set of running footsteps came down the stairs and I realized Yuuki must've followed me. Crap...
She was yelling, there was a cry of pain, then someone else was there... sorry, I would've been more attentive, but at the time I felt like my head was going to split in two.
My last thought before I blacked out was that I was happy I was unconscious when I remembered my whole life. Because if this was what I feeling from remembering just one night? I don't want to know the pain I must've been in.
Chapter End
A/N: Yes, I realize I'm stealing quite a bit of Yuuki's thunder, but there are reasons for this happening that'll be revealed later on.
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Edit: fixed some grammar and spelling.
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