That same morning, Hanna and Spencer are at Lucas's loft when Hanna began facetiming with Jordan. They chat briefly about his flight and Hanna agrees to pick him up from the airport that afternoon.

When Hanna hangs up, Spencer notices that while she's smiling, it's not reaching her eyes the way it used to. Unsure of whether it's the stress of the investigation getting to her or if it was something more, Spencer decided to do a little digging.

"OK, so he's charming, handsome, and he adores you. I'm not seeing a downside." Spencer said offhandedly, trying to start the topic of conversation.

"Yeah me neither." Hanna replied, not catching on to Spencer's plan.

"So how come you have been engaged for a year, but haven't set a wedding date?" Spencer tried again.

"Well I think I'm finally ready to do that…" Hanna replied tentatively adding, "…I mean, I even told Paige it was OK if she and Emily got togeth-."

"Wait…what?! Back up!" Spencer interrupted Hanna, thankful she hadn't just taken a sip of her coffee or it would be all over the back of Lucas's sofa.

"Yeah, I guess Paige is back in town and likes her like that. I mean, it is Emily…what's not to like…" Hanna responded, trying to sound nonchalant about the whole situation, even though she definitely didn't feel that way.

"And you're really OK with that? I mean Hanna…this is way different than when Caleb and I got together. I mean, you guys broke up back in high school AND because you were in love with Emily. You two have a history Hanna, like, a serious history. Honestly, we all thought you and Emily were going to get marr-…."

Hanna raised her hand to cut Spencer off before she could finish. She knew what she was going to say and she couldn't stand to hear didn't want to hear that everyone thought she and Emily were going to be together forever or that they were soul mates. She had heard it too many times before and for a long time she had felt that way too.

"You know, ever since I've been back here. All I've done is spin and twirl. With Jordan I don't spin and I don't twirl. He keeps me grounded, and I really like how that feels." Hanna responded, hoping Spencer wouldn't notice that she never really answered her question as to whether she was really OK with Paige and Emily dating.

Hanna's dodge didn't go unnoticed by Spencer, but she decided not to push the issue further. It was pretty clear that it bothered her, at least a little. Wanting to keep things a little lighter, Spencer replied back, "So then, when's the wedding?"

"Well I've been honest with him about almost everything in my life. But the other night I lied to him by sneaking out to erase that tape. I'm going to tell my mom and then Jordan. If he still wants to marry me, then I'm ready." Hanna replied, trying to sound convincing. The only thing was, she wasn't sure who she was trying harder to convince, Spencer, or herself, knowing that she was keeping more from him than just the tape. She was keeping her history with Emily.

A few hours later, after Hanna had picked up Jordan from the airport and brought him back to the loft, Hanna knew she needed to come clean about the security footage and her involvement.

"I'm sorry Jordan. More about lying to you, than erasing that tape. I totally get it if you don't want to marry me." Hanna says, barely able to make eye contact as she struggles to get the words out.

"You'd actually think I'd let something like this get between us? Yes, you screwed up, but you were protecting a friend. And that is one of the many things I love you about you. You are the most loyal and honest person I ever met. That's why I want to spend the rest of my life with you." Jordan responds, wanting to comfort Hanna. In true Hanna fashion, she dramatically jokes about him having to visit her behind bars. Jordan just laughs and again tries to reassure her that it will all work out.

"We can get ahead of this but you're going to have to be honest with everything from now on." Jordan says as he gets up to call his father.

Hanna felt better about coming clean about the tape, but still felt guilty. There was still something huge that she hadn't yet been honest about. She was unsure why she had never told Jordan about Emily and that summer. When it first happened, Hanna had been too upset to talk about it and Jordan didn't push the issue. After he had moved to New York and they had begun dating, Caleb had come to town and asked to meet up. He and Hanna had dinner and she, of course, cleared it with Jordan before going out to dinner with an ex-boyfriend.

Ever since, he just assumed that Caleb was the one that broke Hanna's heart, and Hanna just never corrected him. It was easier than reliving the real story, and made it easier for her to tell the truth when Jordan asked if she still had feelings for Caleb, which she didn't.

But now it had turned into a messy mistake. Part of her felt like maybe Emily and Jordan would never meet, so it wouldn't matter. Hanna knew it was stupid to assume that. They shared the same friends and eventually they'd try to be friends themselves, so of course Emily and Jordan would eventually meet.

But now it felt like it was too late to come clean. Jordan would have too many questions and he would be hurt that she had hid something so big from him all these years. And, if he had asked her that same question about Emily that he had about Caleb, she wasn't sure what her response would have been, or even what it would be now. It was all just too complicated.

Hanna and Emily would always be linked. They had gone through so much together that those feelings could never go away entirely. But it didn't mean they were "meant to be," the way people used to say they were. Sometimes love just isn't enough.

Hanna's phone buzzed in her hand, breaking her from her rambling thoughts. She looked down at a group text from Alison to all of the girls.

Dinner at my house tonight? Please! I could really use the company. It's really lonely in this house. Feel free to invite a guest J

Hanna felt her stomach drop. She had been hoping that since Jordan was only in town for a few days, she could keep him distracted around town with things that didn't involve her past or her friends. She wanted to keep him separate from the life she had once lived here, not invite him into the belly of the beast at a dinner party with two of her exes and Alison. This was going to be a nightmare.

As Jordan re-entered the room with good news about the lawyer, he immediately noticed Hanna's apprehension. "Han…don't worry. The lawyers will get the whole thing sorted out. I promise."

"No, it's not that." She replied, "Well I mean it is, but also, Ali wants us all over for dinner tonight. Like ALL of us, at HER house."

"And that's a problem, why? I'm excited to finally get to meet your friends. What are you more worried about, spending the evening with Alison or introducing me to Caleb?" Jordan asked, trying to be funny, clueless as to the real issue.

Hanna forced herself to smile at his joke, but regretted saying anything at all. If she hadn't told him, she could have made up an excuse not to go, but now that he knew, she couldn't back out without him having too many questions. Questions she wasn't prepared to answer.

Even though it was going to be an awkward thing to ask, she knew she needed to text Emily to give her a heads up that Jordan didn't know about them. It would blow up in her face if Emily mentioned something about their past in front of him tonight.

Hanna reached for her phone while Jordan was distracted on his computer and clicked Emily's name in her contact list.

So…Jordan is in town and coming to dinner tonight. I just wanted to give you a heads up

Jordan turned towards Hanna to give her a reassuring smile. The action startled her and forced hit to hit send on the message before she was done typing. She started back up again, even though she could see Emily was already typing a response.

that I haven't exactly told him about us, so if you could maybe not mention anything. I know that's a lot to ask, but I'd appreciate it. - Hanna finished her message, seeing, Emily's text back at almost the exact same time.

OK…I figured. I'm bringing Paige. - Emily

Wow…that was fast – Hanna responds coldly, without thinking. I'm sorry…that was a knee jerk reaction. If you're happy, I'm happy for you. – Hanna responds, feeling guilty for being upset with Emily and Paige after she just asked Emily to lie to her fiancé for her. Ugh, this was a mess.

What do you mean he doesn't know about us? How is that even possible? So our relationship mattered so little to you that I wasn't even worth mentioning to your future husband…wow… - Emily

Em, no it's not like that at all. It's a long story… - Hanna

That's what it feels like Hanna. That I didn't matter. That we didn't matter. . - Emily

You know that's not true. It's complicated Em, I'll explain it all later. - Hanna

Well save the story for your real friends. Or someone who actually cares. - Emily

Hanna's heart sank. She knew she just made this situation ten times worse, and not only that, she ruined the little bit of friendship that her and Emily had rebuilt over the last week. They had finally begun talking and becoming close, like they were before they were ever together, and that was all gone now.

The more she thought about the mess she had made of her life, the more sick to her stomach she became. She made Emily feel like their relationship didn't matter, that it wasn't important. Just as she was sure that she was going to actually get physical ill, Jordan looked up from his computer and startled her.

"So what should we bring tonight? Sushi?" Jordan said trying to distract Hanna from the obvious anxiety written all over her face.

"Sushi? You won't get that here in Rosewood…" Hanna replied, still distracted by her own thoughts.

"Well, then I guess Thai is probably out of the question. Let's go into town and find something. We can't very well show up empty handed." Jordan said, purposely accentuating his British accent to try to lighten the mood, but Hanna remained distant and cold, deep in her own thoughts.