A few weeks has passed since the Ginny's wedding and some things have changed. I broke up with Dean, I couldn't stand lying him into his eyes I had to tell him the truth as he has always been honest with me. Obviously, he wanted to know who was it, but that was a question I resisted to answer. "

"I gave you my heart! I loved you! I deserved better than that, all I want to know is who caused that all of this has melt in front of my eyes! Who was it? You owe me this one! "

He was so desperate, so broken, I never really see how serious this was to him, how much he actually loved me.

"I know you do. I hope you can find some place in you heart one day to forgive me. Thank you for everything " I wanted to give him last goodbye kiss, but he turned away from me.

"Just leave now. " I wasn't sure whether he was more pleading or comanding, probably he himself wasn't particularly sure. So I just left.

I had some dreamless nights, breaking people's hearts isn't really my thing. However, very soon I had bigger problems to care about.

I was meeting Ginny on Saturday, she was finally returning from the pretty long Honeymoon. I was happy for her because part of me was still afraid Harry would call it of in the middle to return to the work. But he kept his promises and I was glad – for both of them.

"Hey Gin!" I said giving her a bear hug when she opened the door of her apartment. "Oh Mione! It's really lovely to see you! I've missed you!" "I bet you did! Harry is sweet, but I doubt he would be half as funny company as I am." I said joking. "Come, you have to tell me everything!"

And so he did, we have spent more than three hours just talking about her honeymoon, comparing her travel experiences to mine and laughing about the funny stories Ginny experienced with Harry when trying to talk the foreign language.

"And how is it with Dean?" Ginny asked curiously.

"It's over. I broke up with him. "

"You did what?" Ginny asked shocked. "I thought you two were pretty serious?"

"We were, but than I did something very stupid and couldn't hide from him. It just wouldn't be fair. And yes, I know you now want to know what did I do, but please, I cannot tell just yet, I still need to think it through."

Ginny opened her mouth but shut it down without saying a word. We sat there in silence for some time and than I decided to change the topic.

"Ginny, has ever happened to you that your patronus has changed?"

"The patronus? Not really, though I've experienced that it happened to some people. It usually happens when something in your life changes – radicaly. It can be meeting someone very important, but it must be very strong, for example when the person dies. "

"That's strange. " I said pensively.

"As far as I know there were two people I know to whom it happened – to Tonks, when Remin kept on refusing being with her, because he thought she deserved better and my mum."

"You mum? "

"Yes, it happened to her the first time she got pregnant. At least my dad said so. They've just got married and they were pretty young. It was a big change for them. By the way, why are you asking, has your patronus changed?"

But I wasn't listening to her anymore. I was counting, I was counting the days since my last period. I was late and from the expression in Ginny's face she realised what I was trying to find out.

"We can find out easier." She said and went to search for a book of everyday use spells. "Here it is!" She pointed the wand at my belly and a few sparkles came out from her wand. They were spinning in the air for a while and then they settled in eight letters: pregnant.

I coverd my mouth by my palm.

"OK, come, let's sit for a while. " Ginny said solicitously. She had to be shocked too, but she decided to cover for the moment to calm me down.

I didn't say a word. I just kept staring in the wall. Still seeing the horrifying word in front of my eyes.

"Let me get you some tea. Than we can talk about it if you want to." She waited for my nod but when she didn't get it she just sighed and went to the kitchen.

She was back with two cups and teapot in about five minutes, but each of the minute seemed to last for hours in the terrifiyng silence of my thoughts.

"Look, " she finally decided to break the silence when handing me the cup, but changed her mind when she saw how much my hands were shaking. "I know you're terrified but no matter what was the reason to break up with Dean, I'm sure you'll find a way out of it. Hey, everyone makes mistakes and as far as I know he is crazy about you, he'll forgive you."

She gave me an encouraging smile, but I didn't smile back.

"Oh come here you silly!" She said and put away her cup to be able to hug me.

"It's not his." I whispered still hugging her.

"Huh?"

"It's not Dean's baby."

"Who else's would it be?" she asked confused.

"I cannot tell you. You would be so disapointed with me." I said and a tear rolled my cheak.

"Who is it Mione? I swear I won't be disapointed no matter who it is."

"Severus." I whispered hardly hearable, but Ginny caught it.